Quarter-life

Happy 25th Anniversary to my company. hahas

i guess its not an easy feat but glad that the Services side has finally decided to split and grow from there.

all in all, for a company to grow in the Aviation industry is never easy due to all the legislation barriers. i guess to just hang in there for 5 yrs is a feat, not even talking about breaking even.

hahas. good thing my $25 dress came in handy to look businessy. quite funny coz everyone was just not used to seeing me so feminine (vs my usual checkered collar shirt and ugly cargo pants; half of which are kid sizes and lokpok brands. hahas). some of my customers also took a few secs to recognize me when i initiated The Coporate Handshake. ahhahahas.  but yea, never liked business events. just duno how to react comofortably to it when everything is so awkwardly formal.

all in all, glad for some of my closer colleagues. quite thankful actually. despite being in this unspoken inevitable internal battle field, friendships are still able to be fostered. 

planning the event was supposedly easy, but i guess it gets abit tricky when hierarchical factors comes into considerations. i would and could have done a better job, but anyway, glad the event is over and the event planner is good. hahas. sometimes i still dont understand adults. if fear puts a stop to progression, changes, or even to have a stand in what we believe is right, then what's the point of even having aspirations, goals and values? might as well just sit back and hope for the best if hope even exist. i think what's more... um. challenging if being indecisive is a decision in itself. henceforth, there's really no way to expedite urgent pressing matters even when the situation is already driving for an answer. 

but well well.

quarter life. just like me huh.

just last wk friday, i went for another interview. sneaked out during all the bosses meeting (i did inform some of them for protection though hahahsh! i mean since its also so near by) also, i guess the previous interview from that company's a no-more, but i'm glad that's over and i dont have to be in a position that i have to choose and decide since the outcome has decided for itself. but yea, back to that interview, its quite funny since i'm supposed to 'seem to know alot' in this field. its actually for the trainee tech luh.

i think they gave up asking me what do i think the job is all about. i mean like, since i'm already and currently a business development exec in a parallel line of business, i'm supposed to already know the jobscope and probably even more clearer than the HR right. hahahas. so instead, the whole interview shifted towards to my decision for even considering being a trainee tech when where i am now offers greater prospects and career growth as per se. pay-wise, its going to be cut by half, so i must really know wth am i doing right. i mean, yea, not just about the pay, but also in terms of the progression. i mean if u look at it, some ppl tell me its about a 5-6 'level' drop. i'm still thinking coz i'm still young, i'd rather make that change now, rather than having more committment probs as we live longer.

and so, i went climbing last wk too. :D
felt great and i achieved a 5C+ wall. hahahhas. i think.
but ok, thinking of doing this more regularly! helps to train upper body instead of doing the boring gym stuff. 

great to see stanely again... after.. 6 YEARS. we last met / climbed together at Mount k together with my adventure gang. awesome climber.

ok. and so. ytd, went 四马路 to buy some chinese dry goods and ate $10 per bowl bird nest. hahas. she freakin look #likkaboss here. Mother of all birdnests. likka  溏心風暴 drama.

sis dugged out some old photos from her drawer. HAHAH. i think my dad is very handsome.