last note

b4 i leave...

i thought my last post would be my last. but yea. this one.

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i duno why. but right now. i just finished packing and everything. been blasting myself will Hillsongs with iTunes... excellent.


in fact. i was packing my room alittle b4 i leave. i came by some stuff that was from u. had a box loads of stuff. stuff that u gave. stuff that tells stories. hahas. heck it. thats not the point.


there's so much random questions running through my mind. questions that don't matter. its like a train of analysis.


situations mould ppl. adults thinking like teenagers. ppl blogging for attention. sports injuries. my mum. when mum's older. when my friends go NS. 5 months later. sports ppl get misjudged. ppl show favouritism towards other ppl. bgr. unwanted bgr. injustice. not sleeping early when you can. ppl not optimizing time. facebook is getting mad. economy is changing perspectives. national sporting groups.

and the list goes on...


really. it really shows how i'm not focused, unprepared, and ready to get hit by the greatest force if i'm not careful. i really pray. pray for protection. for obedience. for humility. for grace. for love. for patience. for hope. and for, heart.



amen.