i think i'm so lazy that i dont even reply nice smses.
i dont even want to go out with nice friends.
haiz.
u know. sportspoon does dancing. does photography. does sports. and more sports.
but u know what, honestly, the only good thing that i feel that i have a gift in.. is like music. yet, i'm spending so much more time on other things and like no proper trng in music.
yes, no doubt that i enjoy doing all other stuff. but if no outstanding result, is it even worth all the effort?
ppl are born with different gifts. and not only that, i guess its also like being in the right place, right time.
not being bhb, but i can count all the no. of medals that i've lost because of this.
haiz. whatever la, sore loser. hahas. but like wasted arhs!
stupid mouse. keeps disconnecting by itself. making me use my mousepad. then while playing games like bejewelled.. cannot get high score. AHHAHAHAH.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
failed RTT
stupid. so many trick q. i think i suay.
so go to wait all the way till end of the month to take again then i can apply for PDL to take prac 6. i'm so gg to be rusty luh.
bystanding, u see ppl finding back their friends, then making feel that u're just being used to fill time gaps. cool huh.
AYG's opening was tonight.
video crew sucks.
so many hiccups. blur screens.. when dancer dancing, showed some stupid LCD effect screen for damn long.
attendance was like... eehwws. what do the sportsmen from other countries think man. i think this could be more and betterly publictize and up the standard. it better be much better for the youth olympics.
heard that tmr's orientation is postponed due to H1N1 and sch starts 1 wk later?! = longer sch days during the first few wks. ):
damn cold today. damn nice.
cloudy and emo-ish. i like. hahas
so go to wait all the way till end of the month to take again then i can apply for PDL to take prac 6. i'm so gg to be rusty luh.
bystanding, u see ppl finding back their friends, then making feel that u're just being used to fill time gaps. cool huh.
AYG's opening was tonight.
video crew sucks.
so many hiccups. blur screens.. when dancer dancing, showed some stupid LCD effect screen for damn long.
attendance was like... eehwws. what do the sportsmen from other countries think man. i think this could be more and betterly publictize and up the standard. it better be much better for the youth olympics.
heard that tmr's orientation is postponed due to H1N1 and sch starts 1 wk later?! = longer sch days during the first few wks. ):
damn cold today. damn nice.
cloudy and emo-ish. i like. hahas
nua.
champions of nuaster.
technically home quarrantined,
supposed to go ubin to try out the tracks today. but suan too tired.
guess i'll miss this yr's ubin race then. ):
can't believe that i woke up at 2pm
then played FB games and watched hell lots of tv.
spent time cooking and then eating and nua my life away.
didn't even bother to do recordings, tidy my room or even just my table.
champions of nuaster. clap ur hands for me pls.
technically home quarrantined,
supposed to go ubin to try out the tracks today. but suan too tired.
guess i'll miss this yr's ubin race then. ):
can't believe that i woke up at 2pm
then played FB games and watched hell lots of tv.
spent time cooking and then eating and nua my life away.
didn't even bother to do recordings, tidy my room or even just my table.
champions of nuaster. clap ur hands for me pls.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
changes
imagine i'm taller. have longer legs. ahhas.
i can run faster.
i can see things from a different perspective.
i can be a fireman.
i went simlim today to get a mini speaker.... x-minimax speakers. darn good and portable. good for mission trips. (: also bought a portable-all-kind-hp-charger. hahas. $12. (:
thus, i'm very broke. no money for sunday anymore.
this morng till now, still sniffing! hahas
i think sg is paranoid of H1N1. yea, its gd, but its just any other strand of flus virus.. not as deadly as SARS. but ok la.. thumbs up to the government. at least the tax payers' money are used properly.
i think the world is really like.. trying to climb out of her grave. first the economy all thanks to the Lehmen Brothers.. then now, the virus. then all the tourist dont want to visit. the economy gets even worse. win alrdy lor.
ok, i think this is gg to be a heavy post.
hahas.
i think my perspective on life has been changing. i've mentioned b4... like i'm like 'facing' issues which usually a new-new teenager would face.. and now i'm likeway past that teenager stage, crossing into adulthood. probably now i'm more free, instead of gg to sch, trainings, and mugging my life away, i'm seeing more of the world. the world that's not just about getting gd grades, doing well in sports, facing challenges and PBL situations and then get a gd job and so forth. hahas.
i use to like pass casual judgements on ppl who like smoke, drink, lesbianism and have wierd piercings.... not like totally hate them or what... just feel like they need more life and 'the way'. hahas. but now, i find all of these fine and ok. haha. maybe i'm growing up? being more open, less rigid and mature to take things less seriously? i dunoo. hah, believe it or not, i thought of getting a tongue piercing. hahs. nah.
oh wells.
this is just wierd. i'm probably more laid back and casual now. but i'm quite sure that no matter what, i'll still stick to my principles. i may tend to like slack and not work hard for what i want i life because of the big fat word - 'lazy'. but rest assured, having a spirit that wants to achieve certain goals in life, this will probably be my safe guard. (: hahas..
meanwhile,
although i dont like gg to SIM because there's this existence of a Sports Science course in NTU, i look forward to sch start. not so much of making friends, but more of at least having a direction- shorter step to aim. as in like... stepping stone... ah... short-term goal. hahas. yea, and reliving the feeling of playing sports for a sch/team and so on. this could be my last chance because after this degree, i dont think i'd want to further my studies. i'm happy with the degree unless i'm damn sick and tired of being a fireman.
that's for now.
ppl always change the plan. oh wells.
oh yea. i heard, 'chillin' under the stars' has be cancelled. its like the teens and youth event. HAH. after all the MEETINGS and meetings and MEETINGS... cancelled. seriously. productive meetings = obvious results. but sorry, nothing that i see. ya, blame it on me not being so involved in church anymore. there's so many big /eventful things that i'm totally unaware of.. like Pastor getting sick... elaine came back from auzzy and so forth. hahas. go ahead and say that i'm too overly involved in my outside world, blame it on touch and so forth. i can't be bothered anymore. i dont want to live/work/do things for the fear of Man or pleasing ppl. making ppl happy is NOT equal to living for them.
the irony is this.
i need a clean break now... and seeing that i'm so away from church, i'm still being asked to serve do things everywk. yea... everyweek! ppl say that i shouldn't even be given the privilege of serving if my relationship with the church and walk with God is like that.. something like that. but each time i run, i get pulled back. i'm tired you know. i'm tired not because i've got so many things to do. i'm tired because i don't like doing that things i love. meaning like i find it very very difficult to serve with a heart that's so so darn hard, even though its like playing the guitar, taking photos, making videos.
all these are SELF TAUGHT. i dont see why if someone wants to get something done can don't bother learning the things by themselves at all. just *click, and ta-dah... marian, pls do it. ya ya, call it a gift. but i think b4 u say so, attempt to do some research or at least try first pls. i dont use fanciful video-making programmes. i use WINDOWS movie maker. i'm sure that if the com that u are using now to read this blog has a windows movie maker. Apple has its movie-making thing as well.. and even better pls.
but let me get this right, i'm honoured to do all this ok. well, coz u ppl trust me and my skills and besides, if i give my best, God will be happy. and yea, when ppl feel for the video, i feel happy. that's my aim- to make a difference using visual images... be it photography or videos.
ya ya. go and have your godly views on this and give me all your humanly condemnations. i can't be bothered. i just need time to get away. reflect. seek and listen.
i'm probably confused not but just not admitting to it.
okok. let me try.
the bottom line is this, ppl are too fake and just think that they are all nice kind-hearted souls with the right way of doing things, never seeking alternatives or perspective from a view of another person of another background.
haha, what a sentence... probably sums up this blog post.
i can run faster.
i can see things from a different perspective.
i can be a fireman.
i went simlim today to get a mini speaker.... x-minimax speakers. darn good and portable. good for mission trips. (: also bought a portable-all-kind-hp-charger. hahas. $12. (:
thus, i'm very broke. no money for sunday anymore.
this morng till now, still sniffing! hahas
i think sg is paranoid of H1N1. yea, its gd, but its just any other strand of flus virus.. not as deadly as SARS. but ok la.. thumbs up to the government. at least the tax payers' money are used properly.
i think the world is really like.. trying to climb out of her grave. first the economy all thanks to the Lehmen Brothers.. then now, the virus. then all the tourist dont want to visit. the economy gets even worse. win alrdy lor.
ok, i think this is gg to be a heavy post.
hahas.
i think my perspective on life has been changing. i've mentioned b4... like i'm like 'facing' issues which usually a new-new teenager would face.. and now i'm like
i use to like pass casual judgements on ppl who like smoke, drink, lesbianism and have wierd piercings.... not like totally hate them or what... just feel like they need more life and 'the way'. hahas. but now, i find all of these fine and ok. haha. maybe i'm growing up? being more open, less rigid and mature to take things less seriously? i dunoo. hah, believe it or not, i thought of getting a tongue piercing. hahs. nah.
oh wells.
this is just wierd. i'm probably more laid back and casual now. but i'm quite sure that no matter what, i'll still stick to my principles. i may tend to like slack and not work hard for what i want i life because of the big fat word - 'lazy'. but rest assured, having a spirit that wants to achieve certain goals in life, this will probably be my safe guard. (: hahas..
meanwhile,
although i dont like gg to SIM because there's this existence of a Sports Science course in NTU, i look forward to sch start. not so much of making friends, but more of at least having a direction- shorter step to aim. as in like... stepping stone... ah... short-term goal. hahas. yea, and reliving the feeling of playing sports for a sch/team and so on. this could be my last chance because after this degree, i dont think i'd want to further my studies. i'm happy with the degree unless i'm damn sick and tired of being a fireman.
that's for now.
ppl always change the plan. oh wells.
oh yea. i heard, 'chillin' under the stars' has be cancelled. its like the teens and youth event. HAH. after all the MEETINGS and meetings and MEETINGS... cancelled. seriously. productive meetings = obvious results. but sorry, nothing that i see. ya, blame it on me not being so involved in church anymore. there's so many big /eventful things that i'm totally unaware of.. like Pastor getting sick... elaine came back from auzzy and so forth. hahas. go ahead and say that i'm too overly involved in my outside world, blame it on touch and so forth. i can't be bothered anymore. i dont want to live/work/do things for the fear of Man or pleasing ppl. making ppl happy is NOT equal to living for them.
the irony is this.
i need a clean break now... and seeing that i'm so away from church, i'm still being asked to serve do things everywk. yea... everyweek! ppl say that i shouldn't even be given the privilege of serving if my relationship with the church and walk with God is like that.. something like that. but each time i run, i get pulled back. i'm tired you know. i'm tired not because i've got so many things to do. i'm tired because i don't like doing that things i love. meaning like i find it very very difficult to serve with a heart that's so so darn hard, even though its like playing the guitar, taking photos, making videos.
all these are SELF TAUGHT. i dont see why if someone wants to get something done can don't bother learning the things by themselves at all. just *click, and ta-dah... marian, pls do it. ya ya, call it a gift. but i think b4 u say so, attempt to do some research or at least try first pls. i dont use fanciful video-making programmes. i use WINDOWS movie maker. i'm sure that if the com that u are using now to read this blog has a windows movie maker. Apple has its movie-making thing as well.. and even better pls.
but let me get this right, i'm honoured to do all this ok. well, coz u ppl trust me and my skills and besides, if i give my best, God will be happy. and yea, when ppl feel for the video, i feel happy. that's my aim- to make a difference using visual images... be it photography or videos.
ya ya. go and have your godly views on this and give me all your humanly condemnations. i can't be bothered. i just need time to get away. reflect. seek and listen.
i'm probably confused not but just not admitting to it.
okok. let me try.
the bottom line is this, ppl are too fake and just think that they are all nice kind-hearted souls with the right way of doing things, never seeking alternatives or perspective from a view of another person of another background.
haha, what a sentence... probably sums up this blog post.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
mooonwalk
michael jackson, king of pop died ytd.
shocking news. the world's gonna miss him. though the name MJ has much negative connotations associated with, he has earned the worthy name as King of Pop.
watched Transformers with the cousins today. DISAPPOINTING STORYLINE. the ending wasn't as impactful and powerful as i'd though it'll be. hah. all the marketing. in marketing, we learned that result of the product must match with the level of expectation from the consumers. in this case, i think it was over marketed. the effects was too good. messy yet clean. but the storyline could be improved. oh well. megan fox is hot. the movie has alot of sexual innuendo alrdy (quoted from gland). ahahs. so much for a PG show under Hasbro. ahhas.
well. i'm supposed to be self quarrantined at home. but after 1 day, CANNOT take it alrdy. ahhas. besides, i've taken the influenza jab in march b4 gg to thailand.. and, i'm like not sick anymore. so i think i wont do any harm anywhere. hahas.
should i ride in ubin?
shocking news. the world's gonna miss him. though the name MJ has much negative connotations associated with, he has earned the worthy name as King of Pop.
watched Transformers with the cousins today. DISAPPOINTING STORYLINE. the ending wasn't as impactful and powerful as i'd though it'll be. hah. all the marketing. in marketing, we learned that result of the product must match with the level of expectation from the consumers. in this case, i think it was over marketed. the effects was too good. messy yet clean. but the storyline could be improved. oh well. megan fox is hot. the movie has alot of sexual innuendo alrdy (quoted from gland). ahahs. so much for a PG show under Hasbro. ahhas.
well. i'm supposed to be self quarrantined at home. but after 1 day, CANNOT take it alrdy. ahhas. besides, i've taken the influenza jab in march b4 gg to thailand.. and, i'm like not sick anymore. so i think i wont do any harm anywhere. hahas.
should i ride in ubin?
Thursday, June 25, 2009
quarrantined!
haha. decided to stay at home whole day.
whole day on facebook.. uploading.. tagging... playing game... then waching tv.
one more wk till sch starts.
472 new mails from fb in one night. all thanks to those who painstaking helped to tagged. hahas. (:
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Asian Club Champs 2009
was a gd trip because it was a gd share of touch and shopping.
it would have been better if we've gotten a medal back. ):
we were as close as the last letter of this sentence to the end of this full stop.
to sum up, we lost to Bangers in the semis. we won them in the pool category to get 2nd of the pool. semifinals was like sudden death... and ref had alot of
the semis was really the game that made us really quiet. yea, probably gd because we fought hard, not not hard enough for the first few mins. i really wanted that bad. ):
hahas. congrats to wantocks who won in quite a no. of categories.
hahas.
over the 7 days, i've learnt alot. having many many ice baths in one day, one after each game... watching the mixed category... playing with experienced players..improving after eac game as a team and individually... shopping and shopping and then shopping.
makes me look back at the days i had in Chiang Mai, especially in the villages. northern thailand is so so so much diff from bangkok. hahas.
well, still got alot of learn.
all in all, i spent like about 200 SGD. over the days on food and the transport, not including the ex-but-lau-pok-pok lodging. was sick on wed. flu got worse till like sunday when the competition was almost over. the the coughs came in. hahas. now still quite ok but i dont think i'm fully well.
hahas. wore mask to slp so that mavis won't die while rooming with me. hahahs. :D
thank God, we're all safely back in SG now. i'm sure we got to know each other better and enjoyed ourselves. hope that we can have more of such bonding times in the near future! (:
Thursday, June 18, 2009
off to Bangkok baby! (:
ahhas.
what's bad is that now, i'm having a real bad runny nose. and a headache!
this morng was having a sorethroat. probably infected so the runny nose sets in.
hope to be well by tmr! if not, hard to clear customs.
was almost dying in trng today. had alot of info to process while gulping air through my mouth.
SIM orientation's tday.
i miss estee and joelle alot. do u know if u all apply, we're like project mates again! coz everyone's like one class.
there's like ziying, lorraine, bryan, nadia, tanessa, michelle ang, ainie joe, shafa, and many more ppl luh.
oh boy.
there's like freshman orientation oie. they say its complusory but i'm sure its not.
lastly, after trng, the grp of us went to chill and spent mavis' 20th with her. (:
hope she enjoyed herself man. hahas. gonna miss her while she's gg aussie to study.
what's bad is that now, i'm having a real bad runny nose. and a headache!
this morng was having a sorethroat. probably infected so the runny nose sets in.
hope to be well by tmr! if not, hard to clear customs.
was almost dying in trng today. had alot of info to process while gulping air through my mouth.
SIM orientation's tday.
i miss estee and joelle alot. do u know if u all apply, we're like project mates again! coz everyone's like one class.
there's like ziying, lorraine, bryan, nadia, tanessa, michelle ang, ainie joe, shafa, and many more ppl luh.
oh boy.
there's like freshman orientation oie. they say its complusory but i'm sure its not.
lastly, after trng, the grp of us went to chill and spent mavis' 20th with her. (:
hope she enjoyed herself man. hahas. gonna miss her while she's gg aussie to study.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
CDC SCDF
well.
i somehow discovered alot of stuff during revision. ahhas.
then during the dry run before actual test, surya and i did perfect. like no mistake.
then during the test, we got stupid mistakes. my leg, STRUCKED the curb on crank course. coz i tried to kick up to gear 2 but it stucked on neutral gear. soon enough, the bike stalled in crank course = immediate failure.
was damn sian. that's like the 3rd station for the prac test.
then so like for narrow plank and E brake... i really like heck it. just do normal la.
then i really knew that i failed.
then results came. omg. i passed. ON THE 8TH TIME..
could tell that he unwillingly passed me. but because he said my riding was ok.. just that need more consistency in the figure 8 and crank course and more correct posture when riding then can alrdy. i was stunned man.
the students today in prac 5 was fun. or rather, on monday slot was fun. i had fun. (: when i'm back from bangkok, i'm gg to take revision prac with surya again coz i wanna be a safer and consistent biker. i'll try taking other bikes rather than just no. 42. hahas.
i'm happy.
but felt that i dont deserve it.
so its RTT on 29th, PDL and then my prac 6. yea.
oh yea. saw josias driving car in the circuit. i waved, he didn't see. so his instructor called him look at me while he was trying to make a turn or smth. haahs.
so amanda met up with me after that! (:
she accompanied me to SCDF HQ to make enquiries abt my dream and see if i can get some scholarship.
and u know what, damm it, i missed the deadline all thanks to this SCDF staff at the career fair who told me the wrong information some time back. that's not the point. the bottom line is, SAF offers much better welfare and benefits to sign ons. SCDF has practically limited or not so friendly.
and. THE HEIGHT ISSUE. i'm so going to bash my way in; somehow. really dont want my height to be like a big major issue that really blocks me out from my dream.
honestly, when she said all those facts, my heart was crying. drama emo shit. but i told myself dont be too nonsense so as to teari infront of this nice ofice lady and amanda over something that dont seem so significant in anyone's but my life. hahas. on that moment, i realised that i was dead serious about my goal in life but also realizing that i was keeping my options too closed.
after that, walking out the HQ was actually feeling all defeated and beaten because not only i can't get a scholarship (because its non-existent in my context) and may not even get a job there because of my height. i dont want to be a civillian staff. it's a term for describing office ppl in the SCDF. i really want to save lives because i know i can.
tmd.
so i immediately called Ronald from SAF for more advice.
he's actually one of the more senior and higher rank personal in the SAF. met him when i was in yr 2 helping out in the muzino run. we chatted during e event because we had the same views on the way the event was terribly held and stuff like that. during that time, he was looking for a female fitness specialist so he approached me. i told him that my goal was a fireman and super not interested in SAF at all. he respected my decision but told me to think about it. ahhas.
we've been in contact for the past 2 yrs, occassionally updating each other about our paths in life. more like abt mine because his one's a straight road up alrdy. so, i MAY consider SAF as my choice if only it a job gives me a 100% satisfication and allow me to work in other ppl's life, making a major difference. probably meeting him soon to meet more career ppl and get advices.
honestly, i dont mind being a not paid fireman although i still need money to get along. hahas.
HAIZ. i'm still gonna try and persue my ultimate dream, but rmbring to keep my options open.
after that, amanda accompanied me all the way to her sch, SIM to subit form and make payment which i didn't in the end because the nets card wasn't powerful enough to pay the fees. so, i'm gg to hand in late on wednesday because i'm gg for this orientaion there and then. wasted the trip. hated the premises.
went back tamp area. went to sch, collected my awards... then met sam.
aston's at Cafe @ Jurong- the name of a hawker in tampines. hahahas. yea.
chatted. updated. talk our nonsense. we never fail to laugh at our lame nonsense which will turn out funny.
then went to Marina Barrage. take stupid photos and play daidee.
hahas.suppered. homed.
church campers are back!
read blogs and to me, i feel real happy for ppl who feel God there and everywhere. we need more of such opportunities and not just when u're out of our comfort zone or like Singapore. u know, i only recently got to know that Pastor's ill and needed an op. such a big thing and i didn't know abt it only until recently. :/ . worried for him, but i know he's hin good Hands.
(: to meet them.
i somehow discovered alot of stuff during revision. ahhas.
then during the dry run before actual test, surya and i did perfect. like no mistake.
then during the test, we got stupid mistakes. my leg, STRUCKED the curb on crank course. coz i tried to kick up to gear 2 but it stucked on neutral gear. soon enough, the bike stalled in crank course = immediate failure.
was damn sian. that's like the 3rd station for the prac test.
then so like for narrow plank and E brake... i really like heck it. just do normal la.
then i really knew that i failed.
then results came. omg. i passed. ON THE 8TH TIME..
could tell that he unwillingly passed me. but because he said my riding was ok.. just that need more consistency in the figure 8 and crank course and more correct posture when riding then can alrdy. i was stunned man.
the students today in prac 5 was fun. or rather, on monday slot was fun. i had fun. (: when i'm back from bangkok, i'm gg to take revision prac with surya again coz i wanna be a safer and consistent biker. i'll try taking other bikes rather than just no. 42. hahas.
i'm happy.
but felt that i dont deserve it.
so its RTT on 29th, PDL and then my prac 6. yea.
oh yea. saw josias driving car in the circuit. i waved, he didn't see. so his instructor called him look at me while he was trying to make a turn or smth. haahs.
so amanda met up with me after that! (:
she accompanied me to SCDF HQ to make enquiries abt my dream and see if i can get some scholarship.
and u know what, damm it, i missed the deadline all thanks to this SCDF staff at the career fair who told me the wrong information some time back. that's not the point. the bottom line is, SAF offers much better welfare and benefits to sign ons. SCDF has practically limited or not so friendly.
and. THE HEIGHT ISSUE. i'm so going to bash my way in; somehow. really dont want my height to be like a big major issue that really blocks me out from my dream.
honestly, when she said all those facts, my heart was crying. drama emo shit. but i told myself dont be too nonsense so as to teari infront of this nice ofice lady and amanda over something that dont seem so significant in anyone's but my life. hahas. on that moment, i realised that i was dead serious about my goal in life but also realizing that i was keeping my options too closed.
after that, walking out the HQ was actually feeling all defeated and beaten because not only i can't get a scholarship (because its non-existent in my context) and may not even get a job there because of my height. i dont want to be a civillian staff. it's a term for describing office ppl in the SCDF. i really want to save lives because i know i can.
tmd.
so i immediately called Ronald from SAF for more advice.
he's actually one of the more senior and higher rank personal in the SAF. met him when i was in yr 2 helping out in the muzino run. we chatted during e event because we had the same views on the way the event was terribly held and stuff like that. during that time, he was looking for a female fitness specialist so he approached me. i told him that my goal was a fireman and super not interested in SAF at all. he respected my decision but told me to think about it. ahhas.
we've been in contact for the past 2 yrs, occassionally updating each other about our paths in life. more like abt mine because his one's a straight road up alrdy. so, i MAY consider SAF as my choice if only it a job gives me a 100% satisfication and allow me to work in other ppl's life, making a major difference. probably meeting him soon to meet more career ppl and get advices.
honestly, i dont mind being a not paid fireman although i still need money to get along. hahas.
HAIZ. i'm still gonna try and persue my ultimate dream, but rmbring to keep my options open.
after that, amanda accompanied me all the way to her sch, SIM to subit form and make payment which i didn't in the end because the nets card wasn't powerful enough to pay the fees. so, i'm gg to hand in late on wednesday because i'm gg for this orientaion there and then. wasted the trip. hated the premises.
went back tamp area. went to sch, collected my awards... then met sam.
aston's at Cafe @ Jurong- the name of a hawker in tampines. hahahas. yea.
chatted. updated. talk our nonsense. we never fail to laugh at our lame nonsense which will turn out funny.
then went to Marina Barrage. take stupid photos and play daidee.
hahas.suppered. homed.
church campers are back!
read blogs and to me, i feel real happy for ppl who feel God there and everywhere. we need more of such opportunities and not just when u're out of our comfort zone or like Singapore. u know, i only recently got to know that Pastor's ill and needed an op. such a big thing and i didn't know abt it only until recently. :/ . worried for him, but i know he's hin good Hands.
(: to meet them.
Monday, June 15, 2009
happy
bday vincent. everyone's in church camp so the remainders decided to celebrate with him.
hahas
after lunch, we went to swensons to sit down order a cup of root beer and get a free fire house for the bday kid.
ahahs.
yea. so that's abt today.
it would be nice if every sunday's like that. no meetings, games, matches, just pure hang outs.
i feel like trying on BMX.
anyway.
tmr: CDC, SDCF HQ, SIM, TP.
all the places that i'm gg. may i pass my prac 5 pls. 7th or 8th time taking this. surya will be with me for revision prac and the prac also. ahahhas. i can do this gd.
hahas
after lunch, we went to swensons to sit down order a cup of root beer and get a free fire house for the bday kid.
ahahs.
yea. so that's abt today.
it would be nice if every sunday's like that. no meetings, games, matches, just pure hang outs.
i feel like trying on BMX.
anyway.
tmr: CDC, SDCF HQ, SIM, TP.
all the places that i'm gg. may i pass my prac 5 pls. 7th or 8th time taking this. surya will be with me for revision prac and the prac also. ahahhas. i can do this gd.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
the curse of the flat tyres
with 9 riders, we had like 4 flat tyres. thus, proving that our theory of the cursed flat tyres exist. we didn't take a grp photo- probably too sian arldy. had security guards making noise for stopping at private property grass. wanted to crash sentosa at first. ):
was actually emo-ing when we passed esplanade. reminds me of the time when donald was around, having heart to heart talks and confessions there sia. HAHAHA.
i felt that i was gg to see some friends along the way today.
i thought i'd see them at rochor..
but first, i saw helmi chew. then, i saw glenn!! (: hahahs. happy to see him. that really cheered me up. been awhile since we've met up and so on. further down, saw elson! hahas. fellow rider, more pro in trails. then further down, saw kaiwen. hahahhas. still the same old kaiwen, my tpsc president when i was in yr 1. hahas.
it was actually all at the stretch of butterfactory. saw hot models. like Eurasian kind of hot. whoots.
so with 4 flat tyres, we couldn't carry on.. just decided to go home. the eastsiders, nic noel ryan and i cycled straight home through geylang. literally very little cars and pleasant traffic lights... so i think we took only like 45mins or less. ahhas.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
L & T
yea.
red stem. red pedals today.
makes me love my bike even more. (:
i didn't feel like going to the Awards ceremony today though i missed the people.
ahhas. i nua-ed at home and then went to L&T today to get my bike and see the gang.
i kinda wasted today. i'm left with 2 wks b4 sch. next wk, its like back to pre-busy marian. the SIM orientation, bike prac, gg bangkok and SO ON. ahhas. and, after all these months of procrastination, i haven't packed my room. not so much of finding time to do so, but more of whether did i have that amount of discipline to make the first move.
yes, thanks to amanda, my doubles partner who did excellent marketing skills over MSN last night at 3am, i kinda like.. LOOKING FORWARD TO GO SIM MAN. hahahhahahas. *slaps head many times*
i'm actually looking forward to the bowling team coz its actually very strong. same goes to touch. the bowling team got like GOLD for many events coz of the national bowlers. hahas. but yea, i'll try and get my priority right this time. touch. studies. bowling. hahahs. not a wise choice of putting studies after touch.. but then again.. i think graduating with a slightly above avg results wouldn't be that bad la. no, i wont get complacent. but with the like... 3-4 days of sch per week, hahahs. i'm so gg to raid the CCAs man. if i could handle TP, i'm sure SIM wouldn't be a prob. NTU would probably be a big different story.
ahha. when i unfold each chapter of my life, it gets more slack huh (wait till i get into the working work). ok.. maybe 'slack' isn't the right word to use.. its more.. time efficient and productive. meaning, i'm not just studying my life away, but also doing other stuff thats life enriching... hahas. that's how TP would put it.
tralala. do you know, i FINALLY FINALLY like heck care u alrdy. YES AR. been waiting for this day for a long time. gd thing is that.. well, i'll still rmbr the timesss... bad thing.. haha. i think u've probably altered the course of my life. i think i kinda like someone now but then again, i shouldn't. see. hahs. decision in life. whhhattt only.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
yankee.
trng was gd today actually.
i think there's really alot of hope / potential. and honestly, i think we're doing better; learning faster w/o any kind of pressure. like no stupid drop balls and stuff like that. just need to up the sense of urgency and hunger to improve more then will become nice nice.
to me, i felt that as i kinda like teach... i kinda like learn more. its like... u become more aware of the what to do and the what nots. i think it's really gd and applicable to the vision part of the game.
looking back at TP, i really miss TP. what i really miss abt TP is the sports scene and then the marketing lectures and coursemates. we've got the extremes. hahas.
i've probably made some wrong choices. maybe i should have rebelled against SAA and put touch as my priority in yr 1. its probably more enriching and life long.
honestly, the technical side of bowling was really unpleasant with the coach like that and collegiate league a big F. if its not for the super fun loving girls team i had in yr 3, i reall would have died long ago.
i mean like.. for bowling, i've been trying so hard, fighting so hard all these yrs. just as when i was almost up for the national team, something just had to happen and turn it all around. it very sad you know. hahas. plus, lugging all the bowling balls up and down a bus is a killer. the b4 and after trng kills ok.
sometimes, ppl are just at the wrong place, wrong time, while others just get what they want w/o even putting in effort. that's how the world works. it's never unfair. its fair only if u say so.
anyways.
b4 that, i went L&T with josias to get pedals and stem for my bike. ahhas. red ones. whooootts.
BUT. we walked ar.. for 1HR 45 MINS. i was pushing my bike coz jo didn't have his bike with him. so like.. with my speedometer.. we walked like 5km ok. hahahs. around tampines and got lost. hahas. the shop's like some where around sun plaza park there but we walked to duno where.
so,
i left my bike at the bike shop. and tmr, i'll go and zeng it properly with money that i've saved up, and still not buying a flash for my camera.. ((:
now, i'm like looking through all the sites with excellent shiney bike parts. kill me. hahas. so gian about everything man. if only i'm like rich in monetary wise. hahas. nah, i'm still happy, and not gg to accept SIM until NTU double reject me. haha. random.
ok. this email i got from glen. interesting.... it's about a 38pt handbook in life.
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra cla! ss but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
35. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
36. The best is yet to come.
37. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.
Last but not the least:
38. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.
i think there's really alot of hope / potential. and honestly, i think we're doing better; learning faster w/o any kind of pressure. like no stupid drop balls and stuff like that. just need to up the sense of urgency and hunger to improve more then will become nice nice.
to me, i felt that as i kinda like teach... i kinda like learn more. its like... u become more aware of the what to do and the what nots. i think it's really gd and applicable to the vision part of the game.
looking back at TP, i really miss TP. what i really miss abt TP is the sports scene and then the marketing lectures and coursemates. we've got the extremes. hahas.
i've probably made some wrong choices. maybe i should have rebelled against SAA and put touch as my priority in yr 1. its probably more enriching and life long.
honestly, the technical side of bowling was really unpleasant with the coach like that and collegiate league a big F. if its not for the super fun loving girls team i had in yr 3, i reall would have died long ago.
i mean like.. for bowling, i've been trying so hard, fighting so hard all these yrs. just as when i was almost up for the national team, something just had to happen and turn it all around. it very sad you know. hahas. plus, lugging all the bowling balls up and down a bus is a killer. the b4 and after trng kills ok.
sometimes, ppl are just at the wrong place, wrong time, while others just get what they want w/o even putting in effort. that's how the world works. it's never unfair. its fair only if u say so.
anyways.
b4 that, i went L&T with josias to get pedals and stem for my bike. ahhas. red ones. whooootts.
BUT. we walked ar.. for 1HR 45 MINS. i was pushing my bike coz jo didn't have his bike with him. so like.. with my speedometer.. we walked like 5km ok. hahahs. around tampines and got lost. hahas. the shop's like some where around sun plaza park there but we walked to duno where.
so,
i left my bike at the bike shop. and tmr, i'll go and zeng it properly with money that i've saved up, and still not buying a flash for my camera.. ((:
now, i'm like looking through all the sites with excellent shiney bike parts. kill me. hahas. so gian about everything man. if only i'm like rich in monetary wise. hahas. nah, i'm still happy, and not gg to accept SIM until NTU double reject me. haha. random.
ok. this email i got from glen. interesting.... it's about a 38pt handbook in life.
Health:
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer.
6. Play more games.
7. Read more books than you did in 2008.
8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
9. Sleep for 7 hours.
10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
Personality:
11. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
16. Dream more while you are awake.
17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
18. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
21. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
22. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra cla! ss but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
23. Smile and laugh more.
24. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
Society:
25. Call your family often.
26. Each day give something good to others.
27. Forgive everyone for everything.
28. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
29. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
30. What other people think of you is none of your business.
31. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
Life:
32. Do the right thing!
33. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
34. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
35. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
36. The best is yet to come.
37. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.
Last but not the least:
38. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.
slow
played laser tag today for the first time. was damn fun. though it was a short 12mins, it felt damn long and tiring... but its super fun. ahhas.
i really enjoyed myself and the company. (:
today the first trng in so long that i felt so tired.
felt that i was slowing everything down.
bad hands and felt damn hard to push off.
but, its good because i'm finally learning alot rather than at one corner doing the same thing over and over again.
just pray that this bangkok trip will really push me up as a player. i've got to step up more and faster. be more patient and calm and really have more confidence. just dont care what ppl think of u. just do and do it well.
so.
tmr's church camp.
not going BECAUSE the camp comm said i was late in replying and so on. haha. hey. i got my reasons k. coz of the sch stuff ok. whatever. i initially wanted to go.. now.. just dont feel like it anymore. last time.. no matter how late the reply was, if anyone wanted to go church camp, they would make effort to do smth abt it. this time.. ah. heck it.
and i thought this could be a salvaging point for me.
well, i can save the money for bangkok though. hah. next wk man! (:
i miss my friends who are overseas, esp geraldyne.
samantha, abigail, STEPHY SIM. ahhas. and, i'm gg to miss more ):
i really enjoyed myself and the company. (:
today the first trng in so long that i felt so tired.
felt that i was slowing everything down.
bad hands and felt damn hard to push off.
but, its good because i'm finally learning alot rather than at one corner doing the same thing over and over again.
just pray that this bangkok trip will really push me up as a player. i've got to step up more and faster. be more patient and calm and really have more confidence. just dont care what ppl think of u. just do and do it well.
so.
tmr's church camp.
not going BECAUSE the camp comm said i was late in replying and so on. haha. hey. i got my reasons k. coz of the sch stuff ok. whatever. i initially wanted to go.. now.. just dont feel like it anymore. last time.. no matter how late the reply was, if anyone wanted to go church camp, they would make effort to do smth abt it. this time.. ah. heck it.
and i thought this could be a salvaging point for me.
well, i can save the money for bangkok though. hah. next wk man! (:
i miss my friends who are overseas, esp geraldyne.
samantha, abigail, STEPHY SIM. ahhas. and, i'm gg to miss more ):
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
7th time
i failed.
this time, with surya. (: hahhs. she's gg with me the next time.
3 immediate and 20 demerit. hahas. such a waste.
too much careless mistake. i think i was too nervous. hate taking tests like such.
this time, with surya. (: hahhs. she's gg with me the next time.
3 immediate and 20 demerit. hahas. such a waste.
too much careless mistake. i think i was too nervous. hate taking tests like such.
Monday, June 08, 2009
eXtra.
bah.
now they have a CCA priority list.
if only i had that in my time.
then, i can just escape the useless claws of U. L. K. who just knows how to drink coffee with mum and suck in the sch's money.
then, life would be different for me now.
things would be better.
more pleasant.
i really want to get better.
not just to prove to anyone, but make myself feel more confident.
and then, ppl won't give ugly judgments so much.
been hearing things abt 21st dec 2012.
the end of times.
abt planet X and its catastrophic effects.
it seemed to be linked with how the Bible puts it as the coming of Christ, the death of the earth, the end of an era. however, in the Bible, it states that no one knows and no one will know when it'll happen.
however, the sheer similarities between those ppl of gives scientific explainations and the Word of God just gives me an eerie feeling that it may be true. but then again, no one knows.
at the current state of me,
i may just as well be left behind.
i dont want that.
but then again, i deserve it.
i say that i am not worthy of His love. but then again, God is ultimately gracious and forgiving, yet jealous. i, knowing that's right and wrong, chooses the wrong thing. its like u're at the fork of the road, at the entrance of a wrong beginning.
for now, it may just be wrongful mental choices and decisions. next time, it'll be the deadly actions.
i just dont know what i want.
i dont know what i want to achieve out of all of this. i know it really doesn't matter in the end and it's only ur relationship with God is impt.
then here i am, not bothering to maintain it. its more like.. being lazy to do something abt it.
pray for me i guess.
i'm probably just a wrong sheep, limping in an assumption that i'm doing the wrong things right. if my life has to end now, i am gg to be v disappointed. does God have a liquid-paper that erases my name off the book of life?
darn scared. afraid and yet, stubborn.
now they have a CCA priority list.
if only i had that in my time.
then, i can just escape the useless claws of U. L. K. who just knows how to drink coffee with mum and suck in the sch's money.
then, life would be different for me now.
things would be better.
more pleasant.
i really want to get better.
not just to prove to anyone, but make myself feel more confident.
and then, ppl won't give ugly judgments so much.
been hearing things abt 21st dec 2012.
the end of times.
abt planet X and its catastrophic effects.
it seemed to be linked with how the Bible puts it as the coming of Christ, the death of the earth, the end of an era. however, in the Bible, it states that no one knows and no one will know when it'll happen.
however, the sheer similarities between those ppl of gives scientific explainations and the Word of God just gives me an eerie feeling that it may be true. but then again, no one knows.
at the current state of me,
i may just as well be left behind.
i dont want that.
but then again, i deserve it.
i say that i am not worthy of His love. but then again, God is ultimately gracious and forgiving, yet jealous. i, knowing that's right and wrong, chooses the wrong thing. its like u're at the fork of the road, at the entrance of a wrong beginning.
for now, it may just be wrongful mental choices and decisions. next time, it'll be the deadly actions.
i just dont know what i want.
i dont know what i want to achieve out of all of this. i know it really doesn't matter in the end and it's only ur relationship with God is impt.
then here i am, not bothering to maintain it. its more like.. being lazy to do something abt it.
pray for me i guess.
i'm probably just a wrong sheep, limping in an assumption that i'm doing the wrong things right. if my life has to end now, i am gg to be v disappointed. does God have a liquid-paper that erases my name off the book of life?
darn scared. afraid and yet, stubborn.
Nebo
nebo touch today.
honestly, was real happy to play as a TPiranha once again. that drive and everything. somemore, with izzy, syaz and surya. we didn't had a proper senior closure game tgt man. we'd always have RSN. this yr.. no news. ):
today,
i think we're damn close. too close. we should have been more serious in wanting to learn and execute gd drills. gd opportunity to try out. rarely u get a comp that's like competitive and yet relax. rarely.
we're loosing games to like 3-2 2-1 4-3 and so on if i rmbr correctly. its like. ahhas, major wasted. personally, my performance like went down as the day went on. it seemed to take forever to get back onside.
but, on the whole, damn tired.
ytd stl, today this.
but wake up call- need to work on my fitness bad.
went meet up with friends after that. haji lane shisha. safest w/o the toxic shit.
fun to just chill out. but feeling damn tired when u're all dirty and still sticky.
sch's in like 3 wks.
i haven't sent in acceptance letter.
neither have i paid sch fees.
all i think of now is cancelling all my road trips.
and waiting for NTU to double reject me. ): damn sad.
u know.
sometimes, i feel that i'm always at the wrong place, at the wrong time. its not like the instantaneous situation kind. its like those kind... u feel that the world is so bloody unfair. i duno how can i elaborate on this w/o making myself feel as if i'm damn arrogant or what, but seriously, things just keep slipping through my fingers. and u know, i think its time that i start choosing my friends. not materialistically, but really base on how they are to you. also not say like practially or what, but really, follow what ur heart says. no point clinging onto it so hard. u know, sometimes, ppl can really tell if u are really genuine or just making use of u? yep. thats the thing. ya ya. bible says thou shall love ur enemies as urselves. hahas. but they are not my enemies, they are just...the not so nice and genuine friends.
another one.
to stay or not to stay.
everyone seems to be leaving. those staying are those who's gonna leave soon for studies overseas. one thing, i can say that i've grown much in this club in terms of skill wise coz i'm out of the old environment. yea, i've learnt.. but that's only like during the 1st 2months when we're playing so darn well tgt as newly formed team... even thrashing other clubs.
then, reshufflements. rearrangements w/o prior notice or information to our players. then the total negligence and eventually led to like. 2-5% attendance of the team.
TA-DAH. we lost every game.
tragic huh.
if i'd leave for somewhere else, i'm not sure if i'm able to grow. all thanks to my inferiority and deep down self-esteem, i hinder all my room for improvements. chickening out to try more things on the field. tmd.
HAIZ. damn sian.
should just stop all these nonsense and go into full time mountain biking, getting more severe and mulitple injuries each time.
honestly, was real happy to play as a TPiranha once again. that drive and everything. somemore, with izzy, syaz and surya. we didn't had a proper senior closure game tgt man. we'd always have RSN. this yr.. no news. ):
today,
i think we're damn close. too close. we should have been more serious in wanting to learn and execute gd drills. gd opportunity to try out. rarely u get a comp that's like competitive and yet relax. rarely.
we're loosing games to like 3-2 2-1 4-3 and so on if i rmbr correctly. its like. ahhas, major wasted. personally, my performance like went down as the day went on. it seemed to take forever to get back onside.
but, on the whole, damn tired.
ytd stl, today this.
but wake up call- need to work on my fitness bad.
went meet up with friends after that. haji lane shisha. safest w/o the toxic shit.
fun to just chill out. but feeling damn tired when u're all dirty and still sticky.
sch's in like 3 wks.
i haven't sent in acceptance letter.
neither have i paid sch fees.
all i think of now is cancelling all my road trips.
and waiting for NTU to double reject me. ): damn sad.
u know.
sometimes, i feel that i'm always at the wrong place, at the wrong time. its not like the instantaneous situation kind. its like those kind... u feel that the world is so bloody unfair. i duno how can i elaborate on this w/o making myself feel as if i'm damn arrogant or what, but seriously, things just keep slipping through my fingers. and u know, i think its time that i start choosing my friends. not materialistically, but really base on how they are to you. also not say like practially or what, but really, follow what ur heart says. no point clinging onto it so hard. u know, sometimes, ppl can really tell if u are really genuine or just making use of u? yep. thats the thing. ya ya. bible says thou shall love ur enemies as urselves. hahas. but they are not my enemies, they are just...the not so nice and genuine friends.
another one.
to stay or not to stay.
everyone seems to be leaving. those staying are those who's gonna leave soon for studies overseas. one thing, i can say that i've grown much in this club in terms of skill wise coz i'm out of the old environment. yea, i've learnt.. but that's only like during the 1st 2months when we're playing so darn well tgt as newly formed team... even thrashing other clubs.
then, reshufflements. rearrangements w/o prior notice or information to our players. then the total negligence and eventually led to like. 2-5% attendance of the team.
TA-DAH. we lost every game.
tragic huh.
if i'd leave for somewhere else, i'm not sure if i'm able to grow. all thanks to my inferiority and deep down self-esteem, i hinder all my room for improvements. chickening out to try more things on the field. tmd.
HAIZ. damn sian.
should just stop all these nonsense and go into full time mountain biking, getting more severe and mulitple injuries each time.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
20mins
one of the longest 20mins ever.
3 subs ar.
against blacks. quite happy i scored one today.
but i made the stupidest mistake ever.
u know when u do drill.. sometimes u dont do with the defenders. so i called a move with claudia and i dump the ball infront of her w/o anyone infront of me. hahas. the refree also like stunned tio. hahas.
yea.
met up with estee hakim dal and roy seet today for dinner. nice. (: been long since i sat downa and talk nonsense with these bunch of ppl. HAHA. missing tp ppl man.
the mayan calender (research youtube for this) is sad to end on 21st dec 2012. the Bible states that no one knows when will the Lord come onto earth again. false prophets will emerge and more disaters and illnesses. just like now.
anyway.
i feel so so... tied up now.
why is referrant leadership so essential now. this leads to biasness and questions of friendships.
3 subs ar.
against blacks. quite happy i scored one today.
but i made the stupidest mistake ever.
u know when u do drill.. sometimes u dont do with the defenders. so i called a move with claudia and i dump the ball infront of her w/o anyone infront of me. hahas. the refree also like stunned tio. hahas.
yea.
met up with estee hakim dal and roy seet today for dinner. nice. (: been long since i sat downa and talk nonsense with these bunch of ppl. HAHA. missing tp ppl man.
the mayan calender (research youtube for this) is sad to end on 21st dec 2012. the Bible states that no one knows when will the Lord come onto earth again. false prophets will emerge and more disaters and illnesses. just like now.
anyway.
i feel so so... tied up now.
why is referrant leadership so essential now. this leads to biasness and questions of friendships.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
world environment day
helped out with HSBC's world environment day.
out at Sungei Buloh and the office building whole day taking photos. i am drained.
sun's so hot. kid's energy level is limitless. and my back hurt today.
phew.
HSBC's a gd company.
alot of company responsibility.
i like.
one of them asked coz they need an intern.
WASTED. imagine my yr 3's SIP there. shiok pls.
hmmmm.
this might just be an alternative route.
out at Sungei Buloh and the office building whole day taking photos. i am drained.
sun's so hot. kid's energy level is limitless. and my back hurt today.
phew.
HSBC's a gd company.
alot of company responsibility.
i like.
one of them asked coz they need an intern.
WASTED. imagine my yr 3's SIP there. shiok pls.
hmmmm.
this might just be an alternative route.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
announcements.
i want to cry alrdy.
yes, i finally got offered the place in SIM.
tmd.
sch starts on 6th July. that's like.... 3 wks?! tmd tmd. ):
i still haven't done alot of things on my checklist. ):
sucks.
and. when is NTU gg to double reject me? do it soon pls. i dont want to draggg on and on and on.
but one gd thing, with SIM, i'm gg to grad on 30th Dec 2010 and that's like next yr. siaow.
yea, and i just recieved news that i got 2 merit awards for TP CCA awards ceremony; but not the one i'd expected.
think think think.
yes, i finally got offered the place in SIM.
tmd.
sch starts on 6th July. that's like.... 3 wks?! tmd tmd. ):
i still haven't done alot of things on my checklist. ):
sucks.
and. when is NTU gg to double reject me? do it soon pls. i dont want to draggg on and on and on.
but one gd thing, with SIM, i'm gg to grad on 30th Dec 2010 and that's like next yr. siaow.
yea, and i just recieved news that i got 2 merit awards for TP CCA awards ceremony; but not the one i'd expected.
think think think.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
6th time
on prac 5.
6 demerit pts and 2 immediate failures.
i think i did well.
all the courses all under the timing. (:
the prob i had was e exiting of fig 8 and bike stalled at crank course
i duno why i'm still down these few days.
but i thank God because friends from overseas wrote to me these few days. very very timely. makes me feel so so loved. (:
maybe i'm thinking...??
6 demerit pts and 2 immediate failures.
i think i did well.
all the courses all under the timing. (:
the prob i had was e exiting of fig 8 and bike stalled at crank course
i duno why i'm still down these few days.
but i thank God because friends from overseas wrote to me these few days. very very timely. makes me feel so so loved. (:
maybe i'm thinking...??
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
river.
the theme: excite!
(forgot to put on this montage itself. :/ )
montage ppl called... my photo got selected to be exhibited on Sat at Suntec.
won the open category 2 yrs back.. didn't manage to win anything this year. ): gotta find new ways of getting $$ for my pedals, stem and SO ON.
swimming was gd today. learnt alot. poon c s. what a coincidence. this guy watched me grew up since i was in pri sch. hahas.
went out with the girls.
played scramble on eve's phone. super addicted to that game.
felt emo for no apparent reason today.
i feel like watching water move or wave crash. hahas. any idea why?
HAIZ.
Monday, June 01, 2009
Sundown
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ok.
the run went fine. my backached at 3k.. so i stopped, stretched and ran slowly.
i think abt 1h 30 mins or so... hahahs. i started out finishing a 10k with 1h 15mins.. then the more i run.. the slower i get sia. hahahas.
went back to see the finisher of the marathons. so proud of our church guys man. (:
oh yea. sat morng. we lost the impt semifinals to UWC.
there goes another medal... after alll the long months of hard fights and committments. i think STL should award 3rd placing since there's so many teams in one cate. tmd.
so after last night, this morng, blacks funtouch. almost died. i think we didn't really play well. we had many many many scores out of the deadball line coz we're blind to see the small side cones.
tired.
then met up with church friends for dinner and L4D.
i'm really like halfdead.
legs are sore.
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