schedules.

ok. my october seems to be quite packed. things just keep coming.



bad news. POL-ITE for bowling on 18 oct. clashes with CSC finals.
nvm that. but. the fact tt trng is at 12pm at yishun bothers me. coz i cant train.
its like that till polite. no, not fun.
3 times a wk. and i cant make it. omgs.

and u know wad, i still cant get over the cys thing. how pathetic.
it just feels that i've been robbed.
badly robbled and total ripp off.



and then. for touch. i'll be late. for me, its just kinda mixed feelings. at least i still can make it for trng. but just v late. and like... i know that no matter how hard i train, it'll still be.. like that.

today, i saw the girls. and i was actually quite surprised that i miss them so much. as in like.. more than i expected. it felt as if i didn't see them for quite some time. though i'm not like close-close-bff-kinda friends with them, they're really a special bunch of ppl in my life.
for me, its my last yr. it's kinda ironic that even though we're trng together, we're not trng together. i mean like... for eg.. syaz. we're all trng tgt, but i haven't been playing alongside with her for so long. honestly, i just missed playing with the snrs. no la, our jnrs rocks. haha. (:


its back to the old cliche point that we all miss those days. living our days in regret is like.. wth.
like for church, i really miss the gd old days b4 the big renovation. where they only had like 2 main gates to lock. that's it. now, theres 10923098249230 doors to lock. to get to a room, u need a key for that key for that door and another key. its like. OK. forget it.



quite moody today... also duno why. not pms.. maybe too much mosquito saliva all over in my system. hahah. no la. i think its just because of the trng schedule that i opened in my email this morng. then ya. just felt really sian abt it.


i'm totally blabbin now and u can stop reading here. i just feel really blech, but at the same time, excited coz tmr's DAY 1. also, tmr's like that results day for those SMS one. haha.



sometimes i really feel that if i could love God so much as i love you, God would really smile. things in my life would change.