Sunday, September 23, 2007

lowed.

sian. night cycling witht eh comm cancelled because our meeting was sooooo long! haha.

ok. initiallly. was really grumpy. i went ALL THE WAY TO ECP MAC. but they were at tampines mac. so i unnecessaryily spent $9 on cab fare there. AND, i thought the meeting started, but they were eating dinner. ): i could have take the bus and save $$. i'm really tight with cash now, with sg open around.


had bowling evaluation today. i think i did farely ok. i'm quite satisfied with my pin 7 and 10.. slightly more confident now. but can be improved. my shots are quite inconsistent though.

b4 that. woke up at 630am to meet gera and sara to go help gloria with her A level art at SRJC. nice nice sch campus man!


was playing with her mirrors. super scary room k i tell u! ahha. gloria's one brave girl. she cna work along in that small dark rm, all black, with black cloths draping all over.



sometimes, i just feel so low in self esteem in terms of leadership. its not that i want a break or smth. but its like when i'm a leader, i feeel so inferior. its quite unlike me. its proably because i dun have anyone to really talk to in that area. like in church. sometimes i feel like.. why me, why? its not the responsibility that i'm avoiding. but its like i feel that if another person can be better leader better in handling ppl, why not her.


i can handle issues, not ppl.
that's my strength, and that's my weakness.

key word: handle.

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