actually...

haha. right.

i duno. i wanted to blog smth 'heavy' but.. i'm too high now. haha.

hmm. i'm still not well. basically, it got worse. coughing like still grasping for air... so i still need ur prayerss.. sorethroat seems to be getting horrible too. BUT, my tap is not leaking as bad liao! hahaha. the nose la. haha. anti-biotics rockcs.


i want to thank God for one thing today. this morning was super letargic, tired, seemingly overcomed and engulfed by the virus. haha. no drive to have any adrenaline to go church. juz so tired.. so msged rach that i can't go and finish e banner. then later.. i forgot who called.. to tell me there's band prac, and i'm needed.. haha.
but i still didn't hv strength.
then.. demi called... and asked if i'm church... i replied.."at home" ahha. so haha.
but i still didn't hv strength.
then eveleen called.. and asked where am i. ahha. at home. haha. then she was like.. mission dance prac was like over.. and the band prac is in 14 mins time. haha. right.

then i was like. wha. die die must go. and it cropped up to me that i must be in church today anyways, for the pp outreach rehearsal.

so, i guess i'd better listened to big papa up there lar. so much media reinforcement. i prayed for strength.
then happily, i put in my pedal, wear my shoes, and off to church. :)

i took the TAXI. $6.80/- grr.

and and and. i thank God for protecting me.
coz like.. on the road.. there's this medium sized rock that hit the windsccreen infront. big 'BAAAK' sound. freak out. then the windscreen cracked. ok.
the driver was like.. ok. haha.
it was directly infront of me lar. i was sitting behind, but it was in a position that if it were to penetrate throught, it would have hit me. so i was in a state of a little shock. but the windscreen did not shatter or anything. thank God.
thank God that it wasn't raining or anything.. coz i really dun want to imagine what would happen.


so safely, i reached church.



okok. serious note.


i've learnt, and hv been reminded alot by jere thong's words... coz he was sharing with us about giving ur best to God and all. it sounds cliche and all.. but seriously, the way he phrased it. nice.
then it came to a point where i start to esclate up my level of expectation. i q, we are all christians, and all of us are cleansed by the blood of Chirst, recieving salvation (i hope all.), why do ppl still feel so blech? so easily defeated.
and the question goes on and on and on and on till i, myself gets irritated.

anways. i juz hope that all the ppl in e world will give their best in wadeva they do. no point doing things half-heartedly, striving only minimun. come on lar, there's more to it.








James 1:2-6 (New International Version)
"2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind"