the start

today's higlight is the new freshies into the touch rugby team. 60 over of them!
kinda excited for them.. coz its like a whole new game play..
some of them learn really fast and have potential.. steady. quite promising. hope everyone inc the seniors and all will work harder.


well for me, i duno wad i'm feeling right now abt this whole thing. dun ask me to define whole thing. i dislke it. as much as i want to excel in my fav sport, its like, i have chains to the other. although i love both, one gives me so much more satisfaction but more disappointment. on the other hand, the one with the chains and literally converted my passion to obligation. so i dun need to explain further.
dun like this.
so end up, i cant realllyy 'gel' with both teams coz ultimately i'm loosing out on the social side. i really envy u guys. i wanna train to be faster. and i want to be better, to get into the polite team. but i know its not possible for this yr. i'll try harder next yr. but i really wanna take part in compeitions now for TP. i want to get the experience. i'm super sure that after i graduate, i'lll continue touch. ahhaha. i'm not so sure for bowling, unless some big achievement might make me feel worth it. (zen! how ar, how?) ahahha.

maybe i should just be contented with my ohsolovely chains hur. as much as i love the other sport, i get so discouraged, left out and just there to be existant. but nvm. thanks to myself.
but i do hope in the Lord. i may sound freakin particular abt things, but thats the why i am, striving for a perfection which will never come. its the process la. at least at the end of the day, i've got smth to be proud of, smth that my mum would be proud of.ahhahahaa. and carry my dad's long-lost-shockingly-eccentric sport; rugby. (yes, laugh pls.) he was in sajs rugby team. ahahhahhaa. super funny. after his p6, he went to study the aircrafts and excel tremendously thanks to Uncle Thomas.
haha.
the old times.

well. so yes, the freshies have now entered this journey. some will stay and some will leave. just hope that they'll really work hard. and as seniors, we gotta work even harder.


hmmm.

today's lectures are the most boring. i feel asleep lar. seriously. 1.5hrs STRAIGHT. w/o break. sorry, i dun work that way. i mean like.. if the students go for lecture with a mindset of ending early, i dun think its goona be productive at the end of the day lars. haha. duh, who doesn't want lecture to end early so that we've got more time. but i think that shouldn't give us a reason to sacrifice the opportunity to learn more during lecture.
hahah. angel student sia. haha.


project 365. is gg on, BUT. pic sucks. just dun feel like carrying on, coz i'm not even putting the slightest effort to learn. hhaha. oh wells.

pray that tmr i can see the tiedayishen! hahahha. joelle's accompanying me!
hope that the doc will use him/her with healing power sia. ahhah. i seriously dun think i can let this injury pass, coz its been ONE WK and the pain is still obivously there, haunting me la. ahhaa. today, when i sat on the grass, OH MY TIAN. it felt as if 10,000 red ants bite my tailbone la. ahhaha. like some old grandma.
thank God trng isn't trng trng today. just some light ball passes, games. haha.

nevertheless, kp on praying for 2M02 and this whole busy week. CCN, plus trials and then the SMU Touch carnival.



this is estee. ahhahaha. she is hilarously HILARIOUS. ahaha. "like totally!" ahhaa.