ok. today was like fire drill.
1hr of lecture suspended.
ok tentative CCAs are.. Sports club, NYAA, PACEsetters and bowling. bowling and sports club for sure. haha.
yea. caters to my wants. (: all.
anyways.
today's tap class is juz... haha-ish. haha. did like turnings today. and after 4mnths of not doing proper turns, alot of falls and all. ahha. hilarious. haha. and u know wad. e upcoming rectial, for tap, its mega AH. the last one we dance to "I need to know" by mark anthoy.. it was a plain sexy tap thing.
this time.. i think (nt confirm).. dancing to JAZZ. "all that jazz". its a sexy jazzy wazzzy dance. hoho. dimish all thoughts on the upcoming costumes man.
*faints*
i pray that ballet wont be that bad. PLEASE. haha.
so today. was like my 1st view of the dance steps for recital. was like looking at ms susan."u expect us to do that, with the style?"
she laughed, and said. 'ya'
haha. ok
i'm rearlly not looking so forward to this yr's tap. ahha. maybe yar lar.. the steps are challenging, but not the presentation of it. ahah. might wanna do hiphop to redeem myself. ahha. HELP?
haha.
ok. lar. today not as lazy as ytd. manage to do some trng today when i got home. got alittle satisfied.
haa. stupid.
today's post is all about me. haha. how boring can it get?
man. those were the days in sec sch man. the rants. the fiery posts. ahhaa.
Friday, April 28, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
a day at home
was a big bobo time.
haha.
was bad la basically..
woke up. suppose to swim. and i was so lazy. the sun didn't even motivate me. and it wasn't even raining.
attempt to do econs tutorial. i did lar. butliek got 2 q i duno. its like.. i'm suppose to know, having even to attend H1 econs lecture in a JC. ahahha. felt dumb. haha. bobo.
whole day, kept eating. was so hungry for some reason.
wanted to do my recordings.. and u know wad. i was lazy sing.
for dinner. mum called me to go down buy food. and i was lazy. sis came back from work, thankfully, with food.
so most of the time today was playing with the baby, wrkign with my camera and all.
haha.
now, trying to play this song (e cannon in d rock). on the com. i predict its goona take me like 5 long mths or even longer if i dun loose this little interest. hahaa. boh boh. haha. pray that this will be my bday present for myself by then. haha.
SO, In conclusion,
I HAD AN ULTIMATE LAZY DAY.
i'm sure in due time, i'll be lazy to plug in my amp to play my guit and resort to using my acoustic, which can be quite useless to the song i'm trying to play. haha.
oh wells.
i didn't explain y i'm at home the whole day right. aha. coz today no lectures. 1st
wk of sch no need to go for tutorials. so yea. haha.
i'm looking forward to next wk. where the wrk load begins.
ahaha. today, got my waterbill. ahha. it still stupidly states "to MR. POON CHIN SWEE" haha.
i've been reading my archives. haha. man. the times during o levels. ahaha. terror. the time was so bz with sch functions. with all the plannings. haha.
now i feel alittle useless and not very efficient and helpful in sch.
haha. ok. i'll figure out soon.
smth's missing in my life.
sounds serious huh?
haha.
was bad la basically..
woke up. suppose to swim. and i was so lazy. the sun didn't even motivate me. and it wasn't even raining.
attempt to do econs tutorial. i did lar. butliek got 2 q i duno. its like.. i'm suppose to know, having even to attend H1 econs lecture in a JC. ahahha. felt dumb. haha. bobo.
whole day, kept eating. was so hungry for some reason.
wanted to do my recordings.. and u know wad. i was lazy sing.
for dinner. mum called me to go down buy food. and i was lazy. sis came back from work, thankfully, with food.
so most of the time today was playing with the baby, wrkign with my camera and all.
haha.
now, trying to play this song (e cannon in d rock). on the com. i predict its goona take me like 5 long mths or even longer if i dun loose this little interest. hahaa. boh boh. haha. pray that this will be my bday present for myself by then. haha.
SO, In conclusion,
I HAD AN ULTIMATE LAZY DAY.
i'm sure in due time, i'll be lazy to plug in my amp to play my guit and resort to using my acoustic, which can be quite useless to the song i'm trying to play. haha.
oh wells.
i didn't explain y i'm at home the whole day right. aha. coz today no lectures. 1st
wk of sch no need to go for tutorials. so yea. haha.
i'm looking forward to next wk. where the wrk load begins.
ahaha. today, got my waterbill. ahha. it still stupidly states "to MR. POON CHIN SWEE" haha.
i've been reading my archives. haha. man. the times during o levels. ahaha. terror. the time was so bz with sch functions. with all the plannings. haha.
now i feel alittle useless and not very efficient and helpful in sch.
haha. ok. i'll figure out soon.
smth's missing in my life.
sounds serious huh?
cannon in D- rocked up version
when i 1st heard it, I LAUGHED.
then again... was listening in awe at SAJC's cafe.. haha. was introduced to by YONGHUI. (mr's turner's fav child). haha.
he abstracted it from a video
gonna rob him someday.
*hats off to the guitarist. hahahhahaha. cannon is D is so cool and funky now. haha.
the day i play like that, the day i can touch the highest part of the basketball thing (WHAHA. I DUN KNOW WAD IT'S CALLED!!!) without support. haha.
music is fun.
then again... was listening in awe at SAJC's cafe.. haha. was introduced to by YONGHUI. (mr's turner's fav child). haha.
he abstracted it from a video
gonna rob him someday.
*hats off to the guitarist. hahahhahaha. cannon is D is so cool and funky now. haha.
the day i play like that, the day i can touch the highest part of the basketball thing (WHAHA. I DUN KNOW WAD IT'S CALLED!!!) without support. haha.
music is fun.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i saved the day II
ahahhaha.
might be the 3rd time or wad.. but...
mum says she can't fixed the toilet light.. usually she's gd at it or dad will do it. but today.. smth seems wrong..
hahaha. i went to help lar. hahah. she was super reluctant, thinking that i'll get electrocuted. ahhaa. then con her that i learnt in D&T b4. ahhaha. so she gave the green light..
so i took the screwdriver, turned smth, put in smth and TA-DAH.
and there was light
feel so achieved. she's proud of me and tells me to do engineering. *oh my.
but one thing lar.. she says i may inherit dad's talent of fixing things.
okok.
had another hr of sch today. our class like gender division. ahha. *pts to below pic.
haha. girls 1 row, boys 1 row..- not planned! haha.
hmm.. tmr no sch! coz no lectures.. ahhaha. nxt wk then have.. ahha. (:
should i join guit essem? but it clashes with my sport. haha. okok. nvm.
ohoh. haha. my class.. so far. there's a few guitarist.. jeremy, jinmin, ronnie, jorim(issit) hahha. yea. haha.
haha.
might be the 3rd time or wad.. but...
mum says she can't fixed the toilet light.. usually she's gd at it or dad will do it. but today.. smth seems wrong..
hahaha. i went to help lar. hahah. she was super reluctant, thinking that i'll get electrocuted. ahhaa. then con her that i learnt in D&T b4. ahhaha. so she gave the green light..
so i took the screwdriver, turned smth, put in smth and TA-DAH.
and there was light
feel so achieved. she's proud of me and tells me to do engineering. *oh my.
but one thing lar.. she says i may inherit dad's talent of fixing things.
okok.
had another hr of sch today. our class like gender division. ahha. *pts to below pic.
haha. girls 1 row, boys 1 row..- not planned! haha.
hmm.. tmr no sch! coz no lectures.. ahhaha. nxt wk then have.. ahha. (:
should i join guit essem? but it clashes with my sport. haha. okok. nvm.
ohoh. haha. my class.. so far. there's a few guitarist.. jeremy, jinmin, ronnie, jorim(issit) hahha. yea. haha.
haha.
megawatt.
haha.
sch was alright lar.
the acc tchr is really hilarious.
i really dun like acc. the subject is liike... erks.
why am i even in business?
hahhaha.
conquer conquer conquer. i must
sch was alright lar.
the acc tchr is really hilarious.
i really dun like acc. the subject is liike... erks.
why am i even in business?
hahhaha.
conquer conquer conquer. i must
Monday, April 24, 2006
DAY 1 IN TP
ok..
today is DAY 1 in TP.
i tried hard to escape from econs in sa.. haha. and I'M BACK AT IT. this time.. no choice.. really have to go. haha.
the rate of content covered in 1wk for a chpt as compared to JC is exactly the same.. jus that its 2hrs instead of 1hr.. so really had time to let my brain absorb.
our class really must bond.
and also.. its like.. everything is like class rep class rep.. there's no such thing as subject rep.. its really stressful for that person. .haven appointed anyone yet.. but i do hope that ALL in the class plays a leadership role.. though its hard to create one. haha.
tp is really not sporty in comparison to sa. really. maybe its coz i was in the dsa-enviornment. haha. but.. man. the business west. food stall is cheap and nice. $2.50 plus. haha. (: gd. but i miss sa food.. the noodles, prata, ETC. MAN.
the canteen is impt.
yea.
CCA SIGN UP day.
BOWLING. i'm in business instead of engineering coz of BOWLING. so.. ya. i have to join.. and and and and.. U KNOW WAD. TRNG IS tentatively ON SUNDAY MORNINGS. either 10-12 or 12-2 .. in both ways.. i'm gonna miss sermon unless its on the 2nd timing and i'll cab and be late. HOHO. oh my, what the (familiar, char?) haha.
PLEASE pls pray abt it? i really dun know.. coz i'm sure that sats are not enough. hoho.
i also sign up for NYAA. not a cca.. juz another -thing.
wanted like others lar.. if only kc had all these sports, i really wouldn't have chosen bowling.. but yea, its my passion lar.. though music still holds high.
thought of dragon boat, instructor, climging, life saving!!!, MAYBE guitar.. depend on timing.. and yea.. alot lar. grrrr. oh well. it all clashes.
wadeva it is.
today, i got my camera. yes. with no regrets at all, coz really, i'm megawattly seriously serious abt taping on professional photography...but not gg deep into it.. and yes! the competion has HOPE! hahha. was at town with solo, eve and char. ahha. solo got his new bag. and happy he.
ok. i'm looking forward to the start of trngs. pray that i'll get throught the trials... though err... confident abt it? ahha. okok. pray lar. eveything is still grrr..
eve and char were sharing abt their lectures today. tell u. i'm so jealous. coz really, business is not my cup of tea. CMM! ARGH. elajr;'aijr'a3j. childhood had bio stuff inside.. mega oiaj'[oeirja'r'eaijr. OH WELLS.
its A HUMONGOUS challenge for me to conquer lar.
i'm sure i'll make it.
i'll work mega mega ultra ultra solidly hard for whatever's ahead.
i promise. i really dun want to regret at all.
thrust. trust. rust.
man. think; indepth. do u juz love word plays?
look at the format. genius. the meanings.
today is DAY 1 in TP.
i tried hard to escape from econs in sa.. haha. and I'M BACK AT IT. this time.. no choice.. really have to go. haha.
the rate of content covered in 1wk for a chpt as compared to JC is exactly the same.. jus that its 2hrs instead of 1hr.. so really had time to let my brain absorb.
our class really must bond.
and also.. its like.. everything is like class rep class rep.. there's no such thing as subject rep.. its really stressful for that person. .haven appointed anyone yet.. but i do hope that ALL in the class plays a leadership role.. though its hard to create one. haha.
tp is really not sporty in comparison to sa. really. maybe its coz i was in the dsa-enviornment. haha. but.. man. the business west. food stall is cheap and nice. $2.50 plus. haha. (: gd. but i miss sa food.. the noodles, prata, ETC. MAN.
the canteen is impt.
yea.
CCA SIGN UP day.
BOWLING. i'm in business instead of engineering coz of BOWLING. so.. ya. i have to join.. and and and and.. U KNOW WAD. TRNG IS tentatively ON SUNDAY MORNINGS. either 10-12 or 12-2 .. in both ways.. i'm gonna miss sermon unless its on the 2nd timing and i'll cab and be late. HOHO. oh my, what the (familiar, char?) haha.
PLEASE pls pray abt it? i really dun know.. coz i'm sure that sats are not enough. hoho.
i also sign up for NYAA. not a cca.. juz another -thing.
wanted like others lar.. if only kc had all these sports, i really wouldn't have chosen bowling.. but yea, its my passion lar.. though music still holds high.
thought of dragon boat, instructor, climging, life saving!!!, MAYBE guitar.. depend on timing.. and yea.. alot lar. grrrr. oh well. it all clashes.
wadeva it is.
today, i got my camera. yes. with no regrets at all, coz really, i'm megawattly seriously serious abt taping on professional photography...but not gg deep into it.. and yes! the competion has HOPE! hahha. was at town with solo, eve and char. ahha. solo got his new bag. and happy he.
ok. i'm looking forward to the start of trngs. pray that i'll get throught the trials... though err... confident abt it? ahha. okok. pray lar. eveything is still grrr..
eve and char were sharing abt their lectures today. tell u. i'm so jealous. coz really, business is not my cup of tea. CMM! ARGH. elajr;'aijr'a3j. childhood had bio stuff inside.. mega oiaj'[oeirja'r'eaijr. OH WELLS.
its A HUMONGOUS challenge for me to conquer lar.
i'm sure i'll make it.
i'll work mega mega ultra ultra solidly hard for whatever's ahead.
i promise. i really dun want to regret at all.
thrust. trust. rust.
man. think; indepth. do u juz love word plays?
look at the format. genius. the meanings.
ok.
smth made me happy today was glen's msg..
result of studying too much econs..
As goods increase, so do those who consume them.
-Ecclesiastes 5:11
Lol i didn't know the Bible tells abt Econs too
another thing was..
I FINALLY FOUND E SAME MODEL. the camera. EX-P700. the same model as the one i lost. man. i've been searching for it for 2 long months, surviing on evee' camera. and tthe best part is that mama finally agrees to buy for me, after seeing me searching for it for so long.
HAIZ.
Fall To Pieces
~ Avril Lavigne
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything everything
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Only One Lyrics
(Yellowcard)
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
(Music Intro)
Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one(x3)
You are my only my only one
in a way, thank God for songs for this purpose: to convey msges.
i feel really painful now.
STUCK.
i feel too.. too-much... overly strong.
i feel so hard. so irritatingly hard.
i feel so cruel.
i follow my heart, my hard heart, my evil heart.
but all..
for the better.
i really duno what to post anything here.
all i know is that i'm struggling. i'm still fighting, still slashing.
i'm holding on. i'm pressing on.
result of studying too much econs..
As goods increase, so do those who consume them.
-Ecclesiastes 5:11
Lol i didn't know the Bible tells abt Econs too
another thing was..
I FINALLY FOUND E SAME MODEL. the camera. EX-P700. the same model as the one i lost. man. i've been searching for it for 2 long months, surviing on evee' camera. and tthe best part is that mama finally agrees to buy for me, after seeing me searching for it for so long.
HAIZ.
Fall To Pieces
~ Avril Lavigne
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything everything
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
Only One Lyrics
(Yellowcard)
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
(Chorus)
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
(Music Intro)
Here I go...so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one
And I know...you can see right through me
So let me go...and you will find some one
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one...no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one(x3)
You are my only my only one
in a way, thank God for songs for this purpose: to convey msges.
i feel really painful now.
STUCK.
i feel too.. too-much... overly strong.
i feel so hard. so irritatingly hard.
i feel so cruel.
i follow my heart, my hard heart, my evil heart.
but all..
for the better.
i really duno what to post anything here.
all i know is that i'm struggling. i'm still fighting, still slashing.
i'm holding on. i'm pressing on.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
breathless. both in and out.
physically yes.
today we had our usual capt. ball. i got breathless like in less than 15mins. maybe its juz the flu.. but my heart wasn't beating juz fast, it was litrally pounding. haha. rmbr the scan i had a month a ago.. i think that thing is starting to kick in.
NO WAY MAN. haha.
anyways. supposed to go swimn this morning.. didn't feel good. erghhish-ness.
ahha. randomly,
i thought i didn't like linkin park.. always think that they're juz noise.. ahha
but i'm starting to appreciate these music. ahha. yay.. all music but R&B (with the excepction of Temperaute by SeanPaul)
to u.
deleted
coz it's made known to u. enough.
and yes, to me "shut up pls."
Adjective: obliged u'blIjd
Under a moral obligation to do something- duty-bound
Verb: oblige u'blIj
Force or compel somebody to do something
- compel, obligate
Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted- bind, hold, obligate
Provide a service or favour for someone
"We had to oblige him"
- accommodate
Adjective: obligated 'óblu`geytud
Caused by law or conscience to follow a certain course
"felt obligated to repay the kindness"; "was obligated to pay off the student loan"Verb: obligate 'óblu`geyt
Force or compel somebody to do something
- compel, oblige
Commit in order to fulfil an obligation
"obligate money"
Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted
- oblige, bind, hold
to another u.
man. i'm tired of all this. u know it.
i feel not much of a help. in fact, a load + burden.
can u pls juz tell me smth. i know u have. but i'm sure its not it.
i duno wads it that i want from u. but i hope that u'll consider.
im already as strong as i should be. i hope u are.
i'm sure if we keep gg on like this.. there'll be loads of unnecessary assumptions made.. more injures.writing to u.. i duno if it helps. doubt it, for now.. coz i've already done what i possibly can.
to add on..u keep saying u won't change and all. what makes u think i will. (btw. u know wad change i'm referring to) i juz feel so so discouraged and so not trusted. like its so easily broken. is this the kind of bond that we hold??
i duno lar. up to u to go figure. meanwhile. really, i'm having alot of thoughts now. u know what i mean.
smths, i feel like juz being hard on u.. like totally. if its affecting ur studies, that's holding me back. MYE is like in 1 wk's time.
if u don't want to lose me, stop giving me opportunities to. can u have more faith in urself pls, and also for us. where's the confidence in this?
to end off. ahha.
freaky huh. i'm cold-blooded.
coz i want u to have the best in you.
today we had our usual capt. ball. i got breathless like in less than 15mins. maybe its juz the flu.. but my heart wasn't beating juz fast, it was litrally pounding. haha. rmbr the scan i had a month a ago.. i think that thing is starting to kick in.
NO WAY MAN. haha.
anyways. supposed to go swimn this morning.. didn't feel good. erghhish-ness.
ahha. randomly,
i thought i didn't like linkin park.. always think that they're juz noise.. ahha
but i'm starting to appreciate these music. ahha. yay.. all music but R&B (with the excepction of Temperaute by SeanPaul)
to u.
coz it's made known to u. enough.
and yes, to me "shut up pls."
Adjective: obliged u'blIjd
Under a moral obligation to do something- duty-bound
Verb: oblige u'blIj
Force or compel somebody to do something
- compel, obligate
Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted- bind, hold, obligate
Provide a service or favour for someone
"We had to oblige him"
- accommodate
Adjective: obligated 'óblu`geytud
Caused by law or conscience to follow a certain course
"felt obligated to repay the kindness"; "was obligated to pay off the student loan"Verb: obligate 'óblu`geyt
Force or compel somebody to do something
- compel, oblige
Commit in order to fulfil an obligation
"obligate money"
Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted
- oblige, bind, hold
to another u.
man. i'm tired of all this. u know it.
i feel not much of a help. in fact, a load + burden.
can u pls juz tell me smth. i know u have. but i'm sure its not it.
i duno wads it that i want from u. but i hope that u'll consider.
im already as strong as i should be. i hope u are.
i'm sure if we keep gg on like this.. there'll be loads of unnecessary assumptions made.. more injures.writing to u.. i duno if it helps. doubt it, for now.. coz i've already done what i possibly can.
to add on..u keep saying u won't change and all. what makes u think i will. (btw. u know wad change i'm referring to) i juz feel so so discouraged and so not trusted. like its so easily broken. is this the kind of bond that we hold??
i duno lar. up to u to go figure. meanwhile. really, i'm having alot of thoughts now. u know what i mean.
smths, i feel like juz being hard on u.. like totally. if its affecting ur studies, that's holding me back. MYE is like in 1 wk's time.
if u don't want to lose me, stop giving me opportunities to. can u have more faith in urself pls, and also for us. where's the confidence in this?
to end off. ahha.
freaky huh. i'm cold-blooded.
coz i want u to have the best in you.
Friday, April 21, 2006
day 2
Business Overall Champion and Chamion in Regetta.
ok.
today was abt the same.
after 12pm.. all was BORING. seriously. morning.. got new shirt.. hear lecture, see our care persons.. got new stuff.. got to know more ppl from the class..
btw. i founnd a ggg home partner! khairul stays 1 blk away from me. (:
ok. the rest was.. juz... nvm.
plus. the flu... maakes it more intolerable.
i survived the whole day.
my heart didn't want to sing the sch song.
putting on the tp shirt.haha. man.
wad makes me happy today is that.. i finally got new shoes!! (: nike dunks k. hahha. need a nice gg out comfortable shoe... coz living with sport shoes alone is really sian. plus the soggy-ness of it. so yea. (: ITS NICE.
but.. this is sa big sarifice to my camera, and as well as my allowance for the next month.
but worth it lar.
okok.
looking forward to work hard. hah. after A CHAO LONG LONG BREAK.
ok.
today was abt the same.
after 12pm.. all was BORING. seriously. morning.. got new shirt.. hear lecture, see our care persons.. got new stuff.. got to know more ppl from the class..
btw. i founnd a ggg home partner! khairul stays 1 blk away from me. (:
ok. the rest was.. juz... nvm.
plus. the flu... maakes it more intolerable.
i survived the whole day.
my heart didn't want to sing the sch song.
putting on the tp shirt.haha. man.
wad makes me happy today is that.. i finally got new shoes!! (: nike dunks k. hahha. need a nice gg out comfortable shoe... coz living with sport shoes alone is really sian. plus the soggy-ness of it. so yea. (: ITS NICE.
but.. this is sa big sarifice to my camera, and as well as my allowance for the next month.
but worth it lar.
okok.
looking forward to work hard. hah. after A CHAO LONG LONG BREAK.
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Training Programme.
to me,
its a tolerance cum irritance cum patience Training Prog.
seriously. i've wasted 10hrs of my life.
ya lar. i'm in class 1B15. ok. not bad ppl. quite avg.
but on the whole, i really have to say that its the most boring, lamest hopeless orientation i've ever been.
i won't say where until due time.
seriously.
the leaders are like.. man. doing stuff with wrong focus. central minded and all. GRR. its all about. I-ME-MY-MINE-ME-ME-n(of course)-ME.. buay tahan can.
fashion. status.
i saw alot of pri sch friends. tt's one thing i'm (: abt. ahha. JORIM TAN is in my class. haha. coincidence. back dates to when we use to copy each other abt our ting xie and tease him abt his awfully neat and minute handwriting for a guy.
nicholas ho. sheng young. jasmine law. and many more.
after the whole thing.. char and i super BORED. HAPPPily its ENDED. man. feel the jjoy man. went to IKEA TO makan gd food.. couldn't find nice shoes.
to my beloved sajc OG28:
I MISS U GUYS UBERLY MUCH.
I APPREICATE U SO MUCH.
TODAY, THE VALUE OF WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SEEM TO HAVE INCREASED TREMENDOUSLY
seriously.
to even add on. there were attepmts for cheering. and u know wad. I ACTUALLY SLEPT in the SPORTS COMPLEX. and esther had to wake me up.
i felt totally different in tp.
like a boring quiet sian and no life giirl. didn't even feel like talking. or socializing much, as compared to back at where the Saints were.
in the morning. totally scary. ppl all wear so nice, and i, in my reboook shorts. all new faces with different ages.
and.... today. i get mistaken. haha. ppl ask if i'm a muslim? do i speak chinese? haha. man. am i that dark? then.. some thinks i'm from touch rug or ncc. hilarious.
i guess on the whole. not to point fingers or wad... we, ppl, the freshies (i really dislike being called that) are at fault as well.. for not participating. the whole cohort.. the ratio of those enthu participants is like 1:18 or even more.
further more, in coloboration of the plans which does not seem to exsist... the day seemed SUPER DUPER ULTRA LOOOOOONNG. whole time was wating waiting waitng.. also duno for wad. ultimately, i guess was waiting for it to be OVER.
the simple reason why i'm still gg and not point is juz self-discipline
do not need to further elaborate on that. (paritally is coz i want to get my matric. CARD.)
ok. i pray that i'll survice another of TOMORROW. heard that its gonna be longer. hoho. pray that i'll establish gd friendship bonds. coz its essential, crucial and important.. really. the fight for survival
i'm goona get dunks soon. asked mama to push back my allowance. so i'm goona try and save up on every little bit i can for the next month till JUNE i guess. hahaha.
MPF is still on ar.
its a tolerance cum irritance cum patience Training Prog.
seriously. i've wasted 10hrs of my life.
ya lar. i'm in class 1B15. ok. not bad ppl. quite avg.
but on the whole, i really have to say that its the most boring, lamest hopeless orientation i've ever been.
i won't say where until due time.
seriously.
the leaders are like.. man. doing stuff with wrong focus. central minded and all. GRR. its all about. I-ME-MY-MINE-ME-ME-n(of course)-ME.. buay tahan can.
fashion. status.
i saw alot of pri sch friends. tt's one thing i'm (: abt. ahha. JORIM TAN is in my class. haha. coincidence. back dates to when we use to copy each other abt our ting xie and tease him abt his awfully neat and minute handwriting for a guy.
nicholas ho. sheng young. jasmine law. and many more.
after the whole thing.. char and i super BORED. HAPPPily its ENDED. man. feel the jjoy man. went to IKEA TO makan gd food.. couldn't find nice shoes.
to my beloved sajc OG28:
I MISS U GUYS UBERLY MUCH.
I APPREICATE U SO MUCH.
TODAY, THE VALUE OF WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SEEM TO HAVE INCREASED TREMENDOUSLY
seriously.
to even add on. there were attepmts for cheering. and u know wad. I ACTUALLY SLEPT in the SPORTS COMPLEX. and esther had to wake me up.
i felt totally different in tp.
like a boring quiet sian and no life giirl. didn't even feel like talking. or socializing much, as compared to back at where the Saints were.
in the morning. totally scary. ppl all wear so nice, and i, in my reboook shorts. all new faces with different ages.
and.... today. i get mistaken. haha. ppl ask if i'm a muslim? do i speak chinese? haha. man. am i that dark? then.. some thinks i'm from touch rug or ncc. hilarious.
i guess on the whole. not to point fingers or wad... we, ppl, the freshies (i really dislike being called that) are at fault as well.. for not participating. the whole cohort.. the ratio of those enthu participants is like 1:18 or even more.
further more, in coloboration of the plans which does not seem to exsist... the day seemed SUPER DUPER ULTRA LOOOOOONNG. whole time was wating waiting waitng.. also duno for wad. ultimately, i guess was waiting for it to be OVER.
the simple reason why i'm still gg and not point is juz self-discipline
do not need to further elaborate on that. (paritally is coz i want to get my matric. CARD.)
ok. i pray that i'll survice another of TOMORROW. heard that its gonna be longer. hoho. pray that i'll establish gd friendship bonds. coz its essential, crucial and important.. really. the fight for survival
i'm goona get dunks soon. asked mama to push back my allowance. so i'm goona try and save up on every little bit i can for the next month till JUNE i guess. hahaha.
MPF is still on ar.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
tmr!!
hoho.
its like tmr. orientation. also duno why i so kan chiong. ahha. i gues that explains why i'm not myself today, right KOR? ahahha.
its like... i'm actually thinking of like what to wear. i go sunday service, meet my friends.. also juz chapalan take the top few shirts and all. ahha.
i'm like deciding on the colour. pattern.. logo and all. CRAP MAN. hahahhaah.
currently, my friendster has 626 friends.. give it 1 month. haha. not bhb lar.. but its logical right. go new place, c new ppl..
come to think of it..
- no more crashing
- no more extra time at SAJC
- ***no more uniform
- no more ppl of the same age
- **no more PE! AH.
- no more prefect-y stuff.
i miss my SAJC friends really badly. ESPECAILLY my LEPARKING GRP, CG 06S20, OG28, guit essem ppl and OF COURSE, MY BELOVED BOWLING TEAM.. been in the team since nov. i'll try to find time to go to SA stuff yea.
haha. come to think of it again..
tmr is not the start lar. its juz the orientation. but stiilll. *the horror. i hope there's ppl smaller tthan me and all.
abit scary ar. wad if i like become so PRO-TP-rian. hahaha. man. i'm so so sure that i won't forget that once a Saint, always a Saint.
haha.
hmmm..
honestly, i've been reading the ruggers testimonial to each other. man. so touching. didn't know guys can be so sentimental. (no offence lar). but reallt heart-warming to see what sa have nutured them to be.
pray for the ruggers especially. coz due to the countless matches and trngs, classed are skipped, lessons are missed.
and......
MYE IS COMING UP
SO yea. Be prepared to learn and apply stuff at SPEEDY rate.
pray for my SAJC BOWLING team as well.
its only for Champions. without doubt, we're the Power House. haha. YEA. pray for strength to carry on the legacy.
pray for my dear zen and sara in sajc.
*/dearest geraldyne, elizabeth in mj.
*/abby, steph in tj.
*/gary, sam, ah hua, john in vj.
*/yl, john c!, glen, glenn, darryl, lenoard, hoyun, vic, boon rong, sharleen, jeremy, colin, emily, warren, kenneth, yue xin, kai boon, brandon,weili, yonghui, cheryl, alvin, katie, chun, chester, gerald, arthur, alex jesse, hooper and many more in sa.
*/ash, clar, wilson, pax, vic, tim, zuan, sharul, ryan in sp
*/sharleen, nigel, eve in np.
* haha. daihong gg where ar? haha. and of course, suhaimi!.
to DEMI. COME BACK LEHSSSSSS. SUPER LONG LIAO! hahaha. miss blowing midst with u, doing qigong in the morning. aha. though we can' do that in sg anymore, i'm sure we can do more. hahaha. :P
ahha. there are the few that i'm thinking of now.. not to mention both sa and ac ruggers, having to catch up on so much.
keep the flame burning brightly ever..
its like tmr. orientation. also duno why i so kan chiong. ahha. i gues that explains why i'm not myself today, right KOR? ahahha.
its like... i'm actually thinking of like what to wear. i go sunday service, meet my friends.. also juz chapalan take the top few shirts and all. ahha.
i'm like deciding on the colour. pattern.. logo and all. CRAP MAN. hahahhaah.
currently, my friendster has 626 friends.. give it 1 month. haha. not bhb lar.. but its logical right. go new place, c new ppl..
come to think of it..
- no more crashing
- no more extra time at SAJC
- ***no more uniform
- no more ppl of the same age
- **no more PE! AH.
- no more prefect-y stuff.
i miss my SAJC friends really badly. ESPECAILLY my LEPARKING GRP, CG 06S20, OG28, guit essem ppl and OF COURSE, MY BELOVED BOWLING TEAM.. been in the team since nov. i'll try to find time to go to SA stuff yea.
haha. come to think of it again..
tmr is not the start lar. its juz the orientation. but stiilll. *the horror. i hope there's ppl smaller tthan me and all.
abit scary ar. wad if i like become so PRO-TP-rian. hahaha. man. i'm so so sure that i won't forget that once a Saint, always a Saint.
haha.
hmmm..
honestly, i've been reading the ruggers testimonial to each other. man. so touching. didn't know guys can be so sentimental. (no offence lar). but reallt heart-warming to see what sa have nutured them to be.
pray for the ruggers especially. coz due to the countless matches and trngs, classed are skipped, lessons are missed.
and......
MYE IS COMING UP
SO yea. Be prepared to learn and apply stuff at SPEEDY rate.
pray for my SAJC BOWLING team as well.
its only for Champions. without doubt, we're the Power House. haha. YEA. pray for strength to carry on the legacy.
pray for my dear zen and sara in sajc.
*/dearest geraldyne, elizabeth in mj.
*/abby, steph in tj.
*/gary, sam, ah hua, john in vj.
*/yl, john c!, glen, glenn, darryl, lenoard, hoyun, vic, boon rong, sharleen, jeremy, colin, emily, warren, kenneth, yue xin, kai boon, brandon,weili, yonghui, cheryl, alvin, katie, chun, chester, gerald, arthur, alex jesse, hooper and many more in sa.
*/ash, clar, wilson, pax, vic, tim, zuan, sharul, ryan in sp
*/sharleen, nigel, eve in np.
* haha. daihong gg where ar? haha. and of course, suhaimi!.
to DEMI. COME BACK LEHSSSSSS. SUPER LONG LIAO! hahaha. miss blowing midst with u, doing qigong in the morning. aha. though we can' do that in sg anymore, i'm sure we can do more. hahaha. :P
ahha. there are the few that i'm thinking of now.. not to mention both sa and ac ruggers, having to catch up on so much.
keep the flame burning brightly ever..
not a gd slp
last night.
wah. its the most gruuuullinggg nite i ever had for the little brain that i have.
i woke up.. planning to run today. but had a slight fever. had so many on/off dreams. coz i woke up at 8 plus.. then 9 plus.. then alot more times.. till aroun 1pm like that. whole time, dreams + nightmares.
some of which, happened.
3 of which i died (or close to death).
many, avg, norm daily life. 1 happened today.
and many more other jia lat ones which i tried to rmbr, but juz can't.
ok.. i'll touch on a few.. the clearest ones..
not in any order..
one of which.. i dreamt abt today. that i was gg for my run.. then mama ask me to get smth for her.. i refused coz i didn't want to bring $$ nor carry stuff back home, tired.
haha. BUT. today.. in reality.. she did ask me to get medical oil for the baby.. but i didn't.. coz i didn't have e opportunity to go to those shops. but i didn't rejected her leh.
*hmmms..
ok. the 3 deaths. ahahha. briefly..
1).. in 854 bus, (not the elongated one), wear Hose Sas PE shirt, and my bllue/orange striped shorts, and my sandals(refer to the below photos. exact same thing. ahha. also, didn't want mama to wash so much clothes.. so i wore the same thing today).. basically, its either the bus surved and bang into the treee.. or an oncoming car bang in to the bus. i was on the floor, in the bus,.. in a pool of blood.. not many ppl were in the bus. yea. and the pics of smasehed broken windows were clearly seen.
and today, yea, i wore that, and took 854 home. HILARIOUS. ahha. coz i was telling daniel abt the dreamm. aahaha. so we drew more conclusions, and got ourselves more worried. hahahaha. to as if be able to avert the disater.. ahha. i didn't sit where i was sitting.. and talked on the phone. haha. but the bus i sat today was elongated.
2) this one quite short.. i found myself downstairs my house, with my head resting on the side of the drain. my left hand stretched out, holding my phone. haha. and FARNIE-LY.. i was comtemplating to dial 911 or 999. to myself.. i thought 999 wasn't practical.. so decided to call 911.. but then again.. for this kind of situations, shouldn't it be the passer-bys that called the ambulance? haha. ok
3) at bedok junction. crossing the road. can't rmbr wad.. but it was in the evening.. 6 plus seven.. setting of the sun. a red speeding sports car surved.. and cut into the opp lane though it was green man for pedestrians.. haha. then it ramped me on my right shoulder..and i flew.. and my head hit the lampost behind me. then the scence focused on the red car.. banging into a Comfort taxi.. which moved back due to e impact to hit a sbs bus.. which (somehow, i-logically) fall on its left side.. and smashed a private car. haha. i felt pain whole time.
ok. yea.
kinda grulling.
another FARNIE one.. was.. I GREW UP AND GOT MARRIED. ahha. hilarious but wierd. i was supposed to marry a guy which i didn't like him. was anticipating on his arrvial to this house.. i was waiting at the door. didn't want him to come.. but yea.. follow the procedure. but.. on the other hand.. i was HOPING that i would marry the guy i like.. so i was standing at the door, hoping for him to come, but with the knowledge that it was a 0% chance. just then, someone tapped me, i turned. and saw the guy i liked. haha. he held my hands and we were happy. hahahahahhaha.
then then.. the guy that i was suppose to marry, opened the door.. and saw evverything and got angry. AHHAHAHAHA. then the scene ENDED. hahaha.
both guys were wearing the black suit usually for marriage one. both were grown up so i coudn't really identify. aha. (wasted. :P). haha.
but i was wearing this nice tube-top dresss, and nicely style hair.
tell u man. IT WAS HILARIOUS. ahhaha. really hilarious.
there another one..
this one.. really painful lar. its abt me and this guy. we like each other.. but somehow, somewhat, we're seperated by uncontrollable means. was painful. both of us wearing whitish shirts.. seems to be sa shirt.. but nvm.. was. so yea. kind of a short one.
there are others. more wierd-but-every-day life kinds.. i guess they'll sooon be classified as dejavu.
oh man. and the best part, to empahsize, all these dreams happened in one fateful night
i've ever dreamt of dreams which indeed came true, either 100%ly dejavu, or the content is abt the same. i've prayed abt it.. coz i really do not know if its like a gift of prophecy.. alittle apprehensive.. coz i think that this gift would require alot of carry it out.. or smth. but i was thinking.. shouldn't it be like filled with God-ly content to be able to be prophesised? hmmmm. praay..
well. good nite. haha. and i really mean, good, night.
wah. its the most gruuuullinggg nite i ever had for the little brain that i have.
i woke up.. planning to run today. but had a slight fever. had so many on/off dreams. coz i woke up at 8 plus.. then 9 plus.. then alot more times.. till aroun 1pm like that. whole time, dreams + nightmares.
some of which, happened.
3 of which i died (or close to death).
many, avg, norm daily life. 1 happened today.
and many more other jia lat ones which i tried to rmbr, but juz can't.
ok.. i'll touch on a few.. the clearest ones..
not in any order..
one of which.. i dreamt abt today. that i was gg for my run.. then mama ask me to get smth for her.. i refused coz i didn't want to bring $$ nor carry stuff back home, tired.
haha. BUT. today.. in reality.. she did ask me to get medical oil for the baby.. but i didn't.. coz i didn't have e opportunity to go to those shops. but i didn't rejected her leh.
*hmmms..
ok. the 3 deaths. ahahha. briefly..
1).. in 854 bus, (not the elongated one), wear Hose Sas PE shirt, and my bllue/orange striped shorts, and my sandals(refer to the below photos. exact same thing. ahha. also, didn't want mama to wash so much clothes.. so i wore the same thing today).. basically, its either the bus surved and bang into the treee.. or an oncoming car bang in to the bus. i was on the floor, in the bus,.. in a pool of blood.. not many ppl were in the bus. yea. and the pics of smasehed broken windows were clearly seen.
and today, yea, i wore that, and took 854 home. HILARIOUS. ahha. coz i was telling daniel abt the dreamm. aahaha. so we drew more conclusions, and got ourselves more worried. hahahaha. to as if be able to avert the disater.. ahha. i didn't sit where i was sitting.. and talked on the phone. haha. but the bus i sat today was elongated.
2) this one quite short.. i found myself downstairs my house, with my head resting on the side of the drain. my left hand stretched out, holding my phone. haha. and FARNIE-LY.. i was comtemplating to dial 911 or 999. to myself.. i thought 999 wasn't practical.. so decided to call 911.. but then again.. for this kind of situations, shouldn't it be the passer-bys that called the ambulance? haha. ok
3) at bedok junction. crossing the road. can't rmbr wad.. but it was in the evening.. 6 plus seven.. setting of the sun. a red speeding sports car surved.. and cut into the opp lane though it was green man for pedestrians.. haha. then it ramped me on my right shoulder..and i flew.. and my head hit the lampost behind me. then the scence focused on the red car.. banging into a Comfort taxi.. which moved back due to e impact to hit a sbs bus.. which (somehow, i-logically) fall on its left side.. and smashed a private car. haha. i felt pain whole time.
ok. yea.
kinda grulling.
another FARNIE one.. was.. I GREW UP AND GOT MARRIED. ahha. hilarious but wierd. i was supposed to marry a guy which i didn't like him. was anticipating on his arrvial to this house.. i was waiting at the door. didn't want him to come.. but yea.. follow the procedure. but.. on the other hand.. i was HOPING that i would marry the guy i like.. so i was standing at the door, hoping for him to come, but with the knowledge that it was a 0% chance. just then, someone tapped me, i turned. and saw the guy i liked. haha. he held my hands and we were happy. hahahahahhaha.
then then.. the guy that i was suppose to marry, opened the door.. and saw evverything and got angry. AHHAHAHAHA. then the scene ENDED. hahaha.
both guys were wearing the black suit usually for marriage one. both were grown up so i coudn't really identify. aha. (wasted. :P). haha.
but i was wearing this nice tube-top dresss, and nicely style hair.
tell u man. IT WAS HILARIOUS. ahhaha. really hilarious.
there another one..
this one.. really painful lar. its abt me and this guy. we like each other.. but somehow, somewhat, we're seperated by uncontrollable means. was painful. both of us wearing whitish shirts.. seems to be sa shirt.. but nvm.. was. so yea. kind of a short one.
there are others. more wierd-but-every-day life kinds.. i guess they'll sooon be classified as dejavu.
oh man. and the best part, to empahsize, all these dreams happened in one fateful night
i've ever dreamt of dreams which indeed came true, either 100%ly dejavu, or the content is abt the same. i've prayed abt it.. coz i really do not know if its like a gift of prophecy.. alittle apprehensive.. coz i think that this gift would require alot of carry it out.. or smth. but i was thinking.. shouldn't it be like filled with God-ly content to be able to be prophesised? hmmmm. praay..
well. good nite. haha. and i really mean, good, night.
Monday, April 17, 2006
things girls do in the toilet.
haha. ultimate us. (: we had a great day.
cool not? hahahaha.
ahha. love-hate triangle. confusing?
haha. *look aT CHARMAINE. ahhaha. retro version of the monkey-see-mokey-do action. haha.
oh man. hahaha.
i ate her shirt.
haha. jas had sch today.. so yea. ahha. 3 of us, tp and np.. sch wil be starting next wk. haha. so today.. went swimming. and again.. where's char?!
haha. scary can.
at 11am... the pool had abt 4 ppl. not so bad.. then swam my laps at lane 5 then took a break at 12.15 at lane 8. by the time i wanted to swim.. all the laps are taken!! grrrr. and the worst part is that.. ALL MALES. man. where are all the females???? there was one who was around from 11.10-.11.25am like that.
then the tanning area.. all males also!! hahha.
buay tahan.. got out and changed at 1pm. just then.. char came. haha. she also observed the male-dorminance of the complex as well. horror.
anyways. we had lunch. and went to marina sq to meet eve to watch Take the LEAD and dinner. the show was alright.. had thoughts of learning ballrm for fun.. but its goona be hilarous for me. shall juz stick to wad i'm doin now. haa.
sch's starting soon!.
i'm having all mixed feelings lar. haha. another big step in life. the friends and all.. haha. missed the times in shps, kc, sajc. the uniforms. haha. dun like wearing gg out clothes. hahha.
ytd.. i bought a bk from Life bkshop. love it. its called the Bible answer bk. totally rocks. shall publish some stuff here somedays....
some commments i found while werb surfing again...
"wednesday! AHH. went for rugby finals after school! ALL the way at old chua chu kang road like some super desolated area lar. anyway, the whole of St Andrews Secondary AND ACSI had to go down to support. as usual.
EVERYONE expected acs to win cann. i mean, we were the better team. really.
haha. you probably think i'm super biased cause i'm from acs. but anw. acsi REALLY did have a stronger team.
and i think even SA thought they were gonna lose.
okay wait.
what i'm going to say next, shall not be held against me in anyway, and viewer discretion is required. no school names shall be mentioned and no one except my own school, acs, shall be named. if you are insulted in anyway, or feel that any material quoted next is inapproiate, please feedback to me, and i will remove it immediately. thank you.
okay. that was because of something that happened in school recently. haha. quite scary. about blogging. so sensitive can. bleh.
anww! everyone thought that, THAT school was going to lose, because acs was supposed to be stronger, but, basically we lost.
and THE REF WAS KAYU. ohman. i tell you, throughout the whole match, everyone from acs side was so tempted to go choke the referee. 3/4 fouls were given against acs, even though we DIDNT DO ANYTHING! and like the ref gave 3 people yellow cards, and sent 1 acs rugger off the field, for NO APPARENT reason. people from the acs side was shouting like 'hey ref! how much they pay you one'. basically everyone was PISSED. cause THAT school was so obviously lousier. but the ref kept fouling acs for nothing lar. nonsense. and everytime THAT school fouled, the ref just didnt say anything. wahlieww.
this morning right, my principal said that even though we were the better team, there are some things in life that you cannot change, and HUMAN ERROR cannot be controlled. uhh. nice way of saying ref kayu lar, basically. anw. in the end, my school scored a try, which was 7 points, including conversion lar. then THAT school didnt score any tries cann! cause they lousy. only scored 4 conversions, 3 points each. which gave them the 12-7 win. sehhh. cause the referee kept giving fouls so near our goal area lar! thats why they keep kickingkickingkicking. aiya. kayued.
now no holiday, hai, if not monday might just be a holiday! shoot. haha.
wellwell. human error. =]
cant be helped right."
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"Today. My school lost to st andrews in rugby. Aww so sad, no more extra holidays for us anymore. Boohoo. Heard from my friend that the refree kaiyu (Something like a refree cheating helping the other side) He said that when st andrew offside the refree say play on and when my school done nothing wrong he call for a penalty. Anyways, lets not cry over spilt milk. As long as we think that we had done our best and our very best, whatever the result is everyone will be happy and satisfied. Our waterpolo and canouing (However you spell that?) got gold however, lifting the spirits up for the students as well as the teachers as well as all staff in the school. There will be more sporting events up ahead and lets hope and pray that ACS(I) can get more golds and lesser bronze or silver"
WHAT'S THE WHOLE IDEA OF SPORTSMANSHIP??
as in seriously. i'm not standing on any sides. BUT. a game is played, and a game is won.
who are we to blame?
yes, it is true that many expected ac to win. but its an expectation, and not a fact.
if status, fame, and reputation is all that ppl persue, man... u're goona miss out ALOT in LIFE.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Easter Day
well done elaine! for the Soldier Dance. (:
what if we have answers to ALL our questions?
that'll be scary.
Happy EASTER Day man.
to me, Christmas/Easter..
-which is of more significance / importance (can't find a better word for description)
His Birth or Death?
If He wasn't born, He wouldn't die.
It was because of His death that He was born.
hmm.?? to me.. i think.. EASTER is more of impt lar.
practially speaking, easter can only happen with Jesus. anyone can be borned... ahha,. i meann.. everyone is BORNED out into this world.
and its coz of His death, we have life after our death.
*breathes.absorb.continue...*
but WHY does CHRISTmas seem to like be more MAJESTIC than Easter?
it might be.. coz easter is more of a solemm-build-up to the occasion?
singapore dun really practice that?
as for christmas, there'e like gift exchange..?
???
well. (:
Happy Easter! Getting tired and confused.
what if we have answers to ALL our questions?
that'll be scary.
Happy EASTER Day man.
to me, Christmas/Easter..
-which is of more significance / importance (can't find a better word for description)
His Birth or Death?
If He wasn't born, He wouldn't die.
It was because of His death that He was born.
hmm.?? to me.. i think.. EASTER is more of impt lar.
practially speaking, easter can only happen with Jesus. anyone can be borned... ahha,. i meann.. everyone is BORNED out into this world.
and its coz of His death, we have life after our death.
*breathes.absorb.continue...*
but WHY does CHRISTmas seem to like be more MAJESTIC than Easter?
it might be.. coz easter is more of a solemm-build-up to the occasion?
singapore dun really practice that?
as for christmas, there'e like gift exchange..?
???
well. (:
Happy Easter! Getting tired and confused.
my slippers are stolen.
sickening can.
ppl would want to steal my slipper. i live in a HDB flat.. so i put slippers outside.. like its common right.
they juz had to steal my sis and mine.
SO LAME CAN.
grrr.. u guys musting be like wondering why i'm so uptight abt it.. coz u know why??? i got it specially for N. Thailand trip last yr.. and its been like with me in times of difficulty and been through all the most hard-to-tahan weather.
after all, though $2.40.. its a branded Overland slippers k.
and and and...
this morng.. on my way to church.. at bedok interchange.. the bus driver made his way up to the bus, haulling us to follow.. so those ppl in the queue went up first.. i stood by the side..
then this old man.. had to like bump into me. (i sound like some sensitive meanie right). but the old man is not like chao old lar.. abt 60+, walking healthily. the it wasn't at all crowded.. so much space to walk.. if he wants to cut my line or wadeva, i gladly allow.. wads the rush man.
but he wasn't rushing, nor being pushed, nor tripped coz it didnt' seem like it. but he juz had to bump his body to my back.
so disgusting can.
thank God i have His Love k. nicely, i turned back, he gave that hand thing.. the im-sorry-it-was-an-accident gesture.. and i happily gave that its-ok-no-prob kinda smile plus gesture.. (yea right man)grrr.
EARLy in the morning somemore.
went swimming again., disappointng. so crowded.. couldn't swim properly.. so swam like 17-19 machan laps. not consec. hahaha. did i mention, i proudly swam 20 laps consec... 10 free; 10 breaststroke ;ast thurs. but i took hoho-ly long. but nvm.
the new goggles totally rocks.
its like.. u dun feel tight.. but u know it won't fall.. and its like. super clear (coz its new).. and doesn't fog up.. and its like gd underwater sunglasses. i love it alot. can't bear to scratch it. haha.
well. if u are reading my blog b4 10am on sunday(tmr), pls pray for me. i need God's strength. i need his help in my guit. really really helpless in tmr's songs. so yea. pray. thank u.
ppl would want to steal my slipper. i live in a HDB flat.. so i put slippers outside.. like its common right.
they juz had to steal my sis and mine.
SO LAME CAN.
grrr.. u guys musting be like wondering why i'm so uptight abt it.. coz u know why??? i got it specially for N. Thailand trip last yr.. and its been like with me in times of difficulty and been through all the most hard-to-tahan weather.
after all, though $2.40.. its a branded Overland slippers k.
and and and...
this morng.. on my way to church.. at bedok interchange.. the bus driver made his way up to the bus, haulling us to follow.. so those ppl in the queue went up first.. i stood by the side..
then this old man.. had to like bump into me. (i sound like some sensitive meanie right). but the old man is not like chao old lar.. abt 60+, walking healthily. the it wasn't at all crowded.. so much space to walk.. if he wants to cut my line or wadeva, i gladly allow.. wads the rush man.
but he wasn't rushing, nor being pushed, nor tripped coz it didnt' seem like it. but he juz had to bump his body to my back.
so disgusting can.
thank God i have His Love k. nicely, i turned back, he gave that hand thing.. the im-sorry-it-was-an-accident gesture.. and i happily gave that its-ok-no-prob kinda smile plus gesture.. (yea right man)grrr.
EARLy in the morning somemore.
went swimming again., disappointng. so crowded.. couldn't swim properly.. so swam like 17-19 machan laps. not consec. hahaha. did i mention, i proudly swam 20 laps consec... 10 free; 10 breaststroke ;ast thurs. but i took hoho-ly long. but nvm.
the new goggles totally rocks.
its like.. u dun feel tight.. but u know it won't fall.. and its like. super clear (coz its new).. and doesn't fog up.. and its like gd underwater sunglasses. i love it alot. can't bear to scratch it. haha.
well. if u are reading my blog b4 10am on sunday(tmr), pls pray for me. i need God's strength. i need his help in my guit. really really helpless in tmr's songs. so yea. pray. thank u.
Saturday, April 15, 2006
my dad WAS a rugger. SEMANGAT
web surfing..
this time was on saints rugby. haha. hunt for pics..
while searching.. stumbled across this acsi photographer.
well. it was the 2005 rugby season. acs lost to sa...
the pics.. really made me.. whoa. SEMANGAT sial.
heart wrenching... seeing beads of pespiration and tears of ac rolled down as they sang they school song with a great let down in their hearts.
this yr.. haven really find much pics.. but i do know that as compared to last yr, this yr less cryings.. [% lesser to ac].. ahaha. but nevertheless.. a tough and hard fight.
personally, not being sexist or wad.. guys crying.. hmm. i think need like big stuff to bang that tank of tears in them lar. haha. generally, by fact, guys are yea, emmotionally stronger. haha.
well..
to ac ruggers: u guys did ur best. i'm sure u'd put on a gd fight. the best is yet to be dun loose hope lar. play hard. play fair.
well. i just have to say that.. coz the pics are really whoa. *salutes to the photographer.
-
more stuff....
History of SAS Rugby
Rugby can be said to be the pride and the passion of the St. Andrew's family. From the junior school to the Junior College, the game is played with pride and passion of the school crest and the tradition the white and blue hoped jersey brings.
The Game has deep roots in the school, having been introduced by G J Gurney in 1933. Principals and teachers after him worked long and hard to establish St. Andrew's as one of the premier rugby playing school from the early 50s up to the early 90s. Passion brought old boys to the scene, coaching and helping out the teams in any way they could, with names such as Yee Teck Peng (ok... this is our church uncle.. he goes around taking photos.. and have planted a big tree which is pulled down... ahhaha. he's a rugger!? haha. *opens eyes WIDE*) and Teo Han Chua synonymous with the champion teams of that era. The great tradition of championship teams of that era spilled onto the international rugby scene as well, with the school producing over 40 national players that have brought glory to the state since 1951. On the Singapore team that participated in the Asian Rugby Football Union Tournament held in Hong Kong in November 2004, there were 5 Saints on the team, carrying on a great tradition.
Unfortunately, the late 90s saw the Saints rugby program wane, and after a few years in the shadows, a revamped Saints Rugby program emerged and after 2 short years, made a comeback into the Finals of the Schools rugby finals of both divisions. 2002 saw the beginning of the revival, as the Saints Under 14 team reached the finals to meet reigning champions ACS(i). The champions retained their title 56-0 , but that was the beginning of the Saint's march back to the podium. 2 more years of finals appearances in both divisions later, and the same pioneering Under 14 team that was beaten so soundly in 2002 marched into the Under 17 finals in 2004 against their counterparts from ACS(i) once again. The 'fighting saints' sounded their grit and determination, and with the pride and passion of a so many behind them, came away with the Police cup championship for 2004, something they last won in 1993.
The foundation has been set, and it certainly been a long road for the Saints in coming back from recent failure to where we are now. It certainly has been a team effort, and with that, we hope that the support from all continues, past present and future as the program looks upwards and onwards!
and more...
National School U-17 Rugby Championship Final 2003
30th Apr 2003
THE POLICE CUP
St. Andrew's Sec School 0,
Anglo-Chinese School (Independence) 26. (3 goals, 1 try)
Saints kicked off in a wet and very 'muddy' ground. This condition favoured the Saints. Within 7 minutes of the kick-off, ACS scored their first try.
Saints were awarded a penalty. The kick had height and distance but missed the right post for the conversion.
ACS followed with 2 goals scored through their fast and efficient back line.
Half-time: Saints 0 ACS (I) 19
Many believed that in the second half ACS would 'steam roll' over the Saints. How wrong they were!
The second half belonged to the Saints who dominated 'play' and were in ACS territory most of the time.
Against the run of play, ACS in their 25 broke away to score a goal through their 'back-line'.
Thereafter, Saint pinned ACS within 5 to 10 metres of their goal line for about 15 to 20 minutes until the end of the game. This shook and rattled ACS quite a bit but they managed to hold on. During this period, there were at least 5 penalties and several scrums awarded to Saints.
In the penalties, Saints went for the 'forward rush' but could not break through from several penalties a few just 5 metres' from ACS goal line!
Sadly, the 'not able to score' was their own doing. In one of my previous reports, I said that the penalty should be taken AT ONCE. This fast and surprise attack could produce a try. If the opposition did not retire behind their goal line and tackle our player, the penalty would be awarded again. Instead the Saints opted for set play 'forward rush'. This gave the opposition time to organise their defence. In the Saints 'set play', the forwards were 'thinly' spread. There was no thrust in the rush or back-up for a forward 'roll/spin'.
'OUT SIDE' the playing field, Saints beat ACS (I) hands down. We out-numbered their supporters by 100% and in spite of being down in the game, both sides of the field resounded with loud cheers from the Saints.
It was so so good to hear the 'SAINTS BATTLE CRY' (Saints original and traditional) heard by all across the field.
ACS (I) performed the New Zealand Haka after the presentation of prizes.
While Saints were attacking and trying to score, the official touch-judge (lineswoman) was urging ACS not to give up and push on. I told her (and she is a qualified referee too) that she must be neutral. She said that she was 'neutral'. Shame of her! Some adult spectators shouted at her that she must be 'neutral. The Singapore Society of Rugby Union Referees will hear from me.
SAS 0 vs ACS(I) 26
(photos..)
Top
Saints performing "The Saints Battle Cry"
Left
Beaten
But, unlike previous years, no longer tearful but cheerful.
What a wonderful change of attitude
-
to add on..
was curious this morning.. so i asked my mum wad was pa's eca...
mama: "football"
me: *GASP!* (and then burst out laughing)
me: r u like seriously sure?
mama: hmmm.. wait.. nono.. rugby! rugby!
me: WHAT?! WAHHAHAHAHAHSHAHS (n it goes on...) hahahah. he? mama.. not all SA boys play rugby leh....
mama: really really. he played in the junior sch.
me: sec sch leh?
mama: no la.. he nv go sec sch. (mr.)francis thomas ask him go work.. coz he naughty boy.. aways pon school, zhao sch. until principal go hunt for him.. told u b4 wad..
me:.. hmmm. right.. HAhhHAHHAHAHAHA. rugger.. ahhahahHHAHAHAHAHHhahhaha.
yea.
smth i learnt abt him even though he's left this world. hahaha. i won't be like surprised if like mr yee teck peng and mr poon chin swee are like team mates lar. ahhaa.
SERIOUSLY. if u know my dad.. u'll juz gonna laugh and laugh. haha.
in his era, quitting sch is like popular lar. haha. so yea.
man. come to think of it. if still, i did well and manage to stay in sa.. i'll be rep Team SAJC can. Semangat Saint. haha. but win or lose.. haha. crying for my sch... hahaa..eerr.. more drill needed in trngs in guess, to establish that.
well.. if i'm so pro-Saint now, even though i've left SAJC, my heart will still be there. ahha. (: semangat right. haha (i've been usin that word alot in this post.. i guess coz juz now in town.. bumped into paxton then victor.. who was gg to see pax, waiting for ash. ahah. so chatted wif him for awhile.).
i miss playing for schools. pray that when i go TP. i'll do the sch proud, with the best of my ability lar. haha. must be semangat. haha. (there u go again)
Once a Saint, always a Saint
love this punchline man. haha. feels so comforted.
this time was on saints rugby. haha. hunt for pics..
while searching.. stumbled across this acsi photographer.
well. it was the 2005 rugby season. acs lost to sa...
the pics.. really made me.. whoa. SEMANGAT sial.
heart wrenching... seeing beads of pespiration and tears of ac rolled down as they sang they school song with a great let down in their hearts.
this yr.. haven really find much pics.. but i do know that as compared to last yr, this yr less cryings.. [% lesser to ac].. ahaha. but nevertheless.. a tough and hard fight.
personally, not being sexist or wad.. guys crying.. hmm. i think need like big stuff to bang that tank of tears in them lar. haha. generally, by fact, guys are yea, emmotionally stronger. haha.
well..
to ac ruggers: u guys did ur best. i'm sure u'd put on a gd fight. the best is yet to be dun loose hope lar. play hard. play fair.
well. i just have to say that.. coz the pics are really whoa. *salutes to the photographer.
-
more stuff....
History of SAS Rugby
Rugby can be said to be the pride and the passion of the St. Andrew's family. From the junior school to the Junior College, the game is played with pride and passion of the school crest and the tradition the white and blue hoped jersey brings.
The Game has deep roots in the school, having been introduced by G J Gurney in 1933. Principals and teachers after him worked long and hard to establish St. Andrew's as one of the premier rugby playing school from the early 50s up to the early 90s. Passion brought old boys to the scene, coaching and helping out the teams in any way they could, with names such as Yee Teck Peng (ok... this is our church uncle.. he goes around taking photos.. and have planted a big tree which is pulled down... ahhaha. he's a rugger!? haha. *opens eyes WIDE*) and Teo Han Chua synonymous with the champion teams of that era. The great tradition of championship teams of that era spilled onto the international rugby scene as well, with the school producing over 40 national players that have brought glory to the state since 1951. On the Singapore team that participated in the Asian Rugby Football Union Tournament held in Hong Kong in November 2004, there were 5 Saints on the team, carrying on a great tradition.
Unfortunately, the late 90s saw the Saints rugby program wane, and after a few years in the shadows, a revamped Saints Rugby program emerged and after 2 short years, made a comeback into the Finals of the Schools rugby finals of both divisions. 2002 saw the beginning of the revival, as the Saints Under 14 team reached the finals to meet reigning champions ACS(i). The champions retained their title 56-0 , but that was the beginning of the Saint's march back to the podium. 2 more years of finals appearances in both divisions later, and the same pioneering Under 14 team that was beaten so soundly in 2002 marched into the Under 17 finals in 2004 against their counterparts from ACS(i) once again. The 'fighting saints' sounded their grit and determination, and with the pride and passion of a so many behind them, came away with the Police cup championship for 2004, something they last won in 1993.
The foundation has been set, and it certainly been a long road for the Saints in coming back from recent failure to where we are now. It certainly has been a team effort, and with that, we hope that the support from all continues, past present and future as the program looks upwards and onwards!
and more...
National School U-17 Rugby Championship Final 2003
30th Apr 2003
THE POLICE CUP
St. Andrew's Sec School 0,
Anglo-Chinese School (Independence) 26. (3 goals, 1 try)
Saints kicked off in a wet and very 'muddy' ground. This condition favoured the Saints. Within 7 minutes of the kick-off, ACS scored their first try.
Saints were awarded a penalty. The kick had height and distance but missed the right post for the conversion.
ACS followed with 2 goals scored through their fast and efficient back line.
Half-time: Saints 0 ACS (I) 19
Many believed that in the second half ACS would 'steam roll' over the Saints. How wrong they were!
The second half belonged to the Saints who dominated 'play' and were in ACS territory most of the time.
Against the run of play, ACS in their 25 broke away to score a goal through their 'back-line'.
Thereafter, Saint pinned ACS within 5 to 10 metres of their goal line for about 15 to 20 minutes until the end of the game. This shook and rattled ACS quite a bit but they managed to hold on. During this period, there were at least 5 penalties and several scrums awarded to Saints.
In the penalties, Saints went for the 'forward rush' but could not break through from several penalties a few just 5 metres' from ACS goal line!
Sadly, the 'not able to score' was their own doing. In one of my previous reports, I said that the penalty should be taken AT ONCE. This fast and surprise attack could produce a try. If the opposition did not retire behind their goal line and tackle our player, the penalty would be awarded again. Instead the Saints opted for set play 'forward rush'. This gave the opposition time to organise their defence. In the Saints 'set play', the forwards were 'thinly' spread. There was no thrust in the rush or back-up for a forward 'roll/spin'.
'OUT SIDE' the playing field, Saints beat ACS (I) hands down. We out-numbered their supporters by 100% and in spite of being down in the game, both sides of the field resounded with loud cheers from the Saints.
It was so so good to hear the 'SAINTS BATTLE CRY' (Saints original and traditional) heard by all across the field.
ACS (I) performed the New Zealand Haka after the presentation of prizes.
While Saints were attacking and trying to score, the official touch-judge (lineswoman) was urging ACS not to give up and push on. I told her (and she is a qualified referee too) that she must be neutral. She said that she was 'neutral'. Shame of her! Some adult spectators shouted at her that she must be 'neutral. The Singapore Society of Rugby Union Referees will hear from me.
SAS 0 vs ACS(I) 26
(photos..)
Top
Saints performing "The Saints Battle Cry"
Left
Beaten
But, unlike previous years, no longer tearful but cheerful.
What a wonderful change of attitude
-
to add on..
was curious this morning.. so i asked my mum wad was pa's eca...
mama: "football"
me: *GASP!* (and then burst out laughing)
me: r u like seriously sure?
mama: hmmm.. wait.. nono.. rugby! rugby!
me: WHAT?! WAHHAHAHAHAHSHAHS (n it goes on...) hahahah. he? mama.. not all SA boys play rugby leh....
mama: really really. he played in the junior sch.
me: sec sch leh?
mama: no la.. he nv go sec sch. (mr.)francis thomas ask him go work.. coz he naughty boy.. aways pon school, zhao sch. until principal go hunt for him.. told u b4 wad..
me:.. hmmm. right.. HAhhHAHHAHAHAHA. rugger.. ahhahahHHAHAHAHAHHhahhaha.
yea.
smth i learnt abt him even though he's left this world. hahaha. i won't be like surprised if like mr yee teck peng and mr poon chin swee are like team mates lar. ahhaa.
SERIOUSLY. if u know my dad.. u'll juz gonna laugh and laugh. haha.
in his era, quitting sch is like popular lar. haha. so yea.
man. come to think of it. if still, i did well and manage to stay in sa.. i'll be rep Team SAJC can. Semangat Saint. haha. but win or lose.. haha. crying for my sch... hahaa..eerr.. more drill needed in trngs in guess, to establish that.
well.. if i'm so pro-Saint now, even though i've left SAJC, my heart will still be there. ahha. (: semangat right. haha (i've been usin that word alot in this post.. i guess coz juz now in town.. bumped into paxton then victor.. who was gg to see pax, waiting for ash. ahah. so chatted wif him for awhile.).
i miss playing for schools. pray that when i go TP. i'll do the sch proud, with the best of my ability lar. haha. must be semangat. haha. (there u go again)
Once a Saint, always a Saint
love this punchline man. haha. feels so comforted.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
sweet victory.
12-7
haha.
this is one of the first time, or rather.. the first time i got v excited while watching a match. i mean i was last yr lar.. but this yr.. coz i've been watchin the matches with the ruggers. so more or less know the game better.. esp the point system. haha.
super exciting.
took alot of photos..(thanks again eve, for the camera!) only a few gd shots due to the very far distance.
abel played! many injured players were still battling out on the field. there's smth different this yr's match. ahhaha. i duno how to put it in words.. but juz different. haha.
wadeva it is, Saints has brought back the glory to God and in the name of Saint Andrew's.. 3 yrs in a row already..
i honour ACS .. constantly i see them prayin... for the injured and b4 and all. well. its not like i'm comparing or wad.. but i'm motivated by these actions of the players. haha.
refreee.. grrrr. ssoooo many late tackles and he didn't see. one happened right infront of my face and the refree was right infront of the scene of crime.. and.. liike as if w/o knowing.. the ball was still being passed.
heard alot of stuff that happened during the game which can cause serious penalties.. ahaha. but anyways. its over. haha
robert did great today. really consistant in his shots.
hmmm. because of the photo competition, i'm not goona post the gd ones due to coppyright reasons.. this is y i dun like to go into professional photography, being afraid of ppl koping ur masterpieces. haha. coz i myself, kope shots. ahhaa. so yea. here are some of the pics.. and scoreboards.
somehow, i wished that i'm a guy in sas playing rugby for the school.haha. i think that's really fun, challenging and wha. and also.. like so many supporters man. its cool lar on the whole. but it comes with bloodshed pespiration.
i thank God for being such a God of love and grace yea. its really only by His Grace.
look at the weather today. so good. the sun so nice. haha.
pray for appreciative hearts. and healing to be upon that saint who got carried away on a stretcher..
well done Saints.
continue to fight on and keep that title up in the Saints Village. its on the 3rd roll. make that 4th next year. keep on pushing and never be complacent.needless to say, i'm sure u guys won't give up.
well done ac. u've put on a gd fight.. continue to grow yea.
and back to Saints, consistancy.
Up Saints, truest flames lies in high endavour,
play the game,
keep the flame burning brightly ever
ahha.i'm super pro-saint huh. haha
Up and on!
penalty score by robert.
the start.
tension sia. haha. another one.
excellent try by acs.. followed by a successful kick in.
another one.
while singing the anthem.
fighters from acs after the game.
finals. yea. sweet victory
and again.. kevin..
more shots...
robert and capt daniel with reporter. haha. i think only i have this kind of shot. ahhaha. photographers were all around. haha!
the warriors of SAS
captain and mrs B. Charles. love this shot alot... look at the photographers! ahhaha. this covers the audience, winners, players and supporters. cool huh.
haha.
this is one of the first time, or rather.. the first time i got v excited while watching a match. i mean i was last yr lar.. but this yr.. coz i've been watchin the matches with the ruggers. so more or less know the game better.. esp the point system. haha.
super exciting.
took alot of photos..(thanks again eve, for the camera!) only a few gd shots due to the very far distance.
abel played! many injured players were still battling out on the field. there's smth different this yr's match. ahhaha. i duno how to put it in words.. but juz different. haha.
wadeva it is, Saints has brought back the glory to God and in the name of Saint Andrew's.. 3 yrs in a row already..
i honour ACS .. constantly i see them prayin... for the injured and b4 and all. well. its not like i'm comparing or wad.. but i'm motivated by these actions of the players. haha.
refreee.. grrrr. ssoooo many late tackles and he didn't see. one happened right infront of my face and the refree was right infront of the scene of crime.. and.. liike as if w/o knowing.. the ball was still being passed.
heard alot of stuff that happened during the game which can cause serious penalties.. ahaha. but anyways. its over. haha
robert did great today. really consistant in his shots.
hmmm. because of the photo competition, i'm not goona post the gd ones due to coppyright reasons.. this is y i dun like to go into professional photography, being afraid of ppl koping ur masterpieces. haha. coz i myself, kope shots. ahhaa. so yea. here are some of the pics.. and scoreboards.
somehow, i wished that i'm a guy in sas playing rugby for the school.haha. i think that's really fun, challenging and wha. and also.. like so many supporters man. its cool lar on the whole. but it comes with bloodshed pespiration.
i thank God for being such a God of love and grace yea. its really only by His Grace.
look at the weather today. so good. the sun so nice. haha.
pray for appreciative hearts. and healing to be upon that saint who got carried away on a stretcher..
well done Saints.
continue to fight on and keep that title up in the Saints Village. its on the 3rd roll. make that 4th next year. keep on pushing and never be complacent.needless to say, i'm sure u guys won't give up.
well done ac. u've put on a gd fight.. continue to grow yea.
and back to Saints, consistancy.
Up Saints, truest flames lies in high endavour,
play the game,
keep the flame burning brightly ever
ahha.i'm super pro-saint huh. haha
Up and on!
penalty score by robert.
the start.
tension sia. haha. another one.
excellent try by acs.. followed by a successful kick in.
another one.
while singing the anthem.
fighters from acs after the game.
finals. yea. sweet victory
and again.. kevin..
more shots...
robert and capt daniel with reporter. haha. i think only i have this kind of shot. ahhaha. photographers were all around. haha!
the warriors of SAS
captain and mrs B. Charles. love this shot alot... look at the photographers! ahhaha. this covers the audience, winners, players and supporters. cool huh.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
morning.. went for the wake and cemation.. at mandai..
man.. its super high tech.
not to be saddist.. but its less tormenting than in mount vernon where u can actually see ur loved one pushed into the flames
at mandai.. its like machine operated... and less traumatic.
after that. went for lunch..
hmmm...
sometimes i wonder to myself lar. why do i care for someone so much? and that someone is like not responding to ur advices or wad. to be frank, solo, i really hope that u'll heed advices coming from cell leaders and older ppl with experiences.
all the teachings.. all the yrs of living. i'm juz ergh to see some negative actions and thoughts lar. yes, thoughts- inevitable. but what abt actions??
whats the whole big rationale of wanting attention? seriously. why. u have sisters that shows u the ultimate care and love that u'll ever get from a friend. tears are shed for u. but why is the point for turning seem so distant.
is populrity what one seeks? what benfits? famous or infamous?
its all voices down to ur choice.
i hope u're reading this. this is because, i want u to know that there are ppl who care for u and are concerned.
i'm really a nobody to control ur life or have any say in the path u take. BUT out of love, i constantly tell u my point of view. i will constantly make attempts to guide u. smths, as rejected as i may feel, i'll be undaunted. that's wad pa is like. he fights on.
nothing is too late.
nothing is too late.
i'll seek ways and solutions. i believe in experiences machan(mix la) with personalities.
i believe in Love that comes from Him.
on another note.
abel teo has measels. i really feel so much for him. seeing him train so so hard.. (not that i'm spying on him or wad la k).. seeing him scoring tries after tries during the season. all for the name of SA. seeing him runnning past.. and scoring again.
seeing him enjoying himself as the battle goes on. seeing him responding to the deafening cheers. seeing him hoping so hard for that GOLD.
in addition.. its his last year playing for sas.
i duno lar. if u're a sportsman.. trng so so so so darn hard. and then.. ur physical self juz dun allow u too.. the psychological part of u must be like dying to fight on and all lar. i'll feel erhaohr8a3ra34'a3409ua34.
but i guess it'll build him as a person lar. emerging stronger. it'll be hard.
well. tomorrow its the day already. feeling really nervous.. haha. once a saint, always a saint
pray lar. i'm sure both schs have worked hard and each have their drives. hope that as for Saints, it'll be God-driven..
may the better school wins.
man.. its super high tech.
not to be saddist.. but its less tormenting than in mount vernon where u can actually see ur loved one pushed into the flames
at mandai.. its like machine operated... and less traumatic.
after that. went for lunch..
hmmm...
sometimes i wonder to myself lar. why do i care for someone so much? and that someone is like not responding to ur advices or wad. to be frank, solo, i really hope that u'll heed advices coming from cell leaders and older ppl with experiences.
all the teachings.. all the yrs of living. i'm juz ergh to see some negative actions and thoughts lar. yes, thoughts- inevitable. but what abt actions??
whats the whole big rationale of wanting attention? seriously. why. u have sisters that shows u the ultimate care and love that u'll ever get from a friend. tears are shed for u. but why is the point for turning seem so distant.
is populrity what one seeks? what benfits? famous or infamous?
its all voices down to ur choice.
i hope u're reading this. this is because, i want u to know that there are ppl who care for u and are concerned.
i'm really a nobody to control ur life or have any say in the path u take. BUT out of love, i constantly tell u my point of view. i will constantly make attempts to guide u. smths, as rejected as i may feel, i'll be undaunted. that's wad pa is like. he fights on.
nothing is too late.
nothing is too late.
i'll seek ways and solutions. i believe in experiences machan(mix la) with personalities.
i believe in Love that comes from Him.
on another note.
abel teo has measels. i really feel so much for him. seeing him train so so hard.. (not that i'm spying on him or wad la k).. seeing him scoring tries after tries during the season. all for the name of SA. seeing him runnning past.. and scoring again.
seeing him enjoying himself as the battle goes on. seeing him responding to the deafening cheers. seeing him hoping so hard for that GOLD.
in addition.. its his last year playing for sas.
i duno lar. if u're a sportsman.. trng so so so so darn hard. and then.. ur physical self juz dun allow u too.. the psychological part of u must be like dying to fight on and all lar. i'll feel erhaohr8a3ra34'a3409ua34.
but i guess it'll build him as a person lar. emerging stronger. it'll be hard.
well. tomorrow its the day already. feeling really nervous.. haha. once a saint, always a saint
pray lar. i'm sure both schs have worked hard and each have their drives. hope that as for Saints, it'll be God-driven..
may the better school wins.
Monday, April 10, 2006
i went bowling
after 2 months.
quite disappointing..
no..actually its.. very very disappointing..
93 136 150 140 166
and i actually got into tp BUSINESS through bowling
but on a positive note. the first shot i made, i felt happy. coz its a nice rev and all. i guess my revolution evolved (thanks to dear Uncle Henry) when i was in sajc's trng.. due to gradual changes.. i wasnt able to see e diff lar..
now.. i can..
haha.
but.. after my 2nd 3rd game.. i went back to my old habit of forcing my shot.. grrr.. i need uncle henry man.
i need him badly.
hoho.
i'm scared k. go tp and malu myself.. i heard that the team knows that a girl is gg into tp through her cca with her 150-160 avg.
today is just.. blech.
haha. went to leisure bowl to bowl. dun really like the lanes there. so.... eeerhs.
anyways. today. BIG achievement.
i swam 31 laps. HAHAHAH. 1.55km. hahhaaha. 12 consecutive.. and the rest is miscellaneous. was swmiing freestyle till i like lost the knowledge of swimming breaststroke. haha. but anyways. yea. i'm still gonna work on it. (:
i'm gg eve's hse to stay over today.. coz tmr want to go for jo's grandpa wake.. can't really go there by myself.. so yea.
pray. (:
quite disappointing..
no..actually its.. very very disappointing..
93 136 150 140 166
and i actually got into tp BUSINESS through bowling
but on a positive note. the first shot i made, i felt happy. coz its a nice rev and all. i guess my revolution evolved (thanks to dear Uncle Henry) when i was in sajc's trng.. due to gradual changes.. i wasnt able to see e diff lar..
now.. i can..
haha.
but.. after my 2nd 3rd game.. i went back to my old habit of forcing my shot.. grrr.. i need uncle henry man.
i need him badly.
hoho.
i'm scared k. go tp and malu myself.. i heard that the team knows that a girl is gg into tp through her cca with her 150-160 avg.
today is just.. blech.
haha. went to leisure bowl to bowl. dun really like the lanes there. so.... eeerhs.
anyways. today. BIG achievement.
i swam 31 laps. HAHAHAH. 1.55km. hahhaaha. 12 consecutive.. and the rest is miscellaneous. was swmiing freestyle till i like lost the knowledge of swimming breaststroke. haha. but anyways. yea. i'm still gonna work on it. (:
i'm gg eve's hse to stay over today.. coz tmr want to go for jo's grandpa wake.. can't really go there by myself.. so yea.
pray. (:
soldier
haha. no, its not abt army.
its the dance that we're doing for Easter.
hoho. tough. *salutes to Elaine. she's one gd cheographer.
haha.
simply, the dance CAN REALLY potray soldier. why? coz its the most heiong dance i've ever done in church. ahha. push-ups, falling to the ground, changing weight at almost instant... etc.
a gd work out.
1 time alone is like runnning a 70m sprint i guess.
haha. but was fun.
today was the rehearsal. due to VERY much lack of practice. kinda embarrassed ourselves on stage. gd thing we're doing it for God.. so the awkwardness is much much much much reduced. whoohoo. cool huh.
ok. haha. its another learning experience lar.
Happy birthday Lynette!!!
ma cell leader. (: had a great dinner man. i'm sure that everyone enjoyed dinner.
well. Dear Lord, i pray thee for next wk.
it's goona be my last wk of pure hols. then the wk after its orientation and additional stuff.
pray for Joanne and family for the loss of her grandpa. she's close to him. so pray for strength, as well as protection. she's this big inspirator of mine.
ytd.. went to the wake.. really really really reminded me of the setting of my dad's funeral. *stabs./shivers~
pray for sa ruggers... e b div. hope that Glory will again, go to God and to the school. pray for team unity and no individuality and tt all will be done for the sake of the school and God. pray for strength and drive to do the unxpected.
pray for ac ruggers.. hmm. protection and strength, as well as positive mindset after all that's happened.
haha. special. pray for bernice. super bz. pray for strength and renewal each day yea.
pray for DANCE. man. SOLDIER. pray that we'll be soldiers for God, on e streets, as well as on stage. pray for protection, and haha.. healing.. pray for elaine.. wisdom and strength. pray for positive attitude and abundant joy.
still amazed and thankful.
Amen.
its the dance that we're doing for Easter.
hoho. tough. *salutes to Elaine. she's one gd cheographer.
haha.
simply, the dance CAN REALLY potray soldier. why? coz its the most heiong dance i've ever done in church. ahha. push-ups, falling to the ground, changing weight at almost instant... etc.
a gd work out.
1 time alone is like runnning a 70m sprint i guess.
haha. but was fun.
today was the rehearsal. due to VERY much lack of practice. kinda embarrassed ourselves on stage. gd thing we're doing it for God.. so the awkwardness is much much much much reduced. whoohoo. cool huh.
ok. haha. its another learning experience lar.
Happy birthday Lynette!!!
ma cell leader. (: had a great dinner man. i'm sure that everyone enjoyed dinner.
well. Dear Lord, i pray thee for next wk.
it's goona be my last wk of pure hols. then the wk after its orientation and additional stuff.
pray for Joanne and family for the loss of her grandpa. she's close to him. so pray for strength, as well as protection. she's this big inspirator of mine.
ytd.. went to the wake.. really really really reminded me of the setting of my dad's funeral. *stabs./shivers~
pray for sa ruggers... e b div. hope that Glory will again, go to God and to the school. pray for team unity and no individuality and tt all will be done for the sake of the school and God. pray for strength and drive to do the unxpected.
pray for ac ruggers.. hmm. protection and strength, as well as positive mindset after all that's happened.
haha. special. pray for bernice. super bz. pray for strength and renewal each day yea.
pray for DANCE. man. SOLDIER. pray that we'll be soldiers for God, on e streets, as well as on stage. pray for protection, and haha.. healing.. pray for elaine.. wisdom and strength. pray for positive attitude and abundant joy.
still amazed and thankful.
Amen.
Sunday, April 09, 2006
8 days into April
and like we're talking.. man. how are we goona spend our days.
i think its scary.
poly's starting soon.
AND.
WHERE IS MY ENROLMENT PACKAGE!??
(hoho. tp admin. u gotta be reading this man.)
i think its scary.
poly's starting soon.
AND.
WHERE IS MY ENROLMENT PACKAGE!??
(hoho. tp admin. u gotta be reading this man.)
Friday, April 07, 2006
this is life man.
haha.
my hols are ending soon.
today i guess, its one of the most hieong and productive day.
morning.. went swimming with jas and faith. HAR. i swam 10 consec laps k! haha. free stlye. haha! then last 4consec laps again and miscellaneous laps.. so plus here and there. a gd 20?
haha.
but :( the sun wasn't really out. partially.. due to dark clouds. well, but i've trained stamina. HAHA. ]
then was lunch at long john's with char.
then went to church for dance prac. heiong ar. haha.
verse 2 wasn't easy. and was super fast and balancy.. haha.
then.. rushed for tap. thank God today tap was like not so fast and all.
so whole day was being active. haha. (: its been long since i've felt such happy-busyness.. really miss doing sports.
haha.
this reminds me. i have a bowling ball. haha. better bowl 1 day b4 i get into poly. if not malu myself, my sch and my college. HAHA. okok.
pray for sa ruggers. having camp now. hope that this will give them much more drive and thirst and even hunger for that sweet victory which they should own.
my hols are ending soon.
today i guess, its one of the most hieong and productive day.
morning.. went swimming with jas and faith. HAR. i swam 10 consec laps k! haha. free stlye. haha! then last 4consec laps again and miscellaneous laps.. so plus here and there. a gd 20?
haha.
but :( the sun wasn't really out. partially.. due to dark clouds. well, but i've trained stamina. HAHA. ]
then was lunch at long john's with char.
then went to church for dance prac. heiong ar. haha.
verse 2 wasn't easy. and was super fast and balancy.. haha.
then.. rushed for tap. thank God today tap was like not so fast and all.
so whole day was being active. haha. (: its been long since i've felt such happy-busyness.. really miss doing sports.
haha.
this reminds me. i have a bowling ball. haha. better bowl 1 day b4 i get into poly. if not malu myself, my sch and my college. HAHA. okok.
pray for sa ruggers. having camp now. hope that this will give them much more drive and thirst and even hunger for that sweet victory which they should own.
Blind - Lifehouse
Blind- Lifehouse
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
i'd like nickelback's photograph (the song..) to be played.. but this song has been like bumping to me everywhere.
okok.
to cut the long story short, a song was sent to me.
this song is Blind by Lifehouse.
so i actually cried upon hearing this pop/rock song,
due to implications lar.
(and i continued playing and playing the song)
hilarious.
ok. then char's blog. lyrics.
so i was like OK. haha.
"its everywhere man"
ok. then today. SCHOOL. katie and either jesse/chun was singing this song.
so i was like. OK. haha
"its everywhere man"
ok. then later.. went to church. char's ipod on speakers.
so i was like. OK. haha
"its everywhere man"
ok.
NVM.
happily, after Life Concert.. ate dinner with 06S20, pangsehing my lepak grp.
then.. as i started to walk to the bus stop.. alone.. i switched my ipod on.. and put onto shuffle mode.
ok. then as i board the bus and set down, i heard the intro and got FREAKED OUT.
so i was like. OK. haha
"its everywhere man"
too much of a coincidence huh?
-
briefly on Life Concert.
music was good
i didn't like the ushering part. photographers should wear black and stop flashing while worshipping. besides.. in that environment, non-flash would be gd but u need a tripod.
my bro, aka john chew sang great. brandon and brandon did great on the piano and bass. didnt' really like the drummer.. couldn't feel that feel (if he had one).
love that female singer.. though quite pitchy.. but strong man.
was really refreshign and touched to see ppl gg forward. i really hope that one day, dear zen would be like that, if only her ma allows. strengthened me alittle.
i'm jus abit worried abt the usherin part. i think acsi does a better organisation.. and it must to reinforced to alll ushers that NOBODY should be disallowed into such events. it could mean life and death. and i mean it.
AND.
ushers should stop walking here and there, disturbing the peace and proper-ness of it, during the programme.
lastly, ushers should NOT read comments infront of the commentator. super rude can.
feels like i'm back as a prefect. hahah. wadeva.
-
ok. back at it.
too much of a coincidence huh?
never thought that a song would mean so much.
so relevant. pangsai.
and u know wad. i'm on my 7th song already... as in composing. ahha.
i'm TRYIN to act cool and cut an album.. called 20 Keys Turned.
there are some songs which i like.. some, i find it irritating...
each time i treid to compose a song.. to PURELY use words on how i feel.. i'll somehow put in words like "God" "His Love" "the Cross" and all. so it becomes christian.
haha.
significant huh?
really, personally, to compose a song w/o God inside, abit hard. coz it becomes meaningless. i'll try to compose one whereby when u sing, God is in between e lines. i do not mean that God is insignificant and all lar.
but.
one day,
i do hope to reach out with songs, in songs.
have i told u guys abt my music path?
i'm intending on doing MUSIC like hardcore-ly.. all start from SCRATCH.like grade 1 and all. i'll skip grades lar. dun want to spend too much time and $$.
i'm contemplating on either violin or piano.
most prob piano? coz its like the basic basic basic. and violin can learn by myself.. so its better. MAYBE. shall consult DR. PETER MOEY! haha. doc in music as well.
rationale behind it.. .coz when i compose songs., purely rely on chords, and recordings. can't put into black and white.
also.. i wanna read music. so its more interesting.
i mean its like.. y not if i have the passion?
anyways. we'll see how it goes once i get into poly life.
okok. btw.. if i haven mentioned,
I've got into Business in TP! PRAISE GOD HUH!
one day after i sent out prayers. okok.
lastly,
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
i'd like nickelback's photograph (the song..) to be played.. but this song has been like bumping to me everywhere.
okok.
to cut the long story short, a song was sent to me.
this song is Blind by Lifehouse.
so i actually cried upon hearing this pop/rock song,
due to implications lar.
(and i continued playing and playing the song)
hilarious.
ok. then char's blog. lyrics.
so i was like OK. haha.
"its everywhere man"
ok. then today. SCHOOL. katie and either jesse/chun was singing this song.
so i was like. OK. haha
"its everywhere man"
ok. then later.. went to church. char's ipod on speakers.
so i was like. OK. haha
"its everywhere man"
ok.
NVM.
happily, after Life Concert.. ate dinner with 06S20, pangsehing my lepak grp.
then.. as i started to walk to the bus stop.. alone.. i switched my ipod on.. and put onto shuffle mode.
ok. then as i board the bus and set down, i heard the intro and got FREAKED OUT.
so i was like. OK. haha
"its everywhere man"
too much of a coincidence huh?
-
briefly on Life Concert.
music was good
i didn't like the ushering part. photographers should wear black and stop flashing while worshipping. besides.. in that environment, non-flash would be gd but u need a tripod.
my bro, aka john chew sang great. brandon and brandon did great on the piano and bass. didnt' really like the drummer.. couldn't feel that feel (if he had one).
love that female singer.. though quite pitchy.. but strong man.
was really refreshign and touched to see ppl gg forward. i really hope that one day, dear zen would be like that, if only her ma allows. strengthened me alittle.
i'm jus abit worried abt the usherin part. i think acsi does a better organisation.. and it must to reinforced to alll ushers that NOBODY should be disallowed into such events. it could mean life and death. and i mean it.
AND.
ushers should stop walking here and there, disturbing the peace and proper-ness of it, during the programme.
lastly, ushers should NOT read comments infront of the commentator. super rude can.
feels like i'm back as a prefect. hahah. wadeva.
-
ok. back at it.
too much of a coincidence huh?
never thought that a song would mean so much.
so relevant. pangsai.
and u know wad. i'm on my 7th song already... as in composing. ahha.
i'm TRYIN to act cool and cut an album.. called 20 Keys Turned.
there are some songs which i like.. some, i find it irritating...
each time i treid to compose a song.. to PURELY use words on how i feel.. i'll somehow put in words like "God" "His Love" "the Cross" and all. so it becomes christian.
haha.
significant huh?
really, personally, to compose a song w/o God inside, abit hard. coz it becomes meaningless. i'll try to compose one whereby when u sing, God is in between e lines. i do not mean that God is insignificant and all lar.
but.
one day,
i do hope to reach out with songs, in songs.
have i told u guys abt my music path?
i'm intending on doing MUSIC like hardcore-ly.. all start from SCRATCH.like grade 1 and all. i'll skip grades lar. dun want to spend too much time and $$.
i'm contemplating on either violin or piano.
most prob piano? coz its like the basic basic basic. and violin can learn by myself.. so its better. MAYBE. shall consult DR. PETER MOEY! haha. doc in music as well.
rationale behind it.. .coz when i compose songs., purely rely on chords, and recordings. can't put into black and white.
also.. i wanna read music. so its more interesting.
i mean its like.. y not if i have the passion?
anyways. we'll see how it goes once i get into poly life.
okok. btw.. if i haven mentioned,
I've got into Business in TP! PRAISE GOD HUH!
one day after i sent out prayers. okok.
lastly,
I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
newspaper
hmm..
i dun get it.
why issit that the media has always ACSi all the way (be it gd or bad news lar)
like the rugby articles.. last year they won, one small little column. GRRR.
then like semifinals.. they won barker.. half the page of Straits Times.
rich or wad.
okok. SAINTS are humble ppl. we do not need publicity.
really hope that this yr, Saints will clinch the Title again. pray hard man.. coz acsi have their IP students.. so yea.
FIGHT ON.
i dun get it.
why issit that the media has always ACSi all the way (be it gd or bad news lar)
like the rugby articles.. last year they won, one small little column. GRRR.
then like semifinals.. they won barker.. half the page of Straits Times.
rich or wad.
okok. SAINTS are humble ppl. we do not need publicity.
really hope that this yr, Saints will clinch the Title again. pray hard man.. coz acsi have their IP students.. so yea.
FIGHT ON.
at home
last night. did smth.. still like forgot abt timing.. so slpt at 5am..
woke up at 1pm. bah!
didn't go for swim. pork.
whole day at home.
juz music and i.
quite cool did some recordings.. with thunder bg. haha. ya
me guit and sax.
ok. i'm gonna talk mama into helping me with piano. haha. she says can lar.. but have to use my own bank savings. haha. (: and also have to get bike for tp.. save money on transportation.
hahha
looks like gg $$ low soon.
ahhaa. anyone care to donate to the MPF? (: its still on.
woke up at 1pm. bah!
didn't go for swim. pork.
whole day at home.
juz music and i.
quite cool did some recordings.. with thunder bg. haha. ya
me guit and sax.
ok. i'm gonna talk mama into helping me with piano. haha. she says can lar.. but have to use my own bank savings. haha. (: and also have to get bike for tp.. save money on transportation.
hahha
looks like gg $$ low soon.
ahhaa. anyone care to donate to the MPF? (: its still on.
Monday, April 03, 2006
SAS VS SJI
ok..
19-3
was funny how when the SJI guy tried to throw in the ball, when he's standing infront of the SA crowd.. how we tried to psycho him..
"u think u can throw straight ar?"
"u from sji ar?"
"u play rugby how long ar?"
haha. was with all my sa friends. really farnie bunch.
goona miss them when sch starts...heading very seperate ways.
anyways. ya.
i'm juz confused.
i'm juz confused.
if u need me to repeat,
i'm juz confused.
u know what?
i can't seem to make best decisions for myself.
its like.. i need my 9 exco memebrs to have exco mtng like that.
all the tension and all.
crap lar.
maybe i'm just to hard.
well.
who knows.
ahha. i'm fine.
pray. thank u. (:
Photograph
Nickelback
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time I had better things to do
Criminal records says I've broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Last man and now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh oh god I....I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seeing us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh oh god I...I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase it
you can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change......
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
Its hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me......
19-3
was funny how when the SJI guy tried to throw in the ball, when he's standing infront of the SA crowd.. how we tried to psycho him..
"u think u can throw straight ar?"
"u from sji ar?"
"u play rugby how long ar?"
haha. was with all my sa friends. really farnie bunch.
goona miss them when sch starts...heading very seperate ways.
anyways. ya.
i'm juz confused.
i'm juz confused.
if u need me to repeat,
i'm juz confused.
u know what?
i can't seem to make best decisions for myself.
its like.. i need my 9 exco memebrs to have exco mtng like that.
all the tension and all.
crap lar.
maybe i'm just to hard.
well.
who knows.
ahha. i'm fine.
pray. thank u. (:
Photograph
Nickelback
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time I had better things to do
Criminal records says I've broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Last man and now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh oh god I....I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops seeing us hanging out
They said somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when
Oh oh oh oh god I...I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase it
you can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
So hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change......
Every memory of looking out the back door
I have a photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
Its hard to say, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me......
banner- DONE!
bah!
banner's finally done..
pics are in eve's cam.. hailarious. ahha. will upload soon onces to goes to vietnam and comes back...
personally.. i juz feel the banner could have been better. like more.. wah. haha. okok. but i've done my utmost best.
thank u for all the ppl who helped out in the banner.. be it settin up or cleaning up.
hey! its a 4m x 1.12m banner k.
after that. went for dinner. went yamaha and got myself a saxaphone bk.
took crap photos of myself with spastic expressions. manupilate it into a grid and post it up. hahhaa.
hmmm.
sometimes are.. hormones can kill
if u're takin bio.. u'lll probably know wad i'm saying.
guys and girls have such mood swings
like..
there are times whereby u feel sian/ugh/blech even though everything is gg well and everyone is juz happy and all right. its juz liek that.
then ur thoughts runs wild. and if not dealt with properly, things can cet serious. misunderstandings takes place. complications sets in. and end up......
cold war w/o warnigns or proper understandings.
kinda.. haha. amazing huh.
-
humans are created. and Man fell.
but He died for us.
then y?
y are ppl unable to search for that Great Love He's provided for us?
ISSIT THAT DIFFICULT?
like in general.. issit v difficult to juz be happy and positive and juz leave everythin to God's hands?
what more... already with understanding, its still difficult to show that Love.
i thank God so much
so much for trials.
so much to 'emotional fitness'.
each day. we're being geared up to be ppl of steel. heart of gold. but yet, ppl still dun appreciate. i thank God for juz being that Father of all His children, as unworthy as we are.
-
ok.
how u want to see that chunk being illustrated, its up to u guys.
this thought juz came into my head today, after hearing so much ; stuff.
haha. oh wells. tmr. SAS Vs SJI 3pm. Police Academy.
UP SAINTS.
banner's finally done..
pics are in eve's cam.. hailarious. ahha. will upload soon onces to goes to vietnam and comes back...
personally.. i juz feel the banner could have been better. like more.. wah. haha. okok. but i've done my utmost best.
thank u for all the ppl who helped out in the banner.. be it settin up or cleaning up.
hey! its a 4m x 1.12m banner k.
after that. went for dinner. went yamaha and got myself a saxaphone bk.
took crap photos of myself with spastic expressions. manupilate it into a grid and post it up. hahhaa.
hmmm.
sometimes are.. hormones can kill
if u're takin bio.. u'lll probably know wad i'm saying.
guys and girls have such mood swings
like..
there are times whereby u feel sian/ugh/blech even though everything is gg well and everyone is juz happy and all right. its juz liek that.
then ur thoughts runs wild. and if not dealt with properly, things can cet serious. misunderstandings takes place. complications sets in. and end up......
cold war w/o warnigns or proper understandings.
kinda.. haha. amazing huh.
-
humans are created. and Man fell.
but He died for us.
then y?
y are ppl unable to search for that Great Love He's provided for us?
ISSIT THAT DIFFICULT?
like in general.. issit v difficult to juz be happy and positive and juz leave everythin to God's hands?
what more... already with understanding, its still difficult to show that Love.
i thank God so much
so much for trials.
so much to 'emotional fitness'.
each day. we're being geared up to be ppl of steel. heart of gold. but yet, ppl still dun appreciate. i thank God for juz being that Father of all His children, as unworthy as we are.
-
ok.
how u want to see that chunk being illustrated, its up to u guys.
this thought juz came into my head today, after hearing so much ; stuff.
haha. oh wells. tmr. SAS Vs SJI 3pm. Police Academy.
UP SAINTS.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
happy april fool's day
ok..
haha.
nothing much really. was in church.
had dance prac. and cell today. (:
haha.
kinda thought to myself. these few days. or rather weeks, if u'd ask marian:"so how's ur wk?" - can't really rmbr what i've done.
kinda wierd.
like took me long to juz figure out what have i been doing the whole wk.
i know ytd was terror. morng was the poly checkup thing. then went to tp.. and waited but a darn 1.5hr juz to ask a few questions requrring my entry.. grr. then was thundurstrom and thus, decided to play the saxaphone.
haha. am happy with myself. juz that cannot get the low keys right.
after that...went for acsi centerstage.. saw nigel sia on stage. ahaha. i liked this performace the best. most ez to understand and its a full complete story.. anyways..
here's a april fool conversation over sms, which turned out into a love story:
me: Hey! guess wad!! I'm in SAJC!!!! this morning, the officed called me. coz of the dsa thing and all! man..(:
zen: haha.. i think u'd notify me within 10sec after u've got da call but not until at night! though i wish ur joke was trule i was actually happy for u for a few secs.
me: hmmm.. aww zen. u're the worm in me. we hokkiens have this saying.. when the coz produces blood... bats drink milk.. hhaha. (iside jk btw..)
zen: haha.u very kuku leh.. eee what worm =p u're one of da apples of my eye, one of my dimples of my smiles.. but i'm a worm in ur interstines? eurgh not v fair huh =P
me: haha.. u're the hair in my nose that helps to trap dust..
zen; pangsai la u.. whoever must have taken up too much space in you that i have to do dirty work for u =p tell whoever to move over abit lar.. hehe
me: haha. oh man. zen. hahaha. my heart is melthing..
zen: coz i'm moving in right? haaha.. omg.. i sound so les.. nvm nvm i shut up already ]p later whoever jealous then kill me then worse. no zen. haha.
me:haha. we must go our have las nite k. haha. love u always study hard k. then can find ways to clear my nose. haha. take care.
hailarious can. msged swl, glenn, glen, sara. hahah. only swl believed! hwhahahas. man. swl partner: i rock huh! hahahhaah. then glenn figured out coz today was like mega day for him.. glen also believed so initially. haha. but the msg turned out sweet. ahhaha. sara was like huH! hahhaa. and amazingly, figured out that today's afd.
i was thinking to myself. i guess the happiest ppl on earth today would be teachers. coz like today's a saturday. HENG AR. haha.
missed the sec sch times. when we swopped classrms.. muderscene and all. ahaah.
i'm tired. gd nite. (:
haha.
nothing much really. was in church.
had dance prac. and cell today. (:
haha.
kinda thought to myself. these few days. or rather weeks, if u'd ask marian:"so how's ur wk?" - can't really rmbr what i've done.
kinda wierd.
like took me long to juz figure out what have i been doing the whole wk.
i know ytd was terror. morng was the poly checkup thing. then went to tp.. and waited but a darn 1.5hr juz to ask a few questions requrring my entry.. grr. then was thundurstrom and thus, decided to play the saxaphone.
haha. am happy with myself. juz that cannot get the low keys right.
after that...went for acsi centerstage.. saw nigel sia on stage. ahaha. i liked this performace the best. most ez to understand and its a full complete story.. anyways..
here's a april fool conversation over sms, which turned out into a love story:
me: Hey! guess wad!! I'm in SAJC!!!! this morning, the officed called me. coz of the dsa thing and all! man..(:
zen: haha.. i think u'd notify me within 10sec after u've got da call but not until at night! though i wish ur joke was trule i was actually happy for u for a few secs.
me: hmmm.. aww zen. u're the worm in me. we hokkiens have this saying.. when the coz produces blood... bats drink milk.. hhaha. (iside jk btw..)
zen: haha.u very kuku leh.. eee what worm =p u're one of da apples of my eye, one of my dimples of my smiles.. but i'm a worm in ur interstines? eurgh not v fair huh =P
me: haha.. u're the hair in my nose that helps to trap dust..
zen; pangsai la u.. whoever must have taken up too much space in you that i have to do dirty work for u =p tell whoever to move over abit lar.. hehe
me: haha. oh man. zen. hahaha. my heart is melthing..
zen: coz i'm moving in right? haaha.. omg.. i sound so les.. nvm nvm i shut up already ]p later whoever jealous then kill me then worse. no zen. haha.
me:haha. we must go our have las nite k. haha. love u always study hard k. then can find ways to clear my nose. haha. take care.
hailarious can. msged swl, glenn, glen, sara. hahah. only swl believed! hwhahahas. man. swl partner: i rock huh! hahahhaah. then glenn figured out coz today was like mega day for him.. glen also believed so initially. haha. but the msg turned out sweet. ahhaha. sara was like huH! hahhaa. and amazingly, figured out that today's afd.
i was thinking to myself. i guess the happiest ppl on earth today would be teachers. coz like today's a saturday. HENG AR. haha.
missed the sec sch times. when we swopped classrms.. muderscene and all. ahaah.
i'm tired. gd nite. (:
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