warfare

whoas. so long nv blogg.

i've really been studying hard. and only study finance.

very impt wk ahead.



its a.. no-i-can't-do-it-yes-u-can warfare inside.




FOCUS



BYE.

twc

hahas. the selection results for touch world cup's out.

didn't make it.
but not disappointed coz i got no expectations abt it at all. hahas.
ntl, only able to go for 2 games out of 5. so yea. no point la. hahas.


selection processes forces u to judge ppl hurh.
but seriously, there are some great players, which i'm pretty much shocked that they didn't make the squad.
and i mean really great players; positional wise or not.
not just i-think-she's-great kinda great but the scene/circle-think-she's-great kinda great.

a few luh.


so yea.


anyways.
studying was brutal today. i gave up on gm.
FINALL started finance. so happy to start. makes me wanna study hard.
dammit. should have started studying this subject earlier, then can learn more.


i wanna watch tp vs sp contact game tmr.
today, i missed tp vs rp's touch game. ):
aiya. can't la.

S T U D Y.


then again, games are once a year.
and then again, HELLO. EXAMS ARE IMPT YA.

ah poon ah.

err. ok.
making it quick.


- may be a muscle tear of the duno what at my hips there.
- ITB of left knee tightness.
- thyroid abit over too active.


yea. and i feel very unhealthy now.
so much physical probs.
eat and study and no run.



and, i'm not focusing on my studies hard enough.
and i know the prob! = itouch distraction and no ipod nano to make me study.

actually i didn't want to use dickson's shuffle to put in study music and use it to study.
it doesn't justify the cool bday gift. hahas. wanted to use it on my first run or smth cooler than studying.
but dammit. looks like i've gotta use it now. happy to use. but sad that its first usage is all study music. ):


COME ON.

poly clinic

gd to know a doc as a friend.

skipped all the queuing.!
but it was v crowded! had to queue for other stuff also man.


so since i was there just whack all my probs all out.
the current madass pain. the knee. the heartbeat/breathing. hahahhahas. (ok. i sound 60 ish).


ok. took 2 x-rays, my left knee and right hip.
and apparently, the radiologist says that the bottom of my right pelvis there has a fracture which showed little bone growth.
and its not related to last sat's impact. hahas.
i saw the xray. looked quite scary coz it has a gap. and its quite a long gap.
but.. its wierd coz there's no pain there.
he say's its probably very old injury? hahahhas. that's wierd. i dun rmbr any epic fall besides the chao hard one i had at the bus interchange in sec sch.



errr. right.


but gd to know that otherwise, all the bones are fine. (:
phew.


took blood test and ecg also.
coz i've got like irregular palpitations. hHAHAHS.
i dun think i'm that excitied or take in lotsa caffine though.
the blood test damn scary.
i scared needles pls.
and she drew lotsa blood. like half a testtube full pls.



got appointment.
so tmr- CGH sports med appt.
see al my physio once again.
hahahas.
and i hope i can walk properly soon. ppl are staring at me for no reason ya. its really very, very minor.



hope to not waste time tmr. i've got like 4 days to finish up start and finish finance and gm. abit scary ya.
do not loose faith. press on!

heart

sometimes
this yr, i feel that i'm not doing many things with my heart.
maybe its better this yr; at least i'm still enjoying myself.


abit h2h.
today i went down for the singapore rugby 7s; totally abandoning any possible chances of studying.
was sad that i couldn't be on the field at all because of a very minor thing gives me trouble walking.
but, i was happy to see the girls enjoy themselves, fighting with each other, tackling each other, and then saying sorry after the game. ok. not very sorry-sorry, but more of the.. hahas-hope-u-dun-mind kinda feeling.
and and.. guess who i saw... LYNETTE! haven't seen her in agess.
((: great to see her again.


alone times in a rugby, i really can't help but to think the what-if-u're-still-here scenario.
be with on the field, with the team or still with me, i think abt it.
wonder how's life gg on for u now.
but u're the kind of happy-go-lucky kinda, so i'm pretty sure that u deal with situations well.
just pray that u dun fall into ur lazy mode, wanting to stay at home all day long. may army do u good now.
to help u grow stronger as a person and as a leader that i've always been encouraged by.
yea. how nice of me.




so today ends 3 grueling rounds of 3 wks of 2 days hardcore rugby 7s.
9am-4pm each wk end.
didn't really learnt much as i've expected to, but know that i've got to work so much harder. not on physically/ technically, that's secondary. but my mental.
i need to learn to be confident of myself again.
really confident. not arrogant, but confident enough to do my best and help the rest. (omg, it rhymes!) hahas.
yup. (:



ok. i've got exactly 5 days to start and finish gm and finace.
big big.
but i know i'm a v hardworking last min person. so i should use this wk very wisely.
in a way, thank God for the timely injury? though it means sacrificing alot of dance works, it means upp-ing my time to study.
yea, and i'm officially out of bound for trng. even if i want to have a few runs with the team, i can't.
so yes, serves me right, amen.
may i not use the uncomfortable leg as an excuse to not study will; not valid at all.



and ya, with all that, can i just officially end my not-here-not-there/ trng-season-games period of time.
world cup selection results for touch out on tue. i doubt that i will make the team.
if i do, HAHA, i will... stop drinking softdrink for the rest of my life. HAHA. but oh wells. i think i wanna excel in rugby more. that will be for next yr, seriously. this will officially be my last yr for bowling competitively (unless i continue to study in a sch again); no money/ time& effort to go into consistent trngs any more. so yea, yr end, might wanna go milo/penang to just chiong my final moments bowling as a comptitive bowler. HAHA.




gd nite.



i didn't want to take time out to see a doc to get referral for physio to claim insurance (what a mouthful), but at the looks of it now, i think tmr mrng, i will wake up especially early to go see peter moey and get referral.
and i need to rub it down.
its so bad, that when this lady saw me limping to the toliet, she offered me to use the handicapp toliet.
and, otw home with mama, the taxi driver said that he'll speed up so that i can go home earlier as my leg's hurting.
zomgs. ahhahs.

u know, when i walk/limp, i get sudden twitches of sharp pain when the muscle moves slightly.
okok. TMR WILL BE A FRUITFUL DAY I SAY.

dead leg

ok. this is the first time (if i can rmbr correctly) that i've been transported out of the field.
ever since i've started playing touch abt 4 yrs back, tilll contact rugby now, i've never been unable to move out of the field due to injury.

so today's the first.



and. hahas. wing fireman lifted me out. hahahs. and it seemed as if she was just carrying a bagpack or smth. so effortless pls!



and ya. it really really hurt.
and the best part is, it is still hurting now!


i just rmbred getting the ball as a winger, wanted to drag out but tao came in my short side. i even had time to think if i should run, check back or step in. but i felt caught in a position whereby any of those action's not gg to help anyway since i've wasted time by slowing down.
hahas. then she gave a very textbook pounce on me. i fell to the left side with my right leg bended and i think her knee jammed into the area at the side, on the high part my my thigh just below my butt. locked tio liao.


then i just rmbr next moment, it hurt like mad. can't move. can't stand. can't put weight or anything. the slightest movement causes an explosive pain in that area. ya. so that's when an experienced calm looking wing came running into the field, checked on me and lift me out. it was probably a go 70m out of the field!?


iced like mad.


and rmbr thinking.. shit.
i've got the NTL 30mins and the Constituency Bowling tournament at 2pm.
i also rmbred, in the morng, i was thinking... wah.. my day's outline's like 1) contact 1020am 2) touch 11am 3) bowling 2pm. such a short time frame to do so many things and having contact as 1) is so risky. hahas. imagine i injure myself and can't carry on the day..


ya. so .. it's damn XIE.. and it happened.
just like how shi was telling bel (just b4 the bali trip) like how can someone dislocate her elbow when its so weird to do so and true enough, she really did.

ya. so this kind of think, really really.. CANNOT SAY.



so i had to give NTL a final miss. it was the finals. damn disappointed with myself coz i really wanted to play with those girls at least for a last time. but i heard they won!! ((: awesome.
so i stayed on.
icing, rubbing, trying to make the pain go away by 2pm.

i even approached NUS physio for painkillers. but because i've not taken pain killers b4, he game me 2 panadols to play safe.

yea. so i rode to mt faber to bowl. and boy, it took me 3 kicks to kick start my motorbike. HAHHA. 1st 2.. wah. damn pain. on the 3rd one.. i was like.. ok... get this over and done with, then i gave one hard kick with a silent jaw-opening shout and the motor started. phew.
the route there was not easy. couldn't use the rear brake much not let my right foot down when stationary.



so ya. made it safe.
bowled.
but didn't bowl well. expected. my stance was wrong, weight balance was wrong.. so really cant lay the shot as i planned it to be. ahahhas. my team mates noticed i was struggling man. but not bad, mananged to put in a 179 at last game.
ended. HAPPY. the panadol effect was totally taking a toll on me. had to play itouch games to stay awake with a subtle bugging pain.
my team wasn't really on form anyway. so we didn't really have the fighting chance to be in the top 4 to go finals. so phew. save the next wk for studies!



homed.

shagged.



bathed. and mentally k.o. physically can't slp coz the pain is really there.



researched.. and ya, out of 3 grades, i was grade 2 i think. grade 3 sounds mad serious. like hemorrhaging or smth.


Grade 2: What does it feel like?

- Probably cannot walk properly.
- Occasional sudden twinges of pain during activity.
- Possible swelling.
- Pressing in causes pain.
- Straightening the knee against resistance causes pain.
- Unable to fully bend the knee.



"A contusion is likely to occur in contact sports. This injury can be more serious than expected and should be treated with respect. " okok. RESPECT.





feel very useless right now. was lying on the floor and i had my mum to help me pull me up with my shoulders.
i dun think its just the thigh muscle or smth. but some muscle that controls the range of movements of my leg. bend or straighten, also pain. ):


yea. and ZERO studying today.



ok. i should stop complaining.
tmr, new balance run. NOT GG. dammit. pay for nothing.
stupid.


i probably wanna make it down tmr to at least watch the game and depending on situation (if the leg gets better or smth, which i highly doubt so), i wanna play.

but right now, pray for a gd morng ya. better mentally prepare myself of killing pain tmr.
night.

i've never hated studying this much.

Bali 7s 2010

great trip overall.
ups and downs.
we got 2nd for cup finals.

but more imptly, it was sucha great trip coz everyone played together.
everyone felt that the games played (esp the last 4 games of the tournament) was the best we've played together by far.
not to bhb, but it was so awesome that ppl cheered for us.

there, we're known as the Singapore Girls. hahas.
sounds quite atas with the SIA branding to it.
2 darwins team. we won 1 team twice and lost the other, twice- round robin and finals.
but seriously, they were HUGE. their smallest player was bigger that bel. and they target the smallest ppl in our team like chiewy, shi and i. but the fact that we won showed quite alot.
and even the emcee said "this is the team that knows how to play rugby".
awesome.

playing with them, it felt like being langa by lorry. stand up, and get loang again. as of now, i think everyone's still aching for the wkend games! should have seen mon morng. whoas. full blown bodyache ttm.
i've never played with such opponents like that in singapore.
i rmbr playing once against the sg national team... their tackles weren't as hard though they were much faster than the darwins.
so against the darwins, it was really quite a... hmm.. learning experience. hahas.
but bad news, shi had dislocated her elbow completely. and was in serious pain. ahhas. but she's fine after that. gd that she's quite positive abt it. (:



after the whole thing, ppl cheered for us despite we losing to the stronger darwin team by a try. but seriously for the finals, we could have won. really. 70% of the time we're on d. the ref kept calling knock on when its not. even ppl watching also realized that we're gg too much into scrum. totally didn't have much attack plays. maybe like less that 7 times for the whole finals?! i really think if it was other refs, we really could have won the whole thing.


after prize presentation, we've got ppl wanting to take photos with us. like many. random ppl who are just by standers as well. we gave out our SIM pins to the womens team that we played with and took many many photos with them.
even the boys for jakata who cheered us on for all our games! i think they really gave us lots of encouragements when facing bigger teams. each time we came back to our tent, they would clapp and cheer for us. quite a nice warm feeling.
hahahs.
what's best, we've even got a.... *drum roll...* SPONSOR!!
this guy, who's probably some dua tao of Sea Sentosa (in Bali) wants to sponsor us for the next trip. all expenses paid- flight/ accommodations and game fee. :D that really made our team really happy!
shiok only.



yup.


and more imptly, i think we've up-ped our level of play, and also got to know each other better during the trip.
so much nonsense and laughters.
theme songs, wierd cool moves and whatever.

hahas.

also wanna thank Caroline for being the best team manager.
she really took care of us and was just very nice. (:


some photos below!

chivas media launch

hahs!

today's Chiva's Media launch.


last min got asked to play coz one of the players can't. hahas.
actually wanted to make today a power pac study day.


but woke up late. couldn't hear the alarm.
we met at pohpoh's house to study! hahhas.
nice.
but was quite sleepy.



so i didn't study much today. 'oh. must say this. i deposited $179 worth of $1 coins today! SHIOK.



so anyways.



parked at seah im fd centre. omgs. sentosa dun allow motorcycles! :( blind spot/ fallen trees/big buses and all..
tanjong beach club.



it was abt 7pm.
hahhas. the food's great ok. probably the best 'free food' ever.
the mac and chesse + sauteed wild mushrooms + scallops.. WHOOTS.
and free flow of drinks mannn.

awesome.

played contact beach touch. feels abit like the NFL.
then terence cao ref the exhibition match.. (of course with lots of gene's help).




then lots of games gg on.

played with him also!
esther's v happy that she touched his butt. ahhas.
but he's nice guy and doesn't have the i'm-a-superstar kinda attitude.

he really really doesn't look his age.
i dun usually compliment men, but... he's really handsome and charming who can pull off shades at night w/o making ppl irritated.. hahahas.
ok. i've just googled and realize he's 43?!
ok. he really looks like 25. at most... 29. ahhas. 43 is er.. huh?!
yea, and he's just pass his bday ytd! hahahhas.




yea. so after that, wanted to go home.
then.. gilbert accidentally locked his car keys in his car! hahhhaas.
omgs.
we tried to pry open the door/ car boot. but to no avail. so in the end, gerald drove him all the way home to get the spare keys. ahhahas. waited for abt an hr and it was like 12am arldy!
was quite funny actually.



then the nus girls went back hall. ):
while the rest of us went to eat scissors cut curry rice at kitchener st.
SHIOK. (:



so today, i really had a great time with ppl i love. (:
that's really rewarding. haven't really been spending such time.
didn't study, but i think its worth while for now.
but i'd have to work doubly hard.


tmr evening, i'm off to BALI for BALI 7s! (:
wish SIM team and i luck k! no more injuries!!!
liyan stitches on the top part of her eyes, jas stitches on her ankle, clar with her healing cracked shoulder bone.
i will bring my textbk along. just sm text. coz its the lightest. ahhahhhas.
i dun think i'll study study. but gd to read luh huh. ahhhas.



ok. BYE SINGAPORE!

his eulogy

really respect for MM Lee.

to have a gf and bring Singapore to Independence takes zai time management skills ya!
His Eulogy can be found here

his Eulogy has referencing to Appendix sia! ahas
it the way he writes how he and his wife bring up Singapore's like as if they're bringing up their little one.
respect man.
really very sweet.


from CNA.




so anyways.


finally get down to studying today.
5hrs straight with a 10mins hp break.
but too slow. i only covered 2 chpts of sm!. chpt 2 and 3. TOO SLOW ARLDY! come on.



then i went for tap.
learnt a whole dance man. cheeers. *pats back.
2nd dance not sure if i'm able to do coz i dun have a parnter. ):
big thanks to sch. i officially hate sch for a better reason now.





ok.
so, voxsports uploaded this vid up.






my calves are aching for ytd's b class.
i'm actually wearing skins right now to recover from b class. hahs.




honestly, and saying in hope of no regret, i hope to enjoy studying. coz i'm sure that there will be a day when i'm working, that i wished that i'll be study.

blind.

omg. the song.


the song 'Blind' by lifehouse just played over the radio when i was just thinking of u.


like just. u know. u think, then u pause, then the music comes on.




this song made us cry over the phone. stupid, but the words still mean quite a bit.



SNAP OUT OF IT.

misunderstood

i dun like being misunderstood.


today during b class.
xy and i came earlier for class so that we can go through the dance tgt.
the clock showed 5.30pm, xy and i were still gg thorugh the dance while the rest were on the ground putting on their shoes.

tchr told us to start with barre. since we're finishing the last part and the rest was still on the ground putting on their shoes, we wanted to quickly finish up the last set of 8.
so when we're abt to go to the barre, she was upset that we didn't listen and stuff, so she played the dance music instead of the barre music.

ok.

so both of us upset.



ok, sorry that we didn't show respect and stuff.


we came early. wanted to run through stuff.
no one was ready.
on our part, yea, can blame it on the respect stuff. but i was just upset that u responded by playing the dance music like as if putting us as tchrs who make the decisions.

i want to clarify that
1) we dont mean to disrespect u.
2) what if i try to say that we're trynig to warm up using the dance?

ok. i'm just being defensive and fighting for myself right now la.
fine. i'll just admit that i'm probably taking the friendship for granted, but i'd like to clearly say that i do take the classes seriously.



whatever la.


just to vent.
since xy and i didn't get to take part in the intermediate exam, we're quite disappointed and discouraged by that. yea. u mean us well and stuff. but i think we should be given a choice. or let us know earlier or smth.

was thinking abt this really recently.

i duno if i still wanna continue doing b.
cannot seem to find that drive to do well anymore.

i'm using this yr end's recital to see how.
but one thing for sure, i'd be wanting to complete intermediate next yr, and i want to do it well.
and if i'm not allowed/encouraged to do the dance, its ok.
i'll find my way out;
just do tap, and do it extremely well which i really love.



i'm hoping that u read or dun read this post.
if u read, u'd probably be angry and irritated but at least know how i feel.
if u dun read, best. coz things will just remain as it is, i will leave it as a teacher-student relationship, complete the recital, do it well and that's it. gg focus on intermediate on v's class. (not abt u, but its coz she's teaching that grade for next yr.)




whatever la.



for now, exam's 2 wks away and i'm not being serious abt it.
class test out and i've really sucked at it.





UGH. I NEED A LIFE.
stop living as if passing this exam is just gg to be the same as playing rugby or bowl.






i feel so irritated with myself, with things, with life, with situations, with you.
i dun think i deserve space. i need to punish myself, maybe by studying hard.
come on. the last yr u are gg to study. pls enjoy it. no, seriously.



kill me now.

inside

feel like blogging-blogging.


ben hong's bday today, so i wished him on fb.
so when i saw all his family photo with his kids and all, it really made me reflect.

6yrs from now. a family with 2 kids?

6 yrs ago, i was alrdy sec 3. not that far ya.



ok. quite lonely tonight.



random thoughts:
when u have ur own transport, no one sends u home.
and, u dun have travelling time with friends.

ok. all up to choices la. to ride or not to ride.
whatever.

teamwork

through this whole season, the outcome of a team who really believes in teamwork really showed.

today's the last game for touch sunig, against SMU. we won 12-0. but i think we weren't proud of it; as in.. like the shiok-just-played-a-gd-game kinda feeling.
its not abt the scores or our opponent, but i think we didn't work hard together. smu wanted more than us.
first half was 4-0. after the team talk, then we started to pull things together.
everyone was just trying to outrun. as a winger, u really can see who and what.

to me, its really... haiz.
whatever.
no point saying. its just whether a person wanna play a team sport and do well, or try and make a team sport an individual sport which doesn't work.


same as bowling.


during doubles, in our team of 4, we took it as 2 pairs instead of 1 team.
we didn't support each other thats why we totally died in the doubles event.

during the team event, THANK GOD we realized our mistakes and started working together to win it.




aiya. whatever. its over.






i have to study.
test results out. reallly like shit.

i have to study hard, but for some reason, i feel really out of place. i got a really very bad feeling abt this sem. i'm not sure if i'm able to clear this sem or not.
this is really bad.



STUDY HARD.
this wkend, BALI 7S.
and that's it ah! apart from the wkend leagues, i better study HARD.
really.

er.

i think i've put on weight.
weight's just one of the requirement but height's the more crucital one ya.

Gold

ok, today SIM reaped
Gold for contact.
Gold for girls team event for bowling.
Gold and silver for individual event. (cy and nic)
Silver for boys doubles.



lotsa things to say and i duno where to start.


morng. didn't feel too gd abt waking up. my mind was too active last night. probably in excitement. ahhas. woke up at 4am 5am thinking that its time its time. tsk tsk.
i dun think its tournament stress, its more like, v excited to hit my goals.


doubles event. zomg. so close.
everyone was having trouble with the lanes. after 1st game, michelle and i were 5th, nic and cy were 4th.
then after 2nd game, we're 3rd.
then last game, we cuii and dropped to 8th while nic and cy dropped to 5th.
everyone's so close.
and mich was bowling well and i just had to have splits coming it at crucial frames.
and grrr. i HATE ppl who cross over lanes in reaction to their pin action. seriously. its uncalled for. totally spoilt my momentum and i was really irriated by it. i alrdy took a step back alrdy though.
oh wells. but lanes were tough.



lesson learnt: just shift.


if u're alrdy down, just shift. stop believing if the scores dun show. it wont work. hahas.




team event, i wanted a gold badly coz i heard the contact girls got gold arldy, and was really proud of them.
plus, i screwed doubles, its time to get back.
and i think it was the synergy and nic's mum that brought the gold.

hahas. voxsports interviewed me and i was really stupid abt it.
said very un-pro stuff. but whatever. hahas.
my image gone alrdy (if i even have an image to begin with)
ahahs








so yes, persoanlly, because it was just 3 gaames, anything can happen. so i sort of redeemed myself with that 191 game.



then later,
masters/singles.
):
bad.


up till now, i duno how to bowl that lane.
i might need to get a Jigsaw to bowl that lane or smth.
totally no idea. ya. 14 14 and a 91 game. ahahas. 91. ahhahas.
but thanks to manda who was my sole supporter. ahhas.


cy and nic managed to get top 2. so congrats! that brought up the medal tally, and thus, we're girls champs.



overall, sim didn't do as well as planned.
i think the guys really struggled. during trng, they were really on it. but today really wasn't it.
3 blocks of games. all 3 diff conditions.
and NTU guys are really strong. i rmbr they started their series with a 866 or smth.






thanks to cheng wai and team who faithfully stayed from 715am till 830pm. SALUTES.
i almost died bowling alrdy. and to watch time pass by like that should be really painfully slow. so i appreciate all the efforts from the team and supporters today. (:

but this yr, felt that the focus was more on AUG than on anything.
we didn't even take a team photo nor celebrate our coach's bday. i think everyone's tired la. but teamphoto's actually a must i guess.






then after stepladders, we went out for dinner with aloy and gang to celebrate shaozong's bday!!
really enjoying spending lepak time with them. though everyone was tired, we still enjoyed each other's company over majong. ahhas.













so.
i also realized that there's lotsa relationship in this yr's sunig.
like gerald's bro leonard's bowling, whose cousin is nic.
and leonard with his gf.
cheng yee and cheng lee the sisters.
old sji acs boys now competing with each other again.
there's probably more la. ahhas.

and during the break/after sunig, u lotsa couples.


just like rugby.


i think its at this age where ppl really start getting their 2nd halfs and settling down for a long and forever journey.


cheh cheh.



i thought abt it, shudder, and ignore it.






so to conclude, i'm not sure if i'm really proud for myself. i'm proud of the team event, disappointed with my doubles and can vomit blood on my singles. totally blew singles. and this yr's really a gd yr to do well. maybe i could have done better in bukit batok. but if i could do well, i think everyone else would also do well.
today made me wanna give up AUG, which i think i should.
i dun think i deserve it anyways. though i'm also top 12 which is eligble for the sunig roll offs, i can't make it for the roll offs because of Bali 7s. HAIZ. ):




but yea, was talking to caroline today, i think i'm a team player.
i feel more motivated as a team. i think its coz of the culture for rugby.
and another thing,
bowling is really unlike rugby in terms of mental and consistency.
in tournament situations, u wanna go all out and chiong it. so for rugby, just give all out,and whack only.
for bowling, the more u want it, the more u gotta tell urself to slow down and execute ur routine without rush.




still ): that i couldn't play contact sunig for SIM.

but itsa GOLD for touch, contact and bowling girls. (:
could have gotten3, but i should be more than satisfied with 2..



let's just take this as encouragements.
also, a time to reflect and realize that there's 2 wks plus to exams.
no time ya.





and..






RIP mrs. Lee.

happy children's day!

making it a quick one coz i gotta slp soon!


so, i had a children's day ride with sara, glen, andrew and jere.
hahas. actually i wanted it to rain coz i wanted to slp in. that's how lazy i was, though i very much wanted to cycle.
amazingly enough, i was on time! met sara and glen at sara's house.









then we went white town for coffee and chill out session.





hahas. glen saw his recruits doing road march.




sara had to leave early for some prayer thing which was eventually cancelled! so we had like another major catch up session at siglap macs, over a large shiok cup of slurpee. it was nice. but wasted! if she knew that the plan cancelled early, we would have continued cycling!



overall, i had a great time.
after cycling, i continued cycling at my void deck. ahhas. so hardworking. wanted to like jump steps but i still can lift my back wheels. hahas. just need more practice, confidence and get the timing right for lifting up the front one! hahas.



nua at home. totally.
ZERO study.
nxt wk this wkend, i HAVE TO START.



then met up with the bikers for a quick supper session at blk 85.
realized that the whole bunch of them are in army. ahahahhas.
so the gang's like the usual..
photogs + bikers + guitarist + army.
everyone's like that ahhas. called jamin down since it so near his house. ahhahhas.
so it was him suan dickson jojo kangwei and kat had to leave early. ):


dickson surprise me again on my bday! hahas. (:
aiyo.



really went all the way out man. just the card alone would be gd enough!
but thanks man. (:
that's really thoughtful esp when the engravings are the same as my old one. (:



so yes. i had a realllly chill-out children's day today.
and tmr, no excuses for under performing.
i hope the contact girls will defend the title again for this yr! (:
for bowling tmr,
rmbr my goals and what i've sacrificed so much for. no room for failure, at at the same time, no pressure ah!
go poonz,

phew.

5-4.
to.. us!


most stressful game ever pls.




less than a 2min into the start, NTU scored.
1-0.
we could have scored but damn funny... nana broke through.. and she thought she's the half when she's not. hahahhas.
jasmine could have scored too, but she score on the wrong line.


then later.. jaz broke through as half, switched with juan. juan switched with someone, then fake and score!!!!
that put it to 1-1.
terror pls.
then later, we manged to score and then it was 3-1 to us in the first half.

we knew that NTU's gonna come back stronger and hungrier and with their fitness, we really had to keep our comms up.
ok, we know that our fitness aren't where NTU's one are, but all of us didn't want to waste it.
then... during the game, they came back strong and put it to 3-3.

i rmbr letting in one man. phil dragged out and was a 2v1 on me outside. i just had to go in for the link and was hoping that the pass cannot be made to the wing. i didn't know if my link could take her man, but i just went in as it wasn't gd to let them score on the inside.
so yea, phil made tt pass and i was like... there we go.
i dived for the touch. made it, but ball down first.
was close, wasn't disappointed, but was damn sad!

then we kept on fighting. then. 4-3 and then 5-3. and then 5-4.


i made a bad boo boo in my danger zone.
ntu's winger hard touch me. and i heard the crowd's loud jeer. so i looked at the ref and thought that it was a penalty though i have a rolled the ball. (note the confusion)
i think everyone was damn kan chiong then i also kan choing. so i put the ball down and tapp it.
the ref looked at me and like.. wth. HAHHA.
then, change over to ntu.

hahahs. BOO BOO man!




but ok luh. during the game, i broke through once, but i saw phil chasing in alrdy. so just made that touch. hahas.


so times up, full time 5-4.

i think it was a really gd fight from both sides. i dun think NTU should be disappointed at all coz they really did fight hard.
their draggs really made our defence work alot.
but i think in the end, everyone was happy coz it was a gd fight.
(:



PHEW.

so with a win today, we should be champs alrdy. (: mon's last game with smu but they have lost 2 matches and we have won 2. so yea. (:


thank God for today. we really thought that the field will be v muddy and the ball will be slippery coz of the heavy rain all morng. but surprisingly, it was really dry!
and also thank God no injuries today.



tmr gg cycling with sara and friends! hahas. (:

sat's sunig for bowling.
another hard one.
hope all's well yea!




oh yea. my meter showed EMPTY at jurong. hahahs.




i pia all the way till paya lebar hahas.
so what my mac rider friend told me was right.. he told me that even on empty, the bike can go from sg till jb. hahas.

then at the caltex petrol station. damn funny.
this mini lorry didn't see the hump, and went over it fast. things dropped out including a ball of thread. and i was behind.
it turned left and went round the station.

i didn't know it was a ball of thread, until when i wanted to move off from behind it, i saw the thin line of thread. hahas.
the petrol guy saw also. and was laughing. ahhahas. coz i couldn't move. and imagine if i went through it. i think i won't 'trip and fall' la. but it would be good to ride through a line of thread, get caught in it and be pulled by the truck right. hahahhas.
the petrol guy helped to remove the thread btu i think it was alrdy like all over the place. i reached the pump, and found out that the thread was stuck in my engine/wheel and all alrdy. ahhas.
then he help me remove the thread. ahhas

damn funny. and the truck still didnt' know. hahas.


so ya. ahhas. thats the bike storry for today. but otw to NTU on pie, there was really no jam at all! (: