not a gd slp

last night.

wah. its the most gruuuullinggg nite i ever had for the little brain that i have.

i woke up.. planning to run today. but had a slight fever. had so many on/off dreams. coz i woke up at 8 plus.. then 9 plus.. then alot more times.. till aroun 1pm like that. whole time, dreams + nightmares.
some of which, happened.
3 of which i died (or close to death).
many, avg, norm daily life. 1 happened today.
and many more other jia lat ones which i tried to rmbr, but juz can't.


ok.. i'll touch on a few.. the clearest ones..
not in any order..

one of which.. i dreamt abt today. that i was gg for my run.. then mama ask me to get smth for her.. i refused coz i didn't want to bring $$ nor carry stuff back home, tired.
haha. BUT. today.. in reality.. she did ask me to get medical oil for the baby.. but i didn't.. coz i didn't have e opportunity to go to those shops. but i didn't rejected her leh.
*hmmms..


ok. the 3 deaths. ahahha. briefly..
1).. in 854 bus, (not the elongated one), wear Hose Sas PE shirt, and my bllue/orange striped shorts, and my sandals(refer to the below photos. exact same thing. ahha. also, didn't want mama to wash so much clothes.. so i wore the same thing today).. basically, its either the bus surved and bang into the treee.. or an oncoming car bang in to the bus. i was on the floor, in the bus,.. in a pool of blood.. not many ppl were in the bus. yea. and the pics of smasehed broken windows were clearly seen.
and today, yea, i wore that, and took 854 home. HILARIOUS. ahha. coz i was telling daniel abt the dreamm. aahaha. so we drew more conclusions, and got ourselves more worried. hahahaha. to as if be able to avert the disater.. ahha. i didn't sit where i was sitting.. and talked on the phone. haha. but the bus i sat today was elongated.

2) this one quite short.. i found myself downstairs my house, with my head resting on the side of the drain. my left hand stretched out, holding my phone. haha. and FARNIE-LY.. i was comtemplating to dial 911 or 999. to myself.. i thought 999 wasn't practical.. so decided to call 911.. but then again.. for this kind of situations, shouldn't it be the passer-bys that called the ambulance? haha. ok

3) at bedok junction. crossing the road. can't rmbr wad.. but it was in the evening.. 6 plus seven.. setting of the sun. a red speeding sports car surved.. and cut into the opp lane though it was green man for pedestrians.. haha. then it ramped me on my right shoulder..and i flew.. and my head hit the lampost behind me. then the scence focused on the red car.. banging into a Comfort taxi.. which moved back due to e impact to hit a sbs bus.. which (somehow, i-logically) fall on its left side.. and smashed a private car. haha. i felt pain whole time.


ok. yea.
kinda grulling.

another FARNIE one.. was.. I GREW UP AND GOT MARRIED. ahha. hilarious but wierd. i was supposed to marry a guy which i didn't like him. was anticipating on his arrvial to this house.. i was waiting at the door. didn't want him to come.. but yea.. follow the procedure. but.. on the other hand.. i was HOPING that i would marry the guy i like.. so i was standing at the door, hoping for him to come, but with the knowledge that it was a 0% chance. just then, someone tapped me, i turned. and saw the guy i liked. haha. he held my hands and we were happy. hahahahahhaha.
then then.. the guy that i was suppose to marry, opened the door.. and saw evverything and got angry. AHHAHAHAHA. then the scene ENDED. hahaha.
both guys were wearing the black suit usually for marriage one. both were grown up so i coudn't really identify. aha. (wasted. :P). haha.
but i was wearing this nice tube-top dresss, and nicely style hair.
tell u man. IT WAS HILARIOUS. ahhaha. really hilarious.


there another one..

this one.. really painful lar. its abt me and this guy. we like each other.. but somehow, somewhat, we're seperated by uncontrollable means. was painful. both of us wearing whitish shirts.. seems to be sa shirt.. but nvm.. was. so yea. kind of a short one.


there are others. more wierd-but-every-day life kinds.. i guess they'll sooon be classified as dejavu.

oh man. and the best part, to empahsize, all these dreams happened in one fateful night


i've ever dreamt of dreams which indeed came true, either 100%ly dejavu, or the content is abt the same. i've prayed abt it.. coz i really do not know if its like a gift of prophecy.. alittle apprehensive.. coz i think that this gift would require alot of carry it out.. or smth. but i was thinking.. shouldn't it be like filled with God-ly content to be able to be prophesised? hmmmm. praay..


well. good nite. haha. and i really mean, good, night.