malaysian.

looking back, i was in malaysia for 13 days. i shall be organized and blog this whole trip in 3 easy parts. ahhahas.

to sum up, i think the hours spent in Sunway Mega Lanes is more that my trngs i've had with SIM. hahas. yea.



1) UITM



details of it has been blogged down in genting during the 1hr i had at the lan shop after the tournament. (next post yow. click here!)
overall, i hope it helped to bond the team though i thought that this opportunity could have been used at a more optimum pace.


we learn from our mistakes. be sad abt it. get over it. and bounce back stronger.
that makes one stronger. and i hope, this team can really start doing things together, for each other and not just for an individual in any sense.



i have enjoyed the trip, esp. with the 3 girls trying to adapt to the near-freaky apartment.








we shifted the 2 beds in coz we thought the room lights weren't working at all. hahas. omg. u know, we actually tried to shift in the bed frames... but got stuck at the room door frame... hHHAHAHA.


and the dosages of A&W's curly fries and root beer.



makes me happy and think of daddy.


and finally a gd team dinner at least.




some photos...













aloy is masters champ. hahas.




kristel oh's winnings.



SIM, NTU, NUS, & RP.

SIM bowlers and badminton players.






2) Genting

it was more of a get-away and casino spree. rmbr how pathetic i was, being unable to go in.... the next day, i tried again, and.... I DID. ahhahs.
gd to have have friend who look like you. period. hahahhas.

so this was how hard i tried to look older.




the hotel stay was the biggest in my entire life.


i actually woke up to run.. coz i really felt damn nua, heavy and unfit. so i caught awesome views and fresh cold air...
but the terrain was like upslopes and downslopes. ahhas

went ripley's believe or not..some of the interesting shots...



then aloy & gang came down. even more fun. "21-18. red. 2nd quadrant". it was the first time for the some of us, can call it a learning experience, but we're all so into it in everything we do since then. sometimes even on the lane. ahhas. like lane assignment... aloy got his fav no. 11 and qualified on that lane. ahhahhas.




big group makes everything more fun huh. and b4 we know it, it was time to head back to Sunway for Milo Jnr All Stars. ahhas. oh. on the last day in genting for manda, kok and i.. guess who i saw. ahhhaa. YOU.
hah. i was damn nervous, and yet, excited at the same that. i walk away so fast even b4 i my right mind could be at work. i msged u, you didn't reply. i really wanted to just forget abt everything and just tap u on the back like how i would do to any body else.
but oh wells.


dinner was on travis for his first victorious time. ahhahas.


day in day out.


so, abt 30mins later, we left genting.. on a 120RM taxi back to sunway.
though i was still checking my phone, it was a smooth and peaceful ride back with the friendly taxi driver.




3) Milo Jnr All Stars.



major lots of gd food around. not to mention that A&W is within reach again.
i planned to bowl 2 MQs and the 1 complusory Singles event. but with the $$ i won, i was able to bowl 3 more! ((: big joy. hahahs. as the days go by, looking at the qulifying scores for Graded Girls, u can't help to just take the MQs less seriously. ahhas.

honestly, i roughly know where i stand. because its just 3 games, scores can easily fluctuate higher and faster. lanes are also high scoring coz of the way its oiled. i believe i can qualify.. ONLY if... i've got more money, more time and more consistancy. ahhas. aiya. actually, all these are just excuses. with the Koreans around, no chance. in the end, no Singaporeans qualified. and for the masters, more than half are from Korea, top 9 is 8 koreans (with 1 from malaysia who's 6th).



the best i bowled was a 511. not that awesome, but it was my last squad. coz i was damn sian and totally gave up in a sense... just took it as a relac thing. ahhahas. and i reaslised that if i have this mentality, my shots were more relaxed. the swing was more relaxed, timing was much better, the speed increased and so it the rev. hahas. then when u feel like that, u just feel like trying another squad, get all competitive, screw the timing, pull the shot, slow down the shot and the scores go down. hahahhas. therefore, it all sums up to = train more and train seriously more.


so. its my first Milo. HAHAH. every yr, would procrastinate against it coz of money/sch/church issues.


though i've bowled quite a no. of tournaments and some of the quite similiarly major ones in Singapore itself, this is by far, the one that pushes me to want to step up more. hahahs. serious. looking at young punks with lots of rev and speed, u just feel like wanting to train more and more to reach a point whereby u have a good fighting chance to win a tournament.


seriously.
was supporting aloy for his masters. bowling 200 avg puts u in 38th out of 44th placing for Masters Boys Open. it was only when he bowled 2 278 games back to back that pushed him up to top 4. and when he bowled a 23 tournament, he dropped 2 positions. there were 2 perfect games shot during the tournament one of which a was by a korean, who also bowled a 177. because of that one low game, the perfect game wasn't enough to sustain him. how sick.



speaking of aloy.. he didn't want to bowl the last MQ squad and literally felt that there wasn't any chance. so.. for the 11pm squad, at 1040pm, he was still in the hotel toliet unwanting to bowl. it took 4 guys to drag him out to bowl..
he got his fav no. 11 lane... bowled.. and qualified in the last squad with a 768 series. hhahahhas.




he finished 2nd in the masters... step-laddered and got 3rd for Boys open. ahaahhahas. so much for not wanting to bowl and go to the gym. HAHHAHA. was damn funny. was a gd experience for him luh i guess, with all the cameras all around him, and all the thousands of eye on one shot. hahas. well done well done.






so yea. one thing gd abt Milo is that is so fun because everyone stays in the same hotel, is at the alley everyday, and u just get to have fun day in day out.


oh yea.. ohhhs. 11pm squad. hahahas. "this is a very special announcement...". hahahahs.





some photos...






this is like UITM part 2

Sake Sushi voucher, EZlink card, handphone, genting world membership...










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now that i'm back and left with abt 2 wks b4 sch starts, i've still got quite alot of things to settle. i can't wait for sch to start coz that would mean i'm gg to graduate soon. ahahhas. that's damn positive right.

i'm not sure abt shifting my priorties. i just feel that i've got so much to do more for bowling. then again, this sport really cost $. to travel. to get equipments to match up conditions. i mean like.. i've tried, i've reach certain personal peaks where i'm on lines that i either make it or break it.

honestly, i am fickled to a certain extent. i really want to go further in touch and start to do more in contact. i've planned. but with 13 days in Msia and over 70 hrs spent in the alley over 13 days, i just feel like doing myself a favour by doing more for this sport since i've alrdy come a long way in this.
then again, i love rugby. it makes u feel more alive. more healthier. hahas. more active. and really more competitive.


so.
i've got a few more days b4 the new yr officially comes.
i've got to think what do i really want to do with my time as a youth.


back to the emo topic on you, i'm finally done with you. for the final, and confimed last time, i'm totally out of you.
no more wasting precious energy thinking of you.
no more hoping of getting back a treasured friendship since i've been trying and u've been blatantly ignorant abt those who care.
no more letting this control my thoughts and the way i enjoy life.
no more letting this control my opportunities of being myself and being nice.
i guess its time that i really get enough of this.
its time i wake up and be marian again. face it with a strong sincere smile. *ka-chiingg.*




lastly, on a final note. i have decided to.......... stop my FB game nonsense. ahhas. i shouldn't start to plant my seeds, rest my waiters, sent visitors or cook up dishes. once i start, i would need to continue it. so.. STOP. ahhas. there's better things to do on the net and not use up my bandwidth. hahhas.



what a long post.