Uncle Francis is the best coach anyone could have man... aha... he resolve my phoebia of bowling.. yeah.. he also said that tkgs team is not strong and then we got chance to win.. when he saw how our sec 2 bowled.. he thought we all from b division.. then now he knoes that we're from c... ahha.. he said that we are strong and got chance to win..yeah.... but.. i just re-drilled my ball...both spare and hook. its really terrible. i hope that i wil not drop.. my wonderful thumb is swollen... as in really swollen... and i was adviced to stay at home and rest.... BUT.... wonderful roll-off is on wonderful mon..... how can marian possibly rest when she is not at her best yet?.. goash.. i'm fellling at a loss now.. wad month is this? probably my worst month? yar... haiz.. marian marian... ur stupid thumb is killing u.......
ok. anyway... back to my life... terrible day too... had lots of cold wars going on.. issit me or *u? sorry.. this is kinda public... haiz.. i had probs with my family members. relatively my mother... stupid woman la... anyhow throw away ppl thingS .. think fun ar.. stupid.... and i have to say this.... i'm really very irritated.... ~blech.. hey erm...*friend.. u gotta accept me for who i am = the always-obeys-the-rules kind of person.i also find it hard for me to tolerate at times. u can dun accept me wad.. not forcing u or anything... haiz.. am i sounding too idiotic?.. i feel like an idiotic person now who cannot cope wif friendships and relationships.. i'm a person who cannot stand vulgurity... BUT.... recently.. i've indulged in the wonderful *f word.. i've been influnced by erm... (i duno whether i should say this..... would be rather hurting..) bad company... alopogies.. this is how i feel... should i be self-centered or a busy-body.. life is difficult.. wad the hell.... okok.. haiz... i guess i'm just toooo holy-moly... really different from *u... i dun want to hurt anybody's feelings right now.. i do not feel gd publishing this in this blog.. but.. its the only way i could express myself...
today.. i've been trying to learn how to tolerate, control, and not trying to be some person who tries to shut someone up from saying the f word... well, marian, i guess every setback is an opportunity for u to learn and to grow positively. u have other friends... friends can be a major influence to u.... try not to make them a bad influence to u... learn the good ways.. know, understand and trust....
now, this is a reminder for marian.. u got to focus.. and maintain this level of discipline.. do not go the wrong path.. seriously, i not applying to anybody or wad.. its just a reminder for me whether i'm in here or there.... focus, and understand