Sunday, January 31, 2010

talks

many things, will just segment this.


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TP'S IVP CHAMP BABY.

this morng, wanted to follow the bus to np. but had to run some errands. hah

reached on time.
then. started.


TP chiong sua and then scored within the 1st attack. hahas. i rmbr bet scored.
then within the next 10mins, liz faked and scored.

half time, TP leads with 2-0.
no kick. t'was too easy.



2nd's half it.



NTU came back so so strongly. hard runs, drawing men, all over.
TP's defences were equally matched.
but, ntu broke it and scored, bringing it to a 2-1.



then TP scored again.
3-1 to TP.



then. NTU scored. then one of our winger claimed the touch, but was sin-binned by the ref. like omg. 6 v 5. it took NTU awhile to push through TP's tough line of defence. the link wasn't quick enough to block the dummy from shooting through, thus a 2 v 1 on the outside and NTU scored. 3-2, still to TP.

TP seemed shaken by the ref's call, with NTU banging through the walls, being denied of touch downs too many a times that they just had to equalize it gd at 3-3. ntu does that best; scoring so hard at the last min to bring the game to a draw. just like the game they had with NUS.
NTU really come back so strongly in the 2nd half. it was really anybody's game seeing both teams put up great attack plays and line defences.


then sudden death. tp did their thing, with liana scoring at the wing.
with one more attack left to play for NTU, it wasn't enough to bring down tp's strong defences again..


(omg. i'm starting to sound like a commentator)


and TAH-DAH. TPIRANHAS, first poly for IVP Champions..
my bet was right from the start. HAH. owe up!

i think the girls really deserve it as they've really put in so much effort. esp the coach, putting so much heart into each step of the way. never easy, but proved achieveable. so so proud of the team. when u look at them, u dont see very outstanding individuals but one very strong team, tgt. that alone is really commendable. and i guess, the victory that comes in are simply the rewards and harvest of their labour.

i mean like NTU also gave a really gd fight was abit too late. we'll never know how hard one team trains. and honestly, it's not just trngs that get u far, but the things and issues that the team go through together that reaps in the bonuses.

maybe next time, instead of champion and 1st runner up, should just put champion A and champion B. ahhas. abit stupid coz in the end its still gg to be ppl fighting to just the Champion A title... hahas. just a thought; hahahahas, after watching today's match.




and yes, w/o fail nor notice, it was a unspoken knowable decision that SIM's playoffs for 3rd 4th was forfeited.




anyway.



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i wanted to get lens today.
i was so confirmed on getting a 50mm f/1.8 first coz its cheapest.
then, saw the 35mm f/1.4.. then ended up not getting anything at the end of the day.

dammit. should have probably brought my slr down to test it out.
i like the 50mm one coz it shoots nice portrature with gd dof.
the 35mm f/1.4's proably still gg to give the same dof like the 50 f/1.8 anyway. but its f/1.4. pls. 50mm, with the crop factor's gonna be like a zoom zoom lens alrdy.

the 50's $130. and the 35's $210 (if i rmbr correctly.).
o-------------------------k
i just checked on club snap.
stupid. the 35's $2k. (forgot a 0 behind).
HAH.
ok. decision's up. 50mm f/1.8. HAH. stupid me.
with that kind of money, i'd get a 16-25 f/2.8 alrdy lors. crazy.


i've so many photography jobs.
my kind friends refer me to their friends.
thanks to my low self-confidence and the lack of equippments to feel safe, i've denied them all, referring them to my other friends respectively.


this is bad,
for me. ):



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then. went for cheng's bday party.
wah. this month ar, just nice ar.. every sat and sun got at least 1 party each.
this month makes me feel that everyone's 21 alrdy.
was gd to catch up with the sec sch friends again. ahhas.
thank's for the whole thing. (:


sara and i cycled there.
then, i borrowed her hose and space to wash my bike.


then, we're chatting.
and serious stuff some more. will like 1.30am?! hahahs. from abt 10plus 11.

u dont get this everything. setting was right. mood was right. everything was just inviting.

but it was gd. and to an extent, needed, for both.
(:



for some reason, my whole left leg's aching today. not that i've been trng hard or what, suddenly, such cringing pain. hahs. wierd.



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ok. tmr's sunday.
at first, i didn't want to go.
then i want to go,
now, i dont think i wanna go.
it's not about whether i want to go anot la. but the decision behind it.

its not because i'm tired, nor because i dont feel like it or what.
but i just dont want to see u... nor, have that process thoughts whether if u're around... am i gg to see u... and so on. so redundant and stupid.
but i cant help it. i rlly tried containing all my thoughts like such, but its not helping if i'm unsure if u're thinking like-wise.

this is not bhb, but since everything's so unsure, left hanging, and ignored, misconception's probably inevitable. honestly, i think i'm still waiting for you to understand that there's really a need to just sit down and verbally clear this whole mess up. thank you very much.


its been long. too long.






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i like months with 31st. my season pass' longer. :p. cheepo, but i'm saving money.
do you know: i can spend abt $6 a day (on an avg) on bus rides. sometimes more (excluding express services totally.) so let's say i travel 25 days in a month.
25 x 6 = $150!!!
season's pass $98 per month.
i've save like at least $52. shoik ar.




but now, mum just gave me $ for the bike, esp when i just said "forget it la, i'll wait till i work and get the money". its either reverse psychology or she's just doing this because she's angry with me; using reverse psychology on me.


so today, i didn't buy the stamp since mon's feb alrdy. i just top up $50 in case i do buy the bike soon.





i dnk y i've blooged so much, wasted so much of ur time reading abt my life like that. my brain's just very active now. 3.41am.
hah. srry if u've read till the end of my supposedly interesting and adventure filled life.

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