Happy birthday Mr. Lim!!
well.. wad can i say about this tchr. he's been there since sec 1. i guess in my whole life, this is the only tchr that i'm so close wif. he, as my cca tchr, has done more than he could. he's always there. he's always the one teaching me values and wualities of a leader. he has thought me many many values. appreciative is one quality that he is v serious about. this guy.. really one of a kind.. "call me brother outside sch.. in sch.. mr.lim". hah. really.. u can let ur guards down. he seems to b able to read my mind. recently, he said this to me..."study hard, do well for ur exams.. do ur best. u know where's ur best. be truthful to urself.". simple words. complex thoughts. reflection.
wanna thank God for being such a wonderful provider.
oh well. no mood to blog about events. basically, today bowling girl juz give mr lim a cake. thank u shu neng!. for coming up the idea and the wrks.
oh wells. i guess that i'm reaching the peak of climax. i'm stressed. yea.in my class. not that competitive lar. but still. 9 subjects, no.. +1..ss. 10!!.. i haven seriously started yet. i'm worried. reeally. well.. i guess i cannot classify myself under stress.. i expect too much.
its way over my ability. its my choice to b in this kind of class anywyas..but i guess i juz have to wrk really hard. regretting that i swoped to core lit. coz i dun think in jc i'll be taking lit. so yea. confused.the passion is lost. hopefully my so called talent in writting lit can come back... get back my 2nd in level for lit title. hah. impossible.
marian, like mr lim said duing my nationals, is loosing all her confidence.."wheres that marian who could fight?" -mr lim-.. juz only. pok said so too. i'm known as a fighter? oh wells.. have to admit, yes. i was.
my pillar or strength is gone.. i know there's still God and all. But, i can see dad. dad is my pillar. his smiles is my pillar. those that really lighten my burden. i have to fight. to fight back for my confidence, my respect, my focus, my discipline. its all slowly fading away. like i said... not to come online if its not for work purposes. but look. where's my darnest discipline and concentration level. and tmr, i have a cheena test. helps.
issit really me again? have i really changed? is papa such a great impact on me, or issit juz an excuse, or a shield. i've no one to lean on. my best friends? yea i can. but, i'm closer to my solitude. my paper. my diary whuich i;ve not touch since march thank to you, blogger.
i have to start planning. i have to start mugging. i have to be the world greatest mugger. ahhahahhahaha. coughs. *national mugger.(mk).ahha. okok.
i shall make my affirmation.
"i, marian, will repel all my temptations to blog and chat online. i will refrain myself from being addictive and sticky to msn friends, reading blogs, searching webs. i will keep a distance between my fingers and the ON button of the cpu. i will be that fighter and prove to those darnest teachers that look down on me. i will prove myself"
ok. i stil have my guitar. hopefully, will spent only 15 mins max.
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
today. sbs wasn't nice the bus came at 6:24!. 2 mins early. not fair, aahha. so all the regulars took the 6:39 bus?. yar. i wan;t supposed to miss it leh. i saw it.i picked up pace.. and then.. this 2 aunty were walking.. slowly.. i could turn anywhere coz it was a quite narrow path.. near the road.. so.. 5 steps left to catch the bus and i did not make it.
ok. anyways.today mornign was funny. ahah.. we kept all made of up of an advertisment. ahah. from mtv to advertisement. aha.. hear ar.. ahhah. this girl.. was playing er-hu on the chair. keep playing and playing.. then the backgd keeps changing.. from mountainous, grass, sky, city... blah blah. then finally.. antartica!. ahah. then as she play.. she slowed down.. and froze. ahaha. then wif the fade in fade out effect, a black screen comes out.. with white words.. "no music, no life". ahhahahahhahha. so funny. or version 2, put that erhu player in e field... filled wif cows.. then one by one they drop dead.. then again with those effects, saying.. "with music, with impact." ahhaa. so funny. [picture it!]
today.. me and nicole was discussing something. i guess i can;t blog much here. all i can say is that we, as 10 ppl forming 1 body, lacks alot of understadning and listening. u guys have passed that level of leadership. now its communication, cooperation and test. u've gotta let go of responsibilities. there's an explaination for it. from mr. lim. some of u dun do wad all of u are suppose to do.. eg. ur roles. when somethings are suggested, we duno, we dun hear it. we lack communication. we have to listen, besides speak up. we have to communicate like how friends do.. not so formal, or holding so much guards of wad u are gonna speak. we are all students. anyways, wadeva i say now will either be in vain or get passed around. forget it marian, not worth it.
ok. in class. i felt so tired today. i duno wads wif me lar... sara and i were ay war with each other. ahha. so fun!. but it got serious.. then ok liao. haha. .. after sch when tuition.. i totally screwed at TRIGONOMETRY. thank God for tuition.
i thank u zen for giving me a bday present. ahha. thank u sean for the present. thank u elaine for the msg, last night at 0048 thinking it was 20 sept. thank u. ahha. i appreciate those.
amongst all. i wanna thank mr lim for how he teaches me so much values.
*i am trying not to comehere too often, i;ll get hooked. hmms. ok. exam is in 10 days time issit? around there. i'm scared. i've not like started properly. oh wells. prays....
thinking about dad again as blog.. using his com. his wall paper is him, the pic infront of me is him. yea. mervyn, we share the same thought. cgh... stop taking lives.
ok. there are some of the jokes he said or rather, he's last few words. from the time he fell till death.. its really amazing how he, in pain, can say such stuff at the time nearing death.
not in any order,
nurse: "mr poon, where pain? where pain?"
dad: "my,.. my.. (touching his pocket) pocccc-ket paainnn"
interpretation: no money.
dad: " ku-e-h la-p-is,.... currrrrrry... puuufff"
dad:" CGH-caaaannooot gooo hhomme.. SGH- surrreeee ggooo hhoome..."
=> still trying hard to go sgh despite of the fact that the suxy cgh ppl say "wait.. i'll checkk... (2days later) ..can't"
16th nov- 20th nov - 22th nov . events seems so stuck in my head. everything is juz so clear. it juz took 6days to make a walking man to ash. 20, a signifiant no. my bday, his deaht, his marriage, his engagement... still got somemore. can't really rmbr. it seems like ytd that dad is drilling his stuff, hammering his wood, srewing his nails, painting his walls. he. or. slpin in his bed, hearing his ko-lon-chong music from radio. his smeely farts. loud and clear. stink bombs the room. he. squishy and hard. no dad. hmm. my brain can't seem to send impluses, cannot register. promise papa to b doc. i wanna rule sg doc. train them to b docs of virtue and caring. not juz do their work, but do it with pride and thier best, they are messing wif lives, wif feelings.
mixed feelings.
a year older. i juz realised. 15. nxt yr swt 16. 30 yrs, hopefully, a doc. married. i think that my ideal husband would be those like my father. evry bit of his pure character.such a loving husband, caring father. really, i honour him. i'm thankful for such a wonderful guy. perhaps, gd guys go first. to join God, to be happier earlier.
ok. anyways.today mornign was funny. ahah.. we kept all made of up of an advertisment. ahah. from mtv to advertisement. aha.. hear ar.. ahhah. this girl.. was playing er-hu on the chair. keep playing and playing.. then the backgd keeps changing.. from mountainous, grass, sky, city... blah blah. then finally.. antartica!. ahah. then as she play.. she slowed down.. and froze. ahaha. then wif the fade in fade out effect, a black screen comes out.. with white words.. "no music, no life". ahhahahahhahha. so funny. or version 2, put that erhu player in e field... filled wif cows.. then one by one they drop dead.. then again with those effects, saying.. "with music, with impact." ahhaa. so funny. [picture it!]
today.. me and nicole was discussing something. i guess i can;t blog much here. all i can say is that we, as 10 ppl forming 1 body, lacks alot of understadning and listening. u guys have passed that level of leadership. now its communication, cooperation and test. u've gotta let go of responsibilities. there's an explaination for it. from mr. lim. some of u dun do wad all of u are suppose to do.. eg. ur roles. when somethings are suggested, we duno, we dun hear it. we lack communication. we have to listen, besides speak up. we have to communicate like how friends do.. not so formal, or holding so much guards of wad u are gonna speak. we are all students. anyways, wadeva i say now will either be in vain or get passed around. forget it marian, not worth it.
ok. in class. i felt so tired today. i duno wads wif me lar... sara and i were ay war with each other. ahha. so fun!. but it got serious.. then ok liao. haha. .. after sch when tuition.. i totally screwed at TRIGONOMETRY. thank God for tuition.
i thank u zen for giving me a bday present. ahha. thank u sean for the present. thank u elaine for the msg, last night at 0048 thinking it was 20 sept. thank u. ahha. i appreciate those.
amongst all. i wanna thank mr lim for how he teaches me so much values.
*i am trying not to comehere too often, i;ll get hooked. hmms. ok. exam is in 10 days time issit? around there. i'm scared. i've not like started properly. oh wells. prays....
thinking about dad again as blog.. using his com. his wall paper is him, the pic infront of me is him. yea. mervyn, we share the same thought. cgh... stop taking lives.
ok. there are some of the jokes he said or rather, he's last few words. from the time he fell till death.. its really amazing how he, in pain, can say such stuff at the time nearing death.
not in any order,
nurse: "mr poon, where pain? where pain?"
dad: "my,.. my.. (touching his pocket) pocccc-ket paainnn"
interpretation: no money.
dad: " ku-e-h la-p-is,.... currrrrrry... puuufff"
dad:" CGH-caaaannooot gooo hhomme.. SGH- surrreeee ggooo hhoome..."
=> still trying hard to go sgh despite of the fact that the suxy cgh ppl say "wait.. i'll checkk... (2days later) ..can't"
16th nov- 20th nov - 22th nov . events seems so stuck in my head. everything is juz so clear. it juz took 6days to make a walking man to ash. 20, a signifiant no. my bday, his deaht, his marriage, his engagement... still got somemore. can't really rmbr. it seems like ytd that dad is drilling his stuff, hammering his wood, srewing his nails, painting his walls. he. or. slpin in his bed, hearing his ko-lon-chong music from radio. his smeely farts. loud and clear. stink bombs the room. he. squishy and hard. no dad. hmm. my brain can't seem to send impluses, cannot register. promise papa to b doc. i wanna rule sg doc. train them to b docs of virtue and caring. not juz do their work, but do it with pride and thier best, they are messing wif lives, wif feelings.
mixed feelings.
a year older. i juz realised. 15. nxt yr swt 16. 30 yrs, hopefully, a doc. married. i think that my ideal husband would be those like my father. evry bit of his pure character.such a loving husband, caring father. really, i honour him. i'm thankful for such a wonderful guy. perhaps, gd guys go first. to join God, to be happier earlier.
Monday, September 20, 2004
haha. more things to say... msges really brighten my life. was reading ppls' blog again.. hoho. so touched.... eg..sara's...
"Happy BirthDay To MARIAN!!!Message to Marian:My Dear little friend... hope you enjoyed urself today! though i was so insulted when you said Gera gave you tat card.. HUH! haha.. but anyway.. me not petty one.. hahaha.. sorry bout the pic though.. hahaha.. sorry.. the card really small.. so cannot really contain wad i wanna say..anyway.. glad to have known you.. although its onli lke 2 or 3 years? (though minus one year cos i din tok to you ...=P) really can't imagine how i missed a girl like you in Sec 1.. hahaha .. mus be too caught wif the commotion Haziqah was making to the class.. hahaha.. anyway.. really glad to have you as my friend n study partner(though you r so evil) but.. really admire your strengths n values, principles and straightforwardness you have... you have taught me patience incase you did not know.. hahaha.. but i hope that after leaving ur Primary skool fwens n all.. you are feeling at home n welcomed in the KC family.. haha.. (imagine if Mari didn't come to KC... haiz.. life would be so.. peaceful. muahahah) jkjk... ya.. treasure your fwens gurl .. and never give up! Hope you achieve ur goals !! Love ya! hahaha..."
and another one.. who is whoa . shocked my life.. eg..YuanTing...
Marian
Another DARLING of mine.
My study kaki, my buddy, my junior, a sister to me.
Just LOVE this girl!
She is SO cute and adorable.
Lol
Know this girl since she was Sec 2 cause I was her class prefect.
I have no idea why but she just got my attention.
Perhaps she was one of the naughty ones, as in the noisy and talkative ones.
Lol
She was the one who started talking to me.
I'm always known to her as 'Prefect' as she don't know my name at that time.
Whenever she sees me, she would give me her cheerful smile, wave to me and shout "Hi Prefect!".
After knowing my name, she will now shout "YUAN TING!!!"
Haha.
She's just so cute. Like her so much.
Haha
Was really very happy for her when I heard that she's chosen to be a Prefect.
This year, 2004.
We are closer.
Still haven't figure out how we get to be so close. She too is also wondering how.
Haha
She always brighten and enlighten my day.
A girl who never fails to make me laugh.
She have a very cute attitude, or should I say a GOOD and RIGHT attitude.
A girl who has great leadership skills. She is born to be a leader.
There's no doubt why she is the captain of bowling and an ex-co in the Prefectorial Board for Year 2005.
She truly deserve it.
Marian! I SALUTE you!
Lol.
The study kakis
That's me, she and Sara.
Our usual place is Burger King in airport Terminal 2.
Its like a routine that we will be there to study at least once a week.
Whenever she listens to her discman and started singing, Sara and I will immediately put on her earphone and blast our music so as to not hear her sing.
It is so hilarious.
Haha
Ok, I'm talking too much.
Haha
I just wanna wish you, Marian...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Best wishes to you. May all your wishes come true. All the best in everything you do.
Remember must take care of your health. Don't study till so late and don't be so stress.
LOVE YOU!!!
*MuaksSsss*
[yuanting-]
drifted away at 8:27 PM
yea. these ppl. i love them. ok ahha..thank u
"Happy BirthDay To MARIAN!!!Message to Marian:My Dear little friend... hope you enjoyed urself today! though i was so insulted when you said Gera gave you tat card.. HUH! haha.. but anyway.. me not petty one.. hahaha.. sorry bout the pic though.. hahaha.. sorry.. the card really small.. so cannot really contain wad i wanna say..anyway.. glad to have known you.. although its onli lke 2 or 3 years? (though minus one year cos i din tok to you ...=P) really can't imagine how i missed a girl like you in Sec 1.. hahaha .. mus be too caught wif the commotion Haziqah was making to the class.. hahaha.. anyway.. really glad to have you as my friend n study partner(though you r so evil) but.. really admire your strengths n values, principles and straightforwardness you have... you have taught me patience incase you did not know.. hahaha.. but i hope that after leaving ur Primary skool fwens n all.. you are feeling at home n welcomed in the KC family.. haha.. (imagine if Mari didn't come to KC... haiz.. life would be so.. peaceful. muahahah) jkjk... ya.. treasure your fwens gurl .. and never give up! Hope you achieve ur goals !! Love ya! hahaha..."
and another one.. who is whoa . shocked my life.. eg..YuanTing...
Marian
Another DARLING of mine.
My study kaki, my buddy, my junior, a sister to me.
Just LOVE this girl!
She is SO cute and adorable.
Lol
Know this girl since she was Sec 2 cause I was her class prefect.
I have no idea why but she just got my attention.
Perhaps she was one of the naughty ones, as in the noisy and talkative ones.
Lol
She was the one who started talking to me.
I'm always known to her as 'Prefect' as she don't know my name at that time.
Whenever she sees me, she would give me her cheerful smile, wave to me and shout "Hi Prefect!".
After knowing my name, she will now shout "YUAN TING!!!"
Haha.
She's just so cute. Like her so much.
Haha
Was really very happy for her when I heard that she's chosen to be a Prefect.
This year, 2004.
We are closer.
Still haven't figure out how we get to be so close. She too is also wondering how.
Haha
She always brighten and enlighten my day.
A girl who never fails to make me laugh.
She have a very cute attitude, or should I say a GOOD and RIGHT attitude.
A girl who has great leadership skills. She is born to be a leader.
There's no doubt why she is the captain of bowling and an ex-co in the Prefectorial Board for Year 2005.
She truly deserve it.
Marian! I SALUTE you!
Lol.
The study kakis
That's me, she and Sara.
Our usual place is Burger King in airport Terminal 2.
Its like a routine that we will be there to study at least once a week.
Whenever she listens to her discman and started singing, Sara and I will immediately put on her earphone and blast our music so as to not hear her sing.
It is so hilarious.
Haha
Ok, I'm talking too much.
Haha
I just wanna wish you, Marian...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Best wishes to you. May all your wishes come true. All the best in everything you do.
Remember must take care of your health. Don't study till so late and don't be so stress.
LOVE YOU!!!
*MuaksSsss*
[yuanting-]
drifted away at 8:27 PM
yea. these ppl. i love them. ok ahha..thank u
20 sept. the day my mama experienced the greatest pains...
i have so many people to thank. let me try to thank all.. sorry if i miss out..
ok. first category, those who communicate wif me to wish me happy birthday.. firstly, yuan ting and gary. they called me at 11:57pm hoping to do a count down. ahha. then yt was waiting for gary to call. then later.. it was 12:01. ahaa. then nvm.. we talked. then they accmpained me thru the night while i was doing my excel spreadsheet for the sch.. and the drawings. aah.
ok. sms ppl. these ppl super touching.. not in any order.. daniel lum, jeremiah, sean lee, yuan ting, gary, lydia, billy, glen, bernice, grace, eng tat, andrew c, eveleen, selene, jasmine, adeline k, joanne, agnes, ulrica, matthew and many others. haha. hmms. was really touched wif all ur sweet msges lor. got one person super shocking. NICOLE POW SHU MIN. my pri sch best friend. she out of the blue sms me after we lost contat for 2 yrs. ahaa. steady lar. miss her.
went to sch.. slpt in the bus and all.. reached sch, slpt in canteen,.. my morning kaki wished my happybirtday.. then came along my juniors..trish, jess, sufiya.. they al gave me smth. so nice.. ahhahaa.geraldyne, my best friend, gave me a bk got all the pics. hahha. a scrap bk, with alot of our pics together in field trips. ahaha. alot all comical. ahha. coz i was wearing sunglasses and trying hard to act cool. ahah. then plus, we juz ended NAFA.. so i looked tanned and sporty. ahha. so nice. haha. that was the only time. haha. love geraldyne!.. she also gave me a box of chocolates!.. then ok.. did gate duty.. today so many ppl were on time.. okok..
in class...
haha. another sweet thing happen, celine, jaslin, tiffany and limin gave me smth. i juz opened it. whoa. i guess the present was ex. was very nice. haha. sara parn ting hui.. my studying kaki.. the one who nv fails to make me laugh. hahaha. she gave me a card. hahaa. geraldyne help her make then she wrote the msg. so nice. got bowling ball and electric guitar.
then comes mr lim duirng chinese period. ahha. he wrapped a pen in a black box, in a black cardboard, then in white a4 paper. ahha. he wrote alot of bible quotes and msges. it also said it's from sam and him.. but it look like all from mr lim. was nice. but the pen was working. but the pen looked high class..in addition, $50 popular volcher. 10 pieces of 5 dollars... was touched that he rmbred.
maths lesson. ahha. i felt agitated. was was super sleepy. and wadeva pang said, couldn't absorb, q all duno how to do.. ahha. then let my emmotion run all over me. hmms. was telling me to practice sellf control.. so then, ok. cooled down did my maths. and was back to norm. wierd mood swings.. then later.. towards the end. the class sang happy birthday to me. ahha. it was our tradition to sing happy birthday during maths lesson.. ahha. then pang was like.. "hap--py birthday".. ahha. sounded reluctant.. he and his funny expression and voice..
after sch, had meeting. a very short one.. again, wif vp. thank God i did my thing ytd... if not i die. haha. then later went to prefects room to do the stuff.. at 2:31, went down to meet sara, ger, and shu to go pp. but first was my guitar lesson. ahha. super funy.... coz i was packing my bag in the canteen.. then at the far far end.. the table nearest to the road.. one grp shouted "MARIAN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!!". haha. super funy. whole canteen turned.. then i juz smiled and signaled a thanku msg to them. hhaa. i think the grp, if i nv see wrongly is olivia, belina weini,.... that gang.. so touching.. they knew lor. and these ppl i dun really tok tthem.. juz always tell them to button up, pull socks, tighten belt. ahaha. so funy.
guitar class as usual, this time, sara, ger and shu were waiting outside for me. ahha. they were studying. ahha. then later.. we went to swensons to eat. made a big mess. haha. i got free fire house!.aahha. yay. then we were crapping and was telling all the jokes. ahha. mostly from john and mervyn that grp. ahah. moron test, mrt, house, coin at bottom.. and all.so funny.
then went to popular to get stationary. aha. so touching.. coz mr lim also gave me $50 volcher at popular. bought our stuff, walked to bus stop and went home. aha. here i am bloggig. i've got so many things to do tonight. must try and finish all.
ok. haha. i really. really wanna thank people. thank God for making u guys. yeah. including those who tags on the left. thank u so much. really, all of ur msges touched me..
annoucement.. who's no. is
91549310
91279310
91890972
97351419
ahaha. thank u for ur wishes. =)
i have so many people to thank. let me try to thank all.. sorry if i miss out..
ok. first category, those who communicate wif me to wish me happy birthday.. firstly, yuan ting and gary. they called me at 11:57pm hoping to do a count down. ahha. then yt was waiting for gary to call. then later.. it was 12:01. ahaa. then nvm.. we talked. then they accmpained me thru the night while i was doing my excel spreadsheet for the sch.. and the drawings. aah.
ok. sms ppl. these ppl super touching.. not in any order.. daniel lum, jeremiah, sean lee, yuan ting, gary, lydia, billy, glen, bernice, grace, eng tat, andrew c, eveleen, selene, jasmine, adeline k, joanne, agnes, ulrica, matthew and many others. haha. hmms. was really touched wif all ur sweet msges lor. got one person super shocking. NICOLE POW SHU MIN. my pri sch best friend. she out of the blue sms me after we lost contat for 2 yrs. ahaa. steady lar. miss her.
went to sch.. slpt in the bus and all.. reached sch, slpt in canteen,.. my morning kaki wished my happybirtday.. then came along my juniors..trish, jess, sufiya.. they al gave me smth. so nice.. ahhahaa.geraldyne, my best friend, gave me a bk got all the pics. hahha. a scrap bk, with alot of our pics together in field trips. ahaha. alot all comical. ahha. coz i was wearing sunglasses and trying hard to act cool. ahah. then plus, we juz ended NAFA.. so i looked tanned and sporty. ahha. so nice. haha. that was the only time. haha. love geraldyne!.. she also gave me a box of chocolates!.. then ok.. did gate duty.. today so many ppl were on time.. okok..
in class...
haha. another sweet thing happen, celine, jaslin, tiffany and limin gave me smth. i juz opened it. whoa. i guess the present was ex. was very nice. haha. sara parn ting hui.. my studying kaki.. the one who nv fails to make me laugh. hahaha. she gave me a card. hahaa. geraldyne help her make then she wrote the msg. so nice. got bowling ball and electric guitar.
then comes mr lim duirng chinese period. ahha. he wrapped a pen in a black box, in a black cardboard, then in white a4 paper. ahha. he wrote alot of bible quotes and msges. it also said it's from sam and him.. but it look like all from mr lim. was nice. but the pen was working. but the pen looked high class..in addition, $50 popular volcher. 10 pieces of 5 dollars... was touched that he rmbred.
maths lesson. ahha. i felt agitated. was was super sleepy. and wadeva pang said, couldn't absorb, q all duno how to do.. ahha. then let my emmotion run all over me. hmms. was telling me to practice sellf control.. so then, ok. cooled down did my maths. and was back to norm. wierd mood swings.. then later.. towards the end. the class sang happy birthday to me. ahha. it was our tradition to sing happy birthday during maths lesson.. ahha. then pang was like.. "hap--py birthday".. ahha. sounded reluctant.. he and his funny expression and voice..
after sch, had meeting. a very short one.. again, wif vp. thank God i did my thing ytd... if not i die. haha. then later went to prefects room to do the stuff.. at 2:31, went down to meet sara, ger, and shu to go pp. but first was my guitar lesson. ahha. super funy.... coz i was packing my bag in the canteen.. then at the far far end.. the table nearest to the road.. one grp shouted "MARIAN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY.!!". haha. super funy. whole canteen turned.. then i juz smiled and signaled a thanku msg to them. hhaa. i think the grp, if i nv see wrongly is olivia, belina weini,.... that gang.. so touching.. they knew lor. and these ppl i dun really tok tthem.. juz always tell them to button up, pull socks, tighten belt. ahaha. so funy.
guitar class as usual, this time, sara, ger and shu were waiting outside for me. ahha. they were studying. ahha. then later.. we went to swensons to eat. made a big mess. haha. i got free fire house!.aahha. yay. then we were crapping and was telling all the jokes. ahha. mostly from john and mervyn that grp. ahah. moron test, mrt, house, coin at bottom.. and all.so funny.
then went to popular to get stationary. aha. so touching.. coz mr lim also gave me $50 volcher at popular. bought our stuff, walked to bus stop and went home. aha. here i am bloggig. i've got so many things to do tonight. must try and finish all.
ok. haha. i really. really wanna thank people. thank God for making u guys. yeah. including those who tags on the left. thank u so much. really, all of ur msges touched me..
annoucement.. who's no. is
91549310
91279310
91890972
97351419
ahaha. thank u for ur wishes. =)
Sunday, September 19, 2004
i've got so ,many things to thank God.
thank God for pp, they make me feel that my bday is over wif all their blessings. ahaha. for all i know, my bday is tml.. but it seems like today. ahaha. thank u guys.
church. was touched. coz i was coiling the wire.. then here comes the happy bday to song to junmin and i. haha. was abit shocked. coz i was still trying to untangle the wire. after they sang the 2nd time, i untangled the wire!.aha. then elaine helped me finish coiling. after service, got so many wishes and hugs. thank u. :)
after that was cell lunch, [oh. wait. got smth very impt happen.. type later..].. went to toa pahyo makan. aha. then another surpire. was suppose to get drink for joanne while she is suppose to go get smth. aha. then i think i came back too fast. ahha. but the plan was gd. ahha. coz i didn't know. was a surpise. thank u. adeline caem for cell today!. i'm encouraged.
ok. the impt thing is.. this morning.. very scary. coz tracy wasn't here today and couldn't play guitar for junior sunday sch. then gloria approached me.. "u know how to play the guitar right? can u play for junior s sch coz tracy couldn't make it today.". i was. stunned. i had to agree. coz she said that all the guitarists were playing for service today, others were not found. so i was the one /.. ahha. who could help. i panicked. coz i nv practised. i'm not confident of strumming long chains of songs.. agnes and i were frantically finding for songs, simple, easy. but those were too high. then i duno how to change chords.
time was running out.
b4 i knew it... it was 9:57, 3mins more. and i wasn't ready. thank God for aunty angela. she was the pianoist. she came on time. so she juz give me the chords. i juz play. ahah. and it went out well!!. all the worry for nothing. aha. but she didn't give me the bridge for [i could sing of ur love forever]. ahah. i think i scrwed up. ahaha. aunty angela was super nice. she kept smiling and gave me alot of enouragement. she said that i played well coz it was clear. ahah,... and i forgot, i wasn't using a pick. ahaa. forgot to find one. but anyways, thank God it went out well.
i love u. thank u for giving me a clear ans. i guess its Ur will and plan for me to serve in the ministry? hmms. besides this, i realised that i'm struggling to wake up early for logistics. hmm. must wake uP!!.
ok. later. after cell lunch, went to my lao do fang. sara wasn' there yet. the place was crowded. i didn't know that jon and mervyn was there. so i sat at some table. then ltare sara came. then we saw an empty seat and headed for it. it was then that i sar the 2 of them. aha. in their cool black jackets.today was fun. i didn't have the mood to study long. as in for long itme. so in the middle, we played many jokes. like those brain teasing ones. ahha/ so fun. thank u so much sia. ahha. realised that kc jokes are super lame. haah. and that vs ones are those that u need to think out of the box. haha
was fun. i miss playing drums. and u know wad.. i got my wkly allowence.. so i plan to save alot of money this wk..hopefully, i'm able to get my electirc straight after exams. and i mean straight away. ahaha. cannot wait.
once again, i thank God for ppl. thank God for making them so so special. thank God for them. everyone of them.
"at the airport, Marian i think reached the same time as me.. but she took bus.. so reach BK first.. haha.. she sat at a two seat table.. she didn't noe tat john n mervyn was there too.. haha.. anyway.. some other ppl moved away from the 3 table seats.. so we went there n they were beside us.. haha.. marian got a shock..=P k.. this is the funny thing.. we cleared the table.. there were total 3 trays there.. i took one.. marian stacked the other 2 den went to the dustbin.. i put my tray first.. tried to get the rubbish off the tray.. but i dunno why.. me wasn't thinking.. i juz totally let go of the tray.. and there it went 'plonked' into the dustbin.. hhaha.hahahah.. i stared at my hand at first den started laughing.. Marian didn't get it until i took out my hand without the tray! hahahahahhaha.. we started laughing at the dustbin! haahhaha.. den went back to our seats n continued laughing.. k.. so marian was very responsible n i admit i felt very respectful towards her becoz she actually wanted to go pick up the tray from the dustbin.. so i went wif her to see whether we could like take it out.. in the end cannot.. so we told the auntie working there.. n she was really very kind n understanding bout it.. (so touched) haha... she even said okay i help you take it out.. awww..so sweet.. she even said thank you.. haha.. i like her.. haha.. k.. so very funny..
study study study.. until YT came.. hahaha.. she gave us a SHOCK! i was really stunned i admit.. tml you see.. her HAIR!!! she cut until.... until... so NICE!! hahaha.. i like it! it made her look SOOO different!! very mature.. now she quite pretty.. haha.. not saying she last time ugly lar.. now more 'chio' hahaha..
k.. after she came.. Marian .. dunno wad she doing.. she spilt her tea! all over my fullscap!! jinx la she! her turn to spill.. some more half a cup leh! so we cleared it up.. haha.. mad one.. haiz.. after that studied a little more... den all of us got so distracted cos we, john n mervyn were testing each other lame questions.. those stupid answer question thing.. haiz.. so lame.. k....
i tried concentrating on my work.. was doing chinese.. k lah.. not bad me still can do some work at least.. haha.. k.. i think tats bout all bout wad happened... blog too long!.. SEE I TOLD YOU ALL I ALWAYS BLOG so LONG!!! haiz.. went till another month maybe i blog again... hahaha... "
died laughing while reading her blog. ahha
thank God for pp, they make me feel that my bday is over wif all their blessings. ahaha. for all i know, my bday is tml.. but it seems like today. ahaha. thank u guys.
church. was touched. coz i was coiling the wire.. then here comes the happy bday to song to junmin and i. haha. was abit shocked. coz i was still trying to untangle the wire. after they sang the 2nd time, i untangled the wire!.aha. then elaine helped me finish coiling. after service, got so many wishes and hugs. thank u. :)
after that was cell lunch, [oh. wait. got smth very impt happen.. type later..].. went to toa pahyo makan. aha. then another surpire. was suppose to get drink for joanne while she is suppose to go get smth. aha. then i think i came back too fast. ahha. but the plan was gd. ahha. coz i didn't know. was a surpise. thank u. adeline caem for cell today!. i'm encouraged.
ok. the impt thing is.. this morning.. very scary. coz tracy wasn't here today and couldn't play guitar for junior sunday sch. then gloria approached me.. "u know how to play the guitar right? can u play for junior s sch coz tracy couldn't make it today.". i was. stunned. i had to agree. coz she said that all the guitarists were playing for service today, others were not found. so i was the one /.. ahha. who could help. i panicked. coz i nv practised. i'm not confident of strumming long chains of songs.. agnes and i were frantically finding for songs, simple, easy. but those were too high. then i duno how to change chords.
time was running out.
b4 i knew it... it was 9:57, 3mins more. and i wasn't ready. thank God for aunty angela. she was the pianoist. she came on time. so she juz give me the chords. i juz play. ahah. and it went out well!!. all the worry for nothing. aha. but she didn't give me the bridge for [i could sing of ur love forever]. ahah. i think i scrwed up. ahaha. aunty angela was super nice. she kept smiling and gave me alot of enouragement. she said that i played well coz it was clear. ahah,... and i forgot, i wasn't using a pick. ahaa. forgot to find one. but anyways, thank God it went out well.
i love u. thank u for giving me a clear ans. i guess its Ur will and plan for me to serve in the ministry? hmms. besides this, i realised that i'm struggling to wake up early for logistics. hmm. must wake uP!!.
ok. later. after cell lunch, went to my lao do fang. sara wasn' there yet. the place was crowded. i didn't know that jon and mervyn was there. so i sat at some table. then ltare sara came. then we saw an empty seat and headed for it. it was then that i sar the 2 of them. aha. in their cool black jackets.today was fun. i didn't have the mood to study long. as in for long itme. so in the middle, we played many jokes. like those brain teasing ones. ahha/ so fun. thank u so much sia. ahha. realised that kc jokes are super lame. haah. and that vs ones are those that u need to think out of the box. haha
was fun. i miss playing drums. and u know wad.. i got my wkly allowence.. so i plan to save alot of money this wk..hopefully, i'm able to get my electirc straight after exams. and i mean straight away. ahaha. cannot wait.
once again, i thank God for ppl. thank God for making them so so special. thank God for them. everyone of them.
"at the airport, Marian i think reached the same time as me.. but she took bus.. so reach BK first.. haha.. she sat at a two seat table.. she didn't noe tat john n mervyn was there too.. haha.. anyway.. some other ppl moved away from the 3 table seats.. so we went there n they were beside us.. haha.. marian got a shock..=P k.. this is the funny thing.. we cleared the table.. there were total 3 trays there.. i took one.. marian stacked the other 2 den went to the dustbin.. i put my tray first.. tried to get the rubbish off the tray.. but i dunno why.. me wasn't thinking.. i juz totally let go of the tray.. and there it went 'plonked' into the dustbin.. hhaha.hahahah.. i stared at my hand at first den started laughing.. Marian didn't get it until i took out my hand without the tray! hahahahahhaha.. we started laughing at the dustbin! haahhaha.. den went back to our seats n continued laughing.. k.. so marian was very responsible n i admit i felt very respectful towards her becoz she actually wanted to go pick up the tray from the dustbin.. so i went wif her to see whether we could like take it out.. in the end cannot.. so we told the auntie working there.. n she was really very kind n understanding bout it.. (so touched) haha... she even said okay i help you take it out.. awww..so sweet.. she even said thank you.. haha.. i like her.. haha.. k.. so very funny..
study study study.. until YT came.. hahaha.. she gave us a SHOCK! i was really stunned i admit.. tml you see.. her HAIR!!! she cut until.... until... so NICE!! hahaha.. i like it! it made her look SOOO different!! very mature.. now she quite pretty.. haha.. not saying she last time ugly lar.. now more 'chio' hahaha..
k.. after she came.. Marian .. dunno wad she doing.. she spilt her tea! all over my fullscap!! jinx la she! her turn to spill.. some more half a cup leh! so we cleared it up.. haha.. mad one.. haiz.. after that studied a little more... den all of us got so distracted cos we, john n mervyn were testing each other lame questions.. those stupid answer question thing.. haiz.. so lame.. k....
i tried concentrating on my work.. was doing chinese.. k lah.. not bad me still can do some work at least.. haha.. k.. i think tats bout all bout wad happened... blog too long!.. SEE I TOLD YOU ALL I ALWAYS BLOG so LONG!!! haiz.. went till another month maybe i blog again... hahaha... "
died laughing while reading her blog. ahha
Saturday, September 18, 2004
i wanna try to blog my tonight. gonna blog in order.
morning. went late for ballet. did alot of turns. ahha. and then, must do split for recital!!. die. then was tap. today ms susan taught the tall girls for recital.aah. so obviously, i wasnt in it. ahaha. but was nice. the dance is so dancey. like so classic. so class.the remix version of "tell me baby girl"... ahha. its really funny. like got techno. so its like, doing tap dance with techno song. but u really got to shake. ahha.
went to church. ahha.asked jasper about c#m, c#m7 and f#m,f#m7.. ahha. dennis was in the rm, so e also told me. ahha. yay. finnaly the confusion is over. haha. then was tuition time. i did abit of my chem, blasting myself with United Live Hillsongs. so nice. love it. ulrica is simply amazing. she ar. saw her "check-list".. of the time she spent doing stuff.. inclusve of qt, nap and etc. i saw the word -exercise- and was kinda ashamed for myself. aha.
teens time. Love God wif ur soul. i still dun get the concept. like yea. heart, mind, might.. i understand.. but soul.. i guess its the focus of one's mind? but then.. if that's the case, wads the diff between mind and soul? or issit together. okok. char, glen and elain shared to day. it made me reflecct on how i came back as a christian. i feel that i have a mission. wait, no. i have a mission. i really waant more ppl to join this unique ministry and know Jesus. [You are the way the truth and the light, i live my faith and not my sight for u...-one way-.]
anyways, asked joanne about me serving. back to the old point. she gave me a quite definite ans. i'm thankful for her. i juz wanna thank her man.
then today, also, they celebrated the sept's babies' bday. hmms. ever wonder y ppl give borth to sooo many babies in sept? hmm. ponders. pocket. empty.
games. hahahah. so funny. jasmine, char, eveleen kept blocking me. haah. wanna thank God for these ppl. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't be so active, running and running. ahha. thanks sia. ahha.
after games, jovin gave my a birthday present. super touched again. coz he is my -plok brother-, .. rmbr about the post i said smth about the plok family? , yea. he's part of it. he steady lar. PONTONIO!. aaha. love this brother.
recieved a call. was mama, told me to rush home, coz to go out for dinner. so she call me took cab, aunty paid for it. reached home, was kinda upset. anger. coz i wanted to spend time wif church friends.. but yea. familyy. i'm happy after that, coz immediately i went home, i jammed on the guitar.haha. really whacked it.. as in strum hardly. hillsongs.haha. ahha. so cool. sounded awlful coz i strum too hard, the 1st string outta tune so many times.ahha.
cousin in law drove us to ecp. JUMBO!.shoik man the food. they paid. ahha. got liek black pepper crab, prawns, fish and all the seafoody stuff. i ate like pig lor. 2 bowls of rice, crabs, i think 1/3 of the sri lanka black peper, 2 cups of tea, 2 cups of ice water, and so many other dishes.
miss dad. i felt empty. really. like usually, my bday is celebrate there one..dad is always smiling, joking, and crapping. and with my pride, usually i'll give the -its not funny lor- kinda face. come to think of it. i really regret. i miss him. i miss his jokes. i miss his presence. haiz. if only.... forget it.i juz dun like changi general hospital AT All. they do not save lives.
anways, the couple gave me angpow.. mama gave me angpow in the end. yay. i'mm happy. which means i left $30 to go for my electric after saving up since dunno when. yay. after dinner, we roamed around, walked around. kinda boring. ahaha. but ecp really changed alot. espically the lake over there. hmms. gd place to run/ cycle and roller blade. the ground was smooth as comapred to road.
ok. so now i;m home. mama gave me smth. AGAIN!. ahah.love this girl. she gave me 3 in one.. christian stuff, bk marks, a small little coloured bk for -daughters-, and decorated it, very well. steady. then everything she wrote.. all the usual happy stuff and signed off with.. "love, mum, dad and sis.". argh. dad again. here i am, using his com. y does it seem tt i can't accept the stupid fact?
counting, its been 10 months and 28 days. i can't seem to live properly witout him. his presence is relly, deeply felt. now its like seriously missing that link.
anwyays.. i wanna thank my friends. i love my friends. my genre of friends. bowling, church, dance, sch and others. thank u for the "mmc gang". i'm still shocked. but i'm using the card now!. thanks.
was reading friends' blogs. some are really ecnouraging and inspirisng. some are grounds for me to learn. some are for me to laugh and relax. some made me think. some touched me. some how, i shouldn't b negative. i shouldn't feel left out in church. i shouldn't let the devil dwell in me. i must let God manifest in me. i must show God's actions and love.
thank u.
morning. went late for ballet. did alot of turns. ahha. and then, must do split for recital!!. die. then was tap. today ms susan taught the tall girls for recital.aah. so obviously, i wasnt in it. ahaha. but was nice. the dance is so dancey. like so classic. so class.the remix version of "tell me baby girl"... ahha. its really funny. like got techno. so its like, doing tap dance with techno song. but u really got to shake. ahha.
went to church. ahha.asked jasper about c#m, c#m7 and f#m,f#m7.. ahha. dennis was in the rm, so e also told me. ahha. yay. finnaly the confusion is over. haha. then was tuition time. i did abit of my chem, blasting myself with United Live Hillsongs. so nice. love it. ulrica is simply amazing. she ar. saw her "check-list".. of the time she spent doing stuff.. inclusve of qt, nap and etc. i saw the word -exercise- and was kinda ashamed for myself. aha.
teens time. Love God wif ur soul. i still dun get the concept. like yea. heart, mind, might.. i understand.. but soul.. i guess its the focus of one's mind? but then.. if that's the case, wads the diff between mind and soul? or issit together. okok. char, glen and elain shared to day. it made me reflecct on how i came back as a christian. i feel that i have a mission. wait, no. i have a mission. i really waant more ppl to join this unique ministry and know Jesus. [You are the way the truth and the light, i live my faith and not my sight for u...-one way-.]
anyways, asked joanne about me serving. back to the old point. she gave me a quite definite ans. i'm thankful for her. i juz wanna thank her man.
then today, also, they celebrated the sept's babies' bday. hmms. ever wonder y ppl give borth to sooo many babies in sept? hmm. ponders. pocket. empty.
games. hahahah. so funny. jasmine, char, eveleen kept blocking me. haah. wanna thank God for these ppl. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't be so active, running and running. ahha. thanks sia. ahha.
after games, jovin gave my a birthday present. super touched again. coz he is my -plok brother-, .. rmbr about the post i said smth about the plok family? , yea. he's part of it. he steady lar. PONTONIO!. aaha. love this brother.
recieved a call. was mama, told me to rush home, coz to go out for dinner. so she call me took cab, aunty paid for it. reached home, was kinda upset. anger. coz i wanted to spend time wif church friends.. but yea. familyy. i'm happy after that, coz immediately i went home, i jammed on the guitar.haha. really whacked it.. as in strum hardly. hillsongs.haha. ahha. so cool. sounded awlful coz i strum too hard, the 1st string outta tune so many times.ahha.
cousin in law drove us to ecp. JUMBO!.shoik man the food. they paid. ahha. got liek black pepper crab, prawns, fish and all the seafoody stuff. i ate like pig lor. 2 bowls of rice, crabs, i think 1/3 of the sri lanka black peper, 2 cups of tea, 2 cups of ice water, and so many other dishes.
miss dad. i felt empty. really. like usually, my bday is celebrate there one..dad is always smiling, joking, and crapping. and with my pride, usually i'll give the -its not funny lor- kinda face. come to think of it. i really regret. i miss him. i miss his jokes. i miss his presence. haiz. if only.... forget it.i juz dun like changi general hospital AT All. they do not save lives.
anways, the couple gave me angpow.. mama gave me angpow in the end. yay. i'mm happy. which means i left $30 to go for my electric after saving up since dunno when. yay. after dinner, we roamed around, walked around. kinda boring. ahaha. but ecp really changed alot. espically the lake over there. hmms. gd place to run/ cycle and roller blade. the ground was smooth as comapred to road.
ok. so now i;m home. mama gave me smth. AGAIN!. ahah.love this girl. she gave me 3 in one.. christian stuff, bk marks, a small little coloured bk for -daughters-, and decorated it, very well. steady. then everything she wrote.. all the usual happy stuff and signed off with.. "love, mum, dad and sis.". argh. dad again. here i am, using his com. y does it seem tt i can't accept the stupid fact?
counting, its been 10 months and 28 days. i can't seem to live properly witout him. his presence is relly, deeply felt. now its like seriously missing that link.
anwyays.. i wanna thank my friends. i love my friends. my genre of friends. bowling, church, dance, sch and others. thank u for the "mmc gang". i'm still shocked. but i'm using the card now!. thanks.
was reading friends' blogs. some are really ecnouraging and inspirisng. some are grounds for me to learn. some are for me to laugh and relax. some made me think. some touched me. some how, i shouldn't b negative. i shouldn't feel left out in church. i shouldn't let the devil dwell in me. i must let God manifest in me. i must show God's actions and love.
thank u.
Friday, September 17, 2004
today sch.. was forcing myself to be awake during bio... then piang.. cannot take it. haiz. chem was after that.. then its like whoa. super awake. wasted should be awake during bio.
after sch, meet vp again. for the suggestion box thingy. hmm. its like.. since the day we become exco.. almost everyday got meetings. no.. its everyday. ahhaha.
after that. went to lao di fang. wif yuan tuing and sara. gary, john and mervyn was there. haha. then they all. very touchign sia.. they all gave me birthday present k. my first one for the year. and like.. u know wad.. mmc card. yes. 256kb. i'm like shocked. coz was joking wif yuan ting.. coz my hp memorary cannot put any thing inside. aaha. then really sia.. they all give me.
at first i recieved a card.. and a box.. so i though prank. coz the card was nice.. got bkmark somemoreleh.. not much of a prank..as in. i thought like empty box or smth. coz its like.. i dun really know them alot..except gary lar.
then came home,.. amazed by the box..untie the ribion slowly. and i saw a mmc card.
i wanna thank God. thank u. i wanna thank gary, john and mervyn espically. coz today alot of maths q cannot do. like my brain kenna blocked. then they all explain. john's real gd at currrent affairs lar. he knows alot. alot. high level of general knowledge. gary is juz naturally as smart. need not say much. they really helped me alot.
came home.. and started fiddling wif my hp. ahha. thank u ppl
back to my main problem wif my walk wif God... i feel.. that i am ready to serve. however, there is unknown factor that keeps me back, hmm. prayed about it. i guess i'm too tired and not that focus to hear and seek Him. yup.
i wanna learn drums and bass.. haiz. let it be Your will ba..haha. ok.see hows. =)
after sch, meet vp again. for the suggestion box thingy. hmm. its like.. since the day we become exco.. almost everyday got meetings. no.. its everyday. ahhaha.
after that. went to lao di fang. wif yuan tuing and sara. gary, john and mervyn was there. haha. then they all. very touchign sia.. they all gave me birthday present k. my first one for the year. and like.. u know wad.. mmc card. yes. 256kb. i'm like shocked. coz was joking wif yuan ting.. coz my hp memorary cannot put any thing inside. aaha. then really sia.. they all give me.
at first i recieved a card.. and a box.. so i though prank. coz the card was nice.. got bkmark somemoreleh.. not much of a prank..as in. i thought like empty box or smth. coz its like.. i dun really know them alot..except gary lar.
then came home,.. amazed by the box..untie the ribion slowly. and i saw a mmc card.
i wanna thank God. thank u. i wanna thank gary, john and mervyn espically. coz today alot of maths q cannot do. like my brain kenna blocked. then they all explain. john's real gd at currrent affairs lar. he knows alot. alot. high level of general knowledge. gary is juz naturally as smart. need not say much. they really helped me alot.
came home.. and started fiddling wif my hp. ahha. thank u ppl
back to my main problem wif my walk wif God... i feel.. that i am ready to serve. however, there is unknown factor that keeps me back, hmm. prayed about it. i guess i'm too tired and not that focus to hear and seek Him. yup.
i wanna learn drums and bass.. haiz. let it be Your will ba..haha. ok.see hows. =)
Thursday, September 16, 2004
today is great.. kinda.. well.
first thing..today, brought empty bowling bag to sch coz my ball is in sam's locker. haha. so brought the bag juz to bring my ball home.
today in sch.. time seems to crawl.. so tired. hmm. physics. mr lau took over,.. today did some experiment. haha. mr lee, the tann one.. is nice leh. he's not that dao after all. aa. so mr lee and mr lau and mrs lim patrol around the lab see if got any help. ahhaha. oh ya.. haha. all their names is L_ _. ahhaha.. anyways. shu hua's grp broke a theremometer. ahah. then mr lau was quite paranoid. ahha. but was kinda cool. coz i learnt smth new.. the mercury bulbl broke. ahah. so wad we saw was mercury balls on the floor.aha. so cool. silver metallic balls.
ok. later.. was chinese compo test. again, i wrote about my papa. ahha.realised that i have very little descriptive words.
then i rushed down to meet my mum, who was waiting for me, with the taxi to go hospital. for my checkup. the backbone. basically juz check the spine.. hhooh.was kinda sad during measurement. coz my weight was like increaed my 2kg!. in 1 month. like for 3 months it has been increasing by 2!!. then my height. from 151 to 150.7.. so sad. nvm.. then was the check up.
i love the doc. she's like whoa. supa christiannly. she;s liek my motivation. coz u see. her table was so messy and all.. then u know wad.. coz she was sitting infornt to the door. then got 2 majong paper connected together, one long passage of biblical stuff. very chim. then arounf her table, got those study cards, all bible verses, motivating her to smile, be happy, encourage and rmbr His presence. i was like touched. my motivation to b a gd doc.
ooko. in the midst of all this. i got bad news lar. she said that my back right.. got worse.. but slightly and all. she was trying to be positive. which was super gd. if only she was my papa's doc. aha. ok. anyways. later sped off in taxi for trng.
was upset. 18 ppl came. 18 out of 36. i am very disappointed. i hear excues like... i tired, i wanna study, i no time to come. hellos. do i look as if i got time. do i look like i'm not tired. do i look like i'm not stress. haiz. seniors... a pathetic no. of 3. me, sam regina. hows. haiz. the kc passion for bowling seems to be dying. ppl waanna bowl to show. that's very bad.. tsk tsk.
anwyays..later.. meet up mama. today she was nice. she bought alot of things. coz she say acutallly she wwanna give me money for present.in the end, we concluded that my present was to buy stuff within that range of money. ya. so i bought alot. hillsongscds, cap, sandals, socks, 3 quarts. i'm happy. yay. she say she gonna get me the marshall speaker ampifer.. for the electric. only if i got a msg. of 3.1 to 3.3 for eoy. i am gonna wrk very hard. yar. as for the electric, i saving my own money. yup..
i feel cheated. my classical guitar is like $333.30 when i bought it in sec 1.. then i nowe realised taht an electric can be gotten for for $400.. i thought was liek $600 and above. thank God. coz i asked the guy for recc. he asked for wad kind for songs. ahha. then i was like.. erm.. to learn myself. and more for hillsongs. so he recc. me some guitars. haah. yay. but i gg down to ps to see one day after eoy. i can't wait for eoy.
after that, came home. watched tv. i think for sg idol, miai should not go in. nana better. i feel that this whole thing is not fair at all. coz beverly that grp, get to perform more and get more supporters.. then the ppl in the 1st grp like orlinda, ah beng.. all very veyr gd, sure have less supporters. hmm. justice!.
ok. i wanna thank God for all the things He;s blesed me wif. ppl, tchrs, friends things. =D. thanku
first thing..today, brought empty bowling bag to sch coz my ball is in sam's locker. haha. so brought the bag juz to bring my ball home.
today in sch.. time seems to crawl.. so tired. hmm. physics. mr lau took over,.. today did some experiment. haha. mr lee, the tann one.. is nice leh. he's not that dao after all. aa. so mr lee and mr lau and mrs lim patrol around the lab see if got any help. ahhaha. oh ya.. haha. all their names is L_ _. ahhaha.. anyways. shu hua's grp broke a theremometer. ahah. then mr lau was quite paranoid. ahha. but was kinda cool. coz i learnt smth new.. the mercury bulbl broke. ahah. so wad we saw was mercury balls on the floor.aha. so cool. silver metallic balls.
ok. later.. was chinese compo test. again, i wrote about my papa. ahha.realised that i have very little descriptive words.
then i rushed down to meet my mum, who was waiting for me, with the taxi to go hospital. for my checkup. the backbone. basically juz check the spine.. hhooh.was kinda sad during measurement. coz my weight was like increaed my 2kg!. in 1 month. like for 3 months it has been increasing by 2!!. then my height. from 151 to 150.7.. so sad. nvm.. then was the check up.
i love the doc. she's like whoa. supa christiannly. she;s liek my motivation. coz u see. her table was so messy and all.. then u know wad.. coz she was sitting infornt to the door. then got 2 majong paper connected together, one long passage of biblical stuff. very chim. then arounf her table, got those study cards, all bible verses, motivating her to smile, be happy, encourage and rmbr His presence. i was like touched. my motivation to b a gd doc.
ooko. in the midst of all this. i got bad news lar. she said that my back right.. got worse.. but slightly and all. she was trying to be positive. which was super gd. if only she was my papa's doc. aha. ok. anyways. later sped off in taxi for trng.
was upset. 18 ppl came. 18 out of 36. i am very disappointed. i hear excues like... i tired, i wanna study, i no time to come. hellos. do i look as if i got time. do i look like i'm not tired. do i look like i'm not stress. haiz. seniors... a pathetic no. of 3. me, sam regina. hows. haiz. the kc passion for bowling seems to be dying. ppl waanna bowl to show. that's very bad.. tsk tsk.
anwyays..later.. meet up mama. today she was nice. she bought alot of things. coz she say acutallly she wwanna give me money for present.in the end, we concluded that my present was to buy stuff within that range of money. ya. so i bought alot. hillsongscds, cap, sandals, socks, 3 quarts. i'm happy. yay. she say she gonna get me the marshall speaker ampifer.. for the electric. only if i got a msg. of 3.1 to 3.3 for eoy. i am gonna wrk very hard. yar. as for the electric, i saving my own money. yup..
i feel cheated. my classical guitar is like $333.30 when i bought it in sec 1.. then i nowe realised taht an electric can be gotten for for $400.. i thought was liek $600 and above. thank God. coz i asked the guy for recc. he asked for wad kind for songs. ahha. then i was like.. erm.. to learn myself. and more for hillsongs. so he recc. me some guitars. haah. yay. but i gg down to ps to see one day after eoy. i can't wait for eoy.
after that, came home. watched tv. i think for sg idol, miai should not go in. nana better. i feel that this whole thing is not fair at all. coz beverly that grp, get to perform more and get more supporters.. then the ppl in the 1st grp like orlinda, ah beng.. all very veyr gd, sure have less supporters. hmm. justice!.
ok. i wanna thank God for all the things He;s blesed me wif. ppl, tchrs, friends things. =D. thanku
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
usin sis' com now. to blog.
hmms. ahahaah. juz watched the news from 10-10:09. another guy died. bishan. was due to a fall... as usual. hmms. wads wif all these ppl?. i mean is like.. issit a fashion to jump off at an mrt station. pls lar. u know ar.. if u like dat, the driver will hav phoebia leh. then must send for counscelling. i think its better to donate ALL ur blood till u die. at least u'll do good.
ahah. after the news about the mrt thing, they show back the annoucer.. haha. then we thought she going to say smth or start on a new issuse. ahhaa. then she said in chinese.,,"if u all have any problems or headaches, pls call.... ". ahhahaha. then me and my sis burst out laughing at the same time. ahhaha. so funny.
ok
another health prob. ytd. mama told sis and i while having dinner.."today i went for checkup.. the doc say my bloog level not high.. only 200.. the norm is 150...".. i was like. wth. 200 u still say not bad. siaow.
then tis smth like my dad liao. coz mama is a super healthy person lar. all her fats and health disorders is caused my heritage. like the blood pressure coz our family tree... about 70% die due to stroke/ high blood pressure and etc.. so most likely my sis and i ;..... or either one of us will die due to this lar.. choy! choy!. she eats like vegtables after vergetables. water after water. green tea after green tea.
kinda worried.
like history repeating itself. yea. doc said my dad gonna b fine. but look. doc say he could live. but look. so how about mama. choy choy. although she is naggy and all.. but she's the one that i could b here lar. think.
ok. today sch as usual.. slept in class.. siaow man. eng slp, geog slp... chinese also. i die man. btter watch my conduct. and u know wad... so so many male tchrs again. a new one called mr lee came for physics. so we like have 2 male "attached" to mrs lim...ahaha. according to her... "i'm attatched to mr lau.." ahaha. whole class up roar. wads new.
maths tchr, after one period, mr lau took over. actually i kina appreciate pang's handwrttting.. though its bad lar. ahhaha. jkjk. hmms. yay. i'm more appreciative of him. haahh. okok.then the new mr lee.. is tann, young and cool. but his face. super dao. grrr. nv ssmile one. ahha. ok so now its liek 4 male tchrs bombading our class.. with the fact that EOY is coming and all ou us are dying
ok. today after sch went to airport to study wif yuan ting. ahha. the guy was there.. as in the super irritating and loud one. ahha. damn funny. i think he knew that we all were discriminating him the last time we saw him. hahah. then he pointed to us when we walk in. ahhah. ok
then went home. watch tv and makan okok. now using sis com. she telling em to zhoa. ok. better zzhoa. bye.
hmms. ahahaah. juz watched the news from 10-10:09. another guy died. bishan. was due to a fall... as usual. hmms. wads wif all these ppl?. i mean is like.. issit a fashion to jump off at an mrt station. pls lar. u know ar.. if u like dat, the driver will hav phoebia leh. then must send for counscelling. i think its better to donate ALL ur blood till u die. at least u'll do good.
ahah. after the news about the mrt thing, they show back the annoucer.. haha. then we thought she going to say smth or start on a new issuse. ahhaa. then she said in chinese.,,"if u all have any problems or headaches, pls call.... ". ahhahaha. then me and my sis burst out laughing at the same time. ahhaha. so funny.
ok
another health prob. ytd. mama told sis and i while having dinner.."today i went for checkup.. the doc say my bloog level not high.. only 200.. the norm is 150...".. i was like. wth. 200 u still say not bad. siaow.
then tis smth like my dad liao. coz mama is a super healthy person lar. all her fats and health disorders is caused my heritage. like the blood pressure coz our family tree... about 70% die due to stroke/ high blood pressure and etc.. so most likely my sis and i ;..... or either one of us will die due to this lar.. choy! choy!. she eats like vegtables after vergetables. water after water. green tea after green tea.
kinda worried.
like history repeating itself. yea. doc said my dad gonna b fine. but look. doc say he could live. but look. so how about mama. choy choy. although she is naggy and all.. but she's the one that i could b here lar. think.
ok. today sch as usual.. slept in class.. siaow man. eng slp, geog slp... chinese also. i die man. btter watch my conduct. and u know wad... so so many male tchrs again. a new one called mr lee came for physics. so we like have 2 male "attached" to mrs lim...ahaha. according to her... "i'm attatched to mr lau.." ahaha. whole class up roar. wads new.
maths tchr, after one period, mr lau took over. actually i kina appreciate pang's handwrttting.. though its bad lar. ahhaha. jkjk. hmms. yay. i'm more appreciative of him. haahh. okok.then the new mr lee.. is tann, young and cool. but his face. super dao. grrr. nv ssmile one. ahha. ok so now its liek 4 male tchrs bombading our class.. with the fact that EOY is coming and all ou us are dying
ok. today after sch went to airport to study wif yuan ting. ahha. the guy was there.. as in the super irritating and loud one. ahha. damn funny. i think he knew that we all were discriminating him the last time we saw him. hahah. then he pointed to us when we walk in. ahhah. ok
then went home. watch tv and makan okok. now using sis com. she telling em to zhoa. ok. better zzhoa. bye.
Monday, September 13, 2004
ok; today. gary reminded me that it is the first day of sch. ahha. come to think of it.. my reaction was like.."oh ya".. ahaha. regarding the government 5 day thing. i dun think its very gd. i gives us more stress.
explaination:
- we have cca, enrichments, supplmentaries, meetings. so much things to do.
- we have alot of wrk to cover, wif accordance to the moe.
- we have so much hw.
we need more days. by slashing out a day, it's like 24hrs gone. i mean, yea, we dun usually go to sch that often on sats. think of the ncc groups. by pushing it to wk days, ain't u tiring out these ppl.
also, tchrs will rush the sylablus more. the more they rush, the more we wun understand. and the more we'll be stress.
agree?
haha. not sure y i blogging about this. juz felt like it.
okok. this bloger thing on my com still sucks big time. using my dad's com. sis sure wun help. anyways.
today. ok lar. was tired. i woke up. bathe and all. after that. looked into the mirror. was kinda shocked. my eyes were red and had really really dark rings. so scary. but later. was ok. so yar. thank God for that.
many ppl are stressed today. kc ppl over ss. vs over ss and e maths. tml kc bio. vs a maths. ahha. gd luck to all these ppl. PLS... you guys have to rest ya. coz u c ar. the Human Brain needs rest. like a computer. if u feel stress, carrying on study wun do any good. conclusion: pls get enough rest. if scared that u'll forget after u slp, slp earlier. wake up earlier.. then wake up and continue. if u dun, u'll blank out. :s
hmmms. i want money. yea. money can't buy u happiness. but can buy u stuff. theres like so many things i hunger for. aha. some of which is like useless? ahha. drum sticks, ELECTRIC guitar, ampfiere, violin, digitable camera, computer, laptop, drums set.ETC. whoa. ahha. so many. i guess all these are juz temptations. shall not indulge.
i'm happy. juz tired. there's really. so much things to comprehend, to say, to do. all of us have 24hrs. PM MR. GOH also have 24hrs. GEORGE BUSH also has 24 hrs. everyone.
tml bowling resumes. i'm happy. tml will be having a serious meeting wif sam and mr lim. yar. can''t say anything here i guess. ahha.
currentlt, i'm stil very blech about my sick com. infected wif an undetectable virus. like i cannot email. i cannot open mails freely w/o being stopped and gg back. i cannot log in blogger. ic annot play the orginsal games. i can't do this i can't do that. pop ups everywhere. heck.
tml goona be more tired. hoho. bowling ball to sch again. ahha. i feel stinko. haha. still in my uniform. haa. today sch also. had so many male tchrs. y our class?? y y y. cheena, a and e maths, physics all kenna affeced. a, e maths, physics all the same guy. cheena is some experienced tchr.. i think new tchr. all male. sian. i kinda afraid of that a, e maths, physics tchr. aaah(not v sure of the name) coz its like we're already like rushing through...
makan/rest/tv time now. for 1 hr
explaination:
- we have cca, enrichments, supplmentaries, meetings. so much things to do.
- we have alot of wrk to cover, wif accordance to the moe.
- we have so much hw.
we need more days. by slashing out a day, it's like 24hrs gone. i mean, yea, we dun usually go to sch that often on sats. think of the ncc groups. by pushing it to wk days, ain't u tiring out these ppl.
also, tchrs will rush the sylablus more. the more they rush, the more we wun understand. and the more we'll be stress.
agree?
haha. not sure y i blogging about this. juz felt like it.
okok. this bloger thing on my com still sucks big time. using my dad's com. sis sure wun help. anyways.
today. ok lar. was tired. i woke up. bathe and all. after that. looked into the mirror. was kinda shocked. my eyes were red and had really really dark rings. so scary. but later. was ok. so yar. thank God for that.
many ppl are stressed today. kc ppl over ss. vs over ss and e maths. tml kc bio. vs a maths. ahha. gd luck to all these ppl. PLS... you guys have to rest ya. coz u c ar. the Human Brain needs rest. like a computer. if u feel stress, carrying on study wun do any good. conclusion: pls get enough rest. if scared that u'll forget after u slp, slp earlier. wake up earlier.. then wake up and continue. if u dun, u'll blank out. :s
hmmms. i want money. yea. money can't buy u happiness. but can buy u stuff. theres like so many things i hunger for. aha. some of which is like useless? ahha. drum sticks, ELECTRIC guitar, ampfiere, violin, digitable camera, computer, laptop, drums set.ETC. whoa. ahha. so many. i guess all these are juz temptations. shall not indulge.
i'm happy. juz tired. there's really. so much things to comprehend, to say, to do. all of us have 24hrs. PM MR. GOH also have 24hrs. GEORGE BUSH also has 24 hrs. everyone.
tml bowling resumes. i'm happy. tml will be having a serious meeting wif sam and mr lim. yar. can''t say anything here i guess. ahha.
currentlt, i'm stil very blech about my sick com. infected wif an undetectable virus. like i cannot email. i cannot open mails freely w/o being stopped and gg back. i cannot log in blogger. ic annot play the orginsal games. i can't do this i can't do that. pop ups everywhere. heck.
tml goona be more tired. hoho. bowling ball to sch again. ahha. i feel stinko. haha. still in my uniform. haa. today sch also. had so many male tchrs. y our class?? y y y. cheena, a and e maths, physics all kenna affeced. a, e maths, physics all the same guy. cheena is some experienced tchr.. i think new tchr. all male. sian. i kinda afraid of that a, e maths, physics tchr. aaah(not v sure of the name) coz its like we're already like rushing through...
makan/rest/tv time now. for 1 hr
Sunday, September 12, 2004
blogger suxs. still can't log in.
argh. it'll really b good if i had 25hrs.
ok. i've been struggling. this wk. or rather, this wkend. i wanna serve God in a ministry. i gess all of u must have guessed it. yar. and i've heard the calling. and. ppl have spoke to me already. buts juz recently, one person has been indirectly pushhing me down. like not wanting me to serve of smth. its the GOLAITH!!. hah. ookko anwyways. lets skipped that.
this sunday is special. firstly, its grace birthday, its baptism servce. i had a wonderful ss sch as i've learnt alot today throuhg uncle kia wang. today's cell is amazing. Joanne and Agnrs did a fantisctic job. really. i love u God. tell me more. manifest in us Lord.
okok. after that. went aiport study. shall make it breif. i've got no time to loose. okok. yt, sara, pei xian, dorothy, leonard was there. ok. so yar. studied. today i was back at my sec 2 eoy mode. which was faster and gd. was progressive. yay. then ht bk guy was there. he left early. aha. must me afraid that'll stalk him again. ahha. okok
then today, made 2 new friends. haha. realised that i've been knowing more ppl these 3 days. hmm. God.. is there a message?. anways. today was leonard, pei xian's nephew and church frien..and another onew as the counter uncle at bk. haha. he say that i've been drinking alot of tea. he gives me staff discount on tea. and today, he even gave me and yt a packet of fries, telling us not to telhis manager. touching ar. haha. okok.
thank u Lord, for blessing me with people.
hmms.. bad side. came home. no. rushed home. then hit on the prefect suggestion board. totally. i've got no no no time at all.. and mama nags. continousl leh. i've got like so os much stuff hovering on my head... shee go add somemore. and u know wad.. this is wad she said.."y u always nv do ur work. everytime last minute do. see. no time. always like that. tell you.... BLAH BLAH BLAH.." and she is like at her top of her voice. always. i'm super irritated. i'm been wrking hard consistantly. wad she expect?. helo. u go call teacher lar. ask them y they give so much wrk. irritating leh. also not say i nv do y wrk. i did. ok. and i'm already very tied down and burnt. pls. stop it. argh. ok lar. she's my mother and wadeva. but yar. i'm a teenager. i've got more thigns to do.
ok. erms. haiz. i love her?. hah.. forcing it out of me now.
aye God.. pls ar. help me. tank kiew u.
argh. it'll really b good if i had 25hrs.
ok. i've been struggling. this wk. or rather, this wkend. i wanna serve God in a ministry. i gess all of u must have guessed it. yar. and i've heard the calling. and. ppl have spoke to me already. buts juz recently, one person has been indirectly pushhing me down. like not wanting me to serve of smth. its the GOLAITH!!. hah. ookko anwyways. lets skipped that.
this sunday is special. firstly, its grace birthday, its baptism servce. i had a wonderful ss sch as i've learnt alot today throuhg uncle kia wang. today's cell is amazing. Joanne and Agnrs did a fantisctic job. really. i love u God. tell me more. manifest in us Lord.
okok. after that. went aiport study. shall make it breif. i've got no time to loose. okok. yt, sara, pei xian, dorothy, leonard was there. ok. so yar. studied. today i was back at my sec 2 eoy mode. which was faster and gd. was progressive. yay. then ht bk guy was there. he left early. aha. must me afraid that'll stalk him again. ahha. okok
then today, made 2 new friends. haha. realised that i've been knowing more ppl these 3 days. hmm. God.. is there a message?. anways. today was leonard, pei xian's nephew and church frien..and another onew as the counter uncle at bk. haha. he say that i've been drinking alot of tea. he gives me staff discount on tea. and today, he even gave me and yt a packet of fries, telling us not to telhis manager. touching ar. haha. okok.
thank u Lord, for blessing me with people.
hmms.. bad side. came home. no. rushed home. then hit on the prefect suggestion board. totally. i've got no no no time at all.. and mama nags. continousl leh. i've got like so os much stuff hovering on my head... shee go add somemore. and u know wad.. this is wad she said.."y u always nv do ur work. everytime last minute do. see. no time. always like that. tell you.... BLAH BLAH BLAH.." and she is like at her top of her voice. always. i'm super irritated. i'm been wrking hard consistantly. wad she expect?. helo. u go call teacher lar. ask them y they give so much wrk. irritating leh. also not say i nv do y wrk. i did. ok. and i'm already very tied down and burnt. pls. stop it. argh. ok lar. she's my mother and wadeva. but yar. i'm a teenager. i've got more thigns to do.
ok. erms. haiz. i love her?. hah.. forcing it out of me now.
aye God.. pls ar. help me. tank kiew u.
Saturday, September 11, 2004
i'm tired.
y? i think. thats one irritating thing that i'm irritated wif myself.
anyways. i'm so tired. today in the morning.. on the way to dance. saw kc sch mates.. then at orchad mrt, saw marc and daniel. then later dance.. still abit loss in ballet. ahha. tap was improving. happy. but still the style not there yet lar. haha. i love the dance. ahha. marc saw. ahhaha. coz we planned ot go church together. so ya. he was abit shocked that i did such stuff. ahha. ok. anyways. went church.
i wanted to learn bass..but nvm. i wanted to learn durms nvm.
i am jealous.
after that. teens time. then go tfood! from aunty ann. then later was games. today i duno leh. couldn't run. my back was so pain. the lower back. again sia. haiz. gahha. made a new friend today. chun fu. and got to tok mk. anyways. i wanna thank ulrica. she's so sweet. i juz love her. she really a lump of enouragement to me. =D thank u so much.
i've been hearing God's calling to serve. its like the whole wk. i dun want to say anything here. i've done my part. God, pls do gice ma an answer, a direection. i've heard u.
y? i think. thats one irritating thing that i'm irritated wif myself.
anyways. i'm so tired. today in the morning.. on the way to dance. saw kc sch mates.. then at orchad mrt, saw marc and daniel. then later dance.. still abit loss in ballet. ahha. tap was improving. happy. but still the style not there yet lar. haha. i love the dance. ahha. marc saw. ahhaha. coz we planned ot go church together. so ya. he was abit shocked that i did such stuff. ahha. ok. anyways. went church.
i wanted to learn bass..but nvm. i wanted to learn durms nvm.
i am jealous.
after that. teens time. then go tfood! from aunty ann. then later was games. today i duno leh. couldn't run. my back was so pain. the lower back. again sia. haiz. gahha. made a new friend today. chun fu. and got to tok mk. anyways. i wanna thank ulrica. she's so sweet. i juz love her. she really a lump of enouragement to me. =D thank u so much.
i've been hearing God's calling to serve. its like the whole wk. i dun want to say anything here. i've done my part. God, pls do gice ma an answer, a direection. i've heard u.
Friday, September 10, 2004
ahha. today the solar car thing was fun.. went to the ngee ann pole again wif taxi.ahha. sch pay. reached there... tested our circuit boarrd on the solar cars. then went to see their energry saving projects. they were well done. ahaa. most of it was not done by them. ahah. but imported form outher country. hmm. ok.
while testing. this guy from new town sec sch said. "ah ger ar. test how to stop and turn anti and clockwise". haha. then said alot of thigns. haha. later aske my how old.. "sec 1 or 2 ar".. aha. "3?"..hhaa. he n his friends were shocked. ahha. then very funy. the 4 of us, liz, celine, jaslin were walking. then they were behind us. sahah. okok. coz it was lucnch break.. 2 hrs to kill. so i asked them where they going. they say gg for lunch. ok lor. aha. so in the end.. went together to the SIM there the food court.
then ate.. talked. got to know each other more.. told lame jokes. later.. after we ate, we walked to one of the bench area to tok. haha. toked about sch and all. 2 of them were prefects too. ahha. they sound as if liek the whole sch is corrupted or smth. ahha. so funy. then later.. was time.. went to our labs. did a survey form.. which i graded them 2/5. ahha. coz didn;t leanr much. juz experience. haha. then at 1pm. was the competition. ahaha.
the competition.. hahahhaa.
the new town ppl were supporting our sch. haha. coz our sch is A2.. so is the 1st one to play... wif A1 which is anglician high. ahha. super scared. coz i got controlling race car the bg so i was the controller for the team.hahah. surrounded us was like all co-ed schs. and like... all boys. we only see 4 girls in total..excluding us.there were not more than 3 girls who controlled the cars.. inculding me. ahha.
then yar.. it was a knockout match. super sway lar. my first opponent is like anglician high. that guy is pro-ed. he's the one whom got the experince on soldering, and controlling cars. so yar. he won me. so close. after i returned the car, some big shot guy came up to me and said. " i saw u played. well done. very impressive. u have the potential. its ok. they are guys... ".. kao. ahha. was super touched . but was wondering. y do girls always get the "because u are a girl" kinda excuse. girls can b as gd and guys wad. haiz. then the next round ar.. no kick one.. all the ppl win through disqualification. so rubbish. then mrs lim said that my round was the chiong one. haha. 1st one somemore.
then it was new town to play. yar. they won the 1st round.. 2nd round they didn't.. haha. while waiting and all...chye kit.. one of the guy.. asked me for no. haha. so on the account that i know him. gave him lor. ahha. ok lar. was fun. yay. mad 5 new friends!.aha. was very fun and exciting lar. got to knwo more ppl and all. haha. during round 2, the sun wasn't there.. so we waited for liek 45mins for the sun to comeout. ahaha. so funny.. the sun came out.. eveyrone cheered.. coz the solar cars need strong sun light. aha. so ya. super funy.
then later. went back to sch by a hired london cab as mrs lim joined us. then i went to aiprt.
when i went, yt, john and mervyn was there. gary was said to b watching garfield. (u suppose to b studying.. ). haha. then study, asked john q. then later.. sara came. then later gary and vic came. ahah. he was wearing thepink shirt. haha. ok. then yar. studied.
felt bad. their prelims comign then keep bombaring them with questions. aha. later.. went back at 9. then yar. in the mrt... very funy. was still thinking again. haha. but not as deep. ahha. then anyways.. john so funny. hha. we worn shades. ahha. he looked cool. aha. but in the indoor.... ahahhaha. but was nice lar. aha
overall. today is juz great. i made 6 new friends. got to know the 5 ppl, incuding chye kit.. aka cmc. ahaha. and knew mervyn. okok. i juz love u God. thank u for the Sun! \*#*/
while testing. this guy from new town sec sch said. "ah ger ar. test how to stop and turn anti and clockwise". haha. then said alot of thigns. haha. later aske my how old.. "sec 1 or 2 ar".. aha. "3?"..hhaa. he n his friends were shocked. ahha. then very funy. the 4 of us, liz, celine, jaslin were walking. then they were behind us. sahah. okok. coz it was lucnch break.. 2 hrs to kill. so i asked them where they going. they say gg for lunch. ok lor. aha. so in the end.. went together to the SIM there the food court.
then ate.. talked. got to know each other more.. told lame jokes. later.. after we ate, we walked to one of the bench area to tok. haha. toked about sch and all. 2 of them were prefects too. ahha. they sound as if liek the whole sch is corrupted or smth. ahha. so funy. then later.. was time.. went to our labs. did a survey form.. which i graded them 2/5. ahha. coz didn;t leanr much. juz experience. haha. then at 1pm. was the competition. ahaha.
the competition.. hahahhaa.
the new town ppl were supporting our sch. haha. coz our sch is A2.. so is the 1st one to play... wif A1 which is anglician high. ahha. super scared. coz i got controlling race car the bg so i was the controller for the team.hahah. surrounded us was like all co-ed schs. and like... all boys. we only see 4 girls in total..excluding us.there were not more than 3 girls who controlled the cars.. inculding me. ahha.
then yar.. it was a knockout match. super sway lar. my first opponent is like anglician high. that guy is pro-ed. he's the one whom got the experince on soldering, and controlling cars. so yar. he won me. so close. after i returned the car, some big shot guy came up to me and said. " i saw u played. well done. very impressive. u have the potential. its ok. they are guys... ".. kao. ahha. was super touched . but was wondering. y do girls always get the "because u are a girl" kinda excuse. girls can b as gd and guys wad. haiz. then the next round ar.. no kick one.. all the ppl win through disqualification. so rubbish. then mrs lim said that my round was the chiong one. haha. 1st one somemore.
then it was new town to play. yar. they won the 1st round.. 2nd round they didn't.. haha. while waiting and all...chye kit.. one of the guy.. asked me for no. haha. so on the account that i know him. gave him lor. ahha. ok lar. was fun. yay. mad 5 new friends!.aha. was very fun and exciting lar. got to knwo more ppl and all. haha. during round 2, the sun wasn't there.. so we waited for liek 45mins for the sun to comeout. ahaha. so funny.. the sun came out.. eveyrone cheered.. coz the solar cars need strong sun light. aha. so ya. super funy.
then later. went back to sch by a hired london cab as mrs lim joined us. then i went to aiprt.
when i went, yt, john and mervyn was there. gary was said to b watching garfield. (u suppose to b studying.. ). haha. then study, asked john q. then later.. sara came. then later gary and vic came. ahah. he was wearing thepink shirt. haha. ok. then yar. studied.
felt bad. their prelims comign then keep bombaring them with questions. aha. later.. went back at 9. then yar. in the mrt... very funy. was still thinking again. haha. but not as deep. ahha. then anyways.. john so funny. hha. we worn shades. ahha. he looked cool. aha. but in the indoor.... ahahhaha. but was nice lar. aha
overall. today is juz great. i made 6 new friends. got to know the 5 ppl, incuding chye kit.. aka cmc. ahaha. and knew mervyn. okok. i juz love u God. thank u for the Sun! \*#*/
Thursday, September 09, 2004
not much of a mood to blog today. haha. toking to ppl online now. thank God for friends. really. today. went for solar car thingy. not gd lar. the person toks very dry stuff. like wads current and all. all learnt b4. wad i had fun was the time spent with mrs lim. juz had fun seeing the way show she got so panicky over small things. super condiderate. ahha. anythign today is that i've learnt how to solder. haiz.
that reminds me again. if only dad was around. i could play soldering wif him. burnt my hand wif the solder. as in the hot metal. ahah.pain. then like deep fried mark. then later gone. ahhaa. wierd. dead cells.
later went back to sch to meet yuan ting and went to airport. ahha. interesting.
today gary was there.. we came, geraldyne, cheng en and theresa left. then left me and yt. sara came later.. later... duno my physics. then ask gary. ahha. so fang bian. then ask them maths q.. from yt. ahha. made another new friend!.. aha. john. aha.was shocked when gary said that whole row was vs. coz got one guy.. has been studyign at the airport for 2 moonthsliao. yup. ahah.the went home.
and again. marian has been thinking of daddy. kinda irritated wif myself already. juz let me stuff myself wif work lar. i;ve become so used to studying at the airport that sometimes i tend to loose my focus. which is bad. hmm. shalll i change enviroment?. ponders.
well. wanna thank gary and john for helping me solve countless q. smart ppl lar.
*i'm loss. stuck. i duno lar. creating probs for my mind. its all unnecessary stuff to think about.
that reminds me again. if only dad was around. i could play soldering wif him. burnt my hand wif the solder. as in the hot metal. ahah.pain. then like deep fried mark. then later gone. ahhaa. wierd. dead cells.
later went back to sch to meet yuan ting and went to airport. ahha. interesting.
today gary was there.. we came, geraldyne, cheng en and theresa left. then left me and yt. sara came later.. later... duno my physics. then ask gary. ahha. so fang bian. then ask them maths q.. from yt. ahha. made another new friend!.. aha. john. aha.was shocked when gary said that whole row was vs. coz got one guy.. has been studyign at the airport for 2 moonthsliao. yup. ahah.the went home.
and again. marian has been thinking of daddy. kinda irritated wif myself already. juz let me stuff myself wif work lar. i;ve become so used to studying at the airport that sometimes i tend to loose my focus. which is bad. hmm. shalll i change enviroment?. ponders.
well. wanna thank gary and john for helping me solve countless q. smart ppl lar.
*i'm loss. stuck. i duno lar. creating probs for my mind. its all unnecessary stuff to think about.
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
ok. here. notepad. haha. sians. miss blogger. also realised that my orginsal games cannot play. i guess there's something got to do with my java. sis sure wun help. oh wells.
haa. basically today, morning, woke up. go sch. reached sch at 9>00am sharp steady lar.haha. then was physics. super chiong man. 4 experiments. ahha. tired. in the stuffy physics lab. stil have to off the fan. but then, today, i'm guai. aaha. i did my wrk proper;y leh. someone never tok in clas. haaha. so yea.. dragged till 11.15am.. then finally.. over.
went to the hawker center to eat. the foood not bad.
then went for maths.. at needle wrk room. ahha. today maths is so fun. ahaha. we disturb pang alot. aha. keep asking for breaks.. eventually had one. then we dragged. haha. coz we went to 7-11. ahha. mr pang was like.." girls!.. its raining. i do not want to see u all wet when u all come back ar.". ahha. so naggy. everyone was likw. whoa. sounded like our father. ahahahah.super funy. aha. came back. continued wif lesson.
by the time, i was drained.later i duno y.. got 5 mins irritated. then back to normal. ahha. whole time was laughing. geraldyne kept laughing at me non stop. haahha. super funy.
after that. i went to airport. alone. was very productive leh. u know wad. i finished my physics!!!. so happpy. yay.
saw uncle andrew on the way back. he has the i-miss-poon kinda look. haha. didn't say hi to him coz he was rushing out of the sky train. haha.
hmmm i feel funny today. like. i feel tt i still kinda miss dad. like 11 months liao?. 11 months. he seems like there but cannot be reached.i duno. was walking from bk to the mrt. then kept thinking about him. he would walk together with me home lor when i study there.
i feel brittle.
like can crack any moment. crack meaning, the inside of me. that thing. argh. so breakble. like once u trigger a circuit iside u, water starts coming out from ur eyes. was controlling myself lar. coz likecry in public like abit physco. ahha. so, i forced myself to read the cheena stry bk for hols hw. haha. i read 4 pages!. and i understand leh, although like got more than 20 wrds i duno. i've once said that i've gotten over him. well, i think its all juz self denial i guess. haha. marian has nv missed a person so badly b4, neither did she ever feel so much for one. 11 months. without him. shuacks man. really. feels like as if a full stop is forgetten after a full stop or wad.
some ppl think that ya, its only a person. ur dad. gone, miss him, ok lor. like that lor. thats wad i felt initially, b4 he died, was preparing myself mentally lar. according to the hopeless doc.. thought that i was able to pull through in no time. but once, when someone dies, its different. u wun think about the bad things he's done. wad u think is mostly the smiles, laughter and jokes. the father. that's wads freakin me out. marian has never been soo emmotional lors. i used to be classified as under the emmotionally strong person. the person that dun seem to have probs. now, i dun seem to b having probs, because i canot find the root of the problem b4 i can conclude anything. feels like a lump of toilet paper kenna chocked in the sink. water can;t flow through it. if it flows, it'll be like slow. with that. water keeps flowing. eventually will flood the house.
haha. wha. this is like poetic lar. hmms. mayb should write a compo about it. sure get high marks for content. haha.
another more and even even scary thing about me is that.. ahaha. (relax ar.,. only a small momonet of wild thoughts.) while walking home, from bedok mrt, was this girl lar. dresses like tomboy. but not a bunk. that's wad i wanna b.. but on the 2nd though. i'm a ballerina. haha. short spiked hair? wad more an exco. ahha. so yeah.thought.. then i was like. hmm. aahh. wad if i ask her for her no.?. hahaha. at the fas end of my mind.. i was knocking hard.. "marian! hahha. u triple sciency girl. u r a girl lar. hahha. u dance like a girl. u wear pinafore almost everyday. wad makes u think can anyhow b like boy."..
whoa. scary?
haha. there's more personal feelings lar. juz that words cannot describe. 20 is a very vyer vyer significant no. to me. i dunno how am i gonna pass this months's 20. without him. everythings differnt. the atmosphere, to feel, the love.
haa. basically today, morning, woke up. go sch. reached sch at 9>00am sharp steady lar.haha. then was physics. super chiong man. 4 experiments. ahha. tired. in the stuffy physics lab. stil have to off the fan. but then, today, i'm guai. aaha. i did my wrk proper;y leh. someone never tok in clas. haaha. so yea.. dragged till 11.15am.. then finally.. over.
went to the hawker center to eat. the foood not bad.
then went for maths.. at needle wrk room. ahha. today maths is so fun. ahaha. we disturb pang alot. aha. keep asking for breaks.. eventually had one. then we dragged. haha. coz we went to 7-11. ahha. mr pang was like.." girls!.. its raining. i do not want to see u all wet when u all come back ar.". ahha. so naggy. everyone was likw. whoa. sounded like our father. ahahahah.super funy. aha. came back. continued wif lesson.
by the time, i was drained.later i duno y.. got 5 mins irritated. then back to normal. ahha. whole time was laughing. geraldyne kept laughing at me non stop. haahha. super funy.
after that. i went to airport. alone. was very productive leh. u know wad. i finished my physics!!!. so happpy. yay.
saw uncle andrew on the way back. he has the i-miss-poon kinda look. haha. didn't say hi to him coz he was rushing out of the sky train. haha.
hmmm i feel funny today. like. i feel tt i still kinda miss dad. like 11 months liao?. 11 months. he seems like there but cannot be reached.i duno. was walking from bk to the mrt. then kept thinking about him. he would walk together with me home lor when i study there.
i feel brittle.
like can crack any moment. crack meaning, the inside of me. that thing. argh. so breakble. like once u trigger a circuit iside u, water starts coming out from ur eyes. was controlling myself lar. coz likecry in public like abit physco. ahha. so, i forced myself to read the cheena stry bk for hols hw. haha. i read 4 pages!. and i understand leh, although like got more than 20 wrds i duno. i've once said that i've gotten over him. well, i think its all juz self denial i guess. haha. marian has nv missed a person so badly b4, neither did she ever feel so much for one. 11 months. without him. shuacks man. really. feels like as if a full stop is forgetten after a full stop or wad.
some ppl think that ya, its only a person. ur dad. gone, miss him, ok lor. like that lor. thats wad i felt initially, b4 he died, was preparing myself mentally lar. according to the hopeless doc.. thought that i was able to pull through in no time. but once, when someone dies, its different. u wun think about the bad things he's done. wad u think is mostly the smiles, laughter and jokes. the father. that's wads freakin me out. marian has never been soo emmotional lors. i used to be classified as under the emmotionally strong person. the person that dun seem to have probs. now, i dun seem to b having probs, because i canot find the root of the problem b4 i can conclude anything. feels like a lump of toilet paper kenna chocked in the sink. water can;t flow through it. if it flows, it'll be like slow. with that. water keeps flowing. eventually will flood the house.
haha. wha. this is like poetic lar. hmms. mayb should write a compo about it. sure get high marks for content. haha.
another more and even even scary thing about me is that.. ahaha. (relax ar.,. only a small momonet of wild thoughts.) while walking home, from bedok mrt, was this girl lar. dresses like tomboy. but not a bunk. that's wad i wanna b.. but on the 2nd though. i'm a ballerina. haha. short spiked hair? wad more an exco. ahha. so yeah.
whoa. scary?
haha. there's more personal feelings lar. juz that words cannot describe. 20 is a very vyer vyer significant no. to me. i dunno how am i gonna pass this months's 20. without him. everythings differnt. the atmosphere, to feel, the love.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
haiz. again. my blogger cannot log in. haha. pity this guy who dun wish to be named. always blogging thru notepad then send him the file to help me post. super sian man. got so much things to edit also cannot. wanna thank him for helping sia. aha. yay. the blog music nice right.haha
today. interesting. went jammin... form 12-2. met zen and reggie. then we went to eat. later.. on the way there.. saw matt.. so we went together. it was a forum. behind. the ming arcade there.. the place abit sleezy. not very nice.
reached there. there's alrd a grp jammin. hahha. they were pros. had their own song lor. they were loud and pro. haha. so matt, zen, regina and i.. were hesitating whether to go in. coz we were like duno anything kind. haha. wanted to back out. but then i booked liao. then got my contact and all. ahha. so in the end.we decided to go in. aha .wif alot of courage. ahha. matt didn't. hahah. coz right.. the jammin room is like got one glass panel. ahaha. so its like damn funy lar. ppl can see. us. play. aha.
so yar. the guy taught me howto plugg in the sound and control and all. haha. he was like. "who was the bass player, and the guitarist.".. haha. then i said. erm.. me?. haha. "the other one?".. hahha. "dun have? erm.. me also?". ahaha. then he say nv,. juz have fun. ahaha. super nice lar this guy. the ppl there are very friendly and nice. haa. se we started playing.
the drum set there wasn't nice. the padle was too bouncy. the drum.. haha. as in the common one. i duno wads the name. sounded not very nice. prefer church one. hmms.
the guitar. ok lar. its electric. i guess yar. ok lar. haha. first time on it. so duno how to rate it. the bass.. ok lar. but church one still better. haha. ok.
so most of the time.. zen was singing or playing drums. i was most of the time one the electric and later drums. ahhha. regina was on the piano. she was the one that was the most stable. haha. the song we played the most successfully is "titanic". ahha. the drums, piano and guitar. ahha. towards the end.. reggie composed smth. her keyboard is "A B C D C", my guitar is "AM BM C D C".,haha. zen was drumming.ahha. so we made it very techno. hha. so fun.
after awhile.. matt decided to join us. ryan came then shu.aha. so yar. created noise. moise of the time, titanic and some of avril lavinge song was played. ahahhahah. but yea had alot of fun. i was happy. later. all of us went to eat at cine then walk walk walk till like 5.. then went home.
i love today. again.hahah. i wanna jam again. next time shall call church friends.. then very fun. can play hillsongs. haha. then mayb, form a band!. whahaoa. okok.aaha. i juz love. love the feeling of playing together wif pppl. cannot wait to play for teens time. today is the only time i could go out lors. so sad. tml is like sch lor. 9-11 physics. 12-3 maths. u c. so sad right. haiz. then thurs and fri is the solar panel thing. i damn scared. haha.
today. interesting. went jammin... form 12-2. met zen and reggie. then we went to eat. later.. on the way there.. saw matt.. so we went together. it was a forum. behind. the ming arcade there.. the place abit sleezy. not very nice.
reached there. there's alrd a grp jammin. hahha. they were pros. had their own song lor. they were loud and pro. haha. so matt, zen, regina and i.. were hesitating whether to go in. coz we were like duno anything kind. haha. wanted to back out. but then i booked liao. then got my contact and all. ahha. so in the end.we decided to go in. aha .wif alot of courage. ahha. matt didn't. hahah. coz right.. the jammin room is like got one glass panel. ahaha. so its like damn funy lar. ppl can see. us. play. aha.
so yar. the guy taught me howto plugg in the sound and control and all. haha. he was like. "who was the bass player, and the guitarist.".. haha. then i said. erm.. me?. haha. "the other one?".. hahha. "dun have? erm.. me also?". ahaha. then he say nv,. juz have fun. ahaha. super nice lar this guy. the ppl there are very friendly and nice. haa. se we started playing.
the drum set there wasn't nice. the padle was too bouncy. the drum.. haha. as in the common one. i duno wads the name. sounded not very nice. prefer church one. hmms.
the guitar. ok lar. its electric. i guess yar. ok lar. haha. first time on it. so duno how to rate it. the bass.. ok lar. but church one still better. haha. ok.
so most of the time.. zen was singing or playing drums. i was most of the time one the electric and later drums. ahhha. regina was on the piano. she was the one that was the most stable. haha. the song we played the most successfully is "titanic". ahha. the drums, piano and guitar. ahha. towards the end.. reggie composed smth. her keyboard is "A B C D C", my guitar is "AM BM C D C".,haha. zen was drumming.ahha. so we made it very techno. hha. so fun.
after awhile.. matt decided to join us. ryan came then shu.aha. so yar. created noise. moise of the time, titanic and some of avril lavinge song was played. ahahhahah. but yea had alot of fun. i was happy. later. all of us went to eat at cine then walk walk walk till like 5.. then went home.
i love today. again.hahah. i wanna jam again. next time shall call church friends.. then very fun. can play hillsongs. haha. then mayb, form a band!. whahaoa. okok.aaha. i juz love. love the feeling of playing together wif pppl. cannot wait to play for teens time. today is the only time i could go out lors. so sad. tml is like sch lor. 9-11 physics. 12-3 maths. u c. so sad right. haiz. then thurs and fri is the solar panel thing. i damn scared. haha.
Monday, September 06, 2004
today.. went to sch. had prefects meeting. its for sec 3s the camp. not very fruitful lar. abit waste time. coz we only brainstorm and all.
after that.. had tuition wif nat.
went back to sch alone to find yuan ting to go airport. instead. she wanted to study in sch.aahah. so stayed in sch. ahaha. was fun lar. but not as productive. by anyways... took alot of pics, broke alot of rules.ahha. today sch got alot of policemen around. they all very focused. ahah.ok. nothing interesting. pang helped us alot today. ahhaha.
so yar. today's my day. not very exciting.
haha. can't wait for tml. jam!. haha
after that.. had tuition wif nat.
went back to sch alone to find yuan ting to go airport. instead. she wanted to study in sch.aahah. so stayed in sch. ahaha. was fun lar. but not as productive. by anyways... took alot of pics, broke alot of rules.ahha. today sch got alot of policemen around. they all very focused. ahah.ok. nothing interesting. pang helped us alot today. ahhaha.
so yar. today's my day. not very exciting.
haha. can't wait for tml. jam!. haha
Sunday, September 05, 2004
*yuan posted pics of us studying again... once again. our retardednees ws displayed pubilcally. whahhahahaha..
Happy Birthday Jasper!!!
haha. sunday. went church wif mama. service was long. but was fun!. ahhahha. the kids sang really well. esp. the small boy. so talented!. the wooman who sang was juz amazing lar. ahha. coz the 3 kids went up. then later got piano music. so we were like.. chey.. sing-a-long wif music.. ahha .then later we saw photograph flashes.. and the musicians looking in one direction. ahhaa. and it was the lady singing and playing. fantastic. she sang and played the piano. sound like recorded music.. lor. very pro. then the children sang very vyer amazingly. could tell that they had proper trng.
today worship was so fun. dennis led. really fun. all the hillsongs. ahha. grace played v well today. haha. had so much fun.
after that.. went makan wif mama.. ahha. ate bah kut tae.. haha. nice. but today one not as nice. haha. then later.. went to sim lim square.. hoping to get my mp3 repaired.
so at there, the lady gave me a new one liao. haha. then i stupidly said. "erm. do u guys need the reciept?". then immediately.. i heard, "oh, i'm sorry, i can't change. u bought it in june. haha. only can change after 7days wif purchase.". haha. i was like.. marian!. u banged urself. aha.
so yes, wasted time again. nvm.. at least spent time wif mama. then she walked me to bugis the bus stop to take 197. while walking, we shoped throught the bugis market lar. ahha .saw so many things. haha. so tempted to buy. ahha. heing.. was forcing myself to think that it'll spoil very soon. ahha.
so took 197 to parkway.. then took 36 to airport.
was bad today. didn't do much. could not think. could focus but could not think. wasn't in the physics mode. but damn funny. ater 8pm.. i was serious for 5 mins.. then hyper. aha. read yuan's blog.. i think she'll b bloggin. haha.
wanna thank mr. gary again. he's simply genius lar. sara explain rght, i get even mor confused.. he explain, i understand. somemore is over the phone leh. steady lar. haha. thank u. veyr touched despite his o's, he stil help me sia. steady lar.
ha.on the way home was taking pics n laughing like mad. hahah. coz the burger king the guy.. also went home same time ahha. he was the most outstanding worker.. coz firstly, he was sec level.. and sara cheated him b4. ahhahahhahah. coz he gave a double mushroom swiss instead of a single. ahhahahha. to sara. so burger king made a loss. haha.
so yea.. followed. then in the mrt, we lost him. nvm. so we took pics. ahha. then later me and yuan alighted at bedok. haha. then we saw him. ahha. was laughing like mad. then later.. walked to interchange.. yuan videoed him. hahahha. then was following him till the bus interchange.. so yuan and i departed. ahha. so i walked home. haha.
then he was walking infront of me. ahha. so i was stalking him!. ahhahah. then the green man was flashing.. so he ran across.. so i ran across. haha. then walked the long pavement.haha. then i think he felt smth amiss. so he slowed down his pace, hoping that i could catch up wif him to determine that he was not being stalked. haha. but. i decided to slow down my pace too. hwhaha. was hyper lar. then he turned.. hahahhaha
i immediately looked at my physics tys. haha. so he continued walking. feeling that i was super familiar.. the turned again.. hahaa. so lookeed into my tys again. haha. later at my block downstairs at this junction... he walked straight, started to run a little.. and i turn left and headed home. ahahhahahah.
so i concluded that he live the block after miine. ahha
so everything seems to appear that i stalked him till home. ahhahahhahaha. damn funny.
yar. so now. online. com is getting more and more haywire each day. can't read emails. aha. thankg God that i'm able to blog. ahhahhaha. damn funy.
i juz love today. i wanna thank God again. for today. everyhting seems to b on a up hill after my down hill for the last 2 months. thank u.
Happy Birthday Jasper!!!
haha. sunday. went church wif mama. service was long. but was fun!. ahhahha. the kids sang really well. esp. the small boy. so talented!. the wooman who sang was juz amazing lar. ahha. coz the 3 kids went up. then later got piano music. so we were like.. chey.. sing-a-long wif music.. ahha .then later we saw photograph flashes.. and the musicians looking in one direction. ahhaa. and it was the lady singing and playing. fantastic. she sang and played the piano. sound like recorded music.. lor. very pro. then the children sang very vyer amazingly. could tell that they had proper trng.
today worship was so fun. dennis led. really fun. all the hillsongs. ahha. grace played v well today. haha. had so much fun.
after that.. went makan wif mama.. ahha. ate bah kut tae.. haha. nice. but today one not as nice. haha. then later.. went to sim lim square.. hoping to get my mp3 repaired.
so at there, the lady gave me a new one liao. haha. then i stupidly said. "erm. do u guys need the reciept?". then immediately.. i heard, "oh, i'm sorry, i can't change. u bought it in june. haha. only can change after 7days wif purchase.". haha. i was like.. marian!. u banged urself. aha.
so yes, wasted time again. nvm.. at least spent time wif mama. then she walked me to bugis the bus stop to take 197. while walking, we shoped throught the bugis market lar. ahha .saw so many things. haha. so tempted to buy. ahha. heing.. was forcing myself to think that it'll spoil very soon. ahha.
so took 197 to parkway.. then took 36 to airport.
was bad today. didn't do much. could not think. could focus but could not think. wasn't in the physics mode. but damn funny. ater 8pm.. i was serious for 5 mins.. then hyper. aha. read yuan's blog.. i think she'll b bloggin. haha.
wanna thank mr. gary again. he's simply genius lar. sara explain rght, i get even mor confused.. he explain, i understand. somemore is over the phone leh. steady lar. haha. thank u. veyr touched despite his o's, he stil help me sia. steady lar.
ha.on the way home was taking pics n laughing like mad. hahah. coz the burger king the guy.. also went home same time ahha. he was the most outstanding worker.. coz firstly, he was sec level.. and sara cheated him b4. ahhahahhahah. coz he gave a double mushroom swiss instead of a single. ahhahahha. to sara. so burger king made a loss. haha.
so yea.. followed. then in the mrt, we lost him. nvm. so we took pics. ahha. then later me and yuan alighted at bedok. haha. then we saw him. ahha. was laughing like mad. then later.. walked to interchange.. yuan videoed him. hahahha. then was following him till the bus interchange.. so yuan and i departed. ahha. so i walked home. haha.
then he was walking infront of me. ahha. so i was stalking him!. ahhahah. then the green man was flashing.. so he ran across.. so i ran across. haha. then walked the long pavement.haha. then i think he felt smth amiss. so he slowed down his pace, hoping that i could catch up wif him to determine that he was not being stalked. haha. but. i decided to slow down my pace too. hwhaha. was hyper lar. then he turned.. hahahhaha
i immediately looked at my physics tys. haha. so he continued walking. feeling that i was super familiar.. the turned again.. hahaa. so lookeed into my tys again. haha. later at my block downstairs at this junction... he walked straight, started to run a little.. and i turn left and headed home. ahahhahahah.
so i concluded that he live the block after miine. ahha
so everything seems to appear that i stalked him till home. ahhahahhahaha. damn funny.
yar. so now. online. com is getting more and more haywire each day. can't read emails. aha. thankg God that i'm able to blog. ahhahhaha. damn funy.
i juz love today. i wanna thank God again. for today. everyhting seems to b on a up hill after my down hill for the last 2 months. thank u.
Saturday, September 04, 2004
hmm.s today. i juz love today. my saturday. i'm back.
haha. dance was great/ for ballet.. we learn the recital. is difficult to connect the steps... but its great. like. whoa. haha. i guess it would b the best dance.
for tap. ahhaha. explosion. super cool, classy, jazzy, hippiy, stylistic, hot. hahaahha. yeah. the song is.. ermm. i dunno the title.. "tell me baby girl coz i need to know... ". smth like that. haha.love it. the dance got so much sexy moves. hahha. difficult. but once u got the hang of it.. very shiok to dance. aha. farah is pro. i love it. i love it. i love it. ahha. i can't wait to master it. wahahha..
after that.. went church. was early. so i went to play bass. attempting to self learn. haha. oh well. at least i learnt smth new. yay. wanna ask jasper and kim. after that.. the hall got like an army of ants. literally army lor. alot leh. cover the flooor. then use dennis' bygon. i think its another brand. super powerfull leh... spray once, they all start to wriggle in pain.. then stop. whaha. evil?. but yea. haha. then mopped the floor!. nice anot. aahhaha.
teens time. worship. i duno man. i kept thinking of dad. as in.. all the flash backs of him in his uniform. him at home. his spascitc smile and all. which brngs me back to the q.. why. why my dad again. haiz. keep consoling by saying that gd ppl go up first.ahaha. then wad about those on earth?? argh. he juz finish wrking lor. hellos.leh him enjoy his retirement. juz 6 short months to go. ahaha.
but anyways. had a great time today.played capt's ball. very fun. haha. i really missed it. nv played so happily b4. well, u'll nv apprecitae things until u loose them. haha
after that.. makan. then home. tc jas. she's pale. haha. yup.
ok. shall stop. do research.
haha. dance was great/ for ballet.. we learn the recital. is difficult to connect the steps... but its great. like. whoa. haha. i guess it would b the best dance.
for tap. ahhaha. explosion. super cool, classy, jazzy, hippiy, stylistic, hot. hahaahha. yeah. the song is.. ermm. i dunno the title.. "tell me baby girl coz i need to know... ". smth like that. haha.love it. the dance got so much sexy moves. hahha. difficult. but once u got the hang of it.. very shiok to dance. aha. farah is pro. i love it. i love it. i love it. ahha. i can't wait to master it. wahahha..
after that.. went church. was early. so i went to play bass. attempting to self learn. haha. oh well. at least i learnt smth new. yay. wanna ask jasper and kim. after that.. the hall got like an army of ants. literally army lor. alot leh. cover the flooor. then use dennis' bygon. i think its another brand. super powerfull leh... spray once, they all start to wriggle in pain.. then stop. whaha. evil?. but yea. haha. then mopped the floor!. nice anot. aahhaha.
teens time. worship. i duno man. i kept thinking of dad. as in.. all the flash backs of him in his uniform. him at home. his spascitc smile and all. which brngs me back to the q.. why. why my dad again. haiz. keep consoling by saying that gd ppl go up first.ahaha. then wad about those on earth?? argh. he juz finish wrking lor. hellos.leh him enjoy his retirement. juz 6 short months to go. ahaha.
but anyways. had a great time today.played capt's ball. very fun. haha. i really missed it. nv played so happily b4. well, u'll nv apprecitae things until u loose them. haha
after that.. makan. then home. tc jas. she's pale. haha. yup.
ok. shall stop. do research.
Friday, September 03, 2004
phew. this is really singapore. a life of a typical singapore kid. hahah. my music inspiriing? aha
today.. as usual. packed. monring had inside patrolling.today only booked one class!. aahah. then later.. class and all.. then recess.. whole time in prefects room having exco meeting again. realised that ever since i become exco, there's like meeting everyday. hah. but today's meeting is gd. everyone was relax.. dun have that tension cloud over.
yay. i'm i/c for gate. i wanna make an impact on gate. hahaha. cchange the system. aha.then i wanted to be part of the suggestion ppl. haha. so i am. coz its fun. yay. i'm experienced wif suggestions i guess.
after sch.. had to pack table.. then meet vice prin. again. and again. she was nice. but had shivers toking ot her. she's got that i-ve-got-woman-power-so-dun-mess-wif-me kinda atmosphere around her. yep.lizzy was confident.. jaslin too. hha.a the 3 of us like sit there so formally. ahaha.
ok. got by report bk. hoho. i so did well. 40/45 in class. and conduct was good,. argh. was hoping for a very infront. but yea. mrs lim. my form teacher. and her commments is like 1 pathetic line lar. stupid. she all copy and paste lors. bridget and sara had long comments.. both the same. word for word except for the name. haiz. gotta buck up liao. no more slacking. argh.
steph and jaslin are genisuses lors. smart ppl. i saw their rpt card. aahha. very whoa. domineering. ahaha. hopefully, it'll b an inspiration. hahaa. imagine my mum's reaction if she see my
hmms.. tkae a gd look at my hols hw.:
-physics: ex.[ 1.3, 1.5a, 1.5b, 1.7, 2.1, 2.2, 2.3, 2.4a, 3.1, 3.2a, 3.2b ]. they are excerises. all amount up to about 300- 370 mcq q. but its phisics mcq lors. must think.
- chinese: 2 story bks. one of which can read half can liao.
- bio: research on alcohol, heroin, diabeties.
- lit: read whole bk of twelfth night, and prepare ur "character speech" for a mini coutcase in class..
- ss: sbq
- english: 7 news paper articals, covering novel, politics, education, sports, health, religion, entertainment. prepart pap. 2, collecting formal official letters, endorsements..
- prefects: the sugg board and template,.. haha. but this one v fun.
there goes my hols...
+ monday: physics
+ wednesday : a maths
+ thurdsday & Friday; some solar car competition.
hmms. so how? tuesday i going out to jam. so which means i left the wk ends to do all. or either.. i slog evry night. i wanna gd sch!!!> more fun, less wrk. haiz. ahhaha. i have to b guai. haha. better finish all my wrk. haiz. help man
today.. as usual. packed. monring had inside patrolling.today only booked one class!. aahah. then later.. class and all.. then recess.. whole time in prefects room having exco meeting again. realised that ever since i become exco, there's like meeting everyday. hah. but today's meeting is gd. everyone was relax.. dun have that tension cloud over.
yay. i'm i/c for gate. i wanna make an impact on gate. hahaha. cchange the system. aha.then i wanted to be part of the suggestion ppl. haha. so i am. coz its fun. yay. i'm experienced wif suggestions i guess.
after sch.. had to pack table.. then meet vice prin. again. and again. she was nice. but had shivers toking ot her. she's got that i-ve-got-woman-power-so-dun-mess-wif-me kinda atmosphere around her. yep.lizzy was confident.. jaslin too. hha.a the 3 of us like sit there so formally. ahaha.
ok. got by report bk. hoho. i so did well. 40/45 in class. and conduct was good,. argh. was hoping for a very infront. but yea. mrs lim. my form teacher. and her commments is like 1 pathetic line lar. stupid. she all copy and paste lors. bridget and sara had long comments.. both the same. word for word except for the name. haiz. gotta buck up liao. no more slacking. argh.
steph and jaslin are genisuses lors. smart ppl. i saw their rpt card. aahha. very whoa. domineering. ahaha. hopefully, it'll b an inspiration. hahaa. imagine my mum's reaction if she see my
hmms.. tkae a gd look at my hols hw.:
-physics: ex.[ 1.3, 1.5a, 1.5b, 1.7, 2.1, 2.2, 2.3, 2.4a, 3.1, 3.2a, 3.2b ]. they are excerises. all amount up to about 300- 370 mcq q. but its phisics mcq lors. must think.
- chinese: 2 story bks. one of which can read half can liao.
- bio: research on alcohol, heroin, diabeties.
- lit: read whole bk of twelfth night, and prepare ur "character speech" for a mini coutcase in class..
- ss: sbq
- english: 7 news paper articals, covering novel, politics, education, sports, health, religion, entertainment. prepart pap. 2, collecting formal official letters, endorsements..
- prefects: the sugg board and template,.. haha. but this one v fun.
there goes my hols...
+ monday: physics
+ wednesday : a maths
+ thurdsday & Friday; some solar car competition.
hmms. so how? tuesday i going out to jam. so which means i left the wk ends to do all. or either.. i slog evry night. i wanna gd sch!!!> more fun, less wrk. haiz. ahhaha. i have to b guai. haha. better finish all my wrk. haiz. help man
Thursday, September 02, 2004
haha. yuanting!! whahhass. she posted all the photos we took while studying .a ahha. i look retarded in all .waahahaha.
ok. today sch. was tired. hmm. on an account that i had enough slp.. on tchrs' day, i stil feel to tired. slp immediately after chem paper.. class test. ppl called me.. to wake up.. haha. eg.. sara.. but like cannot. haiz.
hectic. hectic. hectic.
after last period, had to rush to find mr lim and mrs sim regarding trngs and prefect meetings. that we 1.53pm. at 2pm, the exco board has a meeting wif the vp. yep. mdm shanti.
well. she's kinda nice lar. i thought she'll b some person who doesn't care about anyone.. but she cares for the sch. from her points, could really tell that she wanted us to bond wif the teachers and students which will not b easy. yar. but we're gonna try. she suggested the suggestion box and others. ahha. realised that all her suggestions were made from her former sch.. st margs sec. ahhah. rmbr the time my church was like there.. for holding area.. yar. so she cope the suggestion thingy from st margs. oh well. but it'll do kc gd.
immediately after that, we have prefects meeting. the whole board. basically juz intro us, and comments on the duty. nothing much really. after which, we have new exco and current exco meeting.
whole thing ended at 3.45pm. my trng starts at 330. haha. took a cab there.. reached at around 406. explained to coaches and all. =). after that. went home. at home, tried to practice guitar wif enthusism.. but.. slpt. haha. slpt while playing the guitar.. classical music. so ya. hhah. missed sg idol. ate dinner at 9. then i watched the news in chinese!!!. amazing. then later. tokd myself not not not to on the com.. till i finish my today's wrk. ahha. then yep.. here i am.
well. for personal feelings.. wad i've wanted to say to the exco have already been said during the meeting. however, they were like not phrased appropriately. haha. also duno y. i feel that members are irritatd wif me. hahaa. juz got this feeling but i dun think so lar. have faith!.
trng.. .yep. i'm happy wif bowling. did quite a number of nice shots. yay. current;y trng on timing, release, consistancy, and calculation.. ahaha. meaning.. looking at the arrows. coz i tend to look at a spot in between the foul line and the dots.. so yep. must change. must change alot during trng. my time to expt. well.. nxt wk no trng.. but filled wif activities. teachers all stealing away our time to catch up wof wrk. totally.
prefects stuff. well, i enjoy doing gd. hahah. but still, ppl. the ppl still like one ear in one ear out kinda thing. thats how i feel lars. har. tml i demand an exco meeting. wanna tok and tok . let me.
1210. i better chow. pack bag and slp. God, give me strength. haha.
::The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who ope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. ::
from tracy's blog.. =D
Real Cheesy Pickup Lines
1. (with hands on shoulders) Oh! Those are shoulder blades. I thought they were wings.
2. Am I dead, Angel? Cos this must be heaven.
3. Baby, somebody better call God cos He's missing an angel.
4. Bond. James bond.
5. Man: Did it hurt?
Woman: Did what hurt?
Man: When you fell out of heaven.
6. Do you have a map? I keep getting lost in your eyes.
7. How was heaven when you left it?
8. I didn't know that angels could fly so low.
9. Man: I'm sorry but were you talking to me?
Woman: No.
Man: Well then, please start.
10. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together.
11. Is there an airport nearby? Or is that just my heart taking off?
12. My lenses turn dark in the sunshine of your love.
13. I was so enchanted by your beauty that I ran into that wall over there. I'm gonna need your name and number for insurance purposes.
14. Was your father an alien? Cos there's no one else like you on Earth.
15. What time do you have to be back in heaven?
16. Would you touch me so I can tell my friends that I've been touched by an angel?
17. You look like an angel. Welcome to Earth.
18. You're like a dictionary. You add meaning to my life.
19. Man: Your father must be a terrorist.
Woman: What makes you think so?
Man: Cos you're da bomb.
20. Your name must be Mickey cos you're so fine.
21. Your eyes are blue like the ocean. And baby, I'm lost at sea.
22. Your legs must be tired cos you've been running through my mind the whole night.
23. Do you have a bandaid? Cos I just scrapped my knee falling for you.
24. Hello. Cupid called to tell you that he wants my heart back.
25. You must be one helluva thief cos you stole my heart from right across the room.
ok. today sch. was tired. hmm. on an account that i had enough slp.. on tchrs' day, i stil feel to tired. slp immediately after chem paper.. class test. ppl called me.. to wake up.. haha. eg.. sara.. but like cannot. haiz.
hectic. hectic. hectic.
after last period, had to rush to find mr lim and mrs sim regarding trngs and prefect meetings. that we 1.53pm. at 2pm, the exco board has a meeting wif the vp. yep. mdm shanti.
well. she's kinda nice lar. i thought she'll b some person who doesn't care about anyone.. but she cares for the sch. from her points, could really tell that she wanted us to bond wif the teachers and students which will not b easy. yar. but we're gonna try. she suggested the suggestion box and others. ahha. realised that all her suggestions were made from her former sch.. st margs sec. ahhah. rmbr the time my church was like there.. for holding area.. yar. so she cope the suggestion thingy from st margs. oh well. but it'll do kc gd.
immediately after that, we have prefects meeting. the whole board. basically juz intro us, and comments on the duty. nothing much really. after which, we have new exco and current exco meeting.
whole thing ended at 3.45pm. my trng starts at 330. haha. took a cab there.. reached at around 406. explained to coaches and all. =). after that. went home. at home, tried to practice guitar wif enthusism.. but.. slpt. haha. slpt while playing the guitar.. classical music. so ya. hhah. missed sg idol. ate dinner at 9. then i watched the news in chinese!!!. amazing. then later. tokd myself not not not to on the com.. till i finish my today's wrk. ahha. then yep.. here i am.
well. for personal feelings.. wad i've wanted to say to the exco have already been said during the meeting. however, they were like not phrased appropriately. haha. also duno y. i feel that members are irritatd wif me. hahaa. juz got this feeling but i dun think so lar. have faith!.
trng.. .yep. i'm happy wif bowling. did quite a number of nice shots. yay. current;y trng on timing, release, consistancy, and calculation.. ahaha. meaning.. looking at the arrows. coz i tend to look at a spot in between the foul line and the dots.. so yep. must change. must change alot during trng. my time to expt. well.. nxt wk no trng.. but filled wif activities. teachers all stealing away our time to catch up wof wrk. totally.
prefects stuff. well, i enjoy doing gd. hahah. but still, ppl. the ppl still like one ear in one ear out kinda thing. thats how i feel lars. har. tml i demand an exco meeting. wanna tok and tok . let me.
1210. i better chow. pack bag and slp. God, give me strength. haha.
::The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and his understanding no one can fathom. He gives strength to the weary and increases of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who ope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. ::
from tracy's blog.. =D
Real Cheesy Pickup Lines
1. (with hands on shoulders) Oh! Those are shoulder blades. I thought they were wings.
2. Am I dead, Angel? Cos this must be heaven.
3. Baby, somebody better call God cos He's missing an angel.
4. Bond. James bond.
5. Man: Did it hurt?
Woman: Did what hurt?
Man: When you fell out of heaven.
6. Do you have a map? I keep getting lost in your eyes.
7. How was heaven when you left it?
8. I didn't know that angels could fly so low.
9. Man: I'm sorry but were you talking to me?
Woman: No.
Man: Well then, please start.
10. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together.
11. Is there an airport nearby? Or is that just my heart taking off?
12. My lenses turn dark in the sunshine of your love.
13. I was so enchanted by your beauty that I ran into that wall over there. I'm gonna need your name and number for insurance purposes.
14. Was your father an alien? Cos there's no one else like you on Earth.
15. What time do you have to be back in heaven?
16. Would you touch me so I can tell my friends that I've been touched by an angel?
17. You look like an angel. Welcome to Earth.
18. You're like a dictionary. You add meaning to my life.
19. Man: Your father must be a terrorist.
Woman: What makes you think so?
Man: Cos you're da bomb.
20. Your name must be Mickey cos you're so fine.
21. Your eyes are blue like the ocean. And baby, I'm lost at sea.
22. Your legs must be tired cos you've been running through my mind the whole night.
23. Do you have a bandaid? Cos I just scrapped my knee falling for you.
24. Hello. Cupid called to tell you that he wants my heart back.
25. You must be one helluva thief cos you stole my heart from right across the room.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!
ahaha.msg ppl who taught me.. and ya. haha. funny msges lar. alot of them ask me who am i. ahaha. grrr.. i've msged them b4 lros. ahhaa. nvm.. mrs lim one is the most funny lar. haha. coz must say happy teachers day to her. the she was like.. "thank u, where's my present. just joking." [copied from phone].. then i was like. ahahhahahhahhah. laughing wif sara.. then i msg her.. that i can't find her.. and had to leave. ahaa. then she msged me back.. "its ok. even a card will do. it is the thought that counts. anyway don't spend so much money.".. super funy lar. haha. was laughing and laughing. then mr.lim was nice.he said he was touched. haha. yay.
ok
ha. today went to study. supposed to meet sara at 9.. then later change to 930. haaha. lao di fang. airport.
nothing really exciting happen. juz that the lights and aircon went off for less then 1 mins.. not alll.. juz the row of parallel lights. so its only me, sara and yuan ting.
hahaha
we ate ice cream from swensons!. then crunchy cone. haha. we had a hard time bitting . aha. but was very nice. =D. then today. i drank 4 cups of tea and i did not buy any food from bk! yay. ate at the canteen.. ban mian w/o eggs. coz they say no more.
gary helped me again. but could tell that he was a little irritated? ahha. coz i asked him q. then he was studying hard for his chinese i guess. haha.
ok. then went home.with yuan ting.
reached home, mama said that she washed my tie by accident!!!!. argh. now its like super soft. very sad. the texture all gone. colour like lighter. haiz. i want my hard tie back. ahhah.
ok. sat i back to dance!. yay. gotta catch up alot. i want do point!. haha. so sads. lets wait and see. =D
ok
ha. today went to study. supposed to meet sara at 9.. then later change to 930. haaha. lao di fang. airport.
nothing really exciting happen. juz that the lights and aircon went off for less then 1 mins.. not alll.. juz the row of parallel lights. so its only me, sara and yuan ting.
hahaha
we ate ice cream from swensons!. then crunchy cone. haha. we had a hard time bitting . aha. but was very nice. =D. then today. i drank 4 cups of tea and i did not buy any food from bk! yay. ate at the canteen.. ban mian w/o eggs. coz they say no more.
gary helped me again. but could tell that he was a little irritated? ahha. coz i asked him q. then he was studying hard for his chinese i guess. haha.
ok. then went home.with yuan ting.
reached home, mama said that she washed my tie by accident!!!!. argh. now its like super soft. very sad. the texture all gone. colour like lighter. haiz. i want my hard tie back. ahhah.
ok. sat i back to dance!. yay. gotta catch up alot. i want do point!. haha. so sads. lets wait and see. =D
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