boringgs.

ok. this is gg to yet be another whiny and boring and random post. thou shall not read unless thost hath the world of time to spare. ahhaa.

today sch. club med's client briefing was whoas. it was like. perfect already. dun need us man.
and the 2nd client briefing was like... huh?! caught no ball. hopes on the projects are like... seemingly bleek now. but.. yea, PRESS ON yow.


other than that, nothing much happened really. i just feel myself getting physically and probaby emotionally weaker.
i got tired climbing 4 levels of stairs and started breathing harder after climbing the overhead bridge. wad the doc said a few yrs was right.. i've got low bp. its either my heart's aint strong or just not gd enough, or, i do not have enough blood to carry out my straneous activities. and it sucks coz when u play touch at 12pm sun, u'll find me calling for subs after like 3 attacks. haha.


ok. and my temper's probably getting on me.
i'm irritated by myself because i get irritated easily.
for the very little things, i get edgey. ok, blame it on the weather. blame it on the pms, but it still wont change. haha. estee and joelle can verify that. haha.


bowling was.. erm. ok.
still trying to change the timing b4 correcting my release. so yea.


but seriously these few wks... not sure wads with me also. i demandseek too much free time for myself. all i think of is 'to have enough rest'.
last time i'm always wanting to make the best out of every situation. maybe i'm just becoming lazier and lazier and turning to a big fat pig eventually. thank God i love sports. if not i can just be a blop of fat gg home after sch to sleep each day.

so..
1) i must be more cheerful.
2) i must be more positive.
3) i must be more more positive.

if i dun do that, i'd probably not enjoy myself and give myself more logical flaws to rest. i should adopt a more healthier lifestyle like slpin early and waking up early.


ok. i'm pretty sure that my com is filled with virus. it's slow. and takes abt 10mins to start up friendly, and full 7mins to shut down.
disgusting. maybe i should switch back to my desktop and stop abusing this laptop.


oh yes,
SAJC WON ACJC in today's Semis!!!!
(((((:
awesome yow. finals next wk, mon 430pm, padang.
but i'm having


oh yes. did i mention that TP's goona have a girls' soccer team. not that i'm a big fan of soccer or wad. but die. i think the field is gg to be overused. heard from my friends that the soccer coach asked our touch coach (during cca drive i think) if we could join them. HAH. coz he said when he saw us do the agility ladder, we're good and fit girls. HAHAHAH. and probably, our fitness is better than the soccer boys. hahaha. (: awesomes.
but i think for the subsequent yrs, we're gg to loose new sign-ups to the girls soccer i guess. coz soccer is definitely a more popular sport than touch.
ok. haha.

told u this post is random and not worth reading.


dwang.
life has really been not so merciful without you.
and also, without daddy in da house. yow papa.
i wonder wad will daddy be like if he's around now. probably old and whiny like me too. haha. but i'm pretty sure that i'll be see new hand made shelves/stools or smth like that. goash. i miss dad. i miss his stupid noisy banging. i miss his morng fastfood breakfast. i miss his smelly oil-stained white-turning yellow shirt.