homied.

my room is slowly evolving but surely becoming neater.

u know, this whole wk, marian poon has been at home?! apart from mon's ivp game and cgh sports med doc appt, i have been at home.

ok. i went polyclinic on monday. got the referral.
and the very next day, i was at cgh sports med.
omg. the doctor is CHARMING can. hahahahs. but too old alrdy ya. HAHA. but he's very nice and experienced.
i did an ultrasound on my ankle... and the screen was really i-can-see-nothing ya. but he was explaining this and this and that and that. and took 2 screen shots. (so inspiring pls.)
hah.

so i've torn 2 of my ligaments. thank God, not fully torn.
so i was like ok.. can i get back on the field with light runs in 2 wks?..
he immediately looked up to me and said.. "(giggles first). err. no. i'm looking at 2-3 months?"
i was like... kidddin me. in 2-3months, it'll be like ALL OVER for the leagues.. (STL and GSR15s) and in next 2 wks, its pre-season trngs, selections and so on. i really cannot afford to rest like that man. and after 3 months.. May-ish alrdy.. scdf time.
this is so not happening lors.


he said that it more torn than intact and if i had fell harder, i would have totally tore it apart. HAH.
so yes.. 2-3months for it to 'heal' and MORE time to strengthen.
my right side took me abt 6-7 months before i can run w/o taping my ankle.
and it could have been faster if i had seen the doc and not wait till 3 months after the injury, realizing that the pain is still there. ahhas.


so for me, right now, yes, i've learnt to take care of myself and rest well coz i want to heal FAST FAST CHOP CHOP.
didn't go for ballet and trngs alrdy.
totally nua this wk out. didn't even ride. too obedient for me to get used to myself.
not a very bright way to start 2011 hur.


but apart from all the rugby trngs and stuff, what's really worrying me is ballet. HAHA. (didn't think i would ever say that right. ahahhas)
the Majors exam's in MARCH. i'm taking CSTD exam this yr coz RAD's in sept and if my planning all goes well, i'll be in the 9mth trng camp or some sort. be it FRS or paramedic.
i've missed the major exams TWO YRS in a row alrdy coz of sch. SIM ate up time for classes and trngs took up most of my evenings.
i rlly rlly rlly wanna take the exam this yr coz it'll be more tough to get time out next year. and honestly speaking, for my injured right ankle, it really took alot of effort and blatant determination to go up on pointe again for the recital and i can tell u that i'm not at full strength and stability yet.
so with left ankle like that, i really need a miracle to take the exams in march. and really really honestly, i dun think i'm able to even if i recover as fast as i can. think abt it, right now, i totally CANNOT point my foot. and i'm not talking abt gg up on pointe yet. ok. jumping/running is still a no no.


HAIZ.

its really called SIAN.



i purposely tried to live a life that's really leparking /chilling before i start work forever in june and now, i'm stucked at home.
hahas. today, my whole body felt uncomfortable and ach-ish. mum says its coz its the first time i've been home for 4 days in a row w/o stepping out of the door to exercise or smth.

there's still many things left undone.
i owe many ppl $$. hahas. no, not i borrow.. its for trips, competitions and whatever nots. ahhas.
haven't been delivering coz i've not cleared my room. its probably just an excuse that i'm trying to make valid for myself.. but i'd like to work some where till May or smth. SEE HOW.



ok.
yea. and the best part is..
coz i dun have the umph to go riding (as in with my mountain bike) these few days. and on the night b4 i injured my ankle, i was telling suan how i miss riding and hope to ride some time next wk or something. hahas. brilliant hur.



oh wells. (: