pissed.

for the bowling schedule, i've planned it accordance to last yr. 4 times a wk. tue, wed, thurs, fri. one hr was minused off for trngs at victors. so its 2 hrs.

lanes are booked by uncle jeffery. due to the lateness of planned trngs, boooking of lanes are very difficult. actually, we cannot even train at victors coz there was totally no lanes, until uncle jeff had to neogtiate to have a pathetic 4 lanes for all sch team bowlers.

and for sure, you all will grumble.."why only 4 lanes?"

regarding the change to pocket bowl, it is because of the same reason. tampines is booked totaly. by alot of pri schs. so we couldn't even go there so pocket bowl was one of the nearest bowling alleys. so he chose them. booking all done my him. stop complaining about it. stop making noise. pls think lor. y do u keep blaming us?

and for the no. of trngs. yes its tiring. but y are u complaining to theis extent? u even asked me to re-shedule! u think its easy issit. i had to grasp the soft copy from aunty elena, and edit it (last yr's schedule) asap and pass it back to them. and u still go and complaining.

" why so much trng,. its outrageous........"

kao. u know how i felt anot? its not about the work that i've done. but the passion. when we were in sec 3s. i rmbred cleary that we were delighted. esp wif 3hrs, one per lane and all. this yr o levels. i understand. but hellos. i too have o levels. i have my tuitions. i have to skip lunches. what's there to complain about. if we dun win this yr, bowling will officially close down ok. think about it. issit worth it to keep thinking that u are tired.

if i give u lasser, u all will complain. then if we dun win, u all will blame the coaches for not trng u all hard enough. for less trng hrs.



and somemore, u even added on.."you also have to think about us lar"


paing. so u mean that all those trngs is i any how go do it one meh. on sunday, i called uncle jack to ask him if thre's any trng for 2005. he scolded me like hell. liek wad.. as capt, i'm suposed to produce a workplan and alll. schedule trngs, book stuff and all. i felt so irresponsible lar. so immediiately, i called uncle jeff to help.

and u still complaing.


u all must be thinking, i've stepped down and y i still doing so many things. frankly speaking, the things that i'm doing now are actually not to be done by captains ok. its actually done my teachers. mr lim left. ms tan came in. as a new tchr to sports somemore. i have to guide her as well. because the captains are new. so ihave to also guide them along.

the task of capains seem to be geting heavier and heavier. and i have to make sure that all the admin thing is stablised first before we take the 2nd step.


wad do i get? complaints. wad shocked me is .. u even asked me "can i dun come for trng" i said no, and u even went on.."wad about CCA points."........ gosh man. how i felt about the team. how are we going to win. at the same time. its also tiring fo the coaches to train use 4 times ok. and they're not complaing. what more, us?




grrr.



today. supposed to clean classroom. only me ans lizzy can make it. so forget it. tmr. irritated ok.

for prefects. i duno why i i feel that when she tok to me, she puts on a guard. and the friendship we have is definite crumbling. whahha. but nvm.

in my class, there seems to b so much bootlickering around man. so irritting. so not sincere. pls. its so freaking obvious, its like she also want to suck up to stephanie, who is the first in level and class kinda thing. liek wth.





overall. i dun wish to continue. ppl are getting so self centered and selfish. the sincerity of doing task is no longer there. and i could feel it.


(btw, thank God for lynette who msged me. have yet to reply her.)

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i love her man. pillar of support from a junior.




!! says: heya
!! says: relax la kk
brother: sry about today
brother: u read my blog ar
!! says: we not complanin bout the plan i'm damn happy u did so much somemore
!! says: yup
brother: its not u all
brother: its the sec_s
brother: ______ (sry. confidential)
!! says: dun be angry la kk .. on behalf of those who complain sorry h
!! says: pai seh
brother: she even msg me lor
brother: aiya its ok
brother: juz eel so bleech
brother: like i do so much.. then still get discriminated
!! says: no .. i respect wad u do for us .. somemore do everything for us then we can jus train dun even need to worry about when wad time wad day and all
!! says: damn grateful le
!! says: cannot ask for more
!! says: and good job k so dun be dishearten
brother: thank u _____
brother: =)
brother: so touching
!! says: err haha ok
!! says: lol
!! says: but seriously all the work was done by u and u practicly didnt ask any of us for help when ur like so busy so yea
!! says: and theres nothing to complain about in fact i cabt wait for trainings
brother: thank u
!! says: =)
brother: much appreciated
brother: hmms..
brother: i've nothing ot say man. juz thankful for such a junior
!! says: hahhaha
!! says: anyways dun let this kinda thing put u down k .. lol must keep stayin strong cos once u give up onli bowlin team can say bye bye le yea
brother: yep
brother: thanks