haha. but thanks to estee for making the 'you're so nice' sound wheneve i hit her. AHAHHAHA.
should have videod and played it over and over.
project was bad.
consultation: 'we're slow'. thats wad tchr said. panicked alittle. coz so far.. we've nv been slow but ahead. ok. BUCK UP MAN. PLS.
whole day, my mind was detached from my body.
for some reason, i just couldn't be marian..ahaha.
really random, but its like 0 happiness.
even when trng started... with the freshies, my mind was just off. off to nowhere.
fitness.. my knee was in pain... but it went ok.
until...
i started booting up.
it was like dejavu. i wrecked myself with my goals. told myself alot of postive stuff that really really helped.
then for the first time of the day, i was on my foot again.. i mean, not literally luh.
today, i think on a personal level, was gd. all i can say is to keep it up and really with positivity. i can do it, its only my mind that's weak.
so yes. (:
last day of trng b4 the 3wk break.
and.. we revealed our buddies!!!!
first... NURUL WAS MY ADAM! (: and all the while, i thought it was feewit coz the letters really sounded like her. hahaha. really want to thank her so so much for all the little notes. they've really come in handy when i'm not so on mentally.
then.. my Eve was DEEDEE. HAHHHAA. i think it shocked her. she didn't suspect me at all! hahaha. even when times during trng, i was like "deedee,.. i'm ur buddy i'm ur buddy" coz she was saying how nice her buddy was to give her an umbrella and stuff like that (*coughs. AHHAHAHA.), and i even exchanged iknowyouknow stares with shimno and ruby, she didn't suspect a thing! AHHahhah. WHOOOTS.
but yea. at the end of the day, its really nice to see someone u've been watching over smiling and all. (:
i think this buddy thing is nice. and encouraging. it gives platform to do nice things. should have the buddy system with coach also. coz she has really worked so hard although we've frustrate her for the thousand and one times.
ok. i got home.
and saw these on the table! (:
mama & aunty violet bought this for me luh. haha. really nice to see mama having friends from church. b4 we started gg church regularly, mama was just mama + housework + papa + 2 daughters.. and now.. + friends! (: she's ok w/o friends coz she's really a v strong woman. trust me, v strong. even physicallly. when she caned me when i was much younger, its like.. DIE can.skin all come out kind. haha.
isn't this cool. the light blinks.
i hope DavidCook wins although DavidArchuleta's gd as well.
ok. final note.
God really provides.
i duno why this morng was in such a sian & irritatable mode.. but i really thank God for providing me with friends.
also, last night, i really did have a great time with sara and gera. they rmbr things abt me.. really wierd things. like how i like bigger size shirts, my 'policies' on stuff, and just- how i am. really reminded me of many things that i used to be proud of.- to just be myself. and stop lookind down!
thank u friends.
ilu. (:
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