Just So You Know

Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let 'em win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'em win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Oooh

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'em win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know



"somehow, there are always a handful of songs that rock because they have lyrics that explain everything i cant get into words."

wanted to email you this song with its lyrics.
line by line. word for word.
didn't see a point in doing so.
couldn't pluck enough courage to anyways.


2 yrs back
2yrs back at 10.40pm.
i still rmbr it all so clear.
though it was a little technical,
it was still so dear.

2yrs back where we were geographically distant,
i knew that i didn't want it to be instant.
i mean it may be seemingly wide,
but there's nothing that we wanted to hide.

2yrs back i knew how to encourage,
i knew any form of blockage.
but now it seems like a choked up sink,
waiting for it to be filled to the brim.

2 yrs back were those happy days,
the clouds never seem to turn grey.
now i'm just waiting hard for that sunshine,
living with a lie abt that silver line.

2yrs back the world was spinning on its axis,
and there had never to be any risks.
now that drive have been stopped,
not another look from this blog.

2 yrs back phone bills were high,
day and night, i was standing by.
i need not check my phone so often now,
with thanksgiving, i should just bow.

the unison seemed to be all perfect,
all too flawless to have any suspect.
that moment seemed to be never ending,
and would be forever propellling.

no.

coffeepowder soon filled our loop holes,
stepping over them w/o noticing our soles.
shoes became boots,
and jackets become hoods.

heaps of powder formed so quickly,
leaving the sugar out so inevitably.
aroma become a stench,
and my heart soon started to wrench.

and on that very day you spoke,
trust me, it broke.
and just as u think that everything's over,
pls, its just like another movie goer.

if only u'd take Literature,
this poem-y thing would take u on an adventure.
but i'd probably think u're indeed capable,
just enough to leap over a pebble.

now it all seem blank.
nothing but a plain wooden plank.
ignorance is yet to be a bliss,
as for now it is just another miss.

i hope u're able to hear my last plea,
hopin that neither of us will flee.
just to sit down to hear our talks,
attempting to break down any wooden blocks.

this is just hopefully my last signal.
it's a risk as it would never be mutual.
i would just dedicate this post to you,
however, not knowing if it would initiate any move.