wander

been wandering...
and dun feel like gg home since team trngs have lessened.



after work, been walking around the airport..
last wed, went to see children playing at the playground. found a wallet with lotsa cards and money in it.. and i freaking rode all the way to the door step to deliver it.
but ok la, the lady stays in bedok south, so its kinda otw.
felt good to do a good deed but glad that the lady didn't have to go through the painstaking process of cancelling all her cards and making her i/c, driving license and so on.

on fri, the rain was sooo big that i couldnt ride home.
stepping out of my office at the airside, i saw the rain and it got pretty scary with all the lightning. and as the sun was setting, it got darker.
on the way out, the rain got even bigger and there were lightnings at almost every 30 sec. got abit apprehensive for idkwhat reason, but i decided to stay put and watch a plane while sitting beside a parked baggage cart. passengers were still getting in though ground ops were halted due to the tremendous amt of lightning.
while the lightnings were still on going, i saw an engineer doing his walkaround. felt pretty worried for him in that kind of weather.
still very amazed that planes can still take off and land in such a weather.

while it was still raining, i went to watch the kinetic rain (the irony). hahahas.
during lunch time, i walked pass while it was showing the pattern of a plane. so i decided to wait for that pattern again. hahahs.

nice uh. quite therapeutic esp when its really raining with the roaring thunder outside. hahas.

and so, 1 cycle takes bout 15mins. hahahahas.

and this pattern seem to appear at every 15th min of the hour. i must be too free alrdy. hahas.

this wkend went pretty chill.
didn't go for the morng touch session.
went to church for sunday's prac.
met jerome in church and decided to wash our bikes tgt. hahas.
b4 that, we went to get bike decals and after which, went to his place to wash our bikes and stick on our decals. hahas. shiok to see my bike so shiny again. but white colour is really hard to maintain man.
then we went to csc for dinner with rose...

hahas. it was a night where we all felt tired but just didnt feel like going home. so we road around... and i suggested gg to pasir ris park to see fireflies coz i've always wanted to do that. went there, and we chilled out at this bistro-ish looking place since it was a beautiful moonlit night. been long since i've been there and so much changes.

hahas after that we embarked on our fireflies expedition which ended even before we started because it was too freakin dark and scary. we walked no more than 200m in and then retreat. HAHAH. ok, gonna take that as a failed recee trip and i dun think i'll wanna go there at that kinda timing. it was about 1am by then. hahhahahs. i guess i will try gg again before sunset. then again, fireflies come out only when its pitch dark right.  so anyway, we went to macs at downtown east to chill till about 2am b4 heading home.

sunday morng. churched. then homed. then nua.

so that's my simple chill wkend.
and, i wished at u're with me. to hold me, to walk with me, to understand me.
i really just want to tell you that i love you, to share my ups and downs but i know i cant. these 3 words,seems too much a weight for me to carry, but i can't seem to get used to loosing you like that. i need you. i really dont know what can i do to keep this friendship gg. miss the times spent with up, but i guess all i can do is to let you go.


i'm still looking for ppl who's free/can take leave to go trekking with me. :(



world cup finals later at 3am. still thinking if i should watch it. since its 4 yrs once, why not right, thoug i dun think there's any value add to my life in this. hahas.