pardon me for my boredness.. haha. so fun.

Happy Birthday Brendan! < today! >

Happy Birthday Geraldyne! <28/2>

Happy Birthday Dennis! <27/2>well... he's my teens and youth Pastor.. really a very nice friend.. he's not the old version on pastor.. haha.. he is old and very young. hmm.. contradicting. he's very hippie.. sporty and fun.. loves yellow.. ahaha. yup. great leader.. =)


sean is a very happy and lovable boy. i hope that he will live life to his fulliest... lots of ppl say he has roughly abour 1yr to live.. he is a very chirpy 9 yr old.. he is understaning and mature for his age... pls pray for him.. he has a very serious and rare illness.. i think brain tumor but a more serious type.. he can be in really great great pain... i mean its like.. u juz look at him and his sister... they are juz so happy.. i wanna make an impact in both their lives espically sean's. but i duno how and when. pls pray for him... i do believe in miracles. =)

i'm so flooded wif maths hw... finished 3/4 of it... yay... i am going to work hard for mid year,... hopefully... able to top and class... trust me.. the whole wide world will be in a state of shock if i top my class.. wahhaa.. so i think bowling is really affecting studies liao. hopefully after b div i'll restore back to my normal routine.. and have energy to go about in sch... coz now its like... no energy.. i wanna go leardship camp... ahha. lim say wad dun want to injure myself coz of tournament so not sending anybody inculding captains this year.. then must go for some shalay(however u spell it)... u know wad?? my class alot of ppl requesting a change of teachers... we want mrs chua (a,e maths), ms tee (physics), mrs tan (bio), miss wahida (ss) ... yup.. haiz.

mum's been nagging and nagging.... dun she ever get sick of it?.. by doing that.... it reallly stresses me and agitate me k... i duno lar.. she's still nagging.. have to accept the fact that she's old and lonely. haiz. w/o dad in the house...life feels different.. the whole HDB is juz so quiet... not only me.. the neighbours are saying that the HDB is very not itself.. no laughter and fun and light atmosphere... i miss his presence, he's crap and smile. its like lonely, all girls sch, all girls home, all girls dance classes.. all girls trng. all girls.. not that i'm despo or wad.. juz that its really boring and lonely.

well.. tml i'm ''leading'' celll wif clarice.. kinda worried that they'll not absorb and dun understaqnd... hope God will be wif me... i love GOd's compassion..... really whoa man. wanna thank God for giving me this life... though it is on a rocky road now. hopefully i will learn smth from it and apply.

ahha.. i tok alot today... maybe its the eng. compo brainstorming that is affecting me.. ahaha. even got paragraphing..thank God tt it's not 7.. or i'll freak out..

i'm sooooo dead.. k.. so far.. got back ss, chinese, e maths, a maths, chem, physics, geog, k.. got like 6/25 for geog.. last in class.. a maths 16/40, ss 8/25, cem, 9.5/20......... grrrrr. pig lor.... haha. still can laugh,.. i might change core geog and elec lit to core lit and elect geog........ its not because of the test... but coz i'm loosing the interest.. i study study geog like cannot absorb.. coz i only like natural vegetation and the rivers.. the rest like can bo-chup...kinda worried.. coz i dun want to get last in class.. 2nd last in class for chinese leh.. how ar.. hopefully after b div, i'll be able to settle down properly in sec 3.. i ca't wait for b div.. is like 27 days more... grrr.. ahha. that's when i'll be seeing all friends frm other schools too.. yay.. but now got to concentrate on bowling.. and also hw.. difficult life man.. haiz.. for prefects.. i think the whole bpard can do better... ahah. congrats to you-mei for being national champion for NKF.. aa. her pic at the sch so big and smiley. aaha.. yup.. bowling w/o guard is better... yay. though i'm still trying to adjust.. haiz.

ahha. changed back the template.. coz that one very cramped..

goash... tests finally over.. i'm going to fail ss, geog, a maths and mayb physics and have already failed chinese,,,, goash.. *counts... 5 out of 10!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh... for lit i wrote crapp.. so hopefully it'll be counted as points.. well,... for prefects... cooled down long ago.. ahha... been thinking of how to improve the prefects' board.. whoa.. ahha.. ahha. okok bowling is a confirm w/o e guard.. .. nice speed.. but then still breaking wrist at times.. ahha. but. yay.. thank u uncle jack.. i hope i make it to the 2nd team... i mmust strive hard to get into masters.. i must beat all the girl schs.. basically,... our team is really united when bowling... we put all our troubles away and really focus on bowling. yeah.. haha ookk. today mr pang wore white shirt again. so ya.. haha.. ookkook.. anywya.. today i actually skipped bowling and went for this field trip at chek jawa.. damn fun k.. i see so many sea shells.. my objective is to find the murex shel.. but like dun have... so ya.. i found alot of unknown things.. ahha. ayya.. aha.. [i go watch tv now ltr come back update]

Marian has to have self esteem on studying. she has to priotise her time properly. today, marian confirms that she has flunked ss and chinese. marian has to study hard..[wahaa.. like literature the Dick... into self believing..]. full-stop

friday the 13th.. wad the.not being superstitious or wad/... but.. heck. today duty at the hall.. totally suxed...no offence to any prefect who is reading this... pls... some ppl even the juniors asked me wad to do... like pls lor. u all are juniors... juniors aking trainee.. goash.. then some seniors... practically standing at the back.. practically stonning.. then some prefects in general.. stand behind.. want-to-help-but-duno-wad-to-do-but-block-the-way......... like wad sia.. me and natasha practically were screaming our heads k.. pls. if u all duno wad to ask.. ask... so no initative... we all got autorities.. use it lor.. be confident of it.. dun juz mingle and mingle and shy shy.. dun dare scold students.. ask lar k.. pls. if not... juz like wad aini said... quit.. i not trying to say i good or wad...i juz cannot tahan to see ppl.. holding responsibilities not doing their jobs.......... i suggest that the exco should tell us the floor plan of the students and where to go for a particular assembly.. i dun care if evryday its the same.. for the benifit of the really cannot ask one... put it up on the board... and also.. if the hall is like damn messy.. pls hor... dun so by the bk and ask them to sit here where there is not space at all.. use ur brain. God gave us a functioning brain.. pls use it.. i'm being really a shit person now.. coz i cannot tahan.. must express it through words liao.. the exco needs to be more promt... i dun whther correct wrds to use lar.. but yar.. but wad really troubles me most is the ones at the back.. really man.. flooded like hell still stand there.. watiting to sit.. fine.. if u all serioulsy dunno wad to do.. get out of the hall and wait.. can?.. its a bad suggestion.. but wad to do.. and one more thing.. trainees... pls hor.. give space to the ppl wif tie can... espically the exco... u all sit sit sit.. then vice head and head have to sit outside... i mean.. not today lar.. got somedays is like that... unless got enough space then trainees go sit.. trainees not confident enough... juniors not forceful enough... seniors cannot give up on ur duties leh...pls be more responsible and take the initative... the exco cannot teach u how lor.. u must go find the correct objective.. go serach urself... feel guilty. it wun kill.. go learn ur mistake.. k lar.. enough of the complaining lar. seriously. if i have been tooo damn straightforward.. sorry.. dun read. =l
then today kanna repremand that part.. really wanted to scold and vent all my anger k.. but then like i only trainee.. then also kinda disrespceful to the ppl higher than me. okok. wnough, cut
sorry for the prefect language.. now is bowling...
suxed. totally. uncle jack got mis communication wif me... i also i think. i cannot hook the damn ball.. no rev.. no speed. no nothing. i so can get top 4. losing all that passion for bowling. i want it back.

i hate this very day

juz came back.. haha. lim send me shu and sam go make shirt.. then like not successful coz of the colours and stuff.. then so kind on the way drop me of.f... so. today trng was gd for me.. can handle w/o guard liao.. then sparing like more sharp.. haha. yay.happpy.. must thank uncle jack and evelyn jie... hmm. as for CA.. i haven like started on anyway.. so i'm confirm going to fail. yup. as in serioulsy confirm.haha. ok lar, i go liao. thanks

i must win!!! B div is coming.. in 43 days.. all the b div girls are freakin out.. ahha. as in.. dying hard to win lar. wanna get gold for nationals... gold leh. which is like..... must win jazreel, lesley and all this ppl...... haven add those sec 4s leh. help. whahhaa.. need a 190 avg... me? ahha. pls/. i think marianne, janine and fafa like can make 190 avg... this yr my aim is to get into masters.. coz lst yr c div.. missed by like 8 positions.. 70 pinsfall?? damn..then somemore.. this yr i heard that only 10 can go into masters.. hello..10?... k.. let me name those that i know might go into masters only.... lesley, jazreel, marianne, janine, fafa, shayna, evangeline. karen, vic, ai qing. whaha.. tt's 10.. so its like i still duno who might shoot up... help.okko. CA are in 1 wks time. and i haven started yet..so ya.. ahha. i dun want to disappoint dadday.. nor my sch... i wanna show mr. jega.. =).. bowling can be the niche..

trust me.. i can like juz die now.... physics and chem totally duno wad the teacher is toking about.. slping throughout.. and wad.. the CAs are like 2 papers in one... chinese and social studies??... bio and lit???..i so can pass.. bowling also not too good.. i die die must get into top 4 k.. my only chance this yr. God. pls help... and also.. i need more concentration.. wadeva. ahha.. today during chem...was buring sulphur wif iron in the test tube.. so after literally heating the testtube, i accidentally hit the bottom of the red-glowing hot iron and sulphur filled test tube to my right wrist.. pain k..now got big big blister... well... thank God i'm positive.. at least nv kanna my fingers.. espically my already blistered thumb... march is like nxt month.. tournament in 46 days time....help[ help help.. CAs are in 2 wks time.. and like my class is really scary.. help.. aaahaha.. how i wish.. one day has 30h.

grrr. i'm like not a gd captain at all. pig sia. coz its like.. alot of things shuneng, sam and zen do lor.. as in.. they very automatic sia.. so proud of them.. hhaa.. but then right.. that make me feel lousy.. ahha.. crap. i'm juz thinking too much.. yup.. i also think i lost the t shirt design by fafa and zen.. i dun even know whether i lost it, keep it or wif someone. blech.. and also. i got to pay attention more on bowling.. its like shit now.. serious. help. i wanna get top 4 in sch for nationals... help help help... must bring home something... uncle jack. HELP! i like really disappoint him alot. this yr really very diff from last.. no dad, no mind, no self...... realx..hha.. geez... toking to myself again. how fun.

today reached school at 7:25am k...late for gate duty.. piang.. then all of them like damn blur... grr.. but anyway.. i woke up at a damn early time of 6:55am.. took a cab wif my ever so light bowling balls.. haha.. to sch... and up the stairs. then today ar.. like 40 over pppl on time and late for sch.. i almost died recording their names down.. but.. ahha. oko. goood expreience.. aha... feel so sarcastic now.. but yea. ahhaa. =) then went for trng.. still bowling even worse as compared to c div.. yup.. pls.. i need a miracle. haha

ahha. the cough is like becoming spoilt motor... very pain k. last night couldn't sleep at all.. was so tired... blech~ help help help... hahaa anyways.... http://www.williamhung.net/.. damn funny.. i mean like its really bad and insulting lar.. but.. ahhaa. cannot tahan... but i think they should let him in.. coz he's got a very gd attitude.. serious.. haha. okok..