TPiranhas Awards Nite

ok. first was STL.
we're up against Pollypockets, champion of last yr's STL womens B.
gd that we wanted to try new stuff. but then... i think we're too focused on doing the stuff and not really making use of it.

anyway. we had our first taste of defeat. 3-0 to them.
i hope its a wake up call to all. (:
may we sail high and far ok.

so my 2 beloved tpiranhas are playing for Pollypockets now. ahhahs.
(: mavis should join in the photo.



maybe we should get all our batch ppl with the club jerseys to take a photo at turf one day. time flies.

so then. the Awards Nite.

theme: wierd and whacky. go my fb and see the photos. vanessa got the best dressed. well deserved- with the classic Superman undies on the outside.

omg. SURYA SCORED 59 TOUCHDOWNS IN THE LAST SEASON. that's like a record pls. mad.
and yea, she's the MVP for seniors. jnrs was Liz.
hah. i got an award too sia. hahahha. Most Committed Player. HAH. that's a surprise. but yea.. i guess i should learn to take it in considering the fact that i didn't bowl for the collegiate league because of CYS- though i was at my peak and could have bagged a medal. hah.
touch is more worth it in that case.



but yea, i do miss the bowling girls. not the team team. but the ppl. there's a difference. for touch, its an opposite. i'm not like that close to the ppl, but to the team. bowling is otherwise. cool huh.


i'm going to miss playing alongside with my batch. i've missed my seniors though. but glad to play with them in club! (: hahas.
oh boy.





ok.
i've been reading Angela Leow Gray's blog. she's hot. hahas.
she's inspired me to do mountain biking. ahahs. i'm sure it'll be something i'd like in a long run. HOWEVER. b4 i get too committed into another thing, i better set my priorities right. for now, since i'm free, i have the time to go have fun with my bike. but when sch starts (hopefully-ntu pls!) gotta have a diff game plan altogether.


yea....

tyred.

hahahs.


i woke up at like 1pm.
disgusting.



then watch like Seconds B4 Disaster, Air Crash Investigation and all. ahhas.
then finally got my butt down to PDF all my projects. still doing it now.


went for fun touch. but on the way.. i called bren and she said no field. ):
so headed back home.



changed my tyres back to its original.
hurt myself in the processs. hahas. but my disc brake disc. ahhas.



trying to buy a new wheel set. but totally no money now. hahas.
finding job.



was so lazy today that i missed my interview with the air force. ahhas. not that crazy over the airforce for now.

3rd failure.

omg. i officially failed LESSSON 1 of bike again.
i cannot brake properly nor do sharp turns.
such a loser.

hahahs. then i jammed brake.. abt 7 motorbikes behind me had to jam brake also. HAHHAH. bah. stall the engine a million times. clutch lever not friendly.

rain was pouring. the circuit has no gd drainage system or smth.
u know what. i've been in the rain for 6 days in a row now. literally in the rain.
sat was stl.
sun was braving the storm while cycling home
mon was e epic pengerang ride
tue same as mon
wed was walking in the rain b4 trng
thurs's riding in the rain.

i'm sniffing abit, but not enough to complain alot.



HAIZ. for my current bike, i see a scratch.
such a deep one that i can see the silver thing in it. ): it breaks my heart ok. hahas. using nail polish to cover it. its a small dot but still... yea.


i need want a new wheel set. so i dont have to keep going through the whole process of changing tyres.



ok. back to serious stuff..



i feel not at peace.
hahas.
okok.
u know i'm gg mission in march.. 7 days right. i dont feel prepared.
i feel spiritually distant.
worried? more like.. unrest.
disobedient and not discipline.


u know the thing about u.. i can successfully announce that i've gotten over u! WHOOTS. celebrate pls. ahhas. it took about 2 whole darn years. in about 2 wks time.. i would be our 4th yr. but i just want to forget it all. and i don't really want to start over again coz i dont think i'd want to give anymore chances to any guy who's gg to ruin my life anyway.
i guess reason being... in such a distance, i can see that u've totally changed. changed into someone i find it hard to respect. (: maybe i'm just making wrong deductions but its a fact that u've been changing ur 'partner' quite often. i dont know what's reason and i dont think i want to know why. i just know that if u go around hurting ppl like that, i'm so gg to do smth abt it.

haha. heck it.
maybe i'll still pray for u and esp for the ppl around u. i'm not being mean, just being concerned.



after mission trng... was out with eve and jon to eat ice cream! hahas. i found myself wanting to talk out all my stuff about u. probably a way of disposing all those thoughts. but nah. stopped.



i think i wanna change.
change into someone that i can be of gd use to the world.
start small. start with the ppl around me. i've got to go back to the basis.
giving and not expecting anything in return. i'm too caught up with the world.
i'm like w/o God's love. not because He's not giving me, but i think i'm turning away.

honestly, i feel that church is doing too much. too much meetings. too many committees. we're a family church. not some big orgainsation. maybe u guys are trying to be one. in a good way, more ppl would come to church. but aren't u all tired already. sundays are meant for rest and outings. its being preached, but not done. meetings after meetings... how to go out sia.


things change ppl. ppl change things.

in the end, everyone's tired. i'm not saying that being a christian's easy. but i just feel that our efforts are just channeled wrongly. i'm in no position to critique on every areas. but just by bystanding, its just. different. how i wished church did not renovate. the new building has successfully introduced too many worldly distractions. it used to be just the transparency-slides-guitar. now its the computer-ppt-band and more technical sound stuff.

we dont need all these to worship God.
yes, we want the best for God, but not like that, in my opinion.


why can't they get the big picture.
so many changes in such a short time. we are already not adapting. and then, plok, a new thing comes out.

haiz. whatever.
just pray.
pray that our eyes are on God's plan, work, and mission.
and not just about improving things narrowing our vision to just the practically of stuff.
it sucks. but heck. no one listens. even if so, it'll just be another passing wind and a wall of defending words. heck it.







i'm still finding time to pack my room.

WET Pengerang

the ppl told us that it did not rain for 2 months. and when it did, it rained on the day we cycled. ahahs. thunderstorm. flooding. ahhas.
but cycling was so easy because with the slicks and perpertually no friction ground, we could go fast effortlessly. hahas.

basically... the trip was meant for jeff. siaow on. ): to those who can't make it! hahas.


so. its 3 days doing sports in the rain huh.
sniffing abit, but still good. thighs and calves are growing fatter. slowly, but surely.



i went for ballet today. 1st time in 2 months! ahahs. and. i injured the side of my foot. freakin pain. sprained it or smth. so pain that i cried and laugh. HAHAH.

OCBC Cycle

today alone, i clocked in 70km.
max speed as 63.9km/h.. MOUNTAIN BICYCLE MAN. ahhas. i think it was clocked at the downslope at the F1 Pit there. the power of slicks.

OH. after the race. the ppl cut the timing chip off right... SCRATCH MY FOX... the suspension thing. whatever u call that. BAH. i'm so gg to write in.


so its josias, suan, dickson and i in one team. colin joined us.
hahas. after awhile, jojo were pacing each other. ahhas. at the start.. crusing at abt 24km/h. after the 1st pit stop, being filled with 100plus, we're going at abt 21km/h. gd speed luh. ahhas.


the whole route was relatively flat. nice that we caused so many jams coz of the road closure. ahhas. whole road ownage. shiok max.

estee would love the kids there.
hahas. the DJ was like.. "are u ready kids!" they all responded so excitedly. then he asked.. "so kids! what do you do when u see the red light?" the kids excitedly shouted.. "STOPPP.". AHAHHS. CUTES. the DJ was like.. "no kids! this time, YOU GO! you own the route now....!". HAHAHAHHA. yea, u know right, in rotes, the traffice lights aren't supposed to be followed. yea.



after the event, cycled to church at potong pasir. then cycled to st.paul's church at upp serangagoon. braved the rain. like pouring rain kind. everywhere flooded. skidd a few times.. almost fell but held it well. ahhas.
then, cycled back home to bedok within 40mins! hahas. using geylang area... braved through traffic alone. ahahas. quite an achievement to me.




now, i'm quite amazed that my thighs aren't aching or anything. just tired coz woke up damn early. hahas. was telling jojo that i think touch fitness makes me ache even more. slppy.


tmr. off to pengerang. in the name of sharing this experience with jeff, the siaow on bike kia.

rainnny

stl at turf city today.
big rain.
super wet.

played against LFS. won. but super scary. the 2nd half was cut to 15mins instead of 20. HEING AR. hahas. we're line at our dangerzone, scoreline and lfs had 5 more touches when the whistle was blown. (: thank God.

i was happy when i was put a wing. hahas. then half way.. centre! omgs. scared pls. i'm super not confident at the centre. but i manage to break through today. with LFS having fast long moving legs, they caught up with me in no time. yea. so much for that excitment. ahahhs.


then met up with the tp photogs to celebrate jojo's and sharons' bday! hahas. finally can hang out with them. havent done so in months man. ahhas.



so yea.

time now, 1.29am.
tmr, start to cycle at 4pm to start pt. ahhas. gotta be there by 645am. but dickson and i are gg down earlier to rest and sleep for awhile i hope. hahas.

application

applied for NUS today.

1. Arts and Social Science (towards Communications New Media management)
2. Business (marketing)
3. AHHAHAH... Civil ENGINEERING.


i'm gg to apply for NTU though.




u know,
i really dont have a super sure answer to what i want to do. all i know is that i want to be fireman. even when i get older, i'd probably still work along government bodies that improve the lives of ppl.




the went to collect race pack. nice jersey. hahas.




then went to Howl At The Moon pub for Pirates event. ahhahs. was fun. not the typical kind of genre of music. but was good. band was solid. pirates are fun ppl ok. but i was tired... ahahs.
there's smth abt me and alcohol. i can get real emo with beer. ): .ahhahs. too much memories man.

Bikecycle.

i added the side handle bars and got my red slicks today.

ahhas. jeff is like.. siaow on.
he came to tamp to meet jamin and i. then drove us to waterloo. then drove us back home. coz i had my bikes with me.
it was like. 9-3pm about bikes man. i like. hahahs.

my bike is too chio already. b4 i leave the house, i'd like see it. dust it here and there. hahahs.
so exciting.


then we celebrated Gab's bday at Cold Rock.


i'm sure he enjoyed oursevles and so did we. i think if u just put the 6 of us in a plain white room, we can just have our own fun. ahahs.
((:
i'm reallllllllllyyyyyyy going to miss them after we're like busy with our uni.



then. read the driving centre at 8.40pm sharp for lesson.
hahas.
i failed, AGAIN.
but. i'm happy this time. mounting and dismounting the bike was easy peasy once u've like gotten the hold of it. ahhas. the instructors at night are nicer. more encouraging. and more ppl.

hahas. today, i fell again. i swerved and caused another bike to e brake. i almost banged into another bike, banged into tyres, and almost killed an innocent instructor who didn't notice me coming into him.
hhahas.

i think they should wear elbow and knee guards too. i might accidentally kill them one day. hahas. but yea, i finally managed to drive a few rounds. change to gear 3 and brake nicely.


biking is not easy if u don't get the hang of it. let me try and summarise the steps:

1) to start.
- get on the bike
- turn the key
- make sure its on neutral gear first
- press this button
- change to gear 1
- pull in clutch max
- open trottle fully to find biting point
- then u'll start moving. keep straight.

2) to do a v basic brake at gear 1
- close trottle and clutch
- the press front brake.

2) to change gear from 1-2
- increase speed slightly by increasing trottle
- totally close trottle
- press in clutch
- and kick up to gear 2 bypassing neutral gear
- open trottle; maintain speed
- totally let go of clutch, cannot use clutch

3) to change down gear from 2-1
- close trottle
- press in clutch
- step down one
- open and maintain trottle


4) to do a 'correct' brake from gear 3
- close trottle
- place right fingers tapped on front brake
- clutch in
- step down all the way to gear 1
- steap rear brake and use front brake for clean stop.



YEA.
HAH.
its like some touch football move like that.



i failed. ahahhs. but i'll still try again. today's instructors are really nice and know how to teach.



so today, apart from the awesome celebration, it was totally bike-cycle day.
felt ultra boy today. came home, do my bike again. i think my mum totally thinks i'm her son now, flooding the house with bikes, parts, screws and stuff.



tmr some of us are gg down NUS to apply luh.
i really like no mood to try for nus. got my heart set on NTU already.
i think i need an empty day to just stop, rest, and do all the paper stuff.






there's actually alot gg on in my head now. but heck it. hahas.

i printed like a whole lots of photos for my gab's bday tmr.

then had trng.
so manny ppl today!

fitness' a kill.
almost died on the 3rd set. suicide indeed.

zoo!

we went to the zoo today!
it was hot. tiring.
i felt sleeeepy. ahhas
happy to see giant turtles and snakes! ahhas

celebrated jeremy's bday over dinner, went for church.


(:

the Motorbike.

had my theory lesson 1 & 2 today.
had my 1st prac today.


damn sad.
i FAILED big time.


u know when ppl get on the bike... ppl start to try and feel the CG kinda thing right.
i get on the bike, its like.. the bike is trying to find me.


the bike's so heavy, i can't even put it to stand properly. can't even get if off the parallel stand also. the rear wheel went over my foot a few times.
fell many times.
and what's worse.. i couldn't even push the bike up.
): felt like a big weakling. the instructor saw me struggling like mad and had to choice but to help me abit.

stalled many times also.
the trottle's mad. a little twist only, its like.. vvrrroooom.
then the clutch.. must release so much to find the biting point.
kept stalling.


the whole procees was just so sad. coz the lesson 1 ppl are spilt into- new and repeats. i fall until the super new category, and the rest under the repeats. some like.. 4th time?! yea. but its really stupid. seeing me falling down and unable to pick the bike up. whamming in the the tyres. pullingn the front brakes so hard that causes to much jerky movements.


i'm sad not because i failed. but more like.. i can't control the bike.


haha. the theory was funny. it was like a brainwashing session to prepare u for the worst. he told us abt stats of 200 over reported cases. out of these 200 over cases, 108 died in the last yr. like... ok. omg. 50% survival chance.
then like.. no matter what, the bike will always be at the loosing end even if the car is majorly wrong. we must accept the fact that we are just small fries on the road. hahas.

talk about gaining confidence in the first lesson man.



aha. haiz.
my hands are like blistered. this is so dumb la. imagine me gg gym just to train to lift the bike off the ground. what a looser.

oh well.s i'm gg to retake it this thurs. i think i've got to take at least 3 times luh. haizzz.

Fung Yong's 21st

((:


ahaha. we had fun.
we missed joelle.


hahas.
tmr My first Bike theory and Prac! whoots.

valentines day

spent the whole of last night doing the video for service. super sleepy.


had game today. hahas. 7-2 or smth.
we won! (:
haha. i scored one because of dumpy scoop at 5m by erika.
honestly, mavis and i were v scared b4 the game. we played with blacks and honestly, i didn't want to think much about the outcome. coz they are super experienced and playmake all the way kind. it was actually the team that i wanted to join also. but today, i think we played well as a team. (: considering that we dont really know each other. i think pirate's like a tp-rp thing.
haha. after the game, i thought we won by like 4-3 4-2 kind.. but no. 7. hahas. i was shocked, but yea, happy.
but don't get too overjoyed. i think when moves come in.. i get damn nervous.

actually super funny.
i was supposed to split to the outside wing gap right. but no space so i went in. erika shouted right right when i went left. the defenders followed. so i cut back out and dived to score back on the outside and she touched me. but score first ahhas. i was happy luh. hahas. but it's funny coz ppl think its a move. but its because i split wrong side so the def also followed me in. hahahahas.


now still ok. but i think when drills/moves come in.. not gd liao.



my aching thinghs almost killed me.




so.
my romantic valentine's night was spent at ikea. with not one, but 2 guys. HAHAHHAHA. no la. we're brothers. hahas. we went ikea to get friend's bday present tmr. ahhas. how unfortunate fortunate man. ahhahahas.


the others were either out with their friends or church. ahahhs.
aww. hahas. but it was a gd dinner and a great time wrapping the presnent using old newspaper and magazines. HAHAHAH. tmr show u the pic.



hate guys walking around carrying an extra bag that doesn't belong to him, and holding a flower. EHHWWS. get real.

this month, there's like 4 breakups around me. some as long as 4 yrs. whats with this month man.

u know wad. the gd thing is, i can sense myself eradicating ur existance from my entire life. after hearing so much about u, i think u've really changed into someone that i find it hard to give my full respect. and, i dont even think u know it. hah.

i really really, really hope that i dont get myself into this anymore. like seriously. questions and things around me bug me. its not like irritating or anything... just makes me more confused about my identity. haiz. still a growing teenager.




there's this big big water blister in my index toe that caused much hurt for weeks. didn't know it was a blister until i rubbed it because it was so pain, and liquid come out. liquid is still coming out. and it is still v pain.



i haven't applied for uni. (omg. i should nv feel lazy abt this. wth.)
i haven't do many things that i need to.
i want to slp.

last lesson day

fb' like trng ppl to be efficient.
i just uploaded photos and ppl are kindly helping me to tag alrdy. whas. hHAHAHS.


ytd's bike event. this morng, ms sue knows abt it through FB. wahs.


today, LAST lesson day.
gm tutorial in the morn. super tired.

(((:

we went to eat nice chicken rice. and then ice cream from MOF. students enjoy 30% off! we ended up just paying $6 as compared to like swensons or smth. i had my milo icecrea thing. (:


then after that.. jamin accompanied me to get helmet for my bike prac. met jeric there. got it for $40 with free bag. (:


SLEEPY.
came home.


now trying to stay awake and do up video BY TONIGHT.
i believe in miracles.



legs are still aching.
eyes are heavyyy.
but my bike is still v cool.




i duno if this is still bugging me

MY kona. ((:

today, clocked in abt 60km. hahas.

tampines
to waterloo st.
to beach road
to bedok
to ecp
to lau pa sat
back to ecp
and bedok.

the thing is. I GOT MY NEW BIKE. though its not my most fav colour or size, i think its smoooooooooooooth. x 10000000000000 of my current bike.
all my year's of saving (no buying lens and still havent got my flash).. plus ang pow money.. allowed to get this bike. it's not cheap. i bought the extra parts inclucing 2 slicks for abt below $250.


there's a prob with my handle bar and front brake. the hydralics not well maintained
): again brake prob.


so yea. after sch, lunched. then met dickson and jamin and jeff with joelle and vonne. they witness the purchase of my bike. hahas. then joelle and vonne went home first. we cycled to waterloo and spent about 2hrs there seeing and buying bike parts. hahas.



good place. better than Tay's Cycle. cheaper and super more friendlier as well.



then. ate at beach rd.


then cycled back to bedok to leave my stuff at home. dickson went home. ):
yea. then to ECP.


and u know what. bike shop closed. we're so worried that we couldn't get bikes. jamin and jeff cycled round ECP and all the shops were closed. so in the end, i cycled to one shop near by and just as 4 guys were abt to return their bikes by locking them, i asked if they could rent us. hahahs. so yea. CAN! we paid half price.. $4. still not enough bikes. we waited and waited and more ppl came with bikes. they lend it to us for free. (:
so we saved money. ahahahs. but really, than God. if its not for God's grace, we wouldn't have bikes to cycle.


hahaas.
just like how Jesus did with the 4 loaves of bread and 12 fishes (or issit the other way round?)


then yea.. to lau pa sat.

and back.



abit tired. coz the road to waterloo st was killer. it was about 4pmish and cars were mad. we cycled through geylang w/o our helmets. chances of being banged by a car is high man. abit scared but we're quite filled with andrenaline to do it. hahas. coming back was worse actually. 7pm ish. road was killer.



so yea. tired. quite aching from last' nights trng and today's cycling.
but i really did enjoy myself hanging out with a different grp of friends! hahas.
think we can do this often man.
sleepy.



but have tutorial at 9am later. hahas.

last COL.

celebration of learning.



supposed to blog this ytd but fell asleep while my com hang. (today's 11th feb btw). hahas. just d/l mozilla firefox. super fast. shiok. normal IE i take like 10 sec to tag someone on fb, now... 2 sec! hohos.

COL was the best ever.
i guess coz we're graduating. and i guess some of us didn't expect that project work would make us miss the sch and especially the course so much.

2 yrs in marketing. 1 yr that's quite wasted.
i think the friends that we've made will go a long way. i guess we're quite a batch different from the rest because we started off. setting that friendly standard of competition in yr 2.... and in yr 3 i thought that it was near to being over-doing it but was ok. hahahs.


there's actually so much to learn. esp for IMC and Strat, i think it'lll be interesting to share the ideas as a class. or probably, like a super quick sharing of ideas with each other as a cohort during lecture. it need not be like a presentation... but like a 2-3 slides thing. yea.


i'm definitely gg to miss the acad part of TP, not mentioning the sports side yet.
lecturers are too nice to us. ms regina, mrs wu, ms sue, mr gary, mr paul not forgetting ms reena, ms jeanne, mr philips and even dr arnold tan! we're differentiated ok. ahhas. the lecturers can be the augmented section of the product level model.


then after that. we went to eat steamboat! hahas. (: but the seafood wasn't that fresh. but we had fun! hahas.
estee and i had to leave early though. ahha. ): we'll meet up more!


haizzz. ok.


-


so today. (11/2/09)
went to see bikes. met up with jeff and jamin and saw haoming! hahas. i am FINALLY gg to get my bike tmr. though not black, but i think i'm gg to grow to love it. hahas.


then was a day out with mavis. hahas. i finally got myself a pair of birks. been like half a yr since i wanted one so that i can have a nice decent slipons.
$139. so not worth it. but for the fact that it's comfortable and helps in my high-arc-pronated feet, i think it should be worth it in a long run. ahhas. no more 40 baht imitation sandals that makes ppl fall down and hurt the back forever.


then was club trng. fitness was tiring. but gd. then for drills.. felt really stupid. all the rp girls and like experienced playes knew the move and like... it was quite a new thing to me. felt stupid again. we're like segmented to 2 grps, i was the only one in my grp who didn't quite knew what was gg on. mavis was in the other grp and there were some ppl who didn't really know. wrong place, wrong time, again.

then like.. not confident to pass a far pass. with the heavy touch ball.. we're supposed to be able to throw 20m far. now, we're having probs with less than 10m. that's atrotious- according to coach. - agreed. but ): hahas.

i should have learnt my lesson and not think too much.
for sat, just do. dont think.



but one thing for sure, i'm learning more and faster. i think tpiranhas should like have an experience with clubs. it'll probably be a wake up call to many to how everyone wants to train and do well on the field. no like wishy washy attitude which resulted to no sense of urgency and more push ups.
looking back, we've really slackened ALOT. if steph / gale and all were to come back. i think they'll be shocked and disappointed coz its different. piranhas are supposed to be like fierce and out to kill. but one thing for sure, we're really a nice batch. everyone's friends with everyone...as in like. too friendly and nice. thus, dont dare to shout and scold. but oh wells. we all learn. just pray tt everyone continues to fight and give her 100% and no more excuses.



my legs feels nua.

FINALly.

had last test in TP today.
submitted last report early today.

note zhaoming's ppg tattoo. hoho.


last time doing last min study with hakim. haha. the ramblings and weird lingos that we would understand each other.


haha. after submission.. we're complaing that it was wierd to not have anything to do or send or anything. aha. we left sch at abt 8 after handing in the project. was nice. but wierd coz it was too early though late. hahas.

sad that gab couldn't join us coz today's the last day for the napfa tests. ahhas. and joelle had to go off early. hahas.


much to say. but quite tired. i deserve a good nite's slp tonight. a sleep w/o worry.




looking ahead, there's actually quite alot of things that i have to do:
- no. UNI application.
- sort photos.
- sort documents.
- resume
- profiling
- pdf all my projects from yr 2
- buy my bike
- buy my helmet
- see the guit
- prepare new note bk
- get a job

and i think the list goes on. haha.




basket. want to play sp open but cannot.

60 flat.

BAH. mega sad.
swissotel's one was 73 storeys, 14mins.
this civic plaza's 60 storeys, 17mins.




):




when i woke up, my thighs felt sore. i was like...ok.. die.
couldn't search for salon pas or deep heat at home...
went there. met suan. then when it was his turn.. i did my warm up b4 asing the medical side for deep heat.

the procedures weren't as fluid as swissotel's. the men's cate caused much delay. baggage system was done in such a way that u had to have ur bag with u when u do ur warm up. i took a risk and just left my bag at one corner. nothing happened. but i did warm up fast, and not properly.


at the first 6 storeys.. i hit well under my target. but then.. around 20th... i knew if i dun slow down, i'm gg to pull my thighs. ankles were wobbily. ):
then at the 40th.. i stopped to stretch. very scared that i pull it. that took about 1 min plus. tried to climb one step at a time but was even worse. so in continued my 2 step at a v v slow pace.

was damn sad. hahas.
saw my watch as the time keeps ticking by.



so yes.


lesson learnt.
- do not play touch the day b4 going to a vertical marathon.
- proper warm up man.


yea. ahhas. went church after that and stuff. its only the first wk without elaine and i miss her.

came home. slept for awhile. should have slept longer.

studying for the FINAL TEST in TP tmr. ahhas.

ZOO run.

afternoon was STL.

wore my new boots! hahas. (:
played 2.5 games! hahas.
1st was for TP. but stayed at the wing. felt really slow and horrible.
2nd was for Pirates mix team. helped them play also. was scared. i just cannot get out of my comfort zone and do more. so like played 1st half and didn't want to go in for 2nd half.
3rd was for Pirates womens B team. hahas.
all back to back if i rmbr correctly.

i think deedee played 4 games ahahahs. mad.


so. its my first time playing for a club. hahs.
i realised that club really takes u to another level. but then again, i stil feel that i'm holding back alot. like majorly alot.

haiz. when marian. when.
i must not be scared and feel inferior. its like wth.
but yea.. playing alongside with the girls is fun. esp with my seniors!! (:
i still miss my TPiranahs though.


mavis. i miss u!









after that, rushed down for the Zoo run at 4pm. made it in time. haha. ran the night safari. then when it came to the zoo... to many animals already.. ended up seeing the animals here and there. hahash.

whole thing was done with suan and his wide angle SLR. hahas.


oh yea. longest 5.8km (or issit 6.2km) ever. hhahs. 1hr 40mins. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

abit tired now. tmr's VERTICAL MARATHON. i really hope to do well for this. but. NO PRESSURE. have fun man.

lasts

our last day of presentation ever in TP. also for our grp.

had entrepreneur test today as well.
guess its one of the stupidist paper. sorry, not offense. but really... there's one q abt stragtegies to curb rivarly... the answer is 4Ps. but in marketing and especially strategic marketing, we've learnt so many models luh! how can u mark us wrong it the strategies really do help to fight rivarly. nonsense. still think that strategic marketing wins the most interstering paper award. ahhas. whaatttts.

career fair today. i want to go NTU and do broadcast studies. but its tough. with that, i also want to sign on SCDF bond to subsidise and stuff. 4 yrs. but yea, it makes sense coz i'm very sure its something that i want to do. due to stringent height and weight requirements of SCDF, hahas.. i turned to the air force... not really what i die-heart want to do.. but its worth a try IF i dont succeed in scdf. hahahs. not along the pilot lines.. more like the control, planning and stuff. yea.

many options luh. this feb is quite a crucial month man. admissions open.
abit scared. but press on. i must believe that i can do this.



last NIGHT of staying back in sch late for projects. maybe we're like saddistic ppl- sad that we can't stay back in sch to do projects tgt. haha. its just the fun part, working tgt, and coming up with stupid nonsense at night.


we finally bought our long awaited 2 stacks of 3 tubs of ben and jerrys for $20.90 from cheers. originally, its $5 per cup which kills. so now, we're just paying $3.50 each! haha. cheepos, but we gain.


hahas. i've been rejecting wedding shoots. like as of 6 now. thanks for thinking highly of me. but i've neither got a flash nor mastered flash. and i'm damn scared. haha. wedding leh. imagine i'm too short and can't see the exchanging of rings. instant death to me pls.




omg. ntu have a new sports science deg prog. ohhh noooo. more choices.

hurdles

HAHA.


i crossed my firsr hurdle today!

hahas. not some word pun.. but really a hurdle. ahhahahs. after coaching from track queen estee loi. HAHs.

then then. i crossed 3 ok! ahhas. so many technical whatever nots man.
when i was young... when i watched the tv and will always be in awe of how short ppl can run so fast plu jumping over high wooden things. hahas. now, i could do ONE. HAHAHHHAHA. waht an achievement.

took this photo in jan 2007 for tp.

ok.


SM test was funny max. super strategic. when the dasilva says "students who dont go lecture won't do well..." he means it. he's really an excellent lecturer. he knows his stuff well. HAHHA. he writes books and even emails Kotler & Keller. if u're a marketing kid, u'd know who Kotler and Keller is. world marketing gurus. yea.. and dasailva also wants to come up with a model when he's retired. how cool is that. ahha. imagine ppl studying your model. hahas.


this is a model that jeremy and jamin came out with after long months of the PBL journey. ahhahas...




okok. so today. i did core trng with estee. (: ahhas.
after that. i went home.. and wanted to climb stairs. if i dont climb today.. can't prepare for sunday's race. aahhs.

so i did manage to get out of the house to climb. i climbed one flight and felt uneasy. the 5th floor didn't have lights. and on the 12th floor.. there's one housing unit that was covered in newspaper and red paper. eewwws. so after 1 flight, i went down and climed another 6 floors b4 gg home. my aim was either 5 sets of 12 storeys or like 6 sets of 10 storeys (to aviod the 13th floor)... but i think the 5th floor w/o lights is scary enough. ahhas. so feeling all defeated and lousy, i went home and bathe. ahhas.

wth.

adults are mad.


they keep thinking we kids got so much free time. like wth.
HELLO.


TOMORRW, i've got test.
AND.
i've got a SUBMISSION. an individual project submission at 9am.



AND.



YOU WANT ME TO FINISH UP THE SLIDES FOR YOU BY TONIGHT?! for an event on SATURDAY.

ok. nvm.



so to pass to you, u want me to GO TO CHURCH. and then GO TO YOUR HOUSE TO DELIVER THE SLIDES.like omg.


do u know the distance between YOUR HOUSE AND MINE?

WEST COAST AND BEDOK.


hello.
your event on SATURADAY. i've got a 35% test TOMORROW and a SUBMISSION at 9AM TOMORROW.


i'm like rushing ur slides now and u're still calling me.
omg.


and i haven't even mentioned that i didn't go to sch today or do my projects coz of ur slides.

and.the slides are abt the trip last year which i didn't even go for. i dont see why i'm the best candidate for u choice at this point of time. my last wk in school and workload can kill. so, thanks man. thanks.



i've learnt to reject u.
but u just surround me with no choice.



ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. WHY CANT U BE UNDERSTANDING. WHY.

irony.

the irony.
ytd, elaine flew off to australia.
nat from australia came back and we're spending time with her.



strat marketing paper's goonna be a super wierld fun on.
global is mad.




i am v sleepy.

i rested.

such an emo photo. this was take when i was walking hone after taking the last bus from the airport. the station was quiet, near eerie and just no one. after i got out of the underpass.. the lights started to switch off. was like.. heing ar. hahas. so yea. arty farty.

anyway,
after church, lunched, and CABBED home to sleep.
slept from 2-6pm.
didn't do any work! ):

but i rested.
btw, i do not like ppl to lie to me to cover up anything. just tell me the truth. i wont judge you. infact, lying makes everything worse. ok.


then. mum sis and i went airport to eat. its been long since we had a 3ofus meal tgt outside. was nice. hahs.


then went to send Elaine off.
4 years.


i'm really gg to miss her.
she's special. God uses her to do little actions that makes big impacts.
w/o her, the ministry will defintely feel slight sense of loss.. especially the dance ministry. there'll be a void.

honestly, there are days that i certainly dont feel like gg to church. on those days, i go to church because i have to. and somehow.. elaine will be there.. and being elaine... she says her elaine stuff that makes the world a brighter place. ahahas. like like... "will u hate me if i go toilet to beautify myself" b4 gg down for lunch. HAHA.

and honestly, elaine really speaks from her heart. i can tell u that ppl don't practice what they preach. its not like a gossip thing or what, but i've seen this kind of thing for myself. elaine's personailty just makes the world happier luh.

aiya. i miss her k.
she'll b4 back in dec for hols. that's like. 12 mnths. aka 1yr. ):




dont like ppl to leave.

Pirates.

first of trng.
he says its a warm up. to us it was fitness.
fun.
i think we're goona need to fun and friendships to see us through.


legs achin. its been long since i've trained like that.

oh yea. played psp today. continuation. i hit 88k combo plus already. was actually aiming for 10000 see if the screen can take so many numbers.


ohoh. i got new boots. coz the current's one coming off and my ankle's starting to hurt when i run. ((: nike total 90. whoots.


steamboat in church excellent.
wasted that some ppl can't ccome.






ok. sleep. nite.