can we really give our 100% on the different aspects/outlooks, or is it really that all unequal level amounts up to 100%? then we're gonna be talking about opportunity costs.
been working relatively hard. idk if its coz of this, that i'm not enjoying rugby as much. because of work, have been late for trngs. its always so difficult. i dont think its as simple as to say that i've lost the passion for playing rugby or to say that i've grown out of it. though trng isn't very tough coz we're in season, i feel quite tired. not sure if its a feeling of discouragement since i haven't been performing well, but i guess i can comfort myself by saying that our 100% best gas somehow somewhat to be divided.
i arrived at trng today about 8pm. while trng, saw the really huge and big yellow moon at about 8.30pm. really wanted to take a photo coz it was really glowing and the building beside it was like reflecting light of it. really pretty. was hoping that wherever you are, u would be seeing the moon and hopefully, not thinking of me.
after trng, checked my phone, and was surprised that u sent me images of the moon and the plane. i was really elated, but i know i had to put a cap to it.
sometimes in life, we tell our friends 'we wish you well'. but in it, do we really know what it contains? do we know what is well for them; are we making any effort to follow-suit those wishes? i guess everything is said just as a form of greeting w/o much thought to it. i mean its not like we gotta know what's exactly best for them anyway.
honestly, idk what point i'm trying to make here. there's a point that i want to note, but i just cant seem to find the exact way to explain this.. contradictory paradox if that's the way to describe it.
ok back to work. got 2 news.
one of which is that i'm probably gonna be moving department. but i really duno what's worth since i've made up my mind to leave in 2 months, currently w/o a concrete plan though with alternatives to really evaluate.
2nd is, today, i got recommended to go to another company. its more like project management which requires me to fly often to visits customers. he thinks i'm capable... but not just to be humble, i dont have the necessary experience. i dont think i'm at the level where i can meet customers and have the autonomy to make accurate decisions. i probably have the management/planning and process skills to some extent, but with that huge gap in the technical knowledge, i dont wanna risk it.
but flying often for short periods sounds fun. hahas. growth is there as well.
anwayyyyy. let's all drown ourselves in work so that our mind dont have any space to recall anything that will distract us.
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