Jet Star

my boss super hilarious. knowing that i didn't make it to the trainee prog, on Christmas eve, he sent me an email titled "Season Greetings" and attached with it is the training schedule of all the modules and even the typecourse topics. . -_-   thanks yaaaa. Ahhaha. 

Christmas was quite chillax as always. 

played electric for christmas service. 

had a nua lunch at the usual coffeeshop. then going to eveleen's house to nua further. watched Hunger Games & lotsa Victoria Secret model FS.  :D we painted our nails and ate lotsa chocolate.

u know i'm like the best in Art in sec sch in class.... but i can't paint my nails properly for some reason. hahas.

anyways. it was the annual family dinner, thinking about all those ppl i miss alot. taking them along with me in my heart to make it semi complete.

then the annual christmas party at nad's place just down the road.

always good to see the old friends again.

so it was really like the last Christmas. 

not much diff.

the only diff is that.. I HAD WORK TODAY.

i thought i would die today coz i slept at about 3am last night. but amazingly, i had a gooood sleep. i guess coz is that wheee bit of alcohol i had just for the occasion. but this whole yr, i dun rmbr drinking alot at all ever since..... those alcohol-abusing moments last year. so i guess my tolerance dropped alot and was feeling the slight effects of it after less then a cup.

work was somehow peaceful. boss is on leave! haha. and i'm waiting for the other side to send in more information before i can do my analysis. hence... i'm relatively FREE. ;D

did lotsa read up online about aircraft safety. and of course, job search. hahas. #stubborn.

but of course, still had all the back logg of miscellaneous work. but was alright coz i left office before 7pm today and homed even before the sunset because there's no trng for the week! surprised that the coach would give us a break coz i rmbr last yr about this time, it was like boot camp. hahhas. 

got home, wanted to do sort out the combined 32gb x2 worth of photos from the mission trip.. but i played like my phone game all the way. drifted in and out of sleep before dinnner.

totally wasted the evening. but i think it should be considered as a good waste.

so here i am. 

still thinking.

i hope all  this is routine and habitual in some sense.

was looking through my own technical notebook today by chance.

all the things u've taught me on my last plane.

i still rmbr all those lessons from you though. the towing, the uld sensor etc

i still rmbr the time in juliet-serra-oscar while i watched you from behind as you comms with the atc ppl. i still rmbr the morning golden sunrise on the left, with those misty glowing trees at the far horizon. it was from a night shift

i still rmbr how i did not know you, neither did you knew me.  kinda missed how i was really focused on the job when feeling awesome that i was in the cockpit.

those were the times i've really enjoyed, and definitely a subtly big milestone for me to keep in terms of my love for aviation. for that, i thank you for giving me that piece of good memory.

and for the many reasons, i miss night shifts.

all the hustle and bustle in the morning.. it then all falls down to a stand still at night. seemingly quiet, but not quite while some technicans are probably solving some problem elsewhere in the dark.

and when it comes day break again, the cycle repeats, and the airport never sleeps.

2014 is coming.

havent really thought about the breakthroughs i wanna make yet.

losing all the drive in life...

but i hope things can change soon. 

i  wanna be fearless and gain back hope and confidence tt i've lost when it comes to relationships and friendships with people.

the nights so cold. 

no, really. likka isitsingapore?!-kind-of-cold.