this totally sux. monday, after i went out, i juz felt the urge to go to the hospital. i dunno why. so.. on mon night, it was terrible. in the afternoon, he was ok. still quite good.. whe night was drawing near, he keeps slping, his eyes could not open.. it was terrible.. at 12 midnight again, it was at wit's end. dennis, jasper, adrian, aunty christianne, mingfa and winston came until 1am plus...so at 12mn, his heart ateries burst. yes, burst. so... the dc said tt he might not be able to pull through.so.. me, mum and i stayed back to keep him accompany.. i slept in the cupboard.. it was very comfy there.. but had cramps.. so.. in the morning. his condition did not improve at all. instead, it detoriated. the doc gave us 3 choices. one, to leave him in ward 28, bed 5 and let his condition worsen. two, put him in icu, to help him wif his breathing. 3, was to have a big major op, which is 40% risk... to help him feel better. all these 3 choices will not improve him situation but juz prolong his life. it all sucked. so we chose the op one, to relieve him. so around 4pm like tt, he went in... we wait at the icu somewhere there.. joanne, agnes and jeremiah came...then ya.... was feeling quite strong. then later.lorraine, jasmine, lydia, aunty evelyn came. he was out.. at 8pm like that...he was in icu. totally meesy wif all the machines.. me my sis and mum went in first, then my dad started to cry.. as in..his right eye got a big drop of tear came out... so eveything was emmotional and stuff.. my mum wasn't really stable.. but ya.. manage to get home through our kind nieghbour's car... kinda tired now. worried. i think i gg for trng tml. to relieve my stress.. ya... so later, will be gg back there. =l. i hope he'll make it this last time. i dun want him to lve on llike that. the doc say no matter wad, he'll be bed ridden and wadeva probs he have now will be pernament. so ya, i believe in miracles. my mum and sis doesn't but i believe he'll be able to knock and knock again. juz a fall off he bed can cause his life and future.