with a smile

ok. horrible june just passed.
what a month.



"the biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone you once had the time of your life with."



really. saw this quote and it just makes me wanna be a better person.


i mean like, if we really focus on the positive side of things, naturally, the negative side won't be that much of an obvious barrier right.



the whole june month was really ugh.
with busy preparations/ work/ plus indepth miscomms.
i really dont.get.it.
y can't ppl just be upfront about things? y can't friends remain as friends; or rather, y can't ppl be true to themselves and others and stop thinking about themselves all the time.
sometimes i'm guilty of that much. but i'm pretty sure i dont fake my way through and hurt ppl along the way.
haiz.
i really miss my friends. really. the old them.
and those who are so physically far away ( - social networkings).






mother poon randomly asked me about him.
"u all nv get back tgt ah"
in my heart, i was like.....er... we dont even talk ya. hahas

she went on saying that she was talking to his parents the other day over dinner during the wedding. like how his father was so proud of me coz i of the things i do (?); the mother happy to see me.... etc.
okkkkk. "cannot be his daughter, be his daughter-in-law also good"
MOTHER POON AH. duno if she got think before she speak or not.


but i think that less-than-one-min conversation did have an impact on me for the whole night.
i went on dreaming of him again, another happy moment when we're able to start talking as friends.
u know, one of the thingstodobeforeidie would be to just have a good converstaion with him and that's it. nothing more.
i'm just 不甘心 that i've lost a best friend and a good brother like him.




OH WELLS.




on a random note, i've got a sudden inspiration to play scrumhalf.