I am going mental.

So broken. So lost.
I cant go home like this.

I dont know what to do.
I feel like dying.
I dont even know who i am anymore.

Nothing i ever did was right.
My efforts turned into misunderstandings.
You know how to make me hate myself.

Who are you actually?
What did u really want in the first place?
My love was betrayed.

Our time spent together was a facade.
We fight with each other
But never for each other.

What is this now.
I dont want to see the world anymore.
No, i am not suicidal especially when i think mother poon still needs me.

Good to know that u wouldnt care if im gone anyway.

But what can i really do now?
Give me some practical advices really.
I am going crazy.