the wish. (:

wahahs.
ok. work was like. totally 830-6pm. data base.
my boss was on leave coz of family matters ): so havent seen her.


after that. dinnner! i totally thought that it was a normal hey-lets-meet-up kinda dinner. hakim and royston (i heard) did a gd job on the smsing huh. hahas.

i just felt really gd and happpy to see them. its like... everyone got so much to tell. so much to say. ahha. everyone's talking abt how tiring and busy they are.. i was like.. hmm. ahhahs. data entry and erm... find staple bullets and erm... more data entry. hahahas.
abit sad but... HEADS UP! i am positive.

ok. the grp photos.

still thinking its just a normal gathering..




and... at ben and jerry's. HAHA. i wanted to like jokingly scold royston for not being a gentleman coz estee was like standing up in her heels and skirt and all. then the cake came out and i still didn't see it until they sang the birthday song and royston pointed at the cake which was camouflaged with the table.










with royston and estee still bickering at each other. they're in the same co. same department. HAHAH.

ahha. really had a gd time. i think we're all deprived of such times. haha. haoming is now in CHINA doing his SIP btw. hahahahahahaas.


thanks guys. (: rarely are ppl successful with their surprises. marketers indeed.

honestly, i never knew how to enjoy birthday celebrations or like know how to value the importance of it. that's y u dun really hear from me although its anyone's bday and stuff like that. but i guess today, i really felt happy that ppl do rmbr ppl's bday and actally make time for it. thus, i'm really really grateful and damn touched. u know.. those nice tingling feeling in ur heart.. like as if tinklebell is sprinkling pixi dust on ur heart? yea. that feeling. coz for me, its perfectly fine if the bday is not celebrated or like rmbr and stuff like that, coz there are much more other impt things like friendships out there.


being prompted to make a proper wish fast (after blowing the candles though. HAHA), i did make one quick one. of course, the list goes on. however, what's at the top of the list shocked me. i blabbed that one liner out like as if i wanted to say that.
it was:

'dear God, i wish that i'll forget you soon.'

it all happened quite quickly to me. after i opened my eyes, i rewinded back to that little moment and gave a short thought abt it and heck it coz everyone's having a ball of a time listening and laughing out loud to royston's and estee's side of their SIP stories.


took bus with hakim b4 changing to another bus home. and that's when i sat down to ponder abt that quite surprising top thing on my wishlist.
of course, there are other impt things like; for my family to be safe... for my POL-ITE, for my walk with God, for my friends, for my teammates and it goes on.

haha. i sound really contradictory. but many times, it seems that i think i do need to either see a counsellor or like psychologist. hmmmm.. yea. it can be that bad. u know like... i do struggle with the absence of daddy in da house. but it can be well managed and controlled. but for this matter, somehow, it just gets uncomforatble and to a point, irritating. on bad days, a small thought can change my whole mood 180deg resulting in my performace of things. tsk tsk. and i still refuse to be labelled as an emotional kid.

recently. it seems that i'm becoming more feminine. sounds gd. but no. lets not talk abt the dressing luh k. but like.. the reponse to very miscellaneour things. i do see a slight change in myself and i hope that it'll not. pros and cons. but i still prefer to be otherwise.


ok. this is like long boring emo post.
but. I'M HAPPY AND THANKFUL for my friends! (:
thank u for this day. my birth date is not like today, but i'll rmbr today. (: