flight

i want to go abroad.

not that i can't leave the things behind,
in fact, i just want to leave everything behind.


anyway, been trng in the rain for these 2 days.
beginning of trng, skies were pretty clear, but midway, it poured and we trained till the first lightning.
was quite therapeutic actually. would have been more epic if we're doing contact drills or those military crawls for fitness, but glad we're just running the drills and not so much ground work.


be quite usual acutally.


at church ytd, we're looking through at some of the old vids for references. and then, i saw him in the vid. its been awhile. he's been a pillar for the youth and all the other stuff, and i guess the team really miss him this yr.
then, aunty chris suddenly asked me about him. it was quite an interesting convo... talked about my past r/s with the boy.
apparently, mother poon told her that it was i who 'broke his heart'. at first i was like huh? coz its more like the other way round right. but then i rmrb, yea, had to tell her that coz i didn't want mother poon to be sad for me right.its not really an ego thing la.
then aunty chris went on to say that his mum also told her that i was the one who broke his heart. i was like... wah. whr's all this coming from man.

whatever that its, it doesn't matter anymore right.
shouldn't be dwelling much in this space.



today's the first episode of the hk aviation show.
quite a 24/7 aviation day for me. 8am - 9pm work.then came home to the show. then 10.30pm till 12am is the part1 version of the show.



u know, so close yet so far.



i'm dealing with so many aviation stuff, but not exactly with my first love - the aircrafts itself.
quite frustrating to an extend coz i dont have much time left.
idk if i'm wasting my time. i'm learning alot about the industry and how the whole thing really works, but i'm getting further away from how the actual plane works.


anyways. trng for the season is beginning to heat up.
work as usual, is mountain high.
been getting busier in church.

i guess that's how it's all suppose to be; back at my old life.
litle time to do own things.
little time to think.
little time to let my mind wander.


sighz.