oh ok

so you're seeing someone now.
that's pretty fast.
but that's just what i wanted right? someone who can better take care of ur needs.

i thought i died and couldn't die further,
but when it was validated, ten folds.
make that to the power of infinity.

i dont want to qns my worth or what's worth.
but i should just be thankful.
at least this is brutal enough.

i can't help but reading all our past texts. i hope i learn.
words can't be trusted that's for sure. only actions shows.
i dont have strength to go bitter and all alrdy. i guess its good. i mean, we didn't celebrate any occasions other than my birthday. we're either busy with work or sch or arguing with each other. we didnt even celebrate our 1st anniversay. haha. really, i'm not an occassion kind of person. but really?


anyway. i hope to know who's that girl.
i dun think its right for me to want to meet or personally know her. besides, i dont think my heart can withstand that torque also. but i hope to know she's a good catch.
and though fcking broken, i wish u well. u've suffered enough on relationships also. i hope this can be the final one to walk with u the rest of ur journey tgr.
take care.



and to myself,
work hard. study hard. ride safe.
focus on these first, and i guess i should be able to  move on.
i dont have any option also. come on.