music

well well.

i've really been spending time with bass and piano. trying to catch these 2, neglectin my electric abit. and feels so unknown to the electric.

back trackin..when i was around 3-4 yrs old. mama asked me to chhoose e dance / music route. (ballet/piano). happily, dance. and kinda feel that abit of wasted, and regretful. music is my passion. grrr. roar. imagine if i chose piano. would be like duno wad grade now lar. and a proper musician, who would have known theory.

that's one thing that frustrates me. theory. so so so lacking in it. yes, feel. but theory is super essential. feel like gg all e wat back to square one and take up grade one piano and slowly rise up like peter moey.

anyways. in my music journey, i've met, bascially to start with, 2 super talented ppl. one of which daniel lim, who opened doors to nigel's and my guit life.
and next, Joy. she inspires me so so so so much, with her fire for God, passion and knowledge for music realy brings hope to ppl like me.

she wants to really use music to make a difference in life. writing songs is her emmotional outlet, and really her soongs captures the soul.
well, u'll hear one of those in coffeeshop nite 2005. :P. 4-man band. pro.
trust me. nigel and i really can feel it during practices. she started off with piano and moved on and on and on... and i really duno wad else she plays now. juz like peter moey.

these few days with Joy, really, the emphasis of the grace of God is there. i've learnt so so much spiritually too. thank God for her. use us as instruments.
and also, really by God's grace that we're playing for her. nigel and i agrees that its not by coincidence that i'm playin bass, and he, the drums. joy's on guit and singing, with xyz on backup. so u see a switch of roles here. i'm excited.

debating to put which songs on my blog. I will Carry You, by clay aiken.. or You Give Me Life, by jason morant... okok
i will carry u. for all u bz ppl out there. :)



Artist: Clay Aiken
Song: I will carry you
Album: Measure Of A Man
[" Measure Of A Man " CD]

Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walkin' down the road that leads
To Who-Knows-Where

Don't ya hang your head
Don't ya give up yet
When courage starts
To disappear
I will be right here

When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
Turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever
Said that life's
An easy thing
That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way
Close your eyes
'N' go to sleep
Wake up to
Another day

When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
Turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you

You should know now
That you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way home

When your dreams
give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars
Go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you've fallen
Behind
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you





tell u smth. i love JASLIN KOH CAI FERN lar. she sent me a card can. ahaa. and also, elizabeth tan lar. haha. man man man. i miss all of em. i miss how we fought, argue, bicker, chao face all together. then at the end of the day, learnt so so much together. God's grace. i really respect jaslin alot. she's one of my role model. (maybe i should start sending christmas cards..)


the baby in my house is crying. now. at 12:38. poor mama.


anyways.
i'm starting to enjoy enjoy enjoy. sooooooo many things gg on in my life now.

heavy yet light. when will i ever be satisfied?