last night,
i had a hard time sleeping.

i was coughing for 1 hr when i laid my head on my sweet pillow.
coughing all day.
my left calf was also aching. its not those short-lived sharp cramps... its like.. a suttle long sheer pain.


so.
mum came into the room prepared, shoving in a spoon full of disgusting black cough mixture. hahas. i went to the kitchen and get my hotpack and placed it under my calf to loosen the muscle.



crazy.



woke up at 2pm. felt sick whole day.
nonetheless. i went for trng! hahas. field closed. so we did fitness at the small grass patch at the sides. suicides, normal drills and stuff.
thank God it wasn't that tiring.




i've really been thinking alot lately.
i really dont know it i've got the courage and energy to start it all over again.
i dont want. i'm not exactly lost u know. i'm just being whiny, irritating and hesitant. i need to talk to you. like soon. like... real soon. i dont know what's up. oh man. so emo. i need life.