working offline.

my laptop interent has been giving me quite a bit of probs.

ok. i havennt been bowling well.
i've missed rugby because of bowling.

today when i got off the bus, i saw su! then while walking up, i saw ting! and then, i saw sab!.. 3 rugby girls in a row and with my bowling bag. hurs.

at yishun, i shined my ball. see the shinest ball!

haha. coach was like using his arm to try and cover his face to exaggerate it.

i duno but my backache seems to be coming in more frequently. its probably because of, as what the swimming coach would say- the girl's monthly bestfriend.

i'm not performing at all for trng. let me see, on yishun lanes, i've bowled 130, 142, 114, 109, 125... and it really FREAKS ME OUT. on tamp lanes with the COE, i'm bowling like a 170 180 kind of games. and saturday is the Event Stimulation and evaluation blocks 4 & 5.
i have to find by my routine and form.! ):


sometimes, i really think i'm wonderwoman.


anyways. sch's OK. just that for 1st 2 wks, i still having ppl bugging be for photos. (thanks tiff for e understanding), and .. FORMING GRP PROJECTS can be very very... Survivor-ish. Outwit, Outplay, Outcast.
i do not very like this stage.


its like. u dun want to hurt ur friends, but u also want to gd grades. not that all ur friend's cant be of asset to the grp, its just the v different working styles. we're applying wad we learnt from last sem, into this sem. haha.
right now, it really questions me- is it really a gd/bad thing. haha.

heck it.
let God do the rest.
just pray. and as for myself, i must see a stronger and more graciously patient Marian this sem.
after seeing the 'workplan' for this sem,... I AM FREAKKKKKKED stressed OUT.
so far, its only tues, and with the current schedules i have, i realise that because of my mission trip, i'm misssing WAY TOO MUCH TUTORIALS AND EVAULATIONS AND DUES!

i am going to be stressed.
POL-ITE, aka, the bowling com that we're trng freaking hard for is going to be the day be i leave for thailand.
which means, i'm going to have intensive trng. and somehow, try to make it for rugby, together with my COE trngs.
oks.
and on top of that, the Individual Journals Submission are during the wk that i leave. thus, i've got no choice but to COMPLETE them 1 wk b4 all my friends does, b4 i disappear.
not forgetting my yr book publication proposals and biathalon proposals, publicittyy and planning.



so. after the tiring hours of MIA in thailand- SAY HELLO TO MIDSEM TESTS. 6 of them yos?


pls really pray for me.
1) strength.
2) miraclous approval of my 2wks Leave of Absence (LOA) .. (aka 12 tutorials sessions? and countless lectures)
3) understanding and patient grp members, friends, Marian and mummy.
4) time and really energy and priortise..


probably, now the battleplan is to really pray and allow God to pave each day for me. there's really no point to be anxious abt worldly stuff.
i just need to do what i need to do,
with joy,
and i should be fine till Christmas.


smile Marian!
way to go! (: hohos.