haiz,,,. bad bad day.. today i came home from trng and see lots of hw waiting for me to do... haiz.. trng was bad today.. my style changed. changed totally... my timing, my release, my everything... i really very sad now.. hard to get a strike now... only spares... how to get in like that?and today after sch.... had maths CA 3. haiz... i minus 12 out of 30 liao.. tell me how to get a A.... i usually good at maths....... now.... haiz. this morning i offened many ppl... wif my du lan face.. coz i was really tired, with a flu and slight fever.... then everybody i not happy with. sorry ppl.. ahha.. kk.. dun think i'll do well for maths and science either.... blech... sux sux sux.... juack wong cannot coach at all... his way sux sux sux.. hiaz... i want back my old style.. back.. i hope uncle sam can help me tml.. thanks

piang.. so many things to do and yet so little time.. ahhaa... hmm. i got back my chinese.... miraculosly.. marian scored 68.5% overall... ahhha.. from 51.2% leh go all the way up leh... ahha.. kow.. hope my streaming get A.. ahahha.. yeah,... then lit also improved to B3.... last time failed.. hahaa.. i scared the reason for my 'successfulness' is because that the paper is easy.... i hope it is considered as a difficult paper.. tml is maths ca3.. let's hope i'll get A1 and not drop again. haiz.. today i went to the old folk's home again.. really miss them alot... ahhahaa... they all so friendly.. later on.. the guy asked me, fafa and lyn to help them wif sendig the ppl back... then we took the ambulance!.. haha.. it sped pass red lights.... and vehicles gave way.. muahhaa. haha.. so cool.. then no air-cond... but go big window to open.. haha.. then got free ice cream also.. yup.. then we helped the man to carry the ppl in their wheel chair up and down the stairs.. really tiring,... learnt alot.. then we all run up and down the stairs... phew... yup... oh ya. then mr. lim put fafa and marianne and I into the singapore schools' tenpin bowling squad the trials... i really very nervous and 87% sure that i wun get in.. hha... avg. muz be at least 180? 170?.. haiz..marian will never get that..shariffah and marianne might stand to win a chance... B divison is also included.. haiz.. lets hope for the best....=l

Beeezy
hmm... okok.. life's juz been ok for me... hmm.. yup, nxt wk gonna be tight..bzbz.. yup.. so ppl.. try not to sms so much k.. coz i'll get distracted.. thanks ar... and then if i dun reply.. it means that i'm very busy and not in the mood to msg... ahah.. and also muz save $$$.. shorting of it liao.. yup.. i wanna start to train by myself in strummin.. ahha.. really bad at it... i got alot of things to do lor... make the board.. teacher's dae thingy.. then 3D model project... ETC.. then got trngs. and stuff.. i cannot lar like that. haiz..must START and TOUCH on my project liao.. due date is so soon.. haiz.. marian marian...

27th August 2003

Hi everyone,

It's going to be a rare sight so remember - don't miss the opportunity to
view 2 moons in the sky on 27th AUGUST 2003.

Never again in your lifetime will the Red Planet be so spectacular!

This month and next month, the Earth is catching up with Mars, an encounter
that will culminate in the closest approach between the two planets in
recorded history.
The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287.
Due to the way Jupiter's gravity tugs on Mars and perturbs its
orbit,astronomers can only be certain that Mars has not come this close to
Earth in the last 5,000 years but it may be as long as 60,000 years.

The encounter will culminate on August 27th when Mars comes to within
34,649,589 miles and will be (next to the moon) the brightest object in the
night sky. It will attain a magnitude of -2.9 and will appear 25.11 arc
seconds wide.
At a modest 75-power magnification Mars will look as large as the full moon
to the naked eye. Mars will be easy to spot. At the beginning of August,
Mars will rise in the east at 10p.m. and reach its azimuth at about 3 a.m.
By the end of August when the two planets are closest, Mars will rise at
nightfall and reach its highest point in the sky at 12:30 a.m. That's
pretty convenient when it comes to seeing something that no human has seen
in recorded history. So mark your calendar at thebeginning of August to see
Mars grows progressively brighter and brighter throughout the month.

Share with friends, children and grandchildren and with everyone you know,
as no one alive today will ever see this again.

new homeground
yup.. we changed location liao... SAFRA Tampines... yup.. new coaches and stuff.. worse thing... we're not under Cathay...5 coaches: Jack Wong, Jeffery, Evelyn, Allan, uncle francis rodricks...... ok.. hmm.. they say today was something like a selection.. but no, they juzt want to see KC standard... muahah...... firstgame played well.. and uncle jack sae i have good release... of course... i had a price to pay-a blistered-index-finger... and a swollen thumb again... haha... then the next 2 gaems was horrible.. ahah.. losing my strike point again,,.. blech.. i find that nowadays i bowl, i don't seem to be satisfied wi my bowling leh... ahhaha. yup.. and we have no lockers.. so we going to bring our balls to and fro every lessons.. haiz... worried that i'll be late some days..
i'm abit sleepy now.. coz last night had to do DnT project.. and i managed to commplete it on time.. ahaa spent 4h at home doing and 0.5h doing... well, i hope that i can go into the class which i desire.. ahah yup yup

ahhaha... today i was tired in sch again... i miss exams.. coz wif exams.. i feel gd.. ahha.. tralal.. i feel useless now, coz i'm not studying as much. ok.. hmm... today. i have to do DnT project.. due date: tml... and i haven started yet.. somemore got IPW big project... haven started yet.. and have to hand in by the end on this freakin month... got loads of projects to do le... oh ya... i got a new telephone in my room.... yeah... and i dun have to use my hp to call anymore... ahahhaah... and my house phone also change... now can hear properly..oh ya.. i saw MARS... yup.. that planet.. it'll be near the moon from yesterday till 27 Aug... yup.. go see... its at night.. ~duh~ yeah... tml trng is starting soon.. finally.. i hope that the "coaches" won't be lousy lor.... student from Singapore Team... expect me to aim high for next yr ar... haiz.// got to be more attentive to my style and way of playing liao./// anyway.. i finally finished all my NAFA... aah..all B.. ermm.. i think shuttle run, incline pull up got A..... pig sia.. the rest miss by 7sec, 3 times, 2cm and 2cm.. haiz.. lousy,... anyway.. hope to maintian... and get gold all the way.. ahaha//.. yea right... so.. hmm.. my maths is really horrible now/...not really absorbing much.. oh ya.,. and Jerelene Chua got Bronze for the Singapore Maths Olyampaid.. i was practically slpin thruout the whole paper... coz i came from camp in the morning. was really beat.. ahha so.. i'm very proud of her.. i didn't expect myself to do well...haiz.. wasted the school's money leh..yup yup. i luv using this key board... as u can see, i'm typing alot than usual.. okok.. bye liao.. gtg start my project... ahha.. byebye

*from denise.. hehe.. being highly not copyright again.....

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

juz realised somehing... i'm always copying this kind of things fro zenny.. ahaha

Wedneday, August 13, 2003
Starting time: 6:33pm
1. What is your full name: Poon Marian
2. nicknames? poony, murex
3. b~day? 20 sep 1989 [0331]
4. Age: 14
5. Sex: female
6. Social Security: erm... any defination?

7. Where were you born? Singapore
8. where you live now: bedok north r.d
9. Zodiac sign: virgo
10. What grade are you in and what school do you attend? Sec 2, Katong Convent
11. What are your parents names: Poon Chin Swee, Teo Shiok Keng
12. siblings and their ages? a elder sis, melissa, 24
13. do you get along: maybe.... depends
14. Pets: nope.. i scared to see it end its life..
15. Righty or Lefty: right
16. bedtime: 11pm-3am
17. Email: poony_dancer@hotmail.com
18. Hair color: black.. with the sun.. its dark brown..
19. Eye color: dark brown
20. Do you wear contacts or glasses? none.. sometimes glasses
21. Do you have any piercings? ears.
22. tattoos: never
23. scars: yup.. alot
24. Height: grrr.... embarassing lor...150cm?
25. Do you wear any rings: no...find them abit uncomfortable..unless its from someone special.. haha
26. What shoes do you wear: sch shoes, my nike xtrng shoe, rubber slipoers, heels. ahaha.., point shoes, ballet shoes.. tap shoes. hahah ETC...
27. drove a car: bicycle yes..
28. met someone new: duh
29. done laundry: haha.. my mum.. unless raining.. then i bring in the clothes...which are hangin outside leh. aha.. dangerous.
30. cried: like as if no lor..
31. wore a skirt: pinafore??.sometimes on sundays.. wear skirts on formal ocassions
32. How are you today?: how are u today? [ still can remember mrs. boey taugh us how to be polite.. hahah]
33. wearing: in my sch uni without my belt..
34. thinking about: my com and the streaming class
35. What does your hair look like at the moment? ghastly.. juz woke up from a 4h nap.. haha
36. What song are you listening to right now? nothing... perhaps the motor cycle that juz drove pass. was very noisy... i du listen to music and do things.. coz i tihnk they somehow distrat my attention........... but i love music.. ahha
37. What was the last thing you ate and/or drank?: cheeze pizza.. i'm eating now. aha. ytds let-over meal
38. How is the weather right now? juz had a downpou.. cooling..
39. Last person u talked to on the phone: erm... haha jin sheng..
40. watching: this question
41. what time is it: 6:46pm


*****DO YOU BELIEVE IN ******
42. yourself: sometimes..
43. friends: yup.. they are my pilar of surrort wad...
44. best friends of the opposite sex: haha.. many lor...
45. santa claus: erm. they neve come.
46. tooth fairy: ahaa.. used to.... stopped believing whe i was in p2
47. angels: yar... i almost tripped.. but didn't fall.. aahha
48. ghosts: try not to......... but i realy get scared
49. aliens: i duno leh.. got alot of media influence..
50. God: yes. of course.. the one and only living God

*******MORE ABOUT YOU!*******
51. what are the last four digits of ur phone number? 5257
52. Do you like the person who sent this to you? zen's blog... my bowling team mate..
53. how do you eat an Oreo? put the whole thing in my mouth inless my friend want to share wif mr...
54. If you were a crayon what color would you be: back and yellow.. black outlines the pic. and make it more outstanding... yellow is a bright clour.
55. Have you ever almost died: hmm.. nope.. but a bicycle at high speed knocked e when i was in p3 or p4?,. was freaked out/
56. What's the best advice ever given to you? from the bk mrks: doing ur wrk constantly is better than complaining and regretting about ur marks later..
57. Have you ever won any special award? scholarship? most helpful award? haha... uno wads that for.. bu gna get east zone colour.. haha. boastful ar..
58. Do you like to dance? yup. i enjoying dancing tap.
59. Worst sickness you've ever had? diehear, superly high fever: 39.4, flu, stomachache, red stuff on body (not rashes).... all at the same time on national day.. aghaha... it as like 12am when my temperature shot up to 39.6 and then my parents ran down the stairs and wake my neighbours so that they can drive me to the hospital.. couldnt remeber wad happen. as really like reaching death and melting point..
60. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done? beleing liar
61. What's the next CD you are going to buy: i forgot the title... but its a hillsong one..
62. What sport you hate the most: i duno... sports make me fun..
63. Place for a dream house: nah... HDB flat will be nice and cozy...
64. How many kids do you want to have? 3?
65. Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone: nope.. up till now i thin i still dun believe that i would get... i think my parents told me smth when i was young..... but my wrist and knee is pain...
66. Who do you tell your dreams to: friends? books?
67. What are you most scared of? failing, not meeting my expectations...
68. How many tv's do you have in your house? 3- sis, parents, all of us
69. Do you have your own? nah. i dun really need tv. hah.
70. do you have your own phone line? handphone...and a house phone which is not in working order. only the one near the toilet is working
71. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yup.. i got 2 smelly pillows..and i big pillow though
72. Are you a flirty person? ahahh..no.. pls lor.. i have gd friends who does not like ppl to flirt..
73. Are you shy? i think whenever i'm on stage.... een though i'm a dancer..can't seem to smile while i dance leh...
74. Are you outgoing? should be
75. Who is the loudest friend you have? haha.. Catherine!!!!she;s really funnnny
76. Who is the quietest friend you have? i duno. they are juz too quiet fr me to leave an impression.
77. Who looks the worst in the morning: the person in the mirror
78. Who's the messiest eater: my dad ahha
79. Who's the slowest eater: i dno.. i think me... when i'm eating infront of the tv.
80. Who's the bossiest: me!.. trying to change..
81. Who is the 'mom' outta your friends: erm... i dunuo..
82. who are the top 3 hottest guys/girls u know: ahah..ths guy from my modellig company.. i hink ken chua?, samantha liew.. muahah, alex?...
83. who's the weirdest: eileen.. in mty class.. nobody ever understood her.
84. who is the funnest: hha.. my brudda.. brendan. i duno lar.. with him, my stoamach aches.. really bad
85. who do you go to for advice?: my cell-leader, church friends..my youth Pastor
86. who do you think about most when you're not happy? negative stuffs lor.
87. who do you cry with? my pillow..
88. what's the best feeling in the world? i think love... and when the person the opposite sex shows care and concern for u?
89. when's the last time you cried: i duno. i try to be strong
90. is cheerleading a sport?: in bowling tournament, yes
91. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? ahha.. dunno
92. Which came first the chicken or the egg: chicken......God didn't say let there be eggs/.
93. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper: root beer.. the A &W one..
94. vanilla or chocolate: both are so addicting.. but i like vanilla
95. Love or lust: love =)... lust is horrible
96. silver or gold: gold for an achievemet, sliver for fashion.
97. Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: never
98. What's your favorite color: blue yellow
99. What's your favorite band/singer: used to like weslife, corrs now maksim.
100. What do you dream about: heehee. crushed.
101. Favorite song? all fomr maksim........ and avril lavigne
102. Do you like to sing in the shower: nope
103. Had an imaginary friend: almost was crazy enough to thought about it
104. Wanted to "hook up" with a friend: define hooked up
105. Cried during a movie: yar..the last show i watched was tears of the sun. so whoa... fri gonna watch home run haha
106. Had a crush on a teacher: so old...
107. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning?: whats the time ar? hopin that i was 3am

*****Preference*****
108. Sleep on your back, stomach or side: side..
109. Adidas, Nike, or Reeboks?: nike!
110. Croutons or Bacon Bits?: bacon bits!
111. 2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 2. sporty. 4.comfy
112. Bridges or Tunnels? bridges.
113. One pillow or two?: 2!
114. Salt or butter flavored popcorn?: buttered.
115. Fizzy or still water?: both... still is gd
116.Red whine or white wine?: none

*****Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind)*****
117. Rubber Gloves: pipe construction workers
118. Disney Character: mickey mouse
119. Fast Food place: mcdonalds
120. Board Game: scrabble
121. Rock: stone
122. Blue: sea
123. Wet: gry clouds
124. Cry: sad.
125. Peanut Butter: skipppy bottle
126. Hay: those golden colour grasses can be found in a barn
127. Paper: white paper
128. Wood: a plank
129. Yellow: my cell-leader from church- Joanne
130. Laugh: kids.
131. Ugly: snow whie and the 7 dwarfs. that wich
132. Happy: that yello coloured face thing

******YOU AND LOVE******
133. Do you believe in love? yeah
134. Do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend? nope
135. do you have a crush? ahaha...... i'm confused wif 2 ppl..
136. who is your crush? whoa.. cannot la..
137. are you sending this to your crush? i'm on this blog thing how to send
138. do you believe in love at first sight? romeo and juliet? yar... but confirm on't last long.
139. What song do you want played at your wedding: hahhaa. shall decide later
140. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: a person who really understands me, like i understand him.. one whom u can trust and show care and concern..
141. Do you find yourself attractive: oh pls.........
142. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? : the whole. facial experssions?
143. are you too shy to ask someone out? if i dunno him or her very well..


*****When was the last time you...*****

205. Took a shower: ahha.. i'm stining now.. still in my uni... morning... 6:03am
206. Watched Bambi: never at all.
207. Got a real letter: many... wad kind of letter
208. Wished upon a star: haven yet
209. Asked someone for forgiveness: last 3 months
210. Hugged someone: during competition..
211. Kissed someone: never
212. Ate something: asked liao... cheesy pizza
213. Called someone: yesterday

*******What is your...******* >

214. Good luck charm: nohing really
215. Bedroom like: colourful.. macdonalds?
216. Favorite Breakfast food: milo
217. Favorite lunch food: pasta... muahha
218. Best thing that happened to you today: erm.. feeling happy that i could remebr most of the thngs during 2 tests which was held on the same day

*****What do you think about the following***** >
219. Abortion: wah lau........ ur own flesh and blood lor.. killing someone's life.. 1 in a million in u study science
220. Homosexuality: not gd to the society. i mean its like wads the point.. u haver the other sex to like
221. Rap: noisy..... quite irirtatin
222. Classical: soothing... very nice
223. Oldies: very cool.. espically those orginal ones
224. Swing: want to cheograh a dance with it.

**********PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT**********

225. lights on/off: on
226. sun or rain or snow? err. sun
227. mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (burger king): Both
228. do you like scary movies or happy movies better? never get a glimpse of the scary ones.... even commericals.. i would freaked out
229. backstreet boys or NSYNC? NONE
230. on the phone or in person: phone..
231. summer or winter: summer.
232. chocolate or white milk: both
233. CD or tape: CD... tapes for recording
234. hugs or kisses: i duno.. but i think it would my hugs.. makes u feel more secure
235. cake or pie: both
236. cats or dogs: cats
237. mud or jello wrestling? mud
238. skiing or boarding? both
239. day or night? both
240. sunset or sunrise: sunset... lazy for sunrise
241. diamond or pearls: diamonds.

*******YOUR FAVES*******

242. candy: sneakers
243. Beverage: milo, chrystemnmum
244. cartoon characters: dexter
245. sport(s): bowling, badminon, aybe joggin? haha
246. Song: maksim, avril
247. favorite actor or actress?: none
248. Favourite movie: singapore ones
249. tv show: i duno. chinese drama
250. Favourite food: pasta
251. ice cream: vanilla with or without nuts
252. subject: maths, science
253. shampoo: VS vidal sessions
254. favourite month: december
255. favourite number: 7?
256. favourite person to talk to online: all of the ppl

******HAVE YOU EVER******
257. cut your hair yourself: err... no
258. been on stage: many
260. Ever thought an animated character was hot: hahah.. crazy. expect me to say johnny bravo? ahhaha
261. kept a secret from everyone: duh
262. been hurt emotionally: definitely.
263. been in a car accident: no cars leh
264. put a body part on fire for amusement: crazy.. kils ur cells and burns ur skin
265. drank: never,, i want to make my wedding drink the first...... ahaha
266. smoked: as being passive smokers, cannot stand
267. broke the law? err. nah dun think so. he smell liao
268. ran from the cops: while playing police and thieves haha
269. made yourself cry to get outta trouble: never.. i think that i have pride?
270. tried to kill yourself? though of it once
271. made your self throw up? crazy.. food gets all the way to ur stomach and u expect them to go up and out ar
272. ever been in love: nope
273. loved someone so much it made you cry: nah,.all in the mind
Finishing Time: 7:41pm *time flies leh

my com is under repair now
i'm missing my com.... im now using my sis's com.. ahha.. its fast... okok.. yar.. so anyway.. today had science and chinese tests.... ahaaa. really shouldn't have sudied alot.. all the questions didn't come out lor.. an easy paper.... ahha.. okok..
so.. hmm... i'll shall warn u ppl out then.... those who have norton anti-virus software right..... it supposes to detect virus and hen delete them... well, it work for awhile... after awhile.. if u dun renew it.. it'll become a virus itself... then ur com will hang and hang and hang.... it'll delete some of ur files. then laer will rearrange them... so u juz delete.. i'm not sure whether if u renew it, it'l become a virus anot.... but i advise you to not have that programm... its horrble.. haha. hmm.. okok.... sounding like some computer advisors... ahha..hmm. so.. major tests are almost over.. left maths.. ahah.. oh ya. i did well for geog. go a big fat A.. and i'm ok with it..shall not be oo complaccent... later becom bowling compettion like that... yup.. study hard. get in the class u al want to get ok.. dun rgret..haha/ take care.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
whoa..singapore got 38 yrs of independence liao. steady ar.ahha.... thanks to mr. lee kwan yew... ahaha .. yaya.. okok.. yup. so, today i went to sentosa wif my church friends... then kanna sun burn... ahha.. had great time of fellowship.. haha.. ya.. about 5pm... the girls went to bathe.. then the guys still in the water.. then got a really superly long long queue.. ahah.. so waited about 45 mins?... yar.. then the guys finished liao.. plus bathing and everything... the girls still waiting.. ahha. so finally.. at 6.15pm.. we packed up and leave.. then later went to Habour Front to eat... gd food ar. haha. ok.. sent selene home.. then later went potong pasir to take bus wif jasmine... wthen at bedok interchange waited for her father for 45 mins.... still nv come... in the end i needed to go home coz mama nagging over the phone.. haiz... so tired... yar.. this is my national day.. ahha

yea... tires myself again... haha. today i really wore funny looking material which i dun classify them as clothes.. ahha.. ook. anyway.. after that kind incident.. aha. i went to charlyn's birthday celebration.. i felt really bad.. coz i spent most of my time wif fafa, zen, lyn, shu and will... then its like.. its charlyn's birthady lor.. ahha. but she's ok with it i guess..then i went to cycle wif sarita and seow wei.... aha. thenl laer i went pick seashells.. ahha. studies them. and actually found out that seabutterflies (superfamily: Thecosomata, family: caroliniidae) a type of small shell,.. is common.. ahha.. yea.. yar. so anyway. after that.. shu and lyn went home.. then me, fafa and will stayed on longer.. then later.. we walked.. went to the erm.. playground-gym.. ahha to play. then went to the leisure bowl to see uncle sam.. ahhaha.. grrrrr.. he spoke to us about our 5 coaches thingy...he is superly understanding lor.. and we almost got him!.... oh ya., mr. lim say that we gonna have 5 DIFFERENT COACHES for our team.. he say that they are good bowlers... pls lor.. not gd coaches at all.. blech.. we gonna see how first.. if 1st wk not happy, we'll sign petition. yup its that bad.... ahha. then later went home.. yup

mind, heart, soul
got alot of things which i put into consideration these few days..... 1st is studies then (--->about the same leh.. bad bad..)1.5st is bowling... then 3rd is erm.. ahha..*him and him.......the studies thing is that i really want to take all 3 sciences purely lor.. but. lots of competition. and i'm afraid i cannot make it.. and then for bowling is the coaches thing. how can we win b' division wif the 5 pathetic-unknown-uncathay-want-to-be coaches??? blech.. then the last one is that.. yar lar.. i like *him coz i find him sweet-looking... which is bad. coz i'm liking coz of appearance..tsk tsk. then later another 'him' juz outshines it.. i think he is sweet inside... which is gd..... but i dun think i like him, but at the same time. i like him abit.. ahah.. so now wad.. who? i can't possibily like 2 right?.. ahha abit despo ar marian.... crazy gural... aahha.. okok shall focus on more impt and revelant things.

heehe... i feel very gd today. ahhah.. coz after sch.. i saw this aunty realyl very tired and exhausted,... then i helped her carry her bags and bags of groceries home.. haha. she stay the same block as me.. but then only at the 4th flloor.. i 6th floor.. somemore same type of unit.... ahha.. she also very sweet.. wanted me to go her house to drink something.. but then i got to go home and prepare forcharlyn's birthday.. yup.. gtg now.. brb at nighty.

piang.. today's geog paper ar.. i study study study.all never come out. only like 3 or 4 pages out of the 30 pages came out lor....pig sia... haiz.. then exam i go blank.. ahhaha.. goash.. i want to go 3/7 ahha.. oh ya.. we today recieved the form for streaming.... i want to go 3/7.... if cannnot.. i want to go 3/5.... wanna take triple science or eitehr pure bio... haiz.. i scared to go 3/5.. coz i think they all all slack one.. i scared kanna influence.. haiz.. 3/7 3/7 3/7 3/7!!!!

*another piece of information from zenny..


Name: Poon Marian
Birthday: 20 September 1989
Sex: F
Location the famous full-stop on the map
What does your name mean?: sweet fragrence??

5 Things You Are Scared Of:
1] being in an enclosed area all by myself (v.gd eg.: lift)
2] not meeting my expection
3] failing/ falling
4] evil people
5] losing friends

5 Things That Make You Laugh:
1] myself.. coz smths i'm lame and i laugh to myself...... like now?
2] tickles
3] little things lo.
4] when doing hw.. then i'm stress= hyper= crazy= laughing to myself
5] joke book

5 Things You Love:
1] sports espically bowling, cycling..
2] my guitar, scrap books, my inventions
3] bowling alley... esicall SAFRA Yishun.
4] maths... ahha... yea.
5] music

5 Things You Hate:
1] back stabbers... and pppl who sticks to u like glue ALL the time. as in really all the time
2] a red marked paper/ report
3] my undiscipline self
4] laziness- go away!
5] sweets, fruits... yar.. ahhah.. bad bad

5 Things You Don't Understand:
1] why must ppl smoke? so irritating lor..
2] things that are new to me
3] how can the heart be so powerful.. w/o it.u die leh.. somemore only a muscle
4] why some ppl can never be independent?
5] why can't i be hardworking and achieve excellent grades

5 Things On Your Desk now:
1] guitar book
2] speakers, keyboard, mouse, cpu, cable, monitor. haiya.. com stuff
3] stationaries
4] CDs
5] 2 empty surgical spirit bottles from sch...


Right Now You Are:
1] typing and looking at the keys
2] breathing in oxygen and breathing out carbon dioxide
3] tired. still in sch uniform
4] sleepy
5] oh shoot... juz remebered about today's singapore sports school trials..

5 Facts About You:
1] i'm an anglcian who loves God alot. ahah
2] i have a 24 yr old sis... a father who is super old.. and a super old mum. i live in a super old environment
3] i want to represent singapore in bowling for once
4] i like to be either classy or rugged
5] i really hate drugs.. esp. smoking... blech.. can't breathe properly lor...

5 Things You Plan To Do Before You Die:
1] hitting all my goals... and taking m last breath
2] do something good to the country
3] to have my last sleep
4] learning to play the piano or drums or violin..
5] making my life gd and putting it to a gd use now

5 Things You Can Do:
1] i can dance tap well. ahha
2] lead..?
3] can invent things out of straws and recycled stuff
4] sprint
5] irritate myself as well as others

5 Things You Can't Do:
1] being hardworking
2] run long long distances.. sometimes only
3] be a gd follower
4] manage time properly.. at least now better than last time..
5] type without looking at the keys... maybe sometimes can..

5 People You Want To Meet:
1] God..
2] my primary sch friends. espicay my primary 6 clasmates
3] mr. Lee kwan yew
4] albert einstine... lots of things to ask him
5] mr lim bo seng

5 Musicians People Should Listen To:
1] Maksim... its the album name.. i duno whether if that's his name
2] Avril Cd..not live concerts
3] ppl who can play the violin
4] those who were musicians in the 1960s
5] future marian. *coughs..

5 Things That Turn You On In The Sex of Your Choice:
1] he must be a guy lar
2] character.... i have a high standard.. ahaha
3] a christian
4] know abit on bowling or if cannot... i'll teach.. aha
5] older than me

5 Movies You Could Watch All The Time:
1] i not stupid
2] spiderman
3] home run? i want to watch.....but no time
4] anything funny
5] actually... got no time to watch all the time.

5 Things You Always Say:
1] haiz.. i'm so tired
2] wad the hell- trying to stop saying
3] oh shoot
4] hello
5] so sweet

whoa.. today lit pape.. write and write and write.. ahah.. non-stop until the teacher say stop. ahha.. i used 4 papers leh.. the essay q, i wrote 5 sides or (issit 4). ahah... all tok crap.. then later after school.. went to the geylang polyclinic... for CIP.. yar.. haha.. quite fun... quite... yup.. bye liaos.. study time. later got dental. so reall no time.. ahha pray lo.

yay... its a new month......... AUGUST!!!! gonna refresh myself.. hehe.. been a baddie last month... well.... i'm gonna forget everything.. y?.. coz it's pointless changing a person for the better... yeah..... --wad happened last month ar?--ahha.. lame lar marian.... haha ok.. feeling high now... i hope training start lor.. coz i bowled hopelessly. all below 110.. ahaha.. thank God comp. not like that.. anyway.. my objective for this month is to stay focused... hehe.. and also.. do not indulge yourself in pity.yup yup... ahah... gonna work hard for IPW... some project work.. be an optimistic person... wheee.fun... .. will not be online often liao.. remembered wad i say..... focused.. ahha.. i feel light now... burden has flown away........ ahha.. smile smile.. thnk God.. =)

happy
ok.. today i went hospital for checkup... did and x-ray for my spine.. ahha.. ok.. its curved.. freaky lor.. saw the black sheet of paper... anyway.. later took a cab to yishun.. supposingly to have a personal trng wif sam and shu.... but in the end.. uncle francis didn't know about the trng coz he thought that it was not confirmed.. so we play 3 games.... and went home... ate dinner wif shuneng.. haha. i saw *him..he cut his hair... then spiked it up... i dun like.. still prefer the morning-look.. haha.. ook;.. Marian is really crap now.. flu and slight fever.....

Welcome ladies and gentlemen...this is a site where Marian is a mean and nasty girl..
yes.. *you are trying.. but it really still not urself.. its juz to fake to be accepted..... and ur attitude... really got to work on it. i mean i not in any position to say all this.. but so long i know a person.. i want he or she to live up her life. no matter how deep my hatered is....u can say i act gd act angelic.. i cannot be bothered k.. juz be back to ur happy self... dun try to act here and there.. be urself..back to the old times... its difficult to act for life... friendships are for life.. not still we're sec 4.... it still ges a long way... wait till they leave u one by one... like my primary sch.... i really miss all my friends and even enemies there....KC is linked to KCP.. so u all stil can stay together.. unlike me k....... then u'll know how to treasure them.. treasure ur life now.. dun waste it away..

nobody's fool-this song applies to wad i'm feeling now..........

E
Fall back, take a look at me and you'll see
B C#m
I'm for real, I'll feel what only I can feel and if that don't appeal to ya
A
Let me know, and I'll go, cause I flow better when my colours show

E
And that's the way it has to be, honestly
B C#m
Cause creativity could never bloom in my room, I'd throw it all away before I lie
A
So don't call me with the compromise, hang up the phone, I got a backbone
E
Stronger than yours

E
La la la la la la
B
La la la la la la
C#m
La la la la la la
A
Yeah yeah yeah yeah...

E B
If you're trying to turn me into someone else
C#m
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
A
I'm not nobody's fool
E B
If you're trying to turn me into something else
C#m
I've seen it enough that I'm over that
A
I'm not nobody's fool
E B
If you want to bring me down
C#m A
Go ahead and try, go ahead and try

E
You don't know you think you know me like yourself
B C#m
But I fear that you're only telling me what I wanna hear
A
But do you give a damn, understand that I can't not be what I am

E
I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon
B C#m
It's not as simple here we go not so soon, I might have fallen for that
A
When I was 14 and a little more green
E
But it's amazing what a couple of years can mean

E B
Ohhhhhhh
C#m
Yeah yeah
A
Yeah yeah yeah

E B
If you're trying to turn me into someone else
C#m
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
A
I'm not nobody's fool
E B
If you're trying to turn me into something else
C#m
I've seen it enough that I'm over that
A
I'm not nobody's fool
E B
If you want to bring me down
C#m A
Go ahead and try, go ahead and try

E B
Ohhhhhh
C#m
Go ahead and try, try to look me in the eye
A E
But you'll never see inside, until you realize

E
Things are trying to settle down
B
Just trying to figure out
C#m
Exactly what I'm about
A
If it's with or without you, I don't need your doubt in me

E B
If you're trying to turn me into someone else
C#m
It's easy to see I'm not down with that
A
I'm not nobody's fool
E B
If you're trying to turn me into something else
C#m
I've seen it enough that I'm over that
A
I'm not nobody's fool
E B
If you want to bring me down
C#m A
Go ahead and try, try

E B C#m A
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, ohhhhh

E B
But you'll be laughing out loud, if I played to my own crowd
C#m A E
Try

Go ahead and try

had good food today.....all free free free. after that.. went out wif the sec 1 go take picture.. lots of them.. ahha wasted money.. but had a gd time.. finally had a chance to interact wif them.. yup.. hahha. his is my day.. and today no sch... yar.. haah okok

yup.. juz came back from EMDD... its a gd show... i tot it'll be very bad.. but then.. its good. yup. dancers were great... the co ppl played very well for the 2nd piece... yup.. i saw mrs. boey's daughter.. really tall and chio.. yup.. then got alot of guys.. all waiting for the girls after the show... really good drama ppl, choir,.... etc... bian xin acted well... chang jin also.. yup.. today was great.. i worse a skirt and heels... ahha.. shocking.. yup;....

to you
yes, i know u know who u are.. juz read lar k.. i dun want to write to u... anyway.. wad u r experiencing now is how i feel last time... last time u were like this to me..... that's how i feel.. horrible. isn't it.. u called me a childish-immature girl when i restrict u i doing some things at times... well, i guess i shall stop showing u concern and stuff lar k... u say that they are spreading gossips and rumours about u... have u ever thought about wad to did to me now? pls lor... u are spreading gossips about ppl saying that they gossiped about u which is not true... no one is siding anybody here.. its getting alot of drama.. if u think that everybody is shunning away from u, have u thought about urself?... u are not always right.. no ones perfect.. i admit i have faults too... but the main concern is that so long u learn ur mistake and stop poking into matters can liao... k.. i know that u have been talking bad about me to others behind my back. well. this is me. it's ur problem if u dun accept... yes, in ur heart now, u are saying that i'm mean, childish, idiotic, shitty shit and stuff.. but i can't really be bothered.. i've got to tell u all this. but i duno how. i cannot make it a personal one becoz i dun think it will sound serious. i've been trying to accept u.. but... its affecting me because of ur attitude.. dun try to be cool k.. u can tell the whole wide world that i am mean to publish this pathetic blog.... i can't be bothered.. it'll juz affect u. urself and others. hello lor.. spare a thougt for others once can. its not always u and u alone..... i'm mad. really mad and frank. yes. i'm hurting u now. juz like u did once to me. betrayal., disloyalty.. crap.

ahha. today i did not sleep in class!.. ahahha.. yeahokok.. training supposed to start TODAY... but becos we cannot find coach.. so ya... haiz.. i duno when will we start lor.. okok.. so anyway... guess wad. we won the east zone colours award for team event. hahahh.. happy. duh. but theni also duno wad award is that.. ahhahaha.. so thursday. mr. lim treating us to seoul garden for free....the whole KC bowling team! yup. happy... hope to interact wif the sec1s more... haiz.. still as tired... but i guess i'l take time to rest... yup... so i will not be online so often liao....i mean its like evryday i'm online.. so ya.. shall concentrate... if have the ability to.. ahhah... i dun think so.. anyway.. take care.. and hope that we'll find a good coach soon..

tired as usual.. was late for church.. reached there about 845... hhahah.. ok. so anyway. i went out wif my church friends...hahaa. had fun... yup.. spent quality time studying... ahah.. shocked.. yup. ok.. i miss bowling... i think i forget all liao..

hahhaahha .. juz finished eating steamboat for dinner at home.... coz its my sister's birthday today........ and i actually bought her something! blech.... ahah.. okok..... ahhah.. yar... hmmm.. abit tired and sleepy now... these few days have not been sleeping enough.. i really dunno how to get energy. i slp early also tired, slp late also tired, slp juz nice also tired... haiz.. well, i guess i'm active.. ahaha. all da energy wasted.. okok i miss yishun.. i miss the ppl... i miss the place.. i really miss the regulars there... haiz....

wa.... so piengs.. i juz finished my new template.. finally.. after 1.5 h of confusion.. haiz.. now eyes abit blur.. now also dun feel like chatting.. yup. sorry ppl... i going to study at around 10... then dinner now... hiaz.. goash. ........my eyes!..
okok.. gues wad.. mr lim say that he might not be our teacher-in-charge liao le... kaoz.. i very sad lor.. i mean which teacher can replace him?... he very kind one lor... blech.. then not only that.. guess wad... changing coach too!.. wow.... how ar like that?.... i really like uncle ronnie lor.. they've tried asking uncle francis... but then he's too committed to tkgs... alamak.. so how???? how come after c' divisionship all become like that?... then somehow, it has become a recreational sport....wa kao lor.. coachless now.. and wad... supposed to have trng on tue... so how to train without a coach?... =l

hmm.. today is a day when all da teachers scold?.... yup.. mr chao.. is somehow a 'experienced' teacher relieveg mr pang for maths.. i say dun understand then he go and shout at me and nat,, haha he no patience.. finally.. i miss mr. pang.... hha.. shocked?... oh well, i've learnt how to treasure him.. ahha.. yea.. mr. pang.. pls come back.. i tell u ar.. i sure fail for maths lor.. i got no tuition somemore... then later after school.. ms tan lay kwan who thinks she is a gd and responsible teacher, come and find fault wif our class lor..haiz.... last year before the cheating case happen.. all da teachers practically adores our class.. now.. all of them hates our class and are biased... wad to do. haiz.. suffering in silence.. they think that a class cannot change for the better issit?.. pigy pork..anyway, as i was saying.. she everthing also want to nag.. gd aso nag, bad also nag.. not her class also scold.. nothing to do wif her also come and interferr... haiz.. kc teachers got problem one leh... i prefer my primary sch teachers.. i miz primary school.

blech.. starting to loose interest in blogging.. ahha..dun worry. i shall not stop.. haha.. *try.. yup.. been really tired as usual, slpn and slpin and slping... in class, in bus, everywhere.. haiz. gotta work work work....=l

ahha.. today went up on stage wif fafa, sam and joycelyn to get prize.. very weird... okok. anyways.. these few days have been slping in class lor.. not paying attention at all... how to go science stream?... blech.. not even touching my bks and all these.. then hw all lazy to do.. after i become so into bowling, everything seem quite lazy to me... as in.. i'm juz lazy to do anything constructive to my future.. blech.. pray for me k?.wanna have a sense of discipline... a sense of importance to my work and stuff k.. b;ech.. got to take care of myself liao.

ahhaa.ok. let me update...
saturday
was masters... shariffah played 8 games..she got 11th position in the end! cool ar.. then 3rd was clara lim-HIJ. she's so damn cute lor.. i luve her.. feeling like hugging her.. then 2nd was jazreel-MGS... then 1st was ai qing-RGS.. then later step-ladder..first was jazreeland clara.... clara won jazreel 198-138!.. jazreel was so angry lor.. her parents was like idiot lor.. then later clara and ai qing.... clara won... so she played wif her again.. then she won again.. and she became champion... clara is sec 1... she is really a fighter.. she dun care the opponents... she juz bowl her best..that's y she bowled on da wrong lanes and wrong turn.. ahha.. but she realised it b4 she could make her shot...she's really a strong girl..i think she'll me my role-model.. the person i admire most
sunday
after church.. went to st. theresa's convent to see charmain. then went for cosmic bowling.... cool man.. reallly.. at 8pm sharp.. all the lights went off.. then the lumenous lights went on.. it was cool.. too cool. then y skin opatch became ultra violet.. my ball become pink!.. ahha.. the many of us go put stickers, tapes to make our ball look nicer when it spins.. ahha.. cool night.. then bowled with uncle tony.. yup. really exhausted.. my last day at safra yishun....

ahha tornament is like over liao..... its a big day for shariffah tml.. she's going to masters tml.. ahha.. i can't .... shot of 7 more position leh.. ahha.. i've tried my best... for today's quartet events.. our team managed to get 6th...ahha i got a freaking score of 103 on the 1st game lor.. then 158, 178, 162. the in the 3rd game... i told regina.. that guy looks like mr jega... then she was like.. oh ya.. then i said... "like as if he will cum and support bowling"... ahahha.. then later it was my turn to bowl.. so i got a strike.. i yeah then turned and to my horror.. i saw mr jega behind me clapping... i'm like.... wad the... HOD leh...ahha.. he was like observing us... hahah. i was stunned... hahha anyway... my first game was atrosious.... mr lim tell me not to loose faith... so i pull it all through the next 3 games..if i was to get a 163 on the 1st game, i'm able to go into masters... stupid leh... then later... they were waiting for the results.. while the prefects from acs all go and be busy... alll so cute leh. haha... wad the. ok. that's not my point... so anyway.. mr lim say he has the overall schools results... then evrybody say wad wad wad...ahha then he ask every1.. " do uwant to hear the bad news or gd news 1st"... of course, expectedly, everybody said the bad news..then he said.. "u all didn't manage to get 5th".... then everybody was like.. wad...... how can we get 6th or 7th..then we ask.. wads the gd news.. he say.. "u all get 4th".... ahha then every1 screamed and yelled and was so excitied.. so happy lor... yay.. kc... 4th in national.. yay.. hahah so happy.. then later he go and treat us eat KFC.... it was considered as ex. lor.. yar.. so later went back to the pro shop and slack.... talk. haha.. then the sotng and alex become manicurerist?... ahha i duno lar.. but its a good day for me... yup yup... yay.. i'm happy?.. yes... happy... :)

1. HIJ
2. MGS
3. RGS
4. KC
5. SCGS
6. TKGS

finally able to come home at 230pm. aaha. kk.. guess wad.. mr lim said that lane 1 and 2 had diffucult oilings.. then i'm like ... wad the hell.. unfair leh. yesterday i really dunno wad was i playing.. really cannot find my strike point.. i have to get a 173 AVG.... yeep.. i said average... on friday in order to get into masters.. okok.. i wish to have 175, 189, 177, 167 on fri.. i really hope that happens.. oh wells.. hopefully

ok.. shit man.. wad a day for me.. i had doubles today.. and i pulled shariffah all the way down... all the way..we got 11th position wif an avg. of 144.9. she got 150.8 and i got 139.0.. see.. so how?... for some reason, i couldn't seem to find my strike point..... and plus.. there's a big very highly distracting wall... if i was to get 150.8 avg for today.. we would have 8th position.. haiz.. wad to do... the for the overall standings so far... i got 24th position.. (147.5).... still far from masters....... shariffah got 19th (151.1) and samantha got 20th (150.5)...... so now wad?.. i dropped all the way from 15th to 24th .. cool eh?...... today everybody was very bad except for sam and fafa... they were on fire wif da lanes.. sorry fafa.... okok.. today after that... we slacked for awhile.. and see some guys bowl... yar..then went home... if i wan to get into masters... i have to get 173 avg. on fri... yea... 173.. ok.. all the best to my teams mates.. pls dun give up yet... there's stilll a chance for us to get 4th.. and of team.. we try to get 3rd k?......no pressure.. take care.... i really need 173......
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yay.. singles is over. ahahha.. i got 15th position.. ahha.. cannot get anything.... but... tml i got doubles at 1pm.. hehe.. my artner is shariffah... i scared i pull her down or my avg. drop..... argh.. i must get avg. of 170 tml.. to was ok.. i got 146 162 171 145... avg. 156........ ahah the last game i got 5 splits lor.. 2 converted.... i got 9 and 10, baby split and 4, 7, 10, split... ahahha shocked?.. yea.. i was too.. i aimed at pin 4 and 7... then later my ball hook too much.. then pin 4 accidentally dropped and slided to pin 10 wif a tap and dropped.. i gave up on that shot.. but then.. ahhah yar... so this is a lesson for me to learn that i muz not give up or lose hope... after that.. went to olivia's house to slack for a while... then later ate pizza... and went home.. ahha.. i'm happy for today's performance... but i'm scared of the next 8 games.. i cannot get below 140 liao... muz get 170 avg. to have a place in the masters man.. go kc.. u can do it one...thanks to all da coaches and supporters... =)

argh.. can u believe it.... in 12h's time, we'll be doing our warm up and cheer... argh.. how how how.. ahha stress-machine.. i duno whether if i still like him,.. i duno... but i think he's a bit of distraction to me when i'm bowling... blech... ahahha.. yar.. okok.. anyway.... pray k... ahha. okok.. hyper me now.. jhaha.. all da best to kc ppl and the guys.. ahha... no offence to my opponents ar.. trallal.. take care... sleep early tonight.

ok.. hmm.. i'm really tired mentally.., abit physically... thanks to all the friends out there for all the encouragements... yea.. feeling abit blech now man.. guess wad... morning night and day, i've been thinking wad board to stand.. ahha so freaky right.. i wonder y i dun get sick of it... i've been pigging wherever i go.. haiz.. this is life... ahha yup.. got to have gd time management...ahah now, i offically announce... i do not like *him anymore.. tralla.. -the end-full stop-

so tired man.. today after sch... went to pp to find omething for the team to represent our teamspirit.. wif sam, fafa and zen. then later took cab to safra yishun. goash,,.. have been going there like almost everyday.. then bowled 4 games.. 1 game i paid. 3 games i used complementary tickets.. wif sam, fafa and zen.. then later no lanes.. so we waited for very long.. then later uncle ronnie talked to aloy and jee yuen.. then later he call us bowl wif them.. ahah.. they all so pro lor.. then later rested for a while.. while zen and fafa rushed off.. then later got personal trng wif uncle francis, sam and abit wif donna and zihua... yup.. my thumb really pain... then my last finger can feel it liao.. blech.. aha okok.. then i going to train after church on sun. yup.. then mon gonna slllep.... then its tue! agrh.. scared so easily.. ahha ok.. work hard.. =)
***the crush is finally broken liao...***ahah. now i do not like anybody.. yea.. shockingly suprising...=)

today in sch.. had to be a chinese cheng yu teacher for a day.. ahah... me.. yes.. me being a teacher.. chinese teacher... ahah.. i *teach the class miraculously.. haha coz teacher call me and marilyn to go... haiz.. ahha yes.. good experience.. =l...=)
ahahah tired... today got trng again.. another match wif tkgs... aahhah they like dun admit defeat... blech.. our avg. like closing to theirs man... that's bad... unclr ronnie also say;" like this how to get into the masters?" i heart broken lor.. blch... today lanes i duno why hook so much.. i duno whether issit my hand or the lanes lor... -changed- i've changed to be worser... but avg. is 150 plus... okok.. masters masters masters... gotta work hard.. tml bowling rom about 230-8.. ahhah whoa.. crazy.. today thumb swollen again and cannot go into my ball... ahha.. okok.. m,on i shall rest, sat abd sun i'll be bowling.. trying hard to get a 200 game.. ahah -trys-

tired. dropped dead. today had 2h of personal trng wif sam and shu. release was gd.. outcome was bad.. okok..anyway... my thumb is swelling again.. wrist is starting to ache.. but.. tml got trng, fri got p.trng. sat and sun going to train.. mon rest i guess. tue.. c division bowling championships.. oh goashh.. so fast... am i prepared? yes, only to win tkgs.... everbody's working really hard..... very, very, mentally nad physically drained.. sch.jega.friends.ppl.parents.rejectment.4th.lim. uncle ronnie.. oh well.. this is our life... aha.. crappy now..dwang.. today so malu lor.. uncle francis, uncle ronnie, uncle tony, jay, sotong, shu, zen all team up and suan lor....... paing leh.. how.. now friendsalso cannot be liao.. so awkard..i paying at the cashier, he down there far far away from me.. blech... -concentrate-
well peeps.. continue to strive hard k? everybody's doing great.. dun give urself pressure k.. =), motivation does miracles.. it really does

ahah.. ok.. today bowled wif tkgs again.. ahha yay.. we won all games again.. avg. was ok but not enough to go masters... 140, 167. avg.153.5.. today i saw jazeeral bowled....ok.. sob sob... i'll work hard man..... really tired..today mr lim talked to us. haha shockingly, it did made a difference, everybody closed the frame.. ahah.. yeep. i hope that all of us will be ok in the tournament... pls block out all ur worries and stuff.. do not let all this slow u down from achieveing ur goal.. spot ur mistake.. feel the mistake.. change it... ask the coach.. pls. smile.. it make a difference, it really does.. motivate.. =)

sad lar........today i cut hair....... didn't like it. somemore its 30 bucks lor. okok.. then later went for guitar.. then for training.. whoa man.. training was horrible, terrible, atrosious, blech. i could like get a score of below 100 lor.. 83?... stupid sucky avg of 123....... then later all the coaches scoled us, broke all our hearts, all our desire, our hopes are dashed. how?.. then later wanted to go home, but we sat outside the alley on teh stairs, coz fafa was sick, i was blech.... then we realised that sotong was also sick, william was also too.. blech. see i told u, sucky sucky dae.. yar.. then took a cab home wif shu and wiliam. wad a day.. then come home, argueed wif mum. y?... about a pathetic wrist guard.... okok.. shit day.. i hate this very day

ahahah ok. today is ascension family and pets day.. yeeps.. i helped out in da games.. realy run... run up and down.. then got a few guys.. younger than me, bombared me wif water bombs lor... they bulley me lor.. nvm... i'll grow tall man.. okok.. anyway.. later, i tried to wash the blue coloured mat... coz it was dirty and soapy.. then eng tat, bernice and adeline helped me.. so we hung it up to dry.. ahaha. then later cleaned up and stuuff lor.... aha.. then while i was resting... it was already dark.. i rested and closed my eyes. ahhaha then i reme,bered about the 2 blue mats which i hung it out to dry.. the placed was already locked.. so later i ran and go find tat to help unlock an bring the mats in.. ahha it was dark,,.. both of us were abit scared.. ahah. oko. one of them is on the ground while the other one is hung high up th fence.. i climbed the fence,,ahahah so happy.. i could actually feel comfortable whie climbing.. ya.. so we brought it back, and folded it,.. ahah yup, had realy a great time of fellowship... yup. ahaha winston was wet, really cold and wet, so sad,..a baahha but anywayes... see u guys tml.. =)

wow... i finalyl bought a guard to replace my spoiled guard..... stupid lor.. $40 lor.... now really broke.. oh man.. then my mama say if she got money she'll buy me those metal ones which i dun think is advisible.. blech. i love my old guard, but then when i bowl, all come out.. haiz.. then one of my routine is to un strap the guard.. ahha.. see la.. now spoil.. okok.. better train hard..

yay. today i ran 2.4km after a long term break and suprisingly managed to improed my timing to 14.58mins. aahha not bad for me.. haiz.... yup.. got cramps again..ok.... today had trng again........ we bowled 3 games.. i suck in all.. avg like 130.... i relly worried lor. how to get into masters... i must beat jazeeral. muahahaha..ok.. got a tight schedule coming up for me... haiz... oh man... hey.. those who know i like *whoever*... pls pretend u dun know k.. i scared we cannot even be friends.. perhaps i should keep more of my feelings to myself.. yup. ahhaha... thanks.


*blech... not being really copyright.. so i took this from zen.. heheh.. u dun mind ar.. =)

i try: to be discipline and excel in sports and acadamic?

i know: that there will be a chance or any hope in everything

i want: to be in Team Singapore

i wish: to bowl for Singapore

i hate: rumours, untruthful friends

i miss: primary sch (st. hilda's). haiz

i fear: to fail anything i do

i hear: encouragements from ppl

i search: for bowling newspaper articles

i believe: in God

i wonder: wad does the coaches have in mind..

i regret: not studying hard enough for PSLE

i love: bowling

i care: for my friends...

i always: feel tired, but want to bowl...

i cry: when i dun achieve wad i strive very very hard for..

i fight: wif myself at times...

i draw:?,,... no, i love to paint.

i win: or suceed when i have a strong mind set

i lose: to JAZEERAL TAN FROM MGS

i confuse: wait. the eng structure abit off right?... aha. erm... i get confuse when i dun trust?

i listen: to wad the Lord says to me

i need: to be more focused on my goals

i breathe: oxygen! wow........

i should: be more considerate for others... perhaps erm. self-sacrifical?

i dream: of getting a perfect game

i feel: lousy at the moment. i really want a 170 avg........

i am not: doing right things wif the right objective at times..

i have: goals to work and strive for, friends to support me, to be discipline

tired again.. ahha... today i went to safra yishun. supposingly to have personal training. but.. acsi guys kidnap him to go for victory dinner.......so we are coachless......... then catholic high boys also taken for a treat by the coach to swensons lor.... wa. if only uncle ronnie is like that. [impossible]..... blech. so ok. first is mgs, then tkgs, then rgs.(i think so). all expected one lor.....then went home wif william and shu.
oh ya.. today the class chinese teacher kanna bang.... she very idiot one. i put tissure paper in my mouth coz my braces cut my lips lor.. then she thoght i eating something... then call me spit it out.haaha.. then she kanna bang,,. so dumb lor... she an idiot lar.. i duno think she can teach lor... i ask her wad is stage fright in chinese. she go say [hai xiu]. harlow lor.... i this kind of standard also know that the meaning of [hai xiu] is shy lor.. wad toking she lar. i boder line pass chinese then she tell me rubblish....... wa.. can't imagine wad she got for her chinese lor..

phew... tired as usual.....stupid left eye... sore the whole darn day...... until now lor.. sinice when marian has sore left eye?.........ahha kk..crap... ok... today supposed to be a training.. like any normal day... BUT....... unexpectedly, we had a friendly match wif tkgs and acsi...! yeah..... zen, regina, me and fafa bowled wif tkgs team 1... supposingly the best team... ahahaha.. we won 2 out of 3.. the last game they won us by 4 pins?.... ahah.. 2nd game we thrased them though we were not good.. the 1st game quite close.. haha yup.hhad a good experience.. i think its more to the mental game then physical.. its quite hard lor... the mr. lim also said that we all in squad C for teh c division....., the top seeded thingy... then say dunno wad..bowling wif rgs, tks, mgs and ijtp...... haiz.. i guess we have to work really hard.. my aim is to enter masters.. and i hope i can... yup.. tuft day.. didn't bowled as well as usual..... uncle ronnie was quite unhappy wif us lor.. also quite demoralised... yup.. smile abit i guess?
**okok... i dun think its going smoothly... yup...... y..? coz of alot of gossip here and there.. say wad i cannot shut up....then they as if can keep secrets lor.... haiz.. smile? =)

ahaha. its sunday.. the last dae of this yr's june holis. didn't expect to waste it... still.... i didn't touch any of my bks yet.. oh well.. its marian.. so .. got to work really hard fot that science class.. okok.. recap of the holidays........ 1 word... trainings.... yup..and i made new friends.. very nice ppl.. let me see.. who i know i got to know this month...... andrew chew, alex, william, wee leong, sheng zhi, anuaar, charles, aloy, jin sheng, jay, uncle tony,.. that's it i guess... they are all bowlers.. ahah suprisingly.. ahha yup.. okk.. ahd also 1 major thing happened this month is the selection thingy... was great experience thou.. now i canot control my hook.. so abit worried if i got any chance going to TEAM A....... haiz.. marian has to excel both in acadamic and sports.. well, i guess this is singapore.. so yea... ookok.. i got to go pack and laze around b4 i open my eyes to a new day....
***still working on a positive attitude towards sch wrk and relationships.. yup... tough month.



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goash.. this is like true... wa piang man.. abit freaky..

yay. i bought new cd.. maksim.. its realy cool.. yup.. this is my sat.. i lazy to say over and over again.. yup. as usual.. tired..

***I've learnt my lesson... its time to forgive... boy.. this is sounding so serious.. okok.. apologies..

Dear pupils,
There will be a new time-table for semester 2 which you will get on 30th of June from your form-teacher. On 30th June, please bring the necessary books and materials for the following subjects : Mother Tongue, LSS, Geography, Maths and Project Work.
Regards,
Mrs Sng.


Hello Sec 201,
I hope all of you have had a good rest. Now it's back to work again. These are the instructions for beginning of term 3.
1 As the time-table will be changed, you are required to bring books for MT, LSS, Geography and Maths on Monday.
2 You are to clean your Oral Digital Thermomete and bring them to school everyday as temperature will be taken twice a day. Please bring back
your Temperature Log book as well
3 Please bring back your travel document form which was issued to you at he end of last term.
4 For those who have travelled out of Singapore during the holidays, please bring your passport on Monday.
5 All foreign students are required to bring their passports on Monday regardless of whether they have travelled out of Singapore.
Please pass the message on.
See you on Monday.
Mrs Boey

oh well.. had a gd day today with my mum.,.. she unexpectedly brought me to bowl at yishun.. and i bowled 11 games.. and she paid it all. she bought a key chain bowling pin for me too.. she was in gd mood today.... ahah.. so happy... then zihua and donna came.. so i played 1 game wif them.. the lanes were hard to handle today. i even bowled a 98 game... but then overall avg. was 132..... haiz.. still not nough to get 3rd for this school.. oh well.... kc bowlers... work hard ya!.. dun give up or look down..........
okok.. now... some serious probs... i got a q to ask u guys.. am i still ur friend? enemy or foe? or some irritant to u?....pls tel me k... i cannot stand this.... i duno wads the prob wif me..... i asked some of u and tried to mend my ways. did it help?- maybe?-.. i'm uncertain.. some1 pls guide me..... tell me....honestly i dun want to hear anymore rumours, gossips and rubbish anymore.. i want the absolute truth about me.. if u want me to change, yes, of course i can..... but u've got to tell me... pls.. dun act.. dun get worked up so easily. smile. i want a brighter world. a smile makes a difference. dun pull a long face. smile.

ok... today was a fine day... after trng.. i went to erm..... went to.... ahhhhh.. went around singapore in the new train and did some exploring.. was very cool.. the train so fast and cool.. then i was like.. wa.. didn't know singapore could be so high-tech.. ahaha yup... i advise u to go and see. very interesting.. yup.. then later went to shiang yang's house to watch vcd and eat pizza wif all da friends.. enjoyed it. but was abit sleeepy so i slept.. after.. went back by the new train again.. ahah.. gd day.....
yup.. was also a shocking day... public blog.. so ya.. ahhaha yup... i'm fine.. very fine.. serious.. i had fun too. =).... hope all of u are happy.. and those who owes my money. pls return to me as soon as possible.. =) take care folks..

sleepy.. i actually went to sch today... ahha. later went home to slp. then wake up for trng.. was half-awake.... then later on da bus slp all da way home.. ok. this is my day. simple and boring.. but my ball speeed actually increased..

wa.. just had a awesome bbq.. aahha.. knew lots of new ppl better.. like.. brendan, william, sheng zhi, alex, wee leong, andrew... ahah yar very tired.. oh ya.. had real great difficullties in setting up the fire.. ahah. waseted so many fire starters... tralalla.. ahahha.. thanks to brendan, the fire started.. yea.. okok.. i accept it.. yar.. then mr.lim came wif ms lau. yep.. then later uncle francis came wif uncle tony, and suprisingly, jay.. ahah.. anuaar, sotong all came. very shocked.. hahaha yep. but had a great time in meeting new bowlers.... ahha yar. =) later i packed and cleared up the things.. was feeling happy and proud of myself for doing that.. ahah duno y.. wee leong and william helped wif the clearing of charcoal....then the remaining of us went to play truth and dare.. aahha. ok. its really.. okok.. shalll not elaborate.. yeah.. the whole time of the bbq, the guys... specifically, sz aahha tried to transfer the girls into the water.. or rather ,carry.......was quite freaked out at first.... ahha then we walked a long way to a bus stop.. hahah tok alot..yeep. had a really gd time in making new friends.. yeah.. love ya all..=)

hoho.... tired. really tired. 2 per lanes for 2h can die.. thumb is erm.. half broken? hahha duno.. very tired of planning and all the crap.. haiz. no money no time.. is this a holiday?yeah. tml e bbq... everyday is bowling to me.. except for sat and sun..
okok.. anyway. today after trng. we all forced jay to go.. so....jay will go if uncle francis go whom i think is really not free.....sheng zhi wun go if jay dun go.. anuaar wun go if sheng zhi dun go... aloy and charles wun go if jay or the grp dun go.. hmm.. uncle tony might go juz for the food which he is not free... uncle ronnie is a firm no coz he has trng at changi... okok.. that's it. nobody's going.. i hope it'll turn out gd.. yar...ok lar.. got smoe other pl going also. i'm afraid it'll be a quet one? nah... hope not. wheee smile.. erm ... hyper?

YEEEEHAW... i've just finished sorting out 452 photos for 44 different ppl... eyes are abit cocked... juz now was abit stressed and high which led to the hyperness which my friend had to tolerate... ahah she helped me alot.. her name is jasmine tan wei qi.. make it known.. aaahha ok....i think i was craving for food so was abit.. erm.... oout of the world? ahah.. kk.. yeah bbq on tue.. ahha tml and tue will be damn bz for me... now we are thinking of numbers....she still at my house.. see. so helpful sia.. ahahhaa can't stand i.. tralalla.. ok.. bokerness is invading my mind.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... okok.. enough crap. ok i hope mr lim will send us to yishun tml which is almost impossible.. ahha.. heck lar.. ok. all da best to the world.. thank God for world peace.. yea .. i'm slow.. ahha =)

yay.. had a very happy day for me... i feel like i back in mixed sch... yeah... today went bowling wif fafa and zen... but fafa didn't play.. we bowled wif sheng zhi.. he damn good k.. every thing spare strike... avg. 170 plus... i today 117, 137, 146, 146, 167.. avg. 142... haiz/.. guess i'm not comfortable bowling wif guys... but i guess. its fun thou we didn't communicate much.. uncle francis was there for almost most of the time..my thumb really hurts alot today... 5 days bowling in a row lor....hiaz.. better open bk liao.. didn't touch any of my textbks since the last paper.. after bowling.. i took 969 to tampines coz they go by high way then very fast... then later in the bus 18 on they way home.... i saw ai ping and elizabeth... aha.. so different man... so i called nicole.. then later nicole told me they in bedok.. so i go find them.. stupid andrew so tall k.. 1.62m.. last time i used to be around his height... but... i almost the same height as nicole.. yeah... i'm growing... ahahha..all of them changed so much... oh ya.. during bowling.. they said something about andrew.. so i asked wad age.. then they say 14... then i was... cannot be.. so i asked wad sch.. sheng zhi told me bedok view... i kept quiet.. ahaha.. then i say.. he liked my B4 last yr.. ahaha.. then its like andrew chew... ahaha so popular.. singapore damn small lor...haiz.. i guess this is a very memorable day for marian... ahaha =)

hoho.. today's the last day of selection.. aha.. my scores 138, 117, 109, 178, 168, 127, 131, 130, 167....... avg. 140.6..which puts me in 3rd..ahha. ok lar.. it's quite satisfying.. but Uncle Ronnie say not good... ahah.. its ok.. erm. today the lanes were dry for me.. so i got my strike point at the last game only.. stupid right.. haiz.. hmm.. i hope to be in Team A lor.. haiz.. worried.. now everyting muz concentrate on bowling liao... personal training very important.. cannot afford to miss any minute.. haiz.. not pressure on the coaches... i must win Jazeeral Tan... ahaha.. i win her... i confirm top 20.. haiz....her avg. like 160 last yr... this yr she making a greater comeback... haiz...yeah... be happy.. dun take things for granted... =)

ahah.....supposed to go watch the national age grp pl bowl.. but in the end i didn't.. spent time wif my best friend... then later went bowling.. the lanes super oily.. cannot hook.. can ler.. but not as much. ahah.. oko... zen got tuition so cannot so fafa go bowling wif her later.. then shu got smth cropped up wif her aunty.. so i went myself.. then i saw stephanie and zihua.. so we waited together for donna. hahha so we bowled 5 games each together.. the promotion thing... ahah we rushed through the game coz got to finish by 7pm.. tml i like abit no confidence... haiz.. i muzt work hard to get 160 avg. tml.. that's it.. marian has to work hard..
haven opened a moe book ever since the last paper.. haiz. marian has to work hard..

today was quite gd for me.. yeah.. my bowling avg. improved! ahah.. today lanes were semi-oily.. i think just nice.. ahah.. so i got 178, 168, 127.. avg. 157... is much better lor.. i got ike 7 splits altogether.. 5 from samantha's lane 9. ahah stupid and converted none... last night i spent the whole night thinking wad should i do today coz yesterday was really bad.. yesterday i was the 2nd last of the sec 2 wif an avg. of 121... then today whoa.. then the total. avg is 139 which pushed me to 3rd... haha.. 1st is zen... she today crazy.. bowled a 195.. and avg is 160.. samantha bowled a 201 and regina bowled a 183 ..they had lots of strikes.. turkeys i stuff.. i got 1 turket and lots of spares.. the 1st game is all spares a about 1 or 2 strikes... the last game got 4 splits. stupid.. but then really thank God that the lane was not so dry as yesterday... yesterday my thumb was not so swollen.. so i dropped my ball alot of time.. today was ok.. coz it was swollen.. haiz.. wierd thumb..
i hope that thursday i'll get into the top 4... yeah.. i must train hard.. i must get avg of 160 and above...oh ya.. like as if i can.. thursday is the final day.. so scary...
ookok.. kc bbq changed to tuesday.. the 24th.. coz no pits at all.. yar.. so its at 5pm bbq pit 36... those who want to come can come.. its for bowlers... some guys from other schs also coming.. ya.. u all can come.. but must pay $4.. ahha ya.. we are poor.. =)
okok.. anyways.. i hope that on thursday my thumb will swell so that i wun't drop the hook ball so much.. okok.. that's it.. i'm aiming for 165 avg.. haha.. kk.. try..

haiz.. my stupid msn cannot sign in.. today is an ok day for me.. shu, regina,and olivia went out wif me and really brightened up my day.. yeep. i'm just gonna be myself and smile. yeah.. ahha. today is a bad day also. coz my scores for the roll-off today really suck alot.. 138, 117, 109.. avg. 121.. its ok lar.. but then i got 1 strike for 3 games k!.. luckily got my spare ball.. haiz.. i scared.. i want to get into team A.. i hope i can.. ahaha tralalal.. worried

things seems better now... wif my ignorence.. yup. i'm somehow back to almost normal. got to brush up some things only.. wif gd terms wif my parents.. but not wif friend yet. yaya... still trying.. trying hard to zip tml........ haiz.. tml is roll-off liao. then my thumb like so brittle.. God bless me... haiz. die liao.. nvm.. aven faith and trust. :).. ok

life sucks a times...
lots of hyopocrites..
lots of acts..
its hard to be a person..
hard to satisfy lots of ppl.
how should i go about everday?
wads wif friends?
yes.. i just said friends....
should they be more positive and make this world a happier place?
loook.. i'm not petty or wad.. i'm juz blabbing how i feel deep inside
deep inside this team.... its a team which its hard for me alone, to accept.
with much displeasure, hate, anger and bitterness..
i must learn how to fill it with love, love and love.
how?
when all these ppl are still gossiping, spreading negative news about u?
how to tolerate? how to ren?
i hate my *friends.. yes. friends..
okok.. those in the team..
yar.. i'm being damn mean and straightforward..
u all have to concentrate. how to win tkgs like that?
u all go see mgs train.. so serious..
in ur heart.. u all must be like saying y i dun go join..
i wish i could.. i'm not that gd
i still support kc.. no matter wad la k.
i cannot stand 2 faced ppl..
nor noisy ppl..
distractions
distractions
distractions..
k.. i should shut myself out..
wad to do? i've tried my best to ren
its getting on my nerves..
i dunno how to be a person... someone whom u want me to be
i dunno.. i just dunno..

Unwanted- by avril
Riff1 Riff1
All they did was walk over, start all off by shaking your hands
Riff1 Riff1
That's how it went, I have a smile on my face and I sat up straight

Riff1 Riff1 A5
All yeah yeah I wanted to know ya I wanted to show you

E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5 D5 A5
You don't want me there you just shut me out
E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5
If you had your way you'd just shut me out
D5 C5 E5 C5 D5 A/C#
Make me go away

E5 C5 D5 A/C#
E5

Riff1
Riff1
(I'm so unwanted)

Riff1 Riff1
No I just don't understand Why you won't talk to me
Riff1 Riff1
It hurts I'm so unwanted from nothing Don't talk words against me

Riff1 Riff1 D5 A5
I wanted to know ya, I wanted to show you

E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5 D5 A5
You don't want me there you just shut me out
E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5
If you had your way you'd just shut me out
D5 C5 E5 C5 D5 A/C# E5 C5 D5 A/C#
Make me go away, make me go away

E5 C5 D5 A/C# E5 C5 D5 A/C#
I tried give all it didn't seem wrong, my head aches
E5 C5 D5 A/C# E5 C5 D5
It's been so long I write this song, that's what it takes

D5 D5 D5

E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5 D5 A5
You don't want me there you just shut me out
E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5
If you had your way you'd just shut me out
D5 C5 E5
Make me go away

E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5 D5 A5
You don't want me there you just shut me out
E5 C5
You don't know me, don't ignore me
D5 A5 E5 C5
If you had your way you'd just shut me out
D5 C5 E5 C5 D5 A/C# E5 C5 D5 A/C#
Make me go away, make me go away
E5 C5 D5 A/C# E5 C5 D5 A5
Make me go away

ahha today went to see the youth chalenge finals....i got the chance to see kelvin koh and valerie teo bowl.. so nice k.. how i wish i was......... nvm.. cannot one.. anyway... they were good .. 1st is valerie teo.. 2nd is michelle kwang.. 3rd is louis lye..then.. when the step ladder challenge... michelle kwang siaow liao.. she got 11 strikes lor.. then the 7 frame got 6 . 3.. a split.. wasted... if not perfect game liao... then her total is 264.. power ar.......ahah.then when she bowled wif valerie teo.. dropped alot.. anyway.. that valerie teo she got split and cannot convert it.. teh said the f word.. ahaha so unusual...okok. then she sat beside me. i was speechless.. trallaal. then during the whole time... that kelvin koh kept on looking at shu neng.. ahha... its because of the bbq last yr i guess.. i didn't go.. ok.. later.. we took cab down to tampines safra to bowl.. fully packed.. waited for 45 mins....
finally. got lanes liao... we bowled 3 games.. the lane so damn dry. like sahara.... similar like yesterday lane 1 at yishun only not so bad....ya.. so i ened up using my spare ball most of the time becoz my reactive ball hook to pin 7..so i stand at 35 and use my plastic ball.. and hit pocket.. so terrible.. but then in the end not bad.. got 121, 129, 149.... avg. 133. ahahha/... improvement.. thank u uncle francis for helping me wif my thumb hole... now both my reactive and plastic ball is very comfortable.. i like it.. ahha. BUT.. my wonderful thumb is getting bigger and more swollen. it look quite scary.. but i'm happy....
i still dun like mum.

Uncle Francis is the best coach anyone could have man... aha... he resolve my phoebia of bowling.. yeah.. he also said that tkgs team is not strong and then we got chance to win.. when he saw how our sec 2 bowled.. he thought we all from b division.. then now he knoes that we're from c... ahha.. he said that we are strong and got chance to win..yeah.... but.. i just re-drilled my ball...both spare and hook. its really terrible. i hope that i wil not drop.. my wonderful thumb is swollen... as in really swollen... and i was adviced to stay at home and rest.... BUT.... wonderful roll-off is on wonderful mon..... how can marian possibly rest when she is not at her best yet?.. goash.. i'm fellling at a loss now.. wad month is this? probably my worst month? yar... haiz.. marian marian... ur stupid thumb is killing u.......
ok. anyway... back to my life... terrible day too... had lots of cold wars going on.. issit me or *u? sorry.. this is kinda public... haiz.. i had probs with my family members. relatively my mother... stupid woman la... anyhow throw away ppl thingS .. think fun ar.. stupid.... and i have to say this.... i'm really very irritated.... ~blech.. hey erm...*friend.. u gotta accept me for who i am = the always-obeys-the-rules kind of person.i also find it hard for me to tolerate at times. u can dun accept me wad.. not forcing u or anything... haiz.. am i sounding too idiotic?.. i feel like an idiotic person now who cannot cope wif friendships and relationships.. i'm a person who cannot stand vulgurity... BUT.... recently.. i've indulged in the wonderful *f word.. i've been influnced by erm... (i duno whether i should say this..... would be rather hurting..) bad company... alopogies.. this is how i feel... should i be self-centered or a busy-body.. life is difficult.. wad the hell.... okok.. haiz... i guess i'm just toooo holy-moly... really different from *u... i dun want to hurt anybody's feelings right now.. i do not feel gd publishing this in this blog.. but.. its the only way i could express myself...
today.. i've been trying to learn how to tolerate, control, and not trying to be some person who tries to shut someone up from saying the f word... well, marian, i guess every setback is an opportunity for u to learn and to grow positively. u have other friends... friends can be a major influence to u.... try not to make them a bad influence to u... learn the good ways.. know, understand and trust....
now, this is a reminder for marian.. u got to focus.. and maintain this level of discipline.. do not go the wrong path.. seriously, i not applying to anybody or wad.. its just a reminder for me whether i'm in here or there.... focus, and understand

ok.. i'm becoming more not copy-right...so i orginated this from Denise..aahahh ok i dun think anyone would actually read.... here it goes....


1.What is your name? A: Poon Marian
2.What colour pants are u wearing right now? A: sch uniform.. blue pinafore... lazy to go bathe
3.What are you listening to right now? A: kids playing downstairs and my compter running sound
4.What is the last 4 digit of ur phone? A: 5257
5What was the last thing you ate? A: pringles
6.If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? A: yellow!.. bright and nice.. gd for background
7.Where do you plan to go on your honeymoon? A: hmm. err.. i duno leh... sentosa?
8.How is the weather right now? A: juz drizzled.. now partially cloudy
9.Last person you talked to on the phone? A: my Daddy!
10. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? A: height? erm.. hair? duno lar. juz naturally look lor
12.How are you today? A: tired........ juz came back from stupid sch LAP lessons
13.Your favourite drink? A: i duno. japanese tea?
14.Your favourite alcoholic drink? A: i dun think i ever drink?..
15(a).How do you eat an Oreo? A: put the whole thing in my mouth if i'm doing smth,when i'm slacking, i bite bit by bit..
15(b).Strawberry Shortcake, cake or strawberry 1st? A: i dun like strawberry
16.Favourite sport to watch? A: bowling.. maybe soccer..
17.What's the next CD you're going to get? A: nothing in mind...
19.Eye Colour? A: dark brown
20.Do you wear contacts? A: no.. some times wear spects
21.Favourite month? A: dec.....
22.Favourite foods? A: broccoli.. esp. the ones at ikea.. shiok man.. and jap. food.. chinese noodles also very nice -this is singapore-
23.Movie u wan to watch A: Home run? i duno when coming out
24.Favourite day of the year? A: chinese new year.......... coz can get money!. well, enjoy it while i'm still young
25.Are you shy to ask someone out? A: u must know who to ask wad... if ask those mama always dun allow, dun ask.. make both feel very bad...
26. Do you like scary or happy movies better? A: happy.. scary movies i'll like pant alotand have lots of wild creative imaginations.. plz i wun watch sary movies at all....
27.Hugs or Kisses? A: both... makes u feel special
29.Relationship or one night stands? A: relationships.. as in friend, brotherly kind of realations.. if bgr, i''l only get one after JC...
30.What flavour of ice-cream suits you? A: VANILLA, cookies and cream and chocolate..
34.What book are you reading now? A: The Giver....
35.Favourite board game(s)? A: Monopoly.. money!
36.Favourite magazine(s)? A: 8 days?
37.Favourite smell(s)? A:.. Doby Gourt mrt station, toa payoh mrt station, changi airport...
38.Least favourite smell(s)? A: the garbage truck that passes by. durians?
39.Favourite sound? A: musical instruments
40.Best feeling in the world? A : an achievement, encouragement, compliment?...
41.What is the first thing you think of when you're awake? A: wad time?..
42.Fave colours? A: blue, yellow, black, orange.... depends
43.How many rings before you answer the phone? A: i dun pick up if its my home one..... hand phone is music..
44.Future child's name? A: depends
45.What is the most important in life? A: friends for me.. but family is impt... but then u need to have friends more.....
46.Favourite flower? A: sun flower.. very big and bright and nice..
47.Favourite dress code? A: baggy.. jeans.. or classy.. ahaha
48.Do you like to drive fast? A: bicycle yes.... but then i scared accident.
49.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal A: alot.. all beside my bed.. the most impt. is my smelly pillow.. ever since i was a baby.. i had 2, but lost 1..=(
50.Are u afraid of storms? A: i want to see lightning 1st then mentally prepared.. i like storms.. but if i know it's near or alot, i'll feel scared..
51.What type was/will be your first car? A: midum-sized truck which drives fast........ nice cool and windy.. and put alot of things
52.If you could meet one person dead or alive: A: Albert Einstine.. i can ask him teach me maths. and be a genius
53.When is your birthday? A: 20TH September 1989... i have a reason for telling this lor....
54.zodiac sign? A: Virgo. . crap one lar..
55.Do you eat the stems of broccoli? A: i love the stems more than the leaves
56.What type of people do u dislike the most? A: self-fish, disrespectful, not considerate, think that they are the BEST... anyone who irritates me
57.What type of guy/girl are you interested in? A: errr.. i dun care.. i go by feelings....
58.What would you do to impress a guy/girl that you like? A: be ursself lar... duh..
59.How would you react if the person you like rejected you? A: sad lor. but its okay one.. i cannot expect so much.. God has made a choice for me..
60.Would you die for someone you love? A: not really.. i'm not romeo or juliet..
61.Do u have anyone u like now? A: erm. ahha. ya?... he's a bowler.... ahaha i think he likes me too... but i dunno him well

ahahaa,........ i'm soooooooooooooooo tired....... well... the mixture of training, camp and exam in one day can make u all died-out..... so now is exactly 3.35am....... sorry to the ppl yesterday who tried to talk wif me from 6pm - 3am....... was in my dreamland........... dreaming about me getiing nothnig but strikes and yes, strikes. so... i gve u all a summary.........

camp - 9 / 6 ~ 11 / 6
Camp was really great if u asked me.. it was a rather very relaxed camp... but.. because of my trainings and stuff...had to rush abit...yup.. had worship, games, team-bonding activities... rreally must thank the helpers and even the campers to make this teens camp successful... despite the bz schedule each person has.... i had a great experience too... i got closer to the new ppl.. and also to the usual ones...yup... i really love my church

training
had games on mon... fun fun fun........ so fun........we lost thou.. but it was fun...as for tue. i was late. thus, i joined the sec 1s......... well, as for today's trng, i guess i should not say anything negative about ppl in here..... it'll make the readers vrey blech........ so...ya.. had good coaches during his week..... ahha yar. that's it...


Maths Olympaid
hoho. wad an exam..... if i passed..... its really shocking..... nobody would... only those geniuses... out of 30 q, i did 8 - 9 which i was confident of....... aahaa... see wad i mean... the rest was just like wadeva number no. comes into my head i just write it down...i slp during the test while counting the squares.and wasted 15 mins... ahha.. coz the night b4 i slpt at 3am?...y?. while playing ping-pong....... naughty girl.. ahha... welll. i guess i had a good exposure... trallala..

ok. tht's my 3 day thing.... soorry to my room mates... the younger girls espically, i was really tired on mon night.... so i made lots of noises to satisfy my sleeping pleasrue......... haiz... tml got LAP.... stupid course........... haiz. be a gd little girl and just go.........

today is sat. tralala.. went o flea market again.... the guys sent me home again.. haiz..really responsible people.i so honoured to be wif them.. anyway.. tmli gonna haf teens camp.. its a church thing... so won't be blogging much..... yup....so....ya... pray that i'l hit at 140 avg. for roll-off.. ok... hey biggy bro..... if u wanna train/bowl wif e usual us.. contact us k..ahah ok.. ppl take care... gtg and pack.. byeeeeeeeeee

tired. today bowled again. really bad. now hand got prob.. sighz..... today we saw 3 punky primary sch kid boyz... their hair was really happening.. ahha.. ya.. ask zen.. tired.. ok.. zipp

ahha.. as usual.. bz marian is tired.. yar.. ok.. learnt how ot arranged flowers.... and today played badly for bowling and had bad mood.. haiz.. oh well. wonderful Mrs. Sng has banned us from going to MP library.. aahh yup........keep that happy feeling

Anything But Ordinary
Avril Lavigne

[C] Sometimes I get so [G] weird
I even freak my [Am] self out
I laugh myself to [Dm] sleep it’s my [G] lullaby
[C] Sometimes I drive so [G] fast
Just to feel the [Am] danger
I want to scream it [Dm] makes me feel [G] alive

Is it [F] enough to [C] love
Is it [G] enough to [Am] breathe
Somebody [F] rip my [C] heart out
And [G] leave me here to [Am] bleed
Is it [F] enough to [C] die
Somebody [G] save my [Am] life
I’d rather be [Bb] anything but [Dm] ordinary [C] please

[C] To walk within the [G] lines
Would make my life so [Am]boring
I want to know that [Dm] I have been to [G] the extreme
[C] So knock me off my [G] feet
Come on now give it [Am] to me
Anything to [Dm] make me feel [G] alive

CHORUS

[Am] Let down your [G] defenses
Use no common [Bm] senses
If you look you will [Dm] see that this world is
A[Am] beautiful, accident, [G] turbulent, succulent, [Am] opulent, permanent [G] no way
I wanna [Am] taste it
Don’t want to [G] waste it [Dm] away

[C] Sometimes I get so [G] weird
I even freak my [Am] self out
I laugh myself to [Dm] sleep it’s my [G] lullaby

CHORUS

Is it [F] enough to [C] die
Somebody [G] save my [Am] life
I’d rather be [Bb] anything but [Dm] ordinary [C] please

wa.. today tired. Singapore really very hot sia.... i had personal trainnig today... ahha. i finally expanded my thumbhole!.... my phoebia of bowling not so bad now... Uncle Francis... thank u ar.. then i today see Uncle James. so funny. i keep on laughing... all thanks to kc senior bowlers......... haiz... hope i can get into the c division

25 Facts U ought to know about Marian

1. I love God.
2. I love bowling.
3. I am NOT from Katong Convent primary.... i'm from St. Hilda's Primary
4. I love my church ( Church of the Ascension)
5. Highest score for bowling ever is 197 at Safra Tampines- 28 May 2003
6. Have high expections for many... including myself
7. Beckham's number!
8. I was one of the naughties prefects in primary school
9. i gett irritated very easily.
10. i think alot.
11. i wanna go thriple science class
12. good in maths and science ONLY
13. I love dancing tap and ballet.
14. I actually had phoebia of bowling 3 times b4..
15. Uncle Francis is my personal coach. really gd, Uncle Ronnie my sch coach..
16. Stupidly turned down the PSL responsibility..
17. Really lazy
18. likes nice people
19. strongly objects vulguarities though i may lose control of myself
20. Hard to do things the same way.. e.g art...
21. if i fail maths of if i get 60 and below..... i'll go wild and hyper and crazy
22. computer dislikes me and hangs quite oftenly these days.
23. i was a good marble player in primary sch..
24. WAS good in chinese.. foever getting 75 and above.. but uptil sec 2, started to fail evry test....shocked?
25**. \\copy from zen.. sorry ar. outta topics..//
My name is Poon Marian and not Marian Poon.
My chinese name is .... erm.. dun have.. but got "translated chines name"... pan ma li yan
Have a sister name Poon Melissa.... pan ma li sa
Current nick= Murex... (orginated form a type of seashell.. really cool one..)

Yeah... my lit paper..i passed!.. the section marked wrongly and i got 9 more marks! i now have 59/100.... i passed!! aahaha..kk
wa.. today training was turf.... i bowled with Marianne Lee.. coz Uncle Ronnie wanted ppl to go to her lane.. so i went.. ahhah .. so tired.. my thumb like got serious injury.. tired man.. hetic time these few days. today had this good workshop.. really good.. about winning attitude... i think i has helped me in my mental bowling... yup.. must thank that Mr. Jiow... ahahha yup.. thants about it.. i must train hard hard hard... i must win Jazeeral Tan or Evangline......... ahhahah

yea.. today is first training.. not bad.. i it lots of spares despite the horrible thumbhole... yar.. so... we played this game.. our team... (joycelyn, fafa, zen n i) got 227! ahhaha. we got 6 strikes in a row. but then abit cheat cheat. i htink zen blog got the game details... i dunno.. hopefully she has.. coz i lazy to type again......... ahahha ya.... this is my bz bz bz day.. after guitar i rushed down to yishun..... he taxi fare damn ex. k.... like $14.70.... stupid....