the yearly cny family visitings are coming to an end. this yr, we managed to spend more time with the relatives. was nice coz of the long break from work. i mean like, (though i've said this, but....) i'm super happy that thurs' halfday and today, its sunday, and tmr, it's still off in-lieu! :D and all trngs cancelled! wahahs. but i need more time to finish up the ppt.
starting to get a bit stressed about it coz i dont have much time left. ugh.
and i know that going back to work, i've got tons of things to follow up coz the plane that's gg into the hangar is.... going into the hangar and i need to get things going. secretly and selfishly hoping that there will be a delay. ok. i take that back.
anyway. work aside.
today, i went to church. hahas. went at 10am for a 9am service coz i got the timing wronggg.
anyways, ur mum saw me and gave me ang pow! hahas. been separately keeping all the angpow that she has still been giving me all this year into the box with all
was surprised to see ur dad who's back from overseas for cny. he lost so much weight! and while talking to ur mum, suddenly ur dad came from the back, put his hand on my shoulder and wished me happy cny!
i was shocked man. pleasantly surprised coz uncle seems comfortable with me after all these yrs. its likka mixed emotion for me. happy coz an uncle seems to be happy upon seeing me even though we've not communicated for ages; shocked coz he's still ur dad after all.
i'm not reading much into anything here. just missed those little times we had.
i still rmbr how i had to buy a measuring cup for ur mum's bday coz when the cook book wrote '1 cup', she literally used 1 cup (any drinking cup she can find at home) to measure stuff for her chocolate cake. fhwahahs. and we became the victims of her experiement. hahahas. it was fun. but it was more fun when u said that i put in so much effort just to get into her good books.
hahas. sorry the melancholic sharing of such bittersweet memories. (literally coz of the chocolate cake. ahhahas. jokkinnggg)
and so. i think mother poon thinks that i'm having a boyfriend outside or something.
she's been saying things like "you can dont come home for dinner then i dont have to cook,".."i can cook if you want to bring ur best friends over.. just let me know in advance". hahaahahs. must be the flowers and probably all the going home late from trngs. ahhas. and with my increase usage in handphone (coz of HayDay) it probably just adds on to her suspicion. hahahhas. jokes.
aiya. maybe i'm thinking too much.
coz i think she really wants to cook for my favourite best couple friend; amanda and sz who bought the mookata pot for her from thailand last year. hahahas.
anyway, it doesn't matter. everyone knows i dont have time for anything else other than work, trainings, and now church stuff.
been watching a korean drama "The feast of Gods" and i really empathize with the female lead character. but her character just taught me alot of positive values that how we should be in life. not only that, it also reminded me of how we should stand firm in the good and have faith. the granny in the show also said something about this girl in a soliquy scene.. "a girl with such 没心计 (harmless) thoughts will be sad and get hurt for this long road ahead of her... hope she pulls through.."
ok. all that aside.
onto my once favourite aircraft engineer, you're still my fav engineer ok.
there's so many ups and downs i want to share with you, so many things i want to discuss with you, so many aviation opinions and views that i want to hear from you. all i can do is just suck it up and live with that void. i'm probably still trying to learn how to respect your stand and decision, and.. know my place.
not sure if it helps in any way or do more damage than good, i want to let you know that i really do miss you and i can't stop thinking about u. you've probably stopped reading this space and i should be glad if you did. again, i just want to hijack this cny festive season and say sorry for any misunderstandings caused. wherever you are, i hope that u'll find what u're looking / not looking for. God bless you.
anyway. i'm so tired from the close to 40GB of photos and vids. but its good coz at least it keeps my mind off things that i shouldnt be thinking about. since its a realization that i'm hitting the quarter-century crisis, i really should grow up and move on. just hope and trust in the Lord and chances of your going wrong will be low and almost nil if we have faith. sometimes in life, the more we try to get things going, the more it wont work. and the more we just let it go, it'll come. (disclaimer: does not happen in getting things done at work ok. ahahahas)
just wanna thank God for these few days.
it's sooo needed.
and just today, i watched like 3 movies at the houses. KungFu Hustle, Captain Philips and Act of Valor. steadyyy.
ok. finallly able to watch Terror in the Skies coz its 3:51am now.
the pilot of US Flight 1549 was sick talented man!! a flock of birds (not 1 but like many many) wrecked both the engines but the pilot managed to land on water and EVERYONE survived. so guys, A320, though small, still mighty oks. ahhas.
amen to that man.
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