1ST JANUARY 2005

2004. gone. 1 yr.
a very bad yr i should say. for me at least.
- lost b div
- mr jega wanted to clsoe down bowling. so no intake this yr.
- yr w/o father
- whole darn yr of spiritual dryness
- so darn much negative thoughts. freakin devil keeps being an irritant.
- mrs koh hates me.
- mrs joan lim doubts me.
- mr lim left. left bowling. left sch.
- most boring bday i've ever had.
- mama becoming more sensitive and naggy at times.
- sis could actually be admitted to hospital.
- cass not in sg.
- didn't really enjoyed church camp as much. teens camp as well.=(
- shaun passed away.
- diane passed away.
- stepped down as captain.
- screwed up ballet exam. as usual.
- bad bad bad eoy results. i'll work hard lors.
- i've hurt someone? yea.

and the list goes on....

in the midst. there is God. somewhere. shall thank God and honour Him for wad he has done.

- quite peaceful yr. not much war.
- no sars.
- move back to st andrews's!
- church stayed strong as one despite the move
- God provided us wif so many places. st margrets, st andrews..
- more ppl!. amy pryke, meng kit, vincent, jeremy, demi, suan, shaun, marcus, hai sing ppl and on and on and on...
- got closer to more ppl.
- got promoted to executive prefect.
- actually got in triple science despite laziness.
- char had 4 pts!!!!! ray too!!
- got to know gary, sara, gera, yuan more and more. new friends. john, tc, mervyn.
- guitar improving thanks to nigey!
- won sji? made new friends and all.

ya. ok. couldn't think of more.


2004.i duno mans. its like passin yr. didn't feel like i had the drive to do anything. like wad mr lim said, "where tt fighting spirit in marian?" i agree. where is it man. when i want something to be done, i'll like go all means to get it. bbut this yr, to think that i started to think about giving up in day 2 of b div. eoy. gave so much excueses. super bad time management. hw. hoho. need not say.
its juz diff lar. eee.

nxt yr. ah beng!. YEA. gonna start my style. get back my drive. fight on. get back the confidence i used to have. get back my smiles. get back the things i've lost. erms.. beside papa lar.

aims:

- 6pts for o's. minus 4, hopefully, 2. then go sajc.
- which means, know my txbk at my fingertips, and do more resarch on coms.
- b div. win at least a medal or trophy for myself. and win one for sch.
- be an outstanding, impartial prefect. be respectful. and DISCIPLINE. initiative part okok.
- read at least half of new testment
- be superly pro in acoustic guitar. give me a song and i'll know the chords kinda thing.
- know classical more and play pro-ly. electric, hold on.
- ballet. hahah. hopefully will do my best.. get distinction. and rmbr my steps!
- hopefully, hp wun screw up. i wun drop it or mistreat it. be nice to it.
- be punctual very punctual.
- have gd rest. superly filled wif energry despite heavy schedules.
- find time to jam. go out wif friends. once in a while though.
- get much closer to God. strength my faith in Him.
- be more active in church.
- be a good logistics person who wakes up early. learn biamp properly since its a chance given to me.
- have fun in any experience. keep doing my best and taking pride in my tasks.


ok. haha


this is so systematic. my aims seem to be hard to get. but hey. i must. o levels. no joke. my business. my company. my future.
abot thailand mission trips, not sure. coz of the trng times. will clash. hmms.

yep. another long post. realy wonder who reads all these besides my son. whaha. faithful ar. =). okok .anyways. since today's the 1st of jan. i shall be gd and do my hw, making my son happy. =). and also. if u guys have read all these. thanks man. haha. hope i'll be an exncouragemt for u guys out there.

btw. nice blog song? ahha. from my son too!. whahha. to me ar, its a song that can push me? yeas. byes for now. 7am in church tml. be there punctualy.