today ran 2.4km.. ahaha. first time in 6 months... and today is the test. aahha. wow. k. i did 14:29 min.. bah. was aiming for like 12.. then was running.. haha. then saw my watch.. 11:30 min.. and i was like still far.. aha. then attempted to sprint and was breathless and slowed down bit by bit. ahha. running can really train our mental. today i learned that when i want to do something really badly, no matter how tired one gets... i will still try.. haha. this brings me back to bowling. while running, was questioning myself if i had given my best for this yr's b div.. well. ahha. it was a no.. taking that i was disapointed wif myself and even had thoughts if giving up. haha.. thank God i didn't.. i seriously think that kc bowling team's mental 's not there.. the focus is easily disturbed. last yr we came in 4th for c div... we didn't have the skill.. but the mental was there.. this is.. we have the skill, but not the mental. ahha. i'm so hooked onto bowling. oh well. was kinda happy. coz tournament was finally over, and our 5mths of intensive trng like kinda wasted abit.. not all lar.. aha. but..... i saw a noticed on the bowling board.. sec 1s to 3s,.. blah blah blah.. resume bowling on 7th april (wed) at tampines..there goes my break and time to catch up wif loads of wrk. in sec 1 and 2, we really had loads of time to train.. this yr is like no. no time, no energy. ohwell.. but i still love bowling. ahahaha. aiming to represent singapore. aahha. also hoping for an avg. of 190= hitting 190 easily.... hmm. let me see.. by end of nxt yr? hopes. ahah. no tooo late.. okok.. then b4 b div... to win jazreel. haha.
thinking about attendance, our sec 3 ppl. realised that out of the 7 ppl. (sec 3s: joined bowling in 2002 till now.. ). i think 5 ppl got 100% attendance.. from sec 1 till now. aha. good. i wish that the juniors are like that. ahaha. okok..
end of bowling language.
i really hope to do well in this yr's mye. mrs lim is like very very diaspppointed in me... and even resulting into thinking that i'm a really naughty pupil.. aha. actually.. ya lar... but then she dun have to think this way mah.. ahah.. i also wanna prove the teachers that this yr's 3/6 is not as bad as they think.. and also to prove myself that i can get wad they expect me to... haha. if i ahve that former acs br principal,..... he should be motivating enough to motivate me to go on. ahha. coz i feel that in kc, most teachers wif high positions, tend to like be so fake.. and also.. i feel that there's a gap between HOD and normal teacher. in shps, the whole sch os realy bonded... but only the vp and principal is more highly, well-respected. the rest is really close and like friends.. haiz.. i wanna make an impact on kc.. give kc a gd name.. we currently still fighting for gd reputation but like it seems to be never near.
haha.. my typing feeling is here again.. type type type.. well, i guess now, i should really live my life to the fullest. and aim high... coz i feel that i'm not my old self already. losing all that positive attitude towards life, ppl and everything. i juz wanna thank God for bringing me this far.