half closed eyes.

part my class with the tchr. she got interested i this new and creative way of taking photos.


look at my elbow mans! with ability to smash the sch's desktop under power. hahaha.



food at mensa. love the girls so much. we should have this more often. hahahahaha.


after all the tense grping situation, we're able to take a photo. so yea.
well, i've got nothing much to say, but just have to remind that we are in Business School.
stop whining and complaining if u didn't make any effort and just went on with assumptions that u will secure a place.

too proud.
wayy too proud.
and so, stop looking down and discrimating others as if u're the most wanted project member on earth. thank u v much.





i miss pa.



he and jie looks's fierce here.. ahha. and i only know how to play.
its like.. 20 days till his.. (*counts...) 4th yr of LOA.. haha.

hi its 6am+ nows.

rushing last min HK collage.
so while doing... deviated for awhile..








*click on this collage to enlarge

this is mega. i actually shrink the length from 10,000 to 4000. wad u're seeing now is just the 4000 one.



shucks man. the sun is rising now........



-


"Something Beautiful"- Jars of Clay

[verse]
If you put your arms around me
Could it change the way I feel
I guess I let myself believe
That the outside might just
Bleed it's way in
Maybe stir the sleeping past
Lying under glass
Waiting for the kiss
That breaks this awful spell
Pull me out...of this lonely cell

[chorus]
Close my eyes and hold my heart
Cover me and make me something
Change this something normal
Into something beautiful

[verse]
What I get from my reflection
Isn't what I thought I'd see
Give me reason to believe
Never leave me incomplete
Will you untie this loss of mine
It so easily defines me
Do you see it on my face?
And all I can think about
Is how long
I've been waiting to feel you move me

[chorus]
Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful

[bridge]
And I'm still fighting for the
Word to break these chains
And I still pray when I look
In your eyes, you'll stare right
Back down into something beautiful

[chorus]
Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful
Into something beautiful

pressing issues

i just came home for bowling.
and while climbing up the stairs, i was just lightly reflecting on today's events in an attempt to always block our my eerie surroundings.



ROOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
since there's so much issues to scream at, i shall nicely put it in order.




ONE.
the class. so i guess part of 2M02 now is facing some issues now.
its the start of the sem, so yes, we bunch of competitive students wants the ideal grpings. some does it in a very caring and thoughtful way, some just does it in a, well, lets put it- a v self-centred way.
initially, all i had in mind was the grades, the grp mates and the other grps because we're one big happy class.

after A&P today, i realised that ppl are just way too competitive to attain the ideal situation. i have to admit, i want the most ideal way, but in a way, not sacrificing anyone/grp.
to cut the long 1.5hr short....
while friends went to buy food. i just prayed so much to God. it was one of the most desperate prayer i prayed. i just felt that my heart was too heavy.

i asked for;
1) forgiveness
2) open hearts and receptive minds
3) a gracious and salty me.

so i took a gamble and came out with another 'ccompleted sodoku'. i was prepared for it, knowing full well of the upcoming challenges. but wads stopping me fully is just the Thailand trip. with 2 wk of absence, its really like Daniel walking into the lion's den.
thats really the best solution in my opinion. coz everyone is happy! n i'm sure the class will do very well as a whole.

but friends has another point. why. why. why. u can proabbly talk abt the 'underserving ppl' and probably agree with it. but then again, who are we to judge. so wad, u're gg to support and carry free-and-acting-hardwork-loaders?

i want to grades. but i want the heart.
and i want a happy 2M02. please?


everyone should be just graceful and accepting enough. AND, respectful for certain personal decisions. who are u to judge and say that this XYZ grp is wrong. go wash ur face la.
i just cannot tolerate @#($@#!*)
u know wad? heck it. since it like that, its like that.
people will just have to understand and be understanding. its at a point whereby being considerate is an understatement.
leave it all to God. i shall just lepark one corner in a round room and see what has God planned for me.




TWO.
coach annouced the Bowling POL-ITE team. 10 boys and 10 girls.
but i guess, there's also way too much grey areas here. plans are unconfirmed, ppl are unhappy and unsure.
i made it to the team and i should be thankful abt that.

abt the guys side, i really have nothing to comment. all i can say that, we just have to accept and respect why certain decisions are made. and, we're Team Temasek. dont forget that our sch has been paying for our trainings, pls do not make any rash decisions that would let the Gold slip away. coz this time, its really a strong batch. pls appreciate it. we want this together right.

as for the girls.
i am stuck in a situation. this is personal i guess.
POL-ITE MAYBE postponed due to the collision with other major bowling competitions around.
its on the 24th NOV for now.
i'm leaving on the 25th Nov. if postponed, it'll probably not drag for 2 wks, and i'll only be back on the 9th Dec to face my countless test papers.

so here's the situation factors.
- one of the SBF bowler in the team has got a major compeition to bowl for Singapore on the 24th and thus, wont be able to bowl for POL-ITE. and the other SBF bowler will only be back on the 23rd Nov from her SIP.
=> thus, it'll be gd to postpone right? so that both of them CAN bowl and win for TP.

- however. this would mean that i cannot bowl. i'm not any national team bowler or wad, but this tournament means alot to me. after all the trngs i'm pressed on so far, its just for POL-ITE day. coz its smth achieveable for me.
other major competitions are just not so realistic for me. unless i'm really on form at the right time.

so ok.
how should i go abt praying and hoping for this situation?
if it is really postpone to a date i'm overseas, i'll really be devasted; go into hiding or wad. definitely, it'll affect my performance during mission trip and i STRICTLY dont want it to happen. but then again, TP girls can defend the girls champ.


THREE.
for today's bowling trng, i've missed rugby trng.
honestly in the bowling trng, the confidence from coach seems to be drifting away and i'm alrdy quite sad abt it. i'll just have to work harder.
but today, we had 8 bowlers on a pair of lanes and could only bowl 2 games in 2 hrs. coach hasn't been coorrecting as much as the past. i'm not exactly getting better, and in fact, i'm aware of the so many mistakes in my routine. so thats another point.

secondly, the fact that i have to be at yishun also obviously tells me that i cant go for rugby. and today, was the selection for the All Asian Schools and MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE IVP. i'll definitely NOT be playing in e All Asian Schs coz i'll be in Thailand. it took me while to just accpet the situation that i C-A-N-N-O-T play in that. and now, the 'maybe IVP'. i hope i'm just getting wrong information or smth like that.

and i really miss the rugby ball and girls. i'm quite sick of having to lugg to heavy bowling balls around and sharing for cab fares which can allow me to have 2 meals. i miss the field and the smelly black algae-fied water bottles.
i just miss the fun and excitment and adrenaline.
one gd news is that i can finally go for trng on THURSDAY!


FOUR.
my LOA is still pending.
but i'm stress.
not stress of the outcome because no matter wad, i'm still gg to answer God's call and wait for His direction. but stress of the fact that i'm facing so so so so so much effect of being absent.
each day of lecture and tutorial just adds on to my worries.

i'm really struggling with putting aside my disappoint of not being able to play in SO SO SO many competitions that doesnt usually occur when i'm on the land in Singapore. that's just one point. i feel so stretched. probably i deserved and asked for it.

and, the MARATHON. i'm pretty focused on this and bent on getting work and things done. i'm determined for this coz the event will tentatively be in FEB08. but since its so so so major, there's too much details to take note of. and not everything can be confirmed one hand off. gotta take the step by step hardcore brainstorming approach. just hope that this committee can pull through in God's grace and direction.


FIVE.
and would probably be the most of all.
ME.

usually, i'd be saying things like 'marian, i think u're thinking too much and being overly complicated' to myself. that's when i know that i've still got room to make things better.

but for now, its really more of the ' press on marian, press on. stay cool pls' i really cant do anymore but to just leave it all to God to heal, mend and save.



i've been blessed by 2 msges from 2 nice ppl.
and, more WOWLY, its the same verse from 2 quite different person.

James 1:2-12
2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; 8he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.
9The brother in humble circumstances ought to take pride in his high position. 10But the one who is rich should take pride in his low position, because he will pass away like a wild flower. 11For the sun rises with scorching heat and withers the plant; its blossom falls and its beauty is destroyed. In the same way, the rich man will fade away even while he goes about his business.

12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.


how timely can God get!




u know the song?
with Christ in the vessel
we can SMILE at the storm,
smile at the storm,
smile at the storm



and i goes on and on and on.


i dun think anyone is able to fully grasp and understand what i'm gg through right now. and whats amazing is that i'm still surving with the ability to smile and still make things not-so-bad. really, God's grace and love is... just there.
i just hope that its enough to carry me through. till the fields and mountains in Thailand... i really hope i'm taking the right track, Please.

loa my life pls.

round 1 cleared! now its up to DR.Arnold Tan to give the green light. *cross fingers.



so the biathalon is changed to a BIG SCALE MARATHON we dun really have much time. needless to say for me.



soooo many things! i'm trying to take on the excitment-approach. the positive is too still already. so today, i bought myself a bottle of coke to last me for the day. it did work! haha.

pain

the grc thing made me realised how strong the older singapore bowlers ar.
i rep Kampong Chai Chee. we didn't bowl that well. from 5th to 11th to 12th. haha.
nvm.
but thanks vinc from driving me to church!


then went for mission trng.

my back is sooooooooo painful that i just cannot stil still for more then 5mins. i had to lie down. and whenever i stand, it just feel wierd.


the pain intensifies when the month'y girl's best friend comes. it sucks. i'm probably letting the hormones take over me la. feeling super sian and lifeless.

sometimes i just feel like ripping the whole section of the lower backbone out. its reallly sucking too much of my energy and slowing down the rate of getting things complete.



i dont like this feeeling.
and always, i have the assurance that God is with me. but i just feel so ugh abt things. haha. another plus point to the benefits of being a guy. probably sometimes, i just wish i'm an introvert person who have nothing to care abt in the world and just spending time with God.


to add on. all my documents are on my laptop, and THE internet is at the desktop. i feel so stupid having to use this office chair to move from one com to another. it really slows things down and really making me no mood to do things.


i comfort myself by saying God's probably preparing me for the future. if that doesn't work, probably its the devil's plan to ruin my trip. in any ways, i just hope that i sustain this marathon or pick up pace.

it feels all alone.
all messed up and slackened down.
i need God's grace and peace, thank you for His love.

i'd probably owe an apology for being an emo kid.

i'm just >:( because ppl who are actually sitting there doing nothing rejects to help. and, ppl who actualy dont have a evaluation to fight for doesn't offer help.


and. another conclusion.

mac's tele operator has indeed FAILED his PSLE LISTENING COMPRE. he failed to get the right orders down. so i ended up using my own money to pay the ppl who didnt get their meals.


i'm really ok with doing all these. its just that i'm just v irritated with poly students who doesnt want to take the initiative. all too spoon fed and laid back.
i really really miss donald.
when he was around, i'm sure many ppl takes him for granted. just because he's willing to sacrifice his time and effort for the team backstage, u guys just take everything for granted.

ask yourself.
how many 'thank yous' have u said to donald nah in ur jounery in TP.
and how many times has he complaint abt being bullied and stufff.



ok heck it. haha.



wells, TP made it to the news today. The Newpaper. Sports section. A full page of our ah beng. hahaha. sng ye yang. haha. he's just a v funny guy.


and today. 8 games. to me, it was just emotionally draining. i just cannot stay focused. just because of today's games, i dropped 2 position down. i'm super ugh by it.
now, i've got 3 wks to improve my rev, and accuracy and consistency. i need to win this.




today was actually a blah!-day. i left my phone in the cab.
but the cab was so so so nice to send it back to my house at night. my mum wanted to pay him because he came back all the way... and he refused! but yea. i just want to thank God for the v nice taxi driverr.


i had alot of wasted trips and time today. arghs.



but seriously, its time that i really get in game properly. i think perry's 1hr-zone thing reminded me of alot of impt points which i overlooked in bowling. its time i re visit them again and make sure i win in this POL-ITE. its our time.

loongs day.

at AOA Suntec. Happpppppy to see the missing 2M02 ppl. will only upload bowling ones today. tken by amanda's cameraa....










so yea. Masters. as u can see.. the boys dominated. so keep a watch out for The Newpaper on SATURDAY! (: should be a full page. it better be a gd write up from lenny.

well. i COULD have bowled today if i didn't bowl at hougang. hougang caused me to go out of e r masters. ):


heck it marian. long way to go.








i miss the field so much.

argh

still using my desktop.

laptop cannot ddetect wireless settings. suan had to try and save my interenet once again. this time, its still not working! ):


trng today was.. erm.
i just lost the feel of bowling, AGAIN.

i must find ways to prolong peak / make my usual higher.

working offline.

my laptop interent has been giving me quite a bit of probs.

ok. i havennt been bowling well.
i've missed rugby because of bowling.

today when i got off the bus, i saw su! then while walking up, i saw ting! and then, i saw sab!.. 3 rugby girls in a row and with my bowling bag. hurs.

at yishun, i shined my ball. see the shinest ball!

haha. coach was like using his arm to try and cover his face to exaggerate it.

i duno but my backache seems to be coming in more frequently. its probably because of, as what the swimming coach would say- the girl's monthly bestfriend.

i'm not performing at all for trng. let me see, on yishun lanes, i've bowled 130, 142, 114, 109, 125... and it really FREAKS ME OUT. on tamp lanes with the COE, i'm bowling like a 170 180 kind of games. and saturday is the Event Stimulation and evaluation blocks 4 & 5.
i have to find by my routine and form.! ):


sometimes, i really think i'm wonderwoman.


anyways. sch's OK. just that for 1st 2 wks, i still having ppl bugging be for photos. (thanks tiff for e understanding), and .. FORMING GRP PROJECTS can be very very... Survivor-ish. Outwit, Outplay, Outcast.
i do not very like this stage.


its like. u dun want to hurt ur friends, but u also want to gd grades. not that all ur friend's cant be of asset to the grp, its just the v different working styles. we're applying wad we learnt from last sem, into this sem. haha.
right now, it really questions me- is it really a gd/bad thing. haha.

heck it.
let God do the rest.
just pray. and as for myself, i must see a stronger and more graciously patient Marian this sem.
after seeing the 'workplan' for this sem,... I AM FREAKKKKKKED stressed OUT.
so far, its only tues, and with the current schedules i have, i realise that because of my mission trip, i'm misssing WAY TOO MUCH TUTORIALS AND EVAULATIONS AND DUES!

i am going to be stressed.
POL-ITE, aka, the bowling com that we're trng freaking hard for is going to be the day be i leave for thailand.
which means, i'm going to have intensive trng. and somehow, try to make it for rugby, together with my COE trngs.
oks.
and on top of that, the Individual Journals Submission are during the wk that i leave. thus, i've got no choice but to COMPLETE them 1 wk b4 all my friends does, b4 i disappear.
not forgetting my yr book publication proposals and biathalon proposals, publicittyy and planning.



so. after the tiring hours of MIA in thailand- SAY HELLO TO MIDSEM TESTS. 6 of them yos?


pls really pray for me.
1) strength.
2) miraclous approval of my 2wks Leave of Absence (LOA) .. (aka 12 tutorials sessions? and countless lectures)
3) understanding and patient grp members, friends, Marian and mummy.
4) time and really energy and priortise..


probably, now the battleplan is to really pray and allow God to pave each day for me. there's really no point to be anxious abt worldly stuff.
i just need to do what i need to do,
with joy,
and i should be fine till Christmas.


smile Marian!
way to go! (: hohos.

my marathons.

saturday was Canon Photo Marathon.


another addition to my pile of organisation t-shirt.. *waves to estee and sixiu. haha.

a record of 1086 ppl was running around Singapore to play with the themes:
1) Passion
2) Challenge
3) Playtime




for some reason, just couldn't make the shots. didn't have the feel coz i was alittle tired and very not focused. ahhaha. but i had gd gd fun with the gang. new friends, old friends all were tgt.



so..
congrats to
- renyuan, 1st for youth for playtime.
- garygoh. man of match AND 1st for open for challenge
- suanyang. u made it top ten! ahahhahaa.

ry's winning shot...


and suan's backstage crew. AHHAAH.


i think gary has at least $8k worth of stuff with him? that 7day trip to japan with a pro photog, 40D !!!, 80gd MAC mini? , cannon G9, 8GB IPOD NANO. hohoshos.
i think the nano and the 40d is a gd killer enough.


so here's my heck it shots. HAHAH.
passion:

challenge:

playtime:


some other shots...
very very nice curry fishballs. sunctec lvl 3/4.. ahha. outside the Toys R' Us. a die die must eat.
taken by suan. i caused his camera to change his AF. ahha. my new found talent. HHAHAH.
by phyo. hahah. white the bnw effect... cant really tell that the shirt is not a real camera. hahaah. oks.


this uncle. ahha. 5 person snipping on him. ahaha.




so today, another early day. didnt' go church. had NUS Touch Carnival, at NUS. erm. ya. Hahahhaha. i think our team did relatively well considering that its many's first offical touch game. the seniors were topping the scoreboard in their pool.
during the semis, for some reason, it just wasnt enough.
rp sent 2 teams. and both teams ended up in the finals. when the annoucement came up... i had this very... ugh feeling in my heart.
probably its like how we sent 2 teams in RSN and emerge 1st and 2nd? yea, probably its payback time for them.

so just because we fell short in the semis, it took one game to crash the whole thing. the match for 3rd and 4th as v tight with NUS. i mean its really demoralising... climbing up so high, falling at the wrong time... and having to fight again, knowing that it's not gg to be a gold or silver.



and it ended up TIE. and then. SUDDEN DEATH. for some reason, its always during sudden death that things happen not in favour of TPiranhas. i swear my heart almost dropped out when az was so so so so close to dive and score. and when we touch NUS men who broke through, its like... PHEW. and then... it comes again.... this time burning the wing.



yea, and we, lost.
i think its somewhat to bowling. every pin counts. in a league like such, anything can happen. just like newzealand loosing to france.
haha. and i took like.. a 25min bath! i took 2 washes to scrub all the mud off. it was apparantly stucked to my skin coz its all dried up. ahha.



more news...

congrats to SOUTH AFRICA for defeating England in the RWC. england's wins for almost all their other matches were because of their kicker wilkinson, the penalties.


and. more imptly....

CONGRATS TO SUIYING for having 2nd and 3rd in the IVP for discuss and shotput respectively.. and ESTEEEE for 3rd in HURDLES! it only took a few months of hard trngs to go back to where they left off in their sec sch days.
(:


ok. rest and PREPARE FOR SEMESTER 2.

champions

yet again.



and some of the girls...


for 3 yrs, we've defended the title. ahha. not that we're bragging. but we're proud of where we've come thus far. team 1 had a hard fight with NUS. wining by ONE POINT. out of thousand plus pts. we've got the ups and downs. but its really by God's grace that we can come thus far.

next wk its the masters and final final. i didn't make it this yr coz of 3 very low games.

today. 12hrs spent with them. i just want to thank Darryl. i think he's really a great captain. its really ppl like him that makes me feel so encouraged. and i think this yr's goona be a very different better yr for TP bowling team. i'm sure the friendships will go further.




timetable is out. SUAY AR!
clashes with my COE trngs, my balletclass... AND. thurs i've got like.... 7hrs (or issit 5) b4 rugby ttrng. FUN hos.

and the rest of the eariler days.. got nothing much ons. ): ):

bad bad timing. forgot to pray abt timetable. must be. AHAHA. ):

Gotta Go My Own Way

Gotta Go My Own Way
Vanessa Hudgens-High School Musical 2
I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan, is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,
But I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall, every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all... slowly fade away.

I'm leaving today
'Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.


TROY:
What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

[Gotta Go My Own Way lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


GABRIELLA:
what about trust?


TROY:
You know I never wanted to hurt you.


GABRIELLA:
What about me?


TROY:
What am I supposed to do?

GABRIELLA:
I gotta leave but I’ll

both:
miss you

GABRIELLA LEAD, TROY AD-LIBS:
Sooo.....I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go?)
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
(Troy: try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

mixed

i'm not too sure to be happy or sad. more like another big disappointment.
but yea, thankful for coach. i think w/o her, the game wouldn't be in this heart of mine at all.


well actually,
i am alittle' afraid.
ok. mayybe quite very afraidd.


nature vs nuture.
probably nature has taken its toll. sometimes, i may be too confused with who am i. sometimes, i feel like overly too much of a tomboy. so much so that my friends around me are just as well confused within. to be honest, i'm struggling because i'm being too laidback.



heck it.


still not really accustomed to life without you. but it's gd. hi emo night. (:

bowlbowlbowl

yishun 2-4 and tampines 5-7

got super high today.


wed. one more trng. thurs, another trng. and then the league. to secure a place in Masters, i need a 209 avg for 3 games... or at least a 200 avg. funny lehs.



celeebrated QL bday after trng at swensons.. the food i SUPER gooood... wanted to go pasir ris park see fireflies... in the end, couldn't find the main entrance...): so we retreated to simpang bedok... with 11 ppl squeezing in a 7seater car.. hahaha.
and darryl sent us home. haha.



i'm tired. gd nite world. keep in tune for the hk update! haha. i'll still at day 1. aahaha.

ok. i've taken 1557 photos for the past 5 days. so yea. pls image the speed of my com right now. i'm not sure if posting up on a website is practical. coz it'll take me forever. if only there's another photographer in the hk trip who would understand la. haahha. gong.

mission sunday was gd today. everything went well. the mime elaine taught the boys is powerful. could really feel that stab.



anyways. i'm still not recovered from the hk trip. and tmr. there's sch and coe trng. tmr also marks the start of crazy trngs. i hope i can pull through till mission.

there's tp rawks, which requires me to skip sch for 3 days. to me, its impt. considering the fact that i'm already gg to miss 2 wks of sch and when i'm back from mission, the very next day is the papers.


i'm praying. pls keep me in ur prayers too yea. i just feel so.. so so... unsettled? God called me to go. but i've haven found that specific purpose. last year was only clear the day i left to thailand. the previous yr was so obvious and gave me so much confidence to perform.

this yr. well, i havent been performing as a efffective salt and light. i think those closer around me would be able to feel some difference in the way i carry out my activities. its so lacking in confidence, drive, and focused. its just so unrest.

i'd probably would like to speak to you after ur papers. its dragging way too long.
i just hope either one of us have would take the initiative, and i think it'll be me, again.

COA Bowling

247! hahaha. thats my highest as of now. so pls dun be mistaken- its not my avg.. yet. (i hope) hahaa.
so the Men's Network organised a church bowling event. i think its quite cool. the whole church occupying NS Hometeam lanes.



at first. it was really really oily. i got a 160 246 177. ahaha. it got drier and i starting to know the line. ahha.


then was mission trng. ended up doing ppt again instead of joining them in trng coz uncle kc needed help. so yea. potluck was awesome with much contribution of food. haha.


all in all. i'm tired to the max.
tmr's like another loong day. i neeed time to sit down and sort out countless photos. and pls refrain from pestering me for photos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll colllate them FIRST, b4 i can do anything. thank u.


i'm really missing the company at HK now. i think everyone's havin that withdrawal symptoms. i think its really sad that estee couldn't go la! missed her day in day out. i think we really bonded to the max. i just want to thank God so much. i this trip... i think my friendships with the ppl there, and as well as other classes, especially joelle, haoming, lionel, and sixiu really strengthened. oh yes, and SHAUN. ahhaa. (with that st.nicks accent) ahhaha.

i'd proably blog abt hk tmr? sixiu has did a gd gd job on her blog. hahhaa. meanwhile. its like... '31 mins more...' to upload my FIRST CF card. still got the second one to go.

and yes. i stilll have the countless pppt slides to go, and clashed trngs to go.




edwin and lionel... super excited abt the highly cheap cigrattes at duty free. hahaa.
this was day 1 at changi airport. from L-R: Shawn. haoming. sixiu. lionel. sharon. edwin. joelle.

and the nights spent...




hahaa. its like. half of lvl 19 is taken by the marketing students. when we played drinking games, we played with boiled water. hahaha. like.. 4L kind. shaun had to drink alot. haaha. and no toilet pass. AHHHAHA. nonsense la. we had a gd share of cupnoodles and stuff. coz we had a nearby supermarket. so there's whr we got our supplies.




haoming and i. we've taken quite alot of nonsense pic tgt. hahaa. and every shot, rarely u get to see the real pic of haoming. ahhaha.


i think i'll blog abt the trip here and there, apart from the whole recount kind.

hi, i'm back.

i'm beat! photosphotosphotos. pls dont harrass me for them. i'll need to collate all first then i'll burn the cd and see how to ciculate.
so pls give me time.

i'd rather just the Marketing students alone though.

i didn't buy relatively alot of goods over there. just bought alot of snacks for mum. and wad i'm most happy is that i got my nike sportshoes for $40 and my OF rugby shorts for $10 within such a short amt of time at stanely market.



will update more soon. slp first.

lost that try.

during mission trng today... photo taken by eveleen. haha. today is hilarious. i was sleepy whole day. so my right quards needed stretching. overly excited, i bent my leg backward at such a high speed, hitting my right thumb; hard. hahah. it was super painful. i flicked it for awhile. when i looked at it, there was a patch of red blood clot! i was surprised that the blood flowed super fast. haha. thank God the blood is subsiding now... hahah. but its like.. still painful. no bowling till sat! hahaa.


well.. as for rwc,
i cannot believe NZ LOST. BAH.

i did not watch the match. SIAN.
when i heard it fromm church ppl.. i was shocked to the max. its really confident that the blacks would go very very far. ):

ok. so both my favs aust and nz are out. ok. go South Africa! HAHAH.

i think south africa and france will make it to the finals. and tough fight.
):

now fiji and sa is playing. SA will win this.



anyways.
dinner at mak's place with the rugby girls! haha. one of the rare grp shots that is taken w/o chapalang clothing. hahhaha.








and for today. i spent money of clothes! haha. finally on CLOTHES. ahha. so.. ESTEE and 2m02 gang, hope u are reading this. ahaha
i bought is super cool shirt. (exposure abit wrong. but u can see the shirt can liao) haha.


and this is a tak glam photo in forever21 changing room. haha. i liked both jackets. but i think its really waste money in singapore. the black one is more practical coz it really keeps u warm. i reallly like it alot. but it fits me just nice... i'd rather it bigger. so i didn't get any of these 2. but i still like the black one. AHHAH.



that was shoppping with lydia, eveleen and jasmine. haha. tired but still abled. haha.




ok.so. i'm overseas to HK for this markeing study trip from 8-12oct. anythin urgent, pls text me. (: dun expect a reply unless is really necessary.

bah!

bowled like... 12 18 19 12 today. ): if i'd bowl well for the last game, i'd be moving up 5 position.


photos from vanessa nunis' facebook. hahhaha. didn't realise she have these... photos of the exco05 ahha.


our prefects from. some of us.


emdd after we've graduated. borrowed the current yr's exco blazer to wear take cam-whorr. missed those smelly blazers in that torn down brown cupboard with lizard eggs. AHHAHA.


the full exco. supposedly to be taken specialy for some newsarticle. haahhaha.



had dinner today. i was sooooooo tired. in the morng, supposed to go for the camp b4 the evaluation. but my back was aching.. throat sore, runny nose. forget it. i'd better rest, if not i'd pro-lly not be able to walk straight on the lanes.


welll. still got a feew more things to do b4 i move away. tsk tsk.



eng vs aust. i wanted aust to win. Eng won by penalties!!! both sides seemed equally strong in their scrum.. but aust have slower hands lehs. eng's got j.wilkinson! but aust played too much penalties alrdy. and yea, really could tell that england was so much hungrier for the place. their defence was very tight in the last few mins. aust stepped up only at the last few mins. but was too late. ok. so...

for the semi finals, nz vs france. NZ will definitely win, and will then face england in the semi finals. thus, england won't win. AHHAH. i think south africa and fiji would be quite a tough match.

i think scotland and south africa would be the other semifinals.

and i predict nz will face south africa. AHHAHAH. i think? while away in hk, i'll be missing ALL the matches. how nice.