tue night, had a call, rushed back there.. coz dirty blood went into his brain. his condition worsen. there was nothing te doctor could do. we were asked to be prepared for the worse. wednesday, morning, i saw him. we had a meetin first. a meeting which was wasn't wanted. about my dad's condtion. negative doc says that he has only a few hours to live, trust me, i dun mind murdering them and go to jail for it. mum and sis went home. friends came. long lost friends came. love all these ppl. mum and sis came back. i went out dinner wif my friends, didn't have the appitie though. went back, celebrated one of our relative's birthday. happily. then mum went home to cathc some rest and prepare fot the nxt day. i was too scared to go home. too afraid that i'll recieve a call, from he hospital, again. so i stayed on wif my sis. later. his bp was way too low. very low. 36, 37, 38. doc gave him much medication. he wasn't responding to the medication either. his heart beat was very very irregular and terrible.. 117, 186, 134, 144, 201, 145... u see... we all like wana die seeing all these nos. so they said to wait for 1/2 hrs to see how b4 we trouble our mama.
she finally came. we tok to him and tok and tok till 4am. he's a great fighter. too great. so great tat we ourselves canot handle it alone. we told him to let go... let it all out.... rather then "kake" all the way. so at 0554, his bp was 0. his heart was still fighting at 14, which can be counted as a miracle for a person with bp of 0. so yar. doc checked on him, and certified my father as dead..