half-ed.

i'm tired out by office job.


i swear, i'll never go into such jobs in the future. maybe Advertising is more for me.


i dont like now coz its like 830am till 7pm. and it eats up ALL trng time.
and. on top of that, its like, i still have to do projects- just like in school.

its like.. school plus additional office job.


things are getting better with the office. but i still cant be myself. day by day, i tell myself, i'm a slave to the company for this 3 months. bear with it.





was thinking on the way home,
i think in general, haha, i'd make a better boyfriend than a girlfriend. but i know i'd make a better wife than a husband. ahahhs.

but above all else,
i dont think i want to get married ever.



haha.


maybe i've not grown up.
but there's simply too many things i want to do.
in a selfish way, they would be my burden.
in a thoughtful way, i would be their burden.

besides. heck it. HAHA.




i just want to be a fireman when i grow up.
once i've been there and done that, i'll move into the music/audio industry where i really belong.