away

ok. i'll be away from tmr (Mon- Thursday).
i'm gg with friends to Malaysia for a holiday. haha. amazing. i havent been overseas for a holiday since primary school. its either mission trips/camps. that's nice.


ok. today was very bad.

i am SICK.
high fever
bodyaches. everwhere.
sorethroat

i woke up at like 4am coz i was feeling super uncomfortable and my temp was 39 deg. ahha. i was kinda expecting this but not to this extreme. last night, i was very tired and amazingly didn't have any appetite. i thought it was just the whole-day-in-the-sun feeling and pure fatigue.

but its worse i guess. my back almost killed me today. once i'm in a sitting position, i can't move alot coz my back would ache. ahha. talk abt wanting to do my make-up fitness today man.


and i went for Qing Ming Jie today. clap hands pls.
after that, came home to be bed ridden will night.
now my fever is 38.8 and i'm really worried abt tmr.


dear God, pls heal me man. haha. if it's probably that u dun want me to go overseas, show me an obvious sign man. thanks. haha.



ok. here are some photos. abit lazy to tag.. yea.








ok so cute 'deco of other.. people. haha.




may i be well in 8hrs time! (:

back.

ok. my back hurts alot. even till now. bah. i have one conclusion. even since that hard fall at the bedok int in 2007, everytime i have my monthly friend, it'll hurt aching lot. so much that i have to lie down so that the bone can rub against the hard ground.

not nice.


anyways. we survived 2 games back to back today.
first was with LFS. 8-7 to us.
kns. tight fight i'd say. coz like the first half we're loosing quite badly until suria scored first in the 2nd half and i think we picked it up from there. all i can say that i can be a higher score if the ref can have his and her view from 360 degrees. we touch, nver see. they touch, sure can see. even if its a try, ALSO like that. win alrdy lor. we really wanted to win it badly.
thank God for marli who rightfully claim that nic's try was valid, if not it would have been a wth-draw..


2nd game with AISS. 10-1 to us.
ok, was lucky. all our scores were like either burn or break through during quickie or like catch them off guard. i scored one because i think they thought that the ref was their men or smth. so i ran into the ref b4 she cleared the way. and by then, i was through. they could have caught me coz i know they're fast. but they gave up once the break through. i could have scored another one with my FINALLY ONE convincing fake, but ref was this time really in the way and by the time i got clearance, both defs closed up on me alrdy.
we played a safe game luh. not much moves done.


as for me, quick subs was all i had to ask today. my back was aching and i was really disappointed that i couldn't give it more for the 2nd game. during the first game, it was yet another wake up call to improve my fitness and speed. and again, very disappointing coz i still cannot find a significant amount of confidence to step up harder.

seriously, after playing the 1st game, the fact that i was facing more caucasians was like daunting me. i kept psychoing myself that i can do this. bah. wth. they're younger, much faster and alive. we really should work up to there.


saw azlina running after a guy today. omg, i've nv nv nv seen her run like that. the muscular guy was running at super top speed after he broke through and was nearing the try line. azlina from duno where run up like mad and touch him. omg. everyone was in awe. the guy was fast. but she's faster.. she's a lady and i think he should be feeling v wth. haha. az should just continue her touch trng and rep singapore in 100m Sprint or even hurdles. haha.



i think we should not take coach for granted. just felt like saying that. not that we are now, but i hope we will never ever do that.


anyway. the church had bbq today. wanted to go, but after i realised that i didn't know the exact location and didn't have the patience to talk it over on the phone with eve, i shall just go home and have a big fat rest for my back.

10,000 BC

hmm. gd visual effects. from the director of 'The Day After Tomorrow', my all time favourite movie. ahha. i've realised that when the director tries to emphasize the vast greatness of Earth, he would place like 2 men walking on the planet and the rotating camera goes around them wide-angledly.

anyway. i think over all not that bad la. duno y the ratings were so bad. probably the spirit part that helped the girl come back to life was too supernatural for such a supposedly realistic movie.




after that. she had to meet her friend n it was only like 8pm plus. i went cine to see the photos. and bah. i didn't get into the top 20. one of my fav out was out. i hope he'll win it. but i didn't like some. if i had knew it was more like a 90% relevance to the theme (rather than the sounding 60%), i wouldn't have sent in those photos. would probably take some makeshift stupid shots.


walked at john little. havent been there for like ages. used to go there after ballet lessons with mommy when in primary sch. ahha. now the Specialist Centre has been pulled down, making John Little move to Orchad Emerald there.

decided to take a look the women's make up section. ahha.. it was at the main entrance somemore. i was so colourful and birght.. boy. big business luh. i realised this market is quite profitable luh. a small colour pencil can worth up to $20. omgs.
then at the clothing section. i saw this girl, probably around 14 yrs old, asking her dad which top he prefers. and her mum and dad were like giving the typical mom-and-dad answers. omg. i didn't know i missed shoppping like that with mom and dad tgt lars.

ok. so anyway. on the way home, for some reason, i missed daddy. i looked at the coffeeshop next to the library. it was once A&W. so much memoraries. i loved the waffles there. on dad's off days, we'd PURPOSELY wake up early, just to reach there at 10.55am for the breakfast-only waffles. i rmbr there's scramble eggs and sausages. and plus the orange juice in the transparent plastic cup. for the Poon family, to wake up at that time for fun was a feat.

on days dad work night shifts, he'd be home by 1120am like that. sometimes, he'd drop by A&W, just to surprise me with A&W breakfast. when he'e home, he'll TA-DAH me with the breakfast by secretly knocking on the gate. ok, when i was way much younger, it really excites me with someone knocks at the gate, especially knowing dad is at it. hahha. he'll be reeking with his aeroplane pertoluem + sweat + oil + dirt smell. blech.

but it was his signature smell.

i will always rmbr how his key sounds when he unlocks the door. i know the sound of the keys when one's coming home. dad uses the long ah-bengish chain so i more or less know it.

so today, on the way home, i actually teared mans. more like i allowed it to happen. coz from downstairs, i saw that the house lights are switched off, so no one's home yet. so i allowed myself to render the past. emo crap. but yet, i miss him duh. bah. unfair unfair unfair.



ok. ANYWAY. i should slp and prepare for tmr's game. haha. (:

random.

today many days,
i sucked.
i cannot be this stagnant anymore. really. HELLOS.

frustrated. with myself.

i like the fitness part of it coz its so much better when i'm doing with them.
but anyohhow. i sucked today.




ANYWAYY.


after trng, got home to find that my sis' hamster died.





we decided to burry it anyway. went all the way downstairs to burry it. hope the cats wont find it.



ok. tell u smth pathetic of me. ytd night, i knew that smth was flying in my room. i thought it was like a beetle or so. then nvm. after like half an hour. this HUGE cockroach was like climbing up on my cupboard in front of me. it was huge. maybe like the size of my coach's mutated bowling thumb? i freaked out and screeeemed like a freaking irritatinng freaked out girl. hahah.
then almost immediately, i closed the lid of my laptop and ran to my mum's room to SLEEP. omg. pathetic to the max.

and that's when i found out my strongest weakness with regards to insects. i dislike insects being in MY ROOM. ahha. the funny thing is, in mission trips, i can have spiders, big beetles, moths and wadsoeva flying around when i slp.. and like big fat spiders beside or smth. i'm like super ok and not so freaked out. just make sure they dun climb into my sleeping bag when i sleep. or like during random camps, i can like watch the cockraoach craw around or maybe like chase it out.
but when its in my rooom, i totally detest e idea of it. bah. pathetic max can. now i have a huge can of Baygon on my table top, right within reach. i really dont like flying insects. its seems like.. really no air control over them. the airspace belongs to them.


http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/337625/1/.html hail stones in Singapore. WAKE UP ppl. GLOBAL WARMING.




abit random. mr. joseph lim started bowling in KC. and now another mr. joseph lim has started the cca in my pri sch, shps. haha. i was shocked coz i thought it was the same guy. but glad to see that SHPS is doing really well in acadamics and sports.

none

the meeting was like wth. it was supposed to be a meeting with AC, DD and duno wad manager.
ok. so... there was me, randall and huasheng only.

and AC didn't know abt it. they were all there.
DD was free and seemed to know nothing abt it.


so i think we figured out there were some false statements gg around.
thanks huh.

wasted my whole afternoon on smth that can be dealth with over e email.



ok. after that. bowling trng. had inconsistent shots. and i'm reallly carrying the ball too much. swing it.


then was cell. was ok. smths just seem not so 'gd' this few days.



anyways. i had a dream last night. b4 i slp, i asekd God abt plans for this yr's mission trip.. in the dream, i rmbring happily taking photos of the nice scenery and stuff like that.. at night. until. there were 5 vehicles, 3 vehicles fell off from duno where and plunging into the cold water. no one was died or injured. i was in one of the fallen vehicels.
when i woke up (still in the dream), first thing that came to my mind were my camera equippments. haha. they were amazingly fine despite being soaked in water. and my mum, who surprisingly was also in the trip was ok..


ok. ya. the dream was abit freaky. but yea, pray for this yr's trip to be safe. i hope joelle's trip gg well over there.




I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you


u know that emo song by avril lavigne? keeps playing in my head man.

defensive mode.

oks. haha. so the girls agreed that fitness was tiring today. thank God! at least i'm not the only one. HAHA.BUT. they did NOT do the jessica alba fitness that i did ytd. ok la, well done marian. :/

i duno abt today's trng. but i do know that this area is one of the rare few areas that i'm probably worth playing for this team though. haha. all the more, i have to improve it and really really exploit it and make it to my advantage, esp to the team's advantage.


haha. and today, we discussed: mode of punishment. capt suggested that instead of paying $1 when we're late w/o a valid reason (or like not bringing wadeva u need to bring), we do TEAM punishment. and the catch is, the offender DO NOT do it. haha. thus, feeling gulity and stuff. the offender would then be is less likely to make the same mistake.

ok. my stand is this.
by doing tt, ppl would actualy not want to make that offence because she would not want to feel bad/guilt for the team. in a long run, i may become like a habit that u work for the sake of 'not feeling guilty'.
i'm suggesting that..
if u're late/dun bring the stuff, it means that u do not put in effort. and in that case, u should not even but given a chance to train. thus, to not make it so harsh, for the 1hr of the time of ur arrival, u do not train. u join in after that.
(or maybe like. if u're late for 15mins. once u've gotten ready, u sit out at the field of the no. of mins u're late) so, when u're punctual or make an effort to not be forgetful, it shows that u really want to put in ur best, on ur part, for the team. ahhaha.
ok, sounds propegenda.

thats wad my bowling team in sec sch did. i know charlyn would rmbr it. hahah. back then, we're a competitative bunch, and if like we dun train for that 20mins or so, we would individually make it up by training ourselves secretly. haha. thats how badly we wanted to be playing for B div. mr. lim came out with that punishment and i improvised on it.

ok. and u know wad, heck it.
we should not even be thinking that way. this is because, all of us should already make effort to give in our 100% even b4 trng. bah.



ok. next.




i so have to say this.
i dun like ppl to turn to defensive mode. and that includes me.
i do have my reasons why i make that call or make that decision, and of course, u have yours. yes, u dont have to fully agree with me coz in the game, the situation may be seen from a different pt of view. however, i would appreciate if u dun be defensive abt it. haha. no la, i'm not referring to any individual. its wad i've realised over the many months.
for me, and when u start to get defensive when we're reasoning out with each other, i'd probably try to make out a understanding reason but would succumb to defensive mode. and after that, u'll be realising that i'm showing it on my face. so yes, that's my weakness.

but yea, once in a while, being defensive is not that all harmful. at least, u're fighting for smth u believe in and wanting to achieve it.
so i pray that i'll be quick to respond in a more and highly positive way, and i pray that everyone would be slow to respond so quickly w/o thinking.
(see that its a 2 way thing?)

but i really pray that we'll all be understanding. i'm not expecting that to like happen miraculously on the field during the game. but when we're off the field, we're probably in a more fit condition to talk and be rational abt it.


ok. lastly. i also do not like ppl who chooses their friends for wadeva reasons that would benefit that individual. be it my bowling, sch, church, rugby, dah dah dah, there are ppl of such. i really dun like ppl to use ppl. blech. its like...wth. i know i shouldn't be judging, but i'm not sure if i should be thankful for a sensitive heart. not in a bad emo way, but like.. how i'm abt to feel about something, so strongly that i would want to do something abt it, if not i'll feel uncomfortable. wth.



heck it.


i just want to improve faster. and, i really should start feeling confident of myself, coz i've been robbed of my confidence in yr 1. haha. and that incident really made a drastic change in every aspect of my life.
move on faster girl. haha. i should really heck it and start stepping up faster.
this is sloooow.
c'mmon. its my last yr boy.


anyways. tuedays are the most tiring days for me. with fitness and trng the day b4, and trng again, plus the work. its like, thank God for giving me such thing as objectives and motivation. if not, i'd probably not want to put in effort..

ohoh. i cut and highlighted my hair. vain pot.haha. i was alittle surprised that he cut so much!! but OK la. i am satisfied and happy. coz its like... i can tie, but if i dun tie, its not that hot anyway. best.

lastly, thanks nic. haha.

4,7

haah after today's fitness, the no. 4 & 7 do not go together.
hahah.

4 sets of 4 x 70m sprints.

this one really makes u tired fast. on e 2nd set, it was harder than i thought. seriously, i miss the girls when i'm doing all these alone.

4 x 50m
2 x 500m (sprint jog 50m)
2 x 40m
2 x 60m

hahaha. boy.

i think my elephants on the thighs are trying hard to be giraffes but have probably given up at the 500m. hahahaahaha.


bowling. ok. highs and lows again 18 15 16 haha.
saw the bowlers in sch today! (:

and i saw estee loi! ((:

supposed to gym with sx today. but pangsehed again! hahaa. and again, after all the running felt fitter and wanted to go to the gym. but there were boys again. ggrrr.


i want to sing. play and sing, sing and play all night.
i want to have sound proof doors. i dont like ppl to hear me.

ROM

so. Happy Easter everyone!
i ate like 3 egggs today. like hard boiled kind.



applause to the Women's ministry.


personal fav shot. he was likke "beware of this girl.. she's everywhere with that big black thing" when i took this. and the cross is shinnnning! hahhaa. he's the youth leader of mission last yr, and many other yrs as well. and someone who can have a debreif for 2hrs in the cold nights of Thailand. hahahaa. *salutes.

after church, i saw DANIEL LIM. super pleasantly surprised. his presence perked up the rest of the day. coz all of us were feeling very blech with the warm-sunny-no-breeze weather and stuff like that. but i saw him while walking to take a bus to meet my mama. he looked gd, and it really brings back those times where he and nigel would come to my house and jam. more like.. he teaching us all the tricks and niffs abt the guits. he's a PRO. and i really loved the company. i love his songs too. boy. we had a gd 'ol hand shake and catch up a little, coz he was rushing off to... JAM. ahahha.
he's also one of the rare few friends that i treasure alot. i miss jamming. nigel lum! are u reading this. hahhahahahaha.



so. so anyways. my sis' ROM today! happy coz its like, a once in a life time thing. and james, her.. husband... hahaha, was so anxious b4 the ceremony. mrs tan.
abit cute luh hur.
both of them very alike.. mentioning how he got his tie at $2 and her dress and like $39 or smth. its like ROM day and still like that.


haha. he's 2 yrs younger than she is. but happy couple i'd say.

so here's the Poon family.

its getting smalllller. ): sis is like aka. mrs tan. i'm sure dad's smiling ALOT. ahhaa. i can picture him making nonsensical jokes like he always do. its super funny coz its super lame.

saw her 3842083208 yrs best friend, cindy. like since p5.



i knew her since when i was in p3 or smth. yes, i'm envious of having such a close friend. and she really look like kimberly! ahha.

the place we had the ceremony and dinner at. somewhere in Chinatown.



one thing i hated today is the control of nikon flash + canon body. seriously. i could have killed myself on the spot. many a times, the flash died on me, more like the battery needed forever to recharge. somemore, it's SB800. haha. and yes, canon and nikon do not go together. i knew i had to shooot on manual flash. but i'm not experienced with flash enough to actually know the setting. damn. so itchy fingers, sometimes, i set to A. which is like a death trap.

so anyohhow. it was bad. many many underexposed shots. and a few over exposed. and with the few 'correctly' exposed shots, i should just feel contented abt it.

super reminds me of the grulling time i had during the megawatt dinner bash during IMF. 2 ppl had to save my soul. i still rmbr- Gary, Aloy. both helped with the super fast photoshop and stuff. boy, i was probably distressed and disorientated. haha. AGAIN. same prob- flash prob. i didn't know how to operate a old flash model. haha. at that time was worse, coz i was super basic with the SLR, still trying to get the 'bigger the aparture, more light goes in, small the f no. blah blah blah'. HAHAH. super stupid.
well, i learn. thanks to gd ol' friends. come to think of it, i actully do miss gary, the photog.


i'm v afraid that i'm drowning in the sea of technical shits of photography. thus, i'd really love the cheeyong's support of using the classic point and shoot. which is like, u switch it on, and shoooot.
i think i should keep my slr away for awhile and go back to shooting with the small cams. it makes me happier. just that after using such fast auto focusing, the point and shoot is starting to take forever to focus. hahah.


ok. so some of the photos..... (captions below..)


haha. at home. first time trying to soften the shot. and i think its overly done. hahaha.


in counsin's car. wanted to do some cliche thingy. aha. whole time complaining abt e make up. sis and i dun usually put on make up. hahha.

the rings.

and the flowers. like how he wanted to get them for her although my sis wanted to get it at a cheaper price at bedok market. haha.

so this is it. i was looking at mama for most of the time, wondering wads gg on in her head. haha. i'm sure she's like... whoots luh. another biased photography. james' dad just across the table though. haha.

hahha. my sis signature evil stare. even cindy warned me of it.


hahahhha. awwwwwsss.....


ok. congrats sis.


my side of the family. its like.mum's eldest bro (the really old dude) and all his sons and daughter. we're kinda close.. long family history i guess. my mum's bro took care of her and da da da....


another act arty farty shot.


haha. while waiting for the lift on level 2 to the grounf level. AHHAHAH. we loook alike.


the last shot while leaving the place. another arty farty one.




ok. my sis and i are nv close, unless when like mum's not around kinda thing. but i guess its wad u call mutual love huh. haha. wth. anyways. we live very seperatedly over one roof. her room is just opp mine. and from young, or rather.. when i started to get more aware of life, ahhaha... we've been loggerheads. when she says A , i'd probably say a B, with a gd reason for it. vice versa also k.

we're not those who holds the ideal 'sister relationships' thingy.. whereby sisters would talk abt guys.. chit chat.. talk abt probs... NO. ahhaha. come to think of it. i've never told her of anything and she nv tells me hers. like, NEVER. ahha. but i'm aware that sometimes she reads this blog of mine and would probably be reading this now coz today, its her day. haha.
;p

HAHAH. i read hers too. but rarely, unless there's like a family occasion or smth.. otherwise i couldn't be bothered. haha.
but after all those blog here and there, i'd probably figure out that we just pretend that nothing has happened or smth. ahhaha. well, and its all gooood.

all in all.
i love my family.
we have erm.. wierd unique ways of showing our love. but yea. its the Poon Family, and i'm sure dad is missing us and my nonsense alot now. haha.

tappp

today was just tap class.
that exercise we did was like.. as good as the fitness during touch trng. haha. seriously. at one point of time, couldnt find the power to jump. and then, need to do a triple turn or smth... simply couldn't. HAHAH. but we had fun seeing each other dying.

and u know wad.
i finally got my bag. BUT, its not the image below below. i actually like the red one. the bag has nice compartments and stuff like that. but its not very water resistant. the inside is more or less is.. but the material allows water to just wet the outer layer of the bag rather than drippin it off. i reallly loved it. BUT. yea, i need to be more objective abt my purchase. so i got another one.
slightly smaller, but good enough though. not very nice compartments, but gd enought yes.



well. i actually wanted to go church after that. but nvm.


haha. pls go www.olx.sg
gd place for selling things. hahha. and its free to use.
i'm actually selling two things.



well. things are getting so much better if u dont dwell on it. tmr's SIS' ROM. whhooots. ROM sias.
oh boy. if only she's the guy kinda thing. so that mum won't have to loose a daughter but gain one. positively, she's gaining a son-in-law. and me, a bro-in-law. haha. he's like winston's bunk mate. HAAHHA. i think like the Special Ops ppl. cool huhs.

wasted. why not fireman. HAHAH.

but this man should be excited from whereever he is now. haha.





yan dao anot. i think he's charming. HAHAH. last time, no such thing as handphones. it was more like.. passport photos. AHHAHAHH.


last time at Ascension. whooots.






charming righttts. AHHAHA. jealous? ;p hahaha.
i really wonder who's the photog. he really observes the one-thrid rule thing . ahha.

friday..

on worldly basis..

not a good one.



they have meetings. and after lunch, its meetings again.
so when i called my mum, each call seemed like a 1001 missed calls.
the whole gang of them could not be contacted.

so in irritation, i went home.
yes. and duh, i can blog this early.



sometimes i feel that when we go out tgt is more like to kill time, rather than to spend each others company. i think i should really stop all this. i'm so tired!
i'd rather be at home, or at some place where i can put time to gd use.
or to put in nicely, i cannot appreciate all these.

i mean like... meetings after meetings. issit even productive? and at the expense of fellowship.. does that defeats the purpose? haha. ok. this is not once, but many times. ok, i am petty.

but for now, i've got the whole day to play the guit, the piano, the violin and etc.
when my sis goes out, i can start doing all kinds of recording that i longed to do. was unable to do them coz mama's always home.


abit sad that now mum has to be alone now.
well, she didn't ans my call right. lets just pray that sis will go out with her later.


but thank God, i reached home and it started to pour heavily, with the thunder, lightning and even the sun.


in church today, mum asked me hows me and him. i was like. wth.
i've told her like 459280948252 times alrdy! probably its because jere and nigel brought their gfs or smth, and she took opportunity to ask me that silly ol question again.
but seriously, i SERIOUSLY think she reads my journal coz i was so lazy to lock it or smth. i wouldnt be surprised if she opened all my unsent letters while i'm not at home or smth. ironically, she doesnt read something more public- which is this blog.


ok. so now she have just successfully msged me and i guess my sis too coz her phone just rang as well. i know shes alone. she's probably ok with it, but not when dad's not around anymore.


i am reallly a short-tempered girl.
like seriously. and i've got to change it.

however, having said that, i've do given chances. i've always ended it off with a 'anything', 'its ok' and so on. but now, the heart of mine does not agree with what i'm doing any longer.
so, i'm realy gg to just follow this little organ of mine and see how it goes with God's guidance.
i'm sure God doesn't like my attitdue now. but i just cant run on like that yea.


i think i really shouldnt put friendships of any priority alrdy. God-Family-Responsibilites. period.
then i wont have any kind of expectations. and w/o it, i wouldn't even fall. HAH. i know there are ppl who are really my heartfelt friends, and thank u. i appreciate u guys. these are ppl whom i really treasure. but ironically, they are all busy ppl as well. so yea.

ok. enough.

elephants.

haha. one big quote from brenda. (make this a majestic one...)



" If my mouth was my legs, i can run very fast"
- Brenda


haha. doing fitness with the girls is x1000000 better than doing it all alone.
but seriously, i really feel that elephants are growing in my thighs. i'd rather them be giraffes or smth.
weird parts of my limbs are aching. my bicep area and like my hand. ahhaha. i think its more because of bowling, and rugby has aggregviated it.


ok. actually, trng was ALRIGHT. i just feel that at this stage, b4 the new intake, we have to be THERE. there, meaning, basics must be there alrdy. once or twice make a mistake, its ok, because we ain't perfect ppl. BUT, if the mistake is repeatedly done, i think u need to work on it?

haha. my prob is supporting and decision making.. dun want to elaborate here.
basically, i just feel that we can do this if we want to. stop slacking and just stop waiting for things to happen, when u know it wont, unless you do it. so, why dont, we ourselves, as individuals do it, and step up together to live up the gd name of TPiranhas.
really. dead serious.


coach has given so much for us.
and when we win, the glory goes to the sch and to the team players. the coach can just watch from aside and feel happy, for us. i'm not asking us to play for the coach or anyone. but i feel that its up to us whether we want to put in gd effort to build ourselves as sportsmen, or either just to fill up a position in the whole CCA thing.


whoots. i'm proly ranting again.


just work hard, have urgency and put in the best of efforts. and really do it.
then the results will come.


ANYWAYS.

this morng, went out with the girls for queensway. nice stunning boots. hahah. but yea, not my target. they got their boots and sportshoes. hahaha. (: but. i couldn't find a bag that would last in the rain. i did a few test by damping a small part of the bag to see if it is really waterproof. waterproof, no. water resistant, yes.
):. and the most successful bag had this tiger pic on it and like with the big 'SINGAPORE' name on in. its like a red and black nike one. $60. bah! dun like the whole patrotic thing. its nice to be patrotic, but not to that extend.
i liked the time we spent tgt. (:


ok. i think this is nice. (quite similar to the bag i was descibing above.)

Nike Team Training II Medium Duffel - Sports
coz it's stated as waterproof. haha. (but usually statments are just understatements). last wk, got alittle upset that my towel and all my things in my bag became damp while walking in the rain, WITH an UMBRELLA. so yes. disappointed, thus. i want smth that i can walk in the rain, put on muddy grounds with. haha. ok, its not a need luh.

bah!
(: love MY pretty girl. *chuckles. HAHAHAHHAHA.

(photo taken like early this yr.)





lastly, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
WHY didn't u join touch in yr 1. u've just wasted 1poly yr. haha. jk. ok, make the remaining one more yr a freakin gd one(:

step

haha. today trng, we had 'step ladder'.

super funny. i met jonathan in the first round. haha. girls have 8 pin hcp. (: on scratch, he had a 183, i had 185. ahha. we both opened 1 frame because of a split. hahaha. on his 10th frame, he needed a double strike and 9. hahaha. then on his 2nd shot.. he had the 9. AHHA. and i won ! whahahs. super funny la.

then, round 2. met marc. this one even funnier. he bowled a 161. i bowled a 153. coz i could not adapt to the newly oiled lanes. could only get spares and splits. ahhaha. TIEd! with my 8pin hcp. so it was like... draw match. so coach said that first person to have a higher pinfall for frame 1 wins. he went, and pin 5 stood on hard. my turn, and i had pin 5! AHHAHA. ok, so we both spared it. so again, i went first. i had 9 for first ball, which leaves me with 19 on frame 1. he hit 8! hahaha. and i won.

ahhaha. cheap win man.


so, i met gerald in the finals. he had a double for a start. and i just kept getting splits. couldn't find my line. hahahaha.
in the end, he won, i bowled like a 136.. he bowled a 156 with many splits as well.

after that, we had another game for fun. and i gott like 174 while he got a 140+ hahah! stupid.


ok. todays trng was in a way.. gd.
i needed this. coz like always durng tournament, i under perform. MENTAL. just wrong. and coach is aware of everyone's weak mental.. so had this today to train our mental, to focus, and get the shot right. rather than the scores.

b4 the 'step ladder', we had e usual drills. today he added weights on our wrist, ankels, and the circle thing on my head to keep balance while bowling.

super irritating. but it was gd. it trained me not to force my shot.



ok. bowlnig language over. haha.


i'm super lazy now. and i think my laptop is punishing me. it took like 2mins to start up photoshop. i'm trying to finish the class t. ahhaha. procrastination.
i've been playing the keyboard alot today. and i'm really dying to get a piano. so pls, vote for my photos.. (i think after 22feb). the link can be found on the post below.

leap

i had time to watch this movie!
was and ok movie la. i think there are areas which can be improved on.. haha. but i guess i'm too practical to fully appreciate the story line. ahha. i think eveleen can.
but not bad for a first Singaporean english movie. haha.

In Love Letters, the word 'miss' appears more than 'love'.

hahaha. right.


b4 trng, had work to settle again. my muscles were aching bad. calves were shaking.


during trng, i really need to improve faster. ):
literally, faster.





ok. i've submitted the following for this 'Open Your Heart (Love+ve)' Photo Competition. click here to find my photo and vote. maybe can like find under photographer 'marian'. yes.

i want the $3K. i need to get stuff. haha.

They Feel the Pain
Some tears just dont have to fall.


Misconception
AIDS cannot just be spread just by physical touch.


Socially Responsible
With an open heart, let's not judge those who fall prey to this virus.


They Bear the Lost
A child struggles to find hope.





hahah. abit corny. but i think its fine luh.



joelle choo have left SG for mission trip with the TP crusade thing.
here are the prayer list. pls pray! (:

load

haha. ok.


i went to sch to run today. at a 215pm HOT sun. haha.
i was struggling with the fitness alone. coz its like many sets of sprints, and like w/o the team with u, very very very difficult! bah!

i must admit.. like at 140m, it became a 130m... and the 70m. became like a 65m or so. ): bah! i need the girls.

i think i'm gonna seriously start running and swimming on regular basis. went sprinting today, i felt that my thigh muscles were really heavy! unlike last time, where i felt really light on the run. );

ok. random.
i've never believed in caps, coz i thought they would insulate heat and burn ur head. haha. but today, the cap really helped! my vision wasn't so glaring and like straneous on the eye. so yea, i'm gg to wear cap when running on hot and sunny days alrdy.

reallly realy wanted to go to the gym, but b4 that, i surveyed from the window panels upstairs.. and found out there weren't any girls. and the guys... some of them were from rugby, db and so on.. so nvm. i decieded to give it a miss.

after that. trng. had a mini tournament. haha. was quite funny. the girls; claudia and i had 8pins hcp. HAHA! in the end, we played team 'event' and leon had a 233, i had a 193. AHHAHA! B4 tt, i was like bowling a 128, 152 on lanes 1&2. lane 1 and 2 had so much oil. could just die.i had actually 2 gutter balls today. my first gutter ever since POL-ITE.


supposed to meet some of e tp bowlers for blk85 dinner.. but mum called me out. so acc her. ahha.
bought this. (influence from brenda's HAHA.)


and! ahha. relevation.
i bought new women's supportive systems. (hahah). and i think i got shocked. mum was with me. (haha.sound so sch-girl like kinda thing) coz i've been wearing the sports kind for yrs and i think its time i should get a proper one. i'm v v sad that its like that! ):
seriously, dun need all these extra load la. hahah. i'd prefer running with airport-like front coz its much less resistance.

boohoo.
on the gd note, it would mean that i'm still growing. ahhahha. (: i hope to grow in length pls.
at the pasaer malam at tm, this aunty asked me 'u a basketballer ar'... for a momment, i thought she meant that i'm tall. but can't be. haha... its actually coz i was carrying my shoe bag and had my knee guard on. hHAHAHA. so its like v bball-ish.

everyone's sending me this. so i think i might just read it or smth. haha.




rmbr the link i've posted? abt xiaxue and her pro ps skills. HAHAH. i used the magical liquify to make this... hahaha.

palm sunday

(photo taken in 2007).

today the guit playing went on fine. but i felt it hard to feel the Lord's presence.
it was just.. ok. had a gd time with tracy, the bass player. HAHAH. she was like trying to count how many time we sang the song.. 'All Glory Laud and Honour' HHAHA. until she lost count. i think it can hit up like a gd 30 or even 40 times!! hAHHAHAH.
even uncle vincent, the worship leader looked at us. hahaha.

haha. but they lacked of palm crosses for everyone today. but my mum told me that there were actually another basket in the pantry today! ): wasted!


watched Step Up 2 after svc today.


nice movie. whenever i watch such movies, i'll regret alittle that i've quite hiphop. HAHHA. but yea, not my kind of dancing although its nice.


ok. boring today! heeran was like.. NOBODY. ok la. not really nobody, but eveyone was probably at the more 'in' (haha) places like fareast, Marina square etc. right.




so once again, i reached up b4 sunset! ahha. and watch Shark Tale on chnl 5. and i wasted time again. i'm suppose to like call the t-shirt guy, do my resume and stuff. but like.. NO DRIVE.

SX went swimming today! ): she had mistaken it for tmr. so tmr, i dun think i have the motivation to go swimming alrdy. i'll just focus on my fitness, and if the gym's empty, i'd probably might go there as well.





seriously, not gd.
as much as i'm successfully trying to forget u, memories still comes by. esp eact time i'm being reminded of it when i see the world around me. haha. boohoo. and it really sucks, realising how much i've missed out and stuff. erks. do u know i actually regret not even watching a single movie with u. HAHA. besides Ice Age where we watched it as a big big big grp. haha.

i really hope u've read that megawatt post or smth. if u've not, someone pls let that soul know. hahaa. provided u know whom i'm talking abt luh. dun go and anyhow make wild guesses. HAHAHAH. it'll be hilarious. ok. this slient game is darn hard to play. i'm not sure how long can the power bar last me for. i've been praying abt this every single day since the day at the bowling alley, but God seems to not give me a clear answer. bits and scraps of msges, here and there, so not enough to paint a picture. worse than an out-of-focus image.

ok. i sound as if i've just got broken up with a guy a wk ago. but NO okays. long long long time. so yes. move on. if any of u got any verse to encourage me or anything, dun hesitate to sms me! hahah. no, i'm not desperate. its just probably due to attention deficit for a loong period of time. and esp now that i dun have that ONE mortal friend whom i can turn to. so tralala.
(: smiles again. ~ bummmer. sheessh.



u know wad, just forget whatever i've just said. sorry to have wasted ur time again. haha. ok. i promise not to whine like that again. ahha.

cheated by uncle.

didn't play STL today coz had to go to church. but the girls won! whooots. 8-6. (:
hot sun today.

during worship prac in church today, i just felt.. a little uncomfortable. i felt that my guit skills sucked max. ok. probably i'm not fully utilising my gifts from God and that's why i'm like that now. i just felt that i couldn't feel it as much as i did on other times. and that's v sad plus mundanne.

anyway. proceeded on with the usual saturdays. and cell got cancelled due to poor attendance. ): ! coz i rushed down and met lydia on the streets who told me.
so had dinner with her and her small cell.

ok. THE YONG TOW FOO UNCLE CHEATED MY MONEY. ok. maybe i'm careless on my part luh. hahah. coz i paid him a $5 bill. he passed me 20c and told me that he'd come back with the remaining $2 change.
so after dinner...i forgottening abt it. until i was on the way home. ): ): $2 ks!
argh. careless me.



today the saints boys had game. so i saw wilson and clarissa too! haha..


on the way to church, i saw this person from the back, and at one glance, i thought it was him. HHAHA. coz it was the rugby shirt and all. then my heart felt this deep thing, again. damn. not nice. hahahha. eewws. ok, dun wanna go further and waste time elaborating. ok. NEXT!.



nigeey! i want to find time and jam! ahha. one thing abt us is that we CAN HARDLY find a common day/time to meet up and just, jam. i miss DANIEL LIM. WHERE FORT ART THOU. aha. i'm sure nigel misses u too. hahaha. uncle lim. hahahaaha.


internet has been giving me probs. or rather, MSN has been giving me internet probs. can't even check emails now.

oh yea. congrats to leon, my coe lane partner for getting in TOP 3 in the Masters of this Novice challenge thing!> ahhaha. well done.

TSC wk2

so its wk2. and the FINAL FINAL project for Sports Club. meeting supposed to be at 11am. i came at 11.10am, only to find MYSELF present. all were late. till 12PM. and it was like.. only e 4 of us. in the afternoon.. there were like 6-7 of us. and by evening, just the 4 of us left.

but the weather's AWESOME today. the forecast said it would rain today,and even added the lightning to the pic. hahha. but today morng, when i woke up, BRIGHT AND SUNNY. that really made the day. and throughout, it was hot and became windy. really praise God. God has been really faithful to me. like really, pray and ask, and it shall be given unto you in His time. rock on God. (:


so this is the registration for the tennis and the soccer finals.


in the lift. ONE FLOOR down. ahha.


we got bored and crashed into the tennis clinic quite fun luh. but we only had time to learn the forearm swing .. smth like that. ahhahaha.
quite fun la. but i think racquet sports is so not my sport alrdy. pri sch, i was like in badminton and mini-tennis. AHHAH.


fiona and i. meet e president. ahhaha.


this reallly cute malay boy. one of the staff's son. they had an exhibition match after the finals. so yea..


the winnning team. haha. there were lots of hiccups here and there. but glad it all went ok.


so the 4 survivors of sc.


this photo is taken by fiona's friend, shaun. hahaha. oks. ahhahhahahaha. they were cementing the tennis flooring outside the courts..


this is brannon. we went to the tp gym today while we had the time. had crash course from learning all the machines from him. ahahhaa. i NV wanted to step into the sch gym coz it'll be filled with the db boys and other buff ppl. and the whole place would stink up coz the no. of ppl would be overpowering the strength of the aircondtioner. hahah. but today, my perspective changed alittle. it wasnt that bad. there weren't much scary looking ppl. and i realised that our gym equipp ROCKS. the gym in both bedok and toapahyo doesn't have the equippment tt would help train the muscles i need for my sports. hahha. but tp has! whooots. and i might go a trip down to tampines and see if its the same.
i'm so motivated to go to the gym.

after that, some of the bowlers called me out for dinner. and we went to changi village. omg. eat XO CRAB. ahahhaha. cheap and NICE TO THE MAX. hahahha. the boys had like 2 rounds of claypot XO crab luhs. ahhaha. super shiok. sure damn nice to eat on rainy days,.... but THANK GOD for holding the rain today.. really.




ok. i've got ants on my table. ):