affirmation

today is.. nice.

i woke up at 7am. feeling sick, but surprisingly awake. ahha
then... i brush my teeth and expelled some HORRIFYING thing.
i coughed out a ball of dunno-wad. its like tissue cells, greenbrownishsticky kinda pleghm. seriously,i stared at it go down the sink. but b4 i allowed it to disappear, i used e end of my toothbrush and stopped the flow so that i can take a closer look.
it was really...erm.... out of the world. hahaha.
ok, enough with the description or i'll be accused of readers discresonary.

honestly, it felt goood.
i was still having that fever.
but it felt good.


i was all ready to go Worship symposium with my one litre water bottle and my rugby stuff, hoping that i'd get better by night. ahha.

Worship Symposium.


honestly, i didn't have any expectation of the symposium. coz i didn't see any publicityy or anything.. its zheng asked a few of us to go for this workshop. i was happy to go to a worship workshop kinda thing.. BUT.. i didn't expect it to be so cool. seriously.
jaws dropped.
we had a super wah talk by this guy.. erm. can't rmbr his name. its abt music arrangement. there's so many aspects we've overlooked. cluttered music and stuff. i'm not able to type all that he's said and i've learnt.. but... i can share they gyst of it at the later part. the whole grp is pretty small, but very condusive and effective. its really alot to learn..

so we had lunch.
then back to th symposium and broke out into our individual grps. oh man. Dave is super duper cool. the guitarist learnt alot from him. like how to modulate same chords, w/o capo. he's a pro. i'm really inspired to get a delay pedal. coz mine delay function doesn't work that effectively. ahhaha.

the was the band 'evaluation'. zheng led with the guit, agnes, jasmine, jasper and jovin were on their instruments.. and so was i. haha. i was so in awe of the MONSTER effects pedal. i didn't dare to use any of them. haha. so Dave helped be put some light distort and soft delay. super cool. the acoustics was there. COR had the thing man. our band was small compared to others.. but i'm sure we did our thing. as in like.. i realised after seeing 3 other bands, different churches had diff style.
i felt that our church, was different. in a gd way, we listened to each other and make sure we're all one sound and stuff and we really just go with the feel abt everything. we dun really plan plan plan. we just feel. most of the time la.

and then, the grp from england evaluated us. i was being affirmed again la. dave really surpriised me by what he said and i think its highly encouraging. it'll go a long long way. i still rmbr so clearly in sec 2 when i had a classical guit tchr. she's one fierce lady and she seldom praises. then one day, out of the blue she said the exact same thing as dave. seriouslyy. i'm like. serious?

ok. its abt me being able to have a ear for music. ahhha. thank u thank u. i still can't read towgays as efficiently though. but really, those 2 comments from unxpected experienced ppl will really go a long long long way.


faith is the opposite of fear
so with faith, no fear.

defn of JAM: JesusAppreciatesMusic.

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the time really flew. and it was time for trng. i was all ready for trng. i took cab to sch. i reached sch and wanted to train.. but i had a headache. then i used my thermometer which i had it in my bag.. and was like 38.2. super super super disappointed.

i asked marli if i could do light ttrng... she said no.. coz its better to rest and quickly recover. uber sian.
they did fitness. agiilty trng and side step. to count, 80 side steps leh. 10 per set. 2 set of 4 sets. i watched at the side line. i really liked the ladder. i think its fun. ahhaha.

but from the sideline, i learnt alot. i tried to have an objective. so i decided to attempt to try and spot gaps. its soo much easier at the side w/o loops and inserts. i think its really a gd gd gd trng. i hope marli conntinues it.

i went home, feeling tired, as if i had did the trng. but really wasted. i today's trng is really really really helpful for my weak areas and matches with most of my objectives for touch. ): !


ANYWAYS.

tmr theres LTC trng in the morng. means tt i have to miss the symposium in the morng!!! unfair plsss.

my hols have technically ended. due to all the camps, workshops and meetings. yes. i dun reallly have the time to bowl with my dear zen gang at VICTORS. ): ): ): . i also dun have much time left to seiously seek XIAO BAI. i'm still heavily considering a f/4 or f/2.8.


ok. i'm pretty tired. gd nite.