THE click

Asian Champs ended today.


omgggggggggggg yyyyyyyyyy


always like that. 1 or 2 trngs b4 a season start, i'll tear my ankle ligament. first the right (stl 2010), then the left (gw15s 2011) , the now the right (gw 7s 2011). then like that i must prepare for another left ankle spain hur?


ugh.



DAMNNNN SIAAAN.



was the finals against SIM. then sheema hard touch me as i wanted to dive and score. i kinda tripped over and i think my right ankle got caught in the ground before her legs as i was falling forward. and ta-dah... i heard THE CLICK and i was like.. shitt.
i cried sia. hahas.
ya it was pain, but i was pretty sure that i cried coz i was bloody frustrated. it was only JUST LAST MONTH that my doc said i can be DISCHARGED from physio. looks like i've gotta call up and make an appointment again? and to think that i've got to go through all the physio for another 6 months to gain back 80% strength is the shit.

like seriously, my agility has dropped like mad. my speed and burst also damn slow now. ppl actually notice the difference. now leh?! sian TTM.



we lost in the end for the finals. we kinda drew then lost in the sudden death.
i think it's a pity, but both teams fought well la.







but ok, i have to rant this out; when i helped SIM to take happy team photos, i really felt the pinch man.
its like, i've done so much before all...... ok. nvm. no point, no use.
no one will understand how i feel and what i was going through.




wtf la.




just damn upset now coz its just bugging me.
and i had to miss the first 7s Blacks trng and ms shanti's wedding tea at Dance Arts.


and ya, all that ability to go back to ballet and tap for about 2 months has now gone to waste yet again. i can't go for classes now and have to strengthen it normally before i strengthen it for dance.






but ok. to try and be positive,
well, at least i'm the one who injured my ankle rather than any of the WC players.
and, i had fun with my team mates.











*criss cross fingers, if i really do get into the paramedic trng, i HOPE AND PRAY that i can be healed well enough to start the physical trng ya. i dont want this to be a liability anymore.




yes, and i need to stop being so colourful with my language.