trng ended early today.. at 9pm i was already at the bus stop.

was kinda impatient with myself today. so urgh that i can't make quick decisions during play. amanda, ling and i agreed that we know when to do what.. but when it comes to application, we're kinda unable to.
today e yr 2 vs the yr3s.. really funny to seee them go all out against each other. kinda heart-warming to a certain extent la. haha. 3-1. to the yr3s. haha.
i really wanna quick la.

today was really dark at the pitch.
tp like trying to save on electricity or smth.

was thinking of planning to run this wk. looks like i can't, again. nonsense la. must get out of lazy mode. grrr. i'd better spend my holidays wisely. polys are really stingy when it comes to letting us off for holidays.
but there's quite a handful of things installed for me already. plus, i should be working if my trng allows me to.



this morng, was flipping throught the papers... guess wad. Singtel.. u buy like N80 got 6280 free. and u know 6280 is like a new model kinda phone.


i think i need to speed up on my studying. its scary. coz wed and thurs will be bowling. and today was trng. so yea. i really wanna do well.


OHOH. i saw LUN WEI MING was i was walking out of my house to the interchange today. really great to see him. ages man. he was in his VJC uniform and all. ahha. time flies. i called him.. it took him quite awhile to register.. hahaa. i wwasn't sure if that was him. but aiya.. give it a try. HAHAs. hope he's doing well man. (:


today seems a better day. i still wanna thank Lorraine. she gave me something i needed subconsciously. something not everyone could give. something not you could do. something that assured me, and gave me confidence.
i have to learn to let go.
honestly, i dun think the passing of my dad has taught me that lesson, yet.
though stronger, its more breakable, i guess.
yea, contridicts. but that's how sometimes life is huh.
perhaps, its the steps to adulthood that tried to make me take a leap? SHEESH.

when u were young, u wish to grow older.
and
when u're old, u wish to grow younger.

that's something about humans.
1) u're never satisfied
2) u only treasure things when they're gone.
3) u only start to regret when its too late.

horrible aren't they?

i really pray that God will speak to me, and to, you.
demanding as it seems, i want directions.
i need Your traffic light.
coz its the only light that's able to break darkness.