human factor

finished sucha in-depth topic in just 5 days - 1 week.

all about the fallibility of human.

no matter how perfect the system, it just takes one small action of an irresponsible persons to do massive destruction, bringing so much sadness and hurt to the world.

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on another note.

(finally blogging about this again)

hahas. i'm probably facing/ feeling the exact opposite from what i was facing about 3 months ago.

in his shoes, i said.

its more likka 'if i treated you the way you treated me, you would hate me'. hahhas

i'm feeling it, but no, i dont think i hate you. 

but on the contrary, i think i feel you. 

containing it.

honestly, i do feel like a a very mean person. but i'm left with no choice, for i am sensitive and insensitive, and have no clue on how better i can manage the whole thing.

sometimes i want to go up to tell you how much i love you, but
then i remember that you don't feel the same way

i cant.

hate to screw good ol' friendships especially those i treat it likkaBro. 

but i have to say, u all started it first! hahas

in all cases, there are times and especially nights i do wanna hang out with you, spend time together and just be myself. 

but i'm really afraid.

and sometimes on some occasions, even when i think u've successfully hit my heart, i think i'm just not good enough for u.

what a selfish thought.

but that's just they stubborn way it is. 

and i honestly think the world is just very superficial.

not trying to be holy, but church [(-) the hyprocrites] is really one of the place to seek refuge. i'm in no position to judge, but i do want to be safe.

push through.

yea. 

i'veletgoi'veletgoi'velearnttoletgo.

i've really believed in that. 

because God has paved the way for us. He's really got all those plans up in his sleeves robes.

all we need is trust. and faith. in love.