random.

today many days,
i sucked.
i cannot be this stagnant anymore. really. HELLOS.

frustrated. with myself.

i like the fitness part of it coz its so much better when i'm doing with them.
but anyohhow. i sucked today.




ANYWAYY.


after trng, got home to find that my sis' hamster died.





we decided to burry it anyway. went all the way downstairs to burry it. hope the cats wont find it.



ok. tell u smth pathetic of me. ytd night, i knew that smth was flying in my room. i thought it was like a beetle or so. then nvm. after like half an hour. this HUGE cockroach was like climbing up on my cupboard in front of me. it was huge. maybe like the size of my coach's mutated bowling thumb? i freaked out and screeeemed like a freaking irritatinng freaked out girl. hahah.
then almost immediately, i closed the lid of my laptop and ran to my mum's room to SLEEP. omg. pathetic to the max.

and that's when i found out my strongest weakness with regards to insects. i dislike insects being in MY ROOM. ahha. the funny thing is, in mission trips, i can have spiders, big beetles, moths and wadsoeva flying around when i slp.. and like big fat spiders beside or smth. i'm like super ok and not so freaked out. just make sure they dun climb into my sleeping bag when i sleep. or like during random camps, i can like watch the cockraoach craw around or maybe like chase it out.
but when its in my rooom, i totally detest e idea of it. bah. pathetic max can. now i have a huge can of Baygon on my table top, right within reach. i really dont like flying insects. its seems like.. really no air control over them. the airspace belongs to them.


http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/337625/1/.html hail stones in Singapore. WAKE UP ppl. GLOBAL WARMING.




abit random. mr. joseph lim started bowling in KC. and now another mr. joseph lim has started the cca in my pri sch, shps. haha. i was shocked coz i thought it was the same guy. but glad to see that SHPS is doing really well in acadamics and sports.