feeling pretty uncomfortable right now. not sure if there's a negative physical effect of being lovesick but i'm getting the feverish feeling. i know its not the common bodyaches-flu-cough kinda URTI common cold. i hate this.
i'm feeling very lonely now especially with so many friends that i've chosen to abandon.
everything is a choice.
i'm supposed to be doing up my resume today but i spent the whole day sleeping and resting from idkwhat.
are you going to be my remedy?
am i torturing you?
i feel useless, helpless and always in the way.
maybe i should just leave this place coz i can't take it.
no, not hurting myself coz God loves me. but i just need to runaway and get a breather.
i miss you so bad and i hate to miss anyone like that.
ok. tmr, monday. new day. new week.
i shall stop all my nonsense and start living proper. i shouldn't let anyone have such an effect on me.
its dangerous and not good.
f.o.r.g.e.t.y.o.u.
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