EPIC

today otw to trng, there was a spider in my helmet. FREAK OUT CAN.
hahahhas.
it was heavy traffic... so can't really change lane and i was inbetween lane 1 and 2. ahahhas.
FREAK OUT MAN.
hahahhas.
i was like screaming and screaming while riding. coz the spider's like inside the helmet, on the visor just above my eyebrowns.
HORROR MOVIE CAN. ahahhahahs.
i think the rider behind laughing his ass off.
i can't move the visor coz its kinda spoilt. if i move it, i scared the visor drop off. hahahhas.

then the spider just jumped off down to my shoulder. i just swiped it away, still screaming.
then finally reached the pie exit. ahahhas. i LOL to myself man. epic. ahahas


so. trng was like 9-4 today.
i really wanted to make the best out of trng.. but i think wasn't mentally on.
then around 10am, we're doing drills.. then i think i went into contact and its either i jumped or someone lifted me up.. but when i landed, i landed on my left ankle, inwards.
like omg. i heard the 3 plick-plick-plick sound.

i was in pain. but because i heard the sound, the pain wasn't as bad as i'd expect it to be.
ice like mad and its swelling like mad now.
it feels worse than my old right ankle injury.

i've got a feeling that i've torn 2 ligaments and probably inflammed the opposite side. ahhahs. i think i can be physio alrdy.
tmr gg to get referral to the same old cgh sports med so that i can claim insurance. its still swelling up now and very stiff. can't move or put weight at all.
limping's also a prob.


after trng, i rode in pain man.
left's leg to change gear. i COULDNT change gear pls.
i was like.. painfully gradually step up to gear 4. technically, must stop in gear 1 but i stop in gear 4, clutched in and slowly step down to gear 1.
painnnnnnnn.




but yea. on the impact, i really wanted to cry out loud. not so much because of the pain.. but on the thought that we're in pre-seaon trng for both touch and contact. Guniess 15s and STL's are all coming up... and i really want to play them before i start working. my fitness is already lagging from the team because i've missed some trngs alrdy.. now like that.. HAIZ.
big SIGH.

i injured at like 10am today. so from like then till 4pm.. i was just watching trng. we had friendly with the greenridge b div boys.. 4 sets and i really wanted to play. i need to play more games and start learning to make my tackles count.


this is just so... disappointing for the start of the year.
i MUST HEAL BY FEB.
i will diligently do physio.
time is not on my side man.



oh yea. last night's mission debrief.. the ppt didn't really show as well on the screen. ):
actually set it up nicely.. but then, it went back to the old settings again. haiz.
but the food was great. felt so satisfied. hahas