i feel myself getting better.
now my throat is getting more pain.
and the fever is very on and off.
but its gd, my fever off-s at a right time. (:
ytd. i was tired.
went sch in the morng for LTC. stated 9am. BUT, dilly dailly until 1030am pls. i was really frustrated. hello. i woke up early, MISSED SYMPOSIUM and had to wait for ppl who are late, AND, the progamme didint started.
it was abt income statement and all the financial know nots. its like my THIRD TIME. no way. so i left at 1145am. i reached church at a horrible 1245 like that, and Steve was already closing his talk.
the talk was aby RHYTHM. thanks huh. i was quite affected by the bad LTC throughout.
here i am, being sponsored to go for symposium, and there i am, attending smth quite already-know finical stuff which i dun think i'll be applying.
bah. ):
unhappy.
then.. after that. dance prac. couldn't really dance. was tired, easily out of breath and letargic. now i know why marli told me to rest. like seriously.
then was the planetshakers thing by another church at expo.
i didn't really like it at all.
i couldn't feel the HS.
i felt so... why-am-i-there.
so i asked kim if she feels the same way. i told her that i felt that there weer simply too much self glorification gg on. i didnt even know when did the thing really started coz there wasn't any opening prayer. i thought it was sound check.
haha. but she told me that i should not judge. which is ultimately true. who am i to determine all these? but all that i know its that it wasn't a really focused thing.
i was wrong to judge. but still. i just couldnt focus on God.
then the msg.
i dun want to say anything more.
but during alter call,
after reciviing those who accepted Christ.. i was expecting the guy to welcome them into the Kingdom of God. but no. he said...'welcome you all to NC church!'.
i was like. ok. right.
nvm. then it was their songs. i really felt it very very hard to just be still and praise God or anything like such. it was all too cluttered. i was really afraid that e symposium has caused me to be overly technical. i asked my some of my friends, and i guess i got affiramation. haha heing ar.
so i paid 5 bucks to go there, when i could have gone for the Symposium concert for free at the SAJC CC. ):
anyway. gd experince to hear from NC church though. always heard abt the church, but nv really really heard abt it 1st handedly.
ok.
today.
morng was the txy thing. felt sick. hahhaa. i really duno why i'm still feeling sick. its like the internal heaty thing. its not like sick sick. but smths wrong inside. been having weird headaches.
ANYWAYS. then was the wedding.
i didnt really like the photographer. no offence la. but too paparazzi alrdy. like when cutting the wedd cake. he had to stand there for long moments, check his cam and shoot again... and block ALL the audience. yea, i know its his job and it was to get a gd shot. but it was way too loong to get a shot.
and when the couple walk it. i've seen photogs do it discreetly but still gets the shots. he has to run to and fro. and the attention seemed to be on him. my mum even ask... 'ger ar.. look at the photog... so pro leh'. i was like... hurhur.
i can 100%ly confirm, no doubt that he'll make greater shots than me. but, there's still the etiquette thing right.
nvm.
but i had good food. good prawns. good soup. not so good wine.
haha. yes.
i'm tired.
did i mention?
b4 heading for the wedding, i rushed to peninsular and got a delay pedal. can't wait to try it out for PLUNGE. (:
pretty pretty. not its not very pleasing to my wallet.
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