sundays

rest day.


but how ironic is it when it's busy/stressful/thousand and one things to do?



heard there's somewhat a new system. maybe it's just rumours like... attendance taken in church. names taken down of those who are in church and not in service....
or even the confession 'segment' taken off svc.


i mean like, wth.
rumours or no rumours, confession is smth that has to be in.
i mean like yea, we ought to confession our sins daily, at our own individual lives' pace.
but i guess, growing up in an Anglician church, this is impt to me. i'm referring more to as a congregation doing it together in the common earthly household.


J died on the cross, then the curtains tore down and all, making the whole process of 'worship' much easier. it's just uncomfortable that although God's like making things so much easier for us, we're still trying to make things easier.

it's just giving me the feeling that in 'persuing this faith', we're seeking convenience. just a feeling.


anyway.
its been long since i've communicated through music, ever since i was off the roster.
i've thought of gg back. but the fear of the word committment hits hard.
i know i shouldn't be having such thoughts. but i am.


but, more positively, i thank God because at least, now i'm starting to worry abt all these.



fav song changes time to time. they'll be kept in the 'my favourites playlist' but not exactly on a hit.

this song, has been on a hit for months for me now.
the starting chord/mood/key is all just right.
the lyrics even make it whole.

go listen to it, please. a 10:24 min song. but every word is like.. whoots.



Tear Down The Walls

Tear down the walls see the world
Is there something we have missed
Turn from ourselves
Look beyond
There is so much more than this

And I don’t need to see it to believe it
I don’t need to see it to believe it
Cause I can’t shake this
Fire burning deep inside my heart

Look to the skies hope arise
See His majesty revealed
More than this life there is love
There is hope and this is real

Cause I don’t need to see it to believe it
I don’t need to see it to believe it
Cause I can’t shake this fire burning
Deep inside my heart

This life is Yours and hope is rising
As Your glory floods our hearts
Let love tear down these walls
That all creation would
Come back to You
It’s all for You

Your Name is glorious
Glorious
Your love is changing us
Calling us
To worship in spirit and in truth
As all creation returns to You

Oh for all the sons and daughters
Who are walking in the darkness
You are calling us to lead them back to You
We will see Your spirit rising
As the lost come out of hiding
Every heart will see this hope we have in You

Cause I don’t need to see it to believe it
I don’t need to see it to believe it
Cause I can’t shake this fire burning
Deep inside my heart

This life is Yours and hope is rising
As Your glory floods our hearts
Let love tear down these walls
That all creation would
Come back to You
It’s all for You

Your Name is glorious
Glorious
Your love is changing us
Calling us
To worship in spirit and in truth
As all creation returns to You
(x2)